"I think we all need a little bit of time. ”

Now, after hearing him say such a reason, she can't say that she blames him very much. Like her, he can't choose his own family, let alone decide his parents' lives. She could feel that he was not lying, but was very sincere and honest. Under normal circumstances, even if she can't say that she immediately changes her mind after listening to this qiē, she should have softened considerably. But for some reason, she always felt that something was not right, or that something important had been overlooked by her.

After much thought, she said something like this.

It's not perfunctory, it's not deliberately delaying time and holding a shelf, but I really feel that it's necessary.

Ruan Wan said in a low voice but clearly: "Any quarrel will not be sudden, the reason why we quarreled so much this time is not only because of Zhuang Luo, but also because of the contradictions that we ignored in our previous interactions." Therefore, even if you don't see Zhuang Luo again, as long as the contradiction between us is not resolved, it is inevitable that such disputes will occur in the future. ”

She paused, then said, "Let's all think about it for a while now. ”

About the contradictions, about the future, about ...... The true feelings of the heart.

She actually wanted to ask "Du Jinnian, how much do you love me", but it didn't make sense to ask like this. Men probably always hate women asking such questions, and women always reveal their vulnerability and insecurity when they ask them. By the moment she realized it, she had shown weakness for too long, and she was unwilling to continue like this.

"Awan, why?"

He didn't seem to understand her decision.

Du Jinnian frowned slightly, his eyes full of puzzlement: "Are you still blaming me?"

Ruan Wan shook her head: "I can't lie to you, some things are indeed understandable but unforgivable, I am still a little angry, but I am not as angry as before." It's just that I really think we need to calm down and think about what we're doing and what we're going to do in the future -- at least in my opinion, it's necessary. ”

"Contradictions and problems between us?"

"Yes. ”

"What are you referring to?"

"Are you referring to ......" Ruan Wan's words stopped, how to say it?

"Is that Shen Ziyu?"

"Huh?" Ruan Wan raised her head in surprise, not reacting for a moment. When she finally reacted, she was surprised at first, and then she felt funny, "Shen Ziyu?"

"He sent you back last night. Du Jinnian whispered, "This ...... Not for the first time, right. He knew that he shouldn't have said such things, and he knew that Xu Liang had told him that these things were a bit strange, and he knew that saying this would hurt her heart, but he still failed to control himself again.

Ruan Wan chuckled, full of sarcasm: "That kind of meaningless post, you actually believe it?"

She didn't panic when she saw it, because she felt that he would never doubt herself because of such a boring thing. She was so sure that now she only thinks she was stupid and funny when she looks back on it.

Du Jinnian pursed his lower lip, he didn't really believe in that kind of post, but to be honest, he didn't feel it when they first met, and then ...... He had always felt that Shen Ziyu was hostile to him. There is no contradiction between them, the only possibility is -

She.

Quarrel.

The cold shoulder.

Another man.

Send her back late at night.

……

This qiē pierced his nerves, which had become particularly sensitive because of the memories of the past.

Ruan Wan only felt funny: "That's how you think of me? Do you think it's because of this that I brought up the mention just now?"

"I don't think there's a problem between us. Du Jinnian looked at her with a rare stubborn gaze, "Before Zhuang Luo appeared, we had always had a good relationship, didn't we? Even if there were occasional conflicts, there was never a dispute, and we were very happy." I already know what my problems are, and I will try not to make the same mistakes again. Isn't the contradiction already resolved?" and more importantly, what he didn't say was that he felt that she was moving away from him step by step. He didn't want this, he wanted to grab her and let her "entangle" around him like before, inseparable.

He didn't realize that he was showing a "controlling desire" side. This side did not appear out of nowhere, but was always hidden under his gentle exterior. Maybe it was influenced by his parents, maybe it was inspired by Ruan Wan - in short, he really existed.

In the past days, Ruan Wan relied on him, obeyed him, and was willing to endure for him something that she didn't like to be comfortable with. Because in her eyes, he represents a qiē happiness and future. In a sense, part of the happiness they felt was based on her sacrifice. And her first and only rebellion was her persistence in her work.

One thing Du Jinnian himself has to admit is that although he witnessed the tragedy of his parents, he still thinks that "the man is the leader of the house and the woman is the inside", "the man is responsible for making money to support the family, and the woman is beautiful at home" is the most ideal living state of a family. It is true that this kind of life is indeed perfect for some women, but now Ruan Wan does not think so.

So, in this matter, Du Jinnian encountered Waterloo. This is also one of their contradictions, although it is not the main one, but it cannot be ignored. Because Ruan Wan can't willingly put herself under someone's wing forever, even if she loves him.

"Think whatever you like. Ruan Wan gave up arguing with him, it was pointless to argue with someone who didn't want to admit something, "whatever you think." She said, "If you think the reason is Shen Ziyu, then think it is Shen Ziyu." Whether I'm impressed by his money or I'm being raised by him - you can think whatever you like. ”

"Awan, that's not what I meant. ”

"Maybe. Ruan Wan shook her head, "But it doesn't matter. It's the holidays, and before the holidays are over, I think we'll not see each other again. With that, she stood up, only to be grabbed by the wrist.

He didn't notice the strength in his hurry, which made her hurt a little and made her stumble.

Ruan Wan, who was forced to half-bend down, looked at him and said word by word, "Do you want to do it to me again?"

Du Jinnian's eyes widened, and he subconsciously let go of his hand, he had never thought about it like this.

Ruan Wan straightened up, rubbed her wrist, nodded to him, and turned to leave.

Unlike the departure of that night a few days ago, this time, she was a little less painful and a little more relieved. There was even a sense of relief. When I was with him, I wasn't unhappy and happy, even if I thought about it now, I could smile, but it was really hurtful to quarrel. This period of entanglement really made her too tired.

She needs to rest.

Unfortunately, some people are not happy to let her rest.

Shortly after leaving the café, Nguyen Wan received a phone call.

"What?"

……

"Okay, I got it. ”

……

"I'll be right back. ”

……

After hanging up the phone, she stood on the side of the road and spent a moment to get a taxi, and after getting in, she felt that she could put the matter of learning to drive and buying a car on the agenda, otherwise it would be really inconvenient sometimes.

There is only one thing to get her back to the company.

Zhuang Luo really started to die.

She privately contacted reporters from several media outlets for an interview. It is said that in this interview, she "whitewashed Qi Xuan" with tears in her eyes, and repeatedly said that although they hadn't seen each other for a long time, they were good friends back then. I didn't dare to stand up because I was afraid of trouble, but now I finally muster up the courage.

When Ruan Wan heard this, she was very happy.

Being a human being can be shameless to this point, she can be regarded as having a long experience.

The other side.

Zhuang Luo looked at the man in suit sitting on the sofa with fear in his eyes, and said nervously, "Is it really okay to do this?"

The man who was holding a bottle of red wine and carefully reading the label replied without looking up, "What?"

"That's it...... Participate in the interview. Zhuang Luo swallowed, and through Du Jinnian and Xu Liang, who was pretending to be her cousin, she already knew that her handle had fallen into Ruan Wan's hands. No matter how much she gritted her teeth with hatred, she was helpless. Although she hated Ruan Wan, her ultimate goal was not to torture her, but to enter the world she dreamed of. Thinking of this, she looked at the man in front of her again—he obviously had such ability, but he refused to push her, but only took the carrot in front of her, and hung her to keep doing what was in his heart. She knew she might end up with nothing, but now she had no choice but to get the carrot or break her bones.

"There's nothing wrong with that?" the man scoffed, "haven't you always wanted to be famous? ”

"But Ruan Wan has those photos in her hand!" Zhuang Luo was in a hurry and shouted directly.

It's good that she didn't say this, but as soon as she said it, the man suddenly showed a contemptuous expression: "It's your own mistake." "To be so dirty is in a sense convincing.

“……”

Seeing Zhuang Luo's ugly face, the man said slowly: "Don't worry, she won't release the photo." For example, for Ruan Wan, who has always been too "good", his boyfriend would rather choose another filthy woman than choose her, which is really ...... Just thinking about it makes him laugh.

"Really?" Zhuang Luo showed a surprised expression, "Why?"

"You don't need to know this. He opened the bottle and poured some of the liquid into the glass, "Just know that she wouldn't do such a thing, that's enough." ”

Why?

Of course, it's because of Du Jinnian.

After knowing the past of her beloved boyfriend, even if she dislikes Zhuang Luo, she will never use those photos, because "it will hurt the feelings of the two".

If you can't hurt your boyfriend, you can only watch your friend get hurt.

It's funny, isn't it?