Chapter 107: Goodbye Queen Mother
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But "Le Lang" grinned at the corners of his mouth, as if he was not smiling.
She wasn't without fear.
She is a person who has died once, and she will never want to die again.
However, at the moment when Bai Zhi said that she had "committed a catastrophe", and at the moment when Chai Yao shouted that she would "Ling Chi" and "split the corpses of the five horses", she did not think of the tragic image she would face.
Between the lightning and flint, she thought of the first half of her life.
How many times, at the crossroads of life, dreams, freedom, life, the future, all visions have always been defeated by reality.
The emotions of being detained under material oppression, repeated torment, how many times are eager to try, trying to escape.
However, there is nowhere to run.
Saying insincere words every day.,Perfunctory people who don't want to socialize.,Doing things against your will.。
The pressure of life and the dignity of life, she finally reluctantly chose the former.
After coming to this era, countless times, she asked herself, what is the deep meaning of God letting her come here?
Is it to turn things around?
Is it to save the Li people?
Still is......
It's just a long vacation given to her by God.
A long, long vacation after hard work, you don't always need to sprint with all your might, you don't have to tremble, you don't have to force yourself to work hard every day.
If that's the case, before going back to the future, she wants to be herself for real.
Le Lin remembered a passage she had copied from an excerpt book in high school, a passage she didn't even know the source of.
- "If the sky is not always bright, then live in the dark;
"If it's dangerous to make a sound, keep silent;
"If you feel powerless to shine, don't shine on others.
"But - do not be accustomed to darkness and justify it;
"Don't be complacent about your own stubbornness;
"Don't mock people who are braver and more fervent than yourself.
"A man may be humble as dust, but not twisted as maggots. ”
This was her motto in life for a long time.
She silently adheres to this bottom line: don't defend the darkness when you are used to it, and don't be complacent about her own stubbornness.
However, at this moment, Le Lin no longer wants to continue.
She wanted to try it once, even if it was just once, she wanted to be the one who shines and illuminates others.
Even if it was dangerous, she wanted to make a sound.
So, she said, "I can be humble as dust, but I can't be twisted like maggots." ”
The tone is so resolute that there is no room for maneuver.
Bai Zhi was stunned.
It can be humble as dust, but it cannot be twisted as it is.
This sentence is sonorous and loud.
She couldn't help but glance at "Lelang".
And Chai Li on the side was even more shocked and ashamed - recalling his actions just now, he even wanted to pull "Ah Lang" to kneel and apologize to Chai Yao, this was really a face-to-face humiliation of "him".
It was only at this moment that she saw the person in front of her clearly.
Under the peace of warmth and jade, it is the pride that comes from the bones.
Pride can't accommodate a trace of filth, a trace of compromise.
Chai Yao looked at "Le Lang" with an awe-inspiring expression, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart.
This "man" who dared to offend herself, this person who slapped herself hard, she should obviously hate him to the core, why...... Why did she look at "him" with a solemn frown, and she felt like her heart was racing?
Well, I must be so angry that I lost my temper!
Chai Yao thought to herself in this way.
"Bai Shanggong, this person is unrepentant, please tell the imperial grandmother impartially and truthfully for me!"
She added.
But Bai Zhi didn't sell her account.
"Fifth princess," she said indifferently: "The Queen Mother has been in poor health recently, and the quarrels between children should not alarm the Queen Mother, and the officials will not be blamed, none of us can afford it." ”
Chai Yao stroked half of his face that had been slapped, and said angrily: "What is a 'quarrel between children'? Bai Shanggong, you are covering him, believe it or not, I will ask my father to punish you later!"
Bai Zhi didn't look at her, but gave Chai Zhen on the side a look.
Chai Zhen understood in her heart - Bai Zhi was the most trusted female official of the Queen Mother, and even the mother concubine did not dare to make a mistake in front of her. Offending this person can be said to be no different from offending the Queen Mother.
"Ah Yao," she said softly to Chai Yao: "Bai Shanggong is right, it's just a joke between children, you make a big fuss, you want to alarm the Queen Mother, if this matter spreads, it will definitely make Shujing Palace humiliated." ”
Chai Yao didn't expect her to say this, and exclaimed, "Ah Zhen!"
Bai Zhi's "quarrel between children" is already outrageous, she said that she wants to say that it is "a joke between children"?
My face is swollen, is there such a "play"!
Her eyes widened and she glared at Chai Zhen.
The enemy's blow is not the most terrible, the most terrible is the defection of teammates.
Chai Yao hated Chai Zhen more than the rest of the people at the moment.
However, Chai Zhen's anger towards her was as if she hadn't seen it, and she said to Bai Zhi: "Bai Shanggong, it's been delayed for so long, and the hour is not early, let's hurry up, don't let the imperial grandmother wait for a long time." ”
Bai Zhi nodded and said in appreciation: "The third princess is really a sensible person. ”
Bai Shanggong praised it. ”
……
In Yanfu Palace, the ground is paved with fine white jade, shining with a warm light.
On the cornice, the phoenix comes to life. Rosewood carved floating windows, jade wall panels, and endless roads at a glance......
In the inner hall, the cloud top sandalwood is the beam, the crystal jade is the lamp, the curtain is connected by pearls, and the surrounding is separated by the shark silk treasure yarn, and the yarn is embroidered and sprinkled with pearls and silver thread begonia flowers, and the wind is moving, such as falling clouds and mountains and phantom seas.
Rao is the second time that Le Lin has come to this palace, and she still can't see it.
At this moment, the Queen Mother is half-lying on the chaise longue next to the charcoal stove.
She had a delicate satin incense pillow behind her waist, and she was reading a book in her hand.
It's not pleasant.
Le Lin wondered in her heart, didn't she say that the Queen Mother was sick? Looking at her complexion, it was much better than what she saw last time.
The Queen Mother heard the eunuch's communication, and couldn't help but raise her head.
Together with the palace maids who were serving, they gathered a total of more than a dozen people, but the Queen Mother looked at Le Lin at a glance.
Once again, the two looked at each other.
is different from the last time she was stunned when she saw Le Lin, this time, the Queen Mother looked at her coldly for a long time.
Her eyes were deep, and Le Lin couldn't tell what kind of eyes they were.
Is it melancholy, is it cold, is it forbearance?
is displeased.
Lelin wondered, when did she gain or lose her?
"Bai Zhi," the Queen Mother turned her head and said to Bai Zhi, "Are you making your own decisions again?"
This is not a question, this is an affirmation.
Bai Zhi was not frightened, but said with a smile: "The slave saw that Yanfu Palace has been deserted since the beginning of winter, and wanted to take advantage of the birthday of the sixth princess to make it lively here." ”
The Queen Mother was noncommittal and continued to look down at the book.
Bai Zhi was stunned, so she had to say to everyone: "I ordered someone to go to the imperial dining room and order the preparation of a feast, please wait a while." ”
Only then did Le Lin remember that everyone had not eaten since the morning.
She raised the food box in her hand and smiled at Bai Zhi: "Bai Shanggong, I brought Poria cake and bamboo shoot noodles, if you don't dislike it, you can try it first." ”
When the Queen Mother heard this, she suddenly raised her head again.
I saw her staring at the ivory food box and seeing God.
"The Queen Mother?"
Bai Zhi saw that her expression was different, and called softly.
"This food box ......"
The Queen Mother came back to her senses and blurted out, "It's still there." ”
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