154. Chapter 154
For a moment, Ruan Wan felt that she was still in a dream.
yes, it must be a nightmare.
If not, how could this happen?
Jin Nian, who spoiled her like a treasure in her previous life, how could she beat her? How could she be beaten by another woman?
This is not going to happen.
However......
Heavy breathing, buzzing tinnitus, and the incomparably clear, even amplified burning pain on his cheeks, are undoubtedly indicative of this.
This is not a dream.
This is the reality.
Even if her consciousness got this, Ruan Wan still couldn't react, she mechanically raised the hand that was caught by the bandage oozing blood like a puppet, and slowly stroked her face, her eyes were stunned, without the slightest hint of brilliance.
The first to react was Du Jinnian.
He staggered back a few steps and looked down at his hands in a daze, which he had done with his own hands, but he also felt as if he had fallen into a nightmare. How could he...... How could such a thing be done?
He didn't want to believe that this was reality, but the crisp and piercing sound, the aftermath of which seemed to have not yet dissipated, still echoed in his ears.
"Awan......" He saw her raise her hand to touch her face, and he woke up like a dream, and took two steps forward, but he didn't know what to do. Or in other words, there are some things that cannot be undone no matter what you do.
He reached out tremblingly and stroked it towards her face.
"Smack!"
but was slapped away.
"Don't touch me."
Ruan Wan, who spoke, lowered her head, and her bangs covered her eyes, hiding the look in them. However, her cold and weak tone had already finished speaking.
"Awan, I didn't mean to." He got down on one knee, grabbed her and slapped his hand away, pleading and even pleading, "Forgive me, I really didn't mean to, I just ......" He grabbed her hand and slapped it on his face, "Shall I let you fight back?" Awan, Awan, Awan......"
He was no longer a child.
He knew exactly what he was going to lose.
He tried to make a save.
However......
If it had been before, even if it had been a few minutes ago, the person in front of her had called her name in this tone. No matter how much dissatisfaction she has in her heart, she will choose to compromise. However......
Under the gaze of those apologetic, eager and panicked eyes, Ruan Wan withdrew her hand firmly and forcefully, without a trace of hesitation.
She may be cheap.
Perhaps it is the abandonment of self-esteem.
Perhaps it is true that he has put himself in a humble position.
But she can't really go down to the dust, she can't do it.
She couldn't smile after being slapped and said softly, "It's okay, I don't blame you".
She can't do it!
"Awan......" Du Jinnian instinctively shook his head and muttered bitterly, "Don't ......"
Ruan Wan's tone was like ice, enough to freeze a qiΔ: "Get out of here." β
"Awan ......"
"Get out." Ruan Wan looked at him coldly, "Before I hate you even more." β
She hadn't dreamed until a few minutes ago that she would say the word "disgust" to him.
How could such a dream be possible?
How could such a thing be thought?
How could she be disgusted with him?
However, the strong emotions that were surging in her heart at this moment were indeed "disgust". She is disgusted with him now, she is disgusted with him who beat herself, she is disgusted with him who beat herself for Zhuang Luo, she is disgusted with him who is completely different from the memory of her previous life, or even very different.
She was even wondering, who was this person in front of her?
He's not actually a prime year, is he?
He's actually just another person with the same name and surname who happens to look the same, right?
If not, how could this happen?
She didn't know what kind of eyes she was showing at this time, but Du Jinnian knew that he looked at her eyes in a daze, and only felt that it coincided with the look in his memory.
This realization made him shiver, made his hairs stand on end, and made him feel frightened in his eyes and didn't want to face it.
He was going to think about it again.
No, he didn't want to remember!
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At the same time, someone opened the door to this office.
Under normal circumstances, no one will disturb you at such times. Of course, there are always exceptions to everything, for example, the witty secretary will not try to stop Qi Xuan's footsteps - because everyone in the company knows that he has an extraordinary relationship with Miss Ruan, cough, and some people even suspect that he is Miss Ruan's little white face, otherwise why is he so favored? Of course, Miss Secretary's point of view is similar to Xiao Liu's, and she thinks that Qi Xuan may be Miss Ruan's long-lost biological brother! β¦β¦ Although they don't look like each other at all.
Qi Xuan encountered something happy today, so he ran to Ruan Wanfen (showing) to enjoy it as soon as possible.
But he hummed the door open, and a figure suddenly rushed out of it, almost knocking him to the ground.
"Hey-" Qi Xuan, who almost fell to the ground, said such a word, and saw the guy who bumped into him stumbling away...... Walk...... Finish! His first instinct was to catch this thing, how could he run away after hitting someone, it was a pit. But then, he noticed that this person seemed to be a little familiar, huh? This is not Ruan Wan's......
How do you run so fast?
He thought about it, but instead of chasing it, he opened the door and walked in.
As soon as he closed the door, he was startled, because a lot of things on Ruan Wan's desk had fallen on the ground.
"What's going on?" Qi Xuan, who didn't understand the situation at all, joked as usual, "Are you fighting here?" β
He was met with silence.
Ruan Wan sat quietly in the chair behind her desk, neither speaking nor looking up.
Even if the coarse nerves are like Qi Xuan, they finally realized that something was not quite right. But his focus is still different from that of ordinary people - he used to stay up late to watch the "Edogawa Kebei" and "Kanedaji" began to intertwine in his mind......
A man who fled in a hurry.
Messy office.
Stuff scattered all over the place.
A motionless figure sitting behind a table.
Wouldn't it?!
Qi Xuan immediately panicked: "Ruan Wan!! β
He screamed and ran to the back of the table, grabbed the chair with one hand, and stretched out the other hand under Ruan Wan's nose!
Ruan Wan, who originally wanted to say "go out", was choked up. She's a normal person, and she really can't predict the comic brain, and she can't understand what this thing is doing now.
She was speechless, and the captain breathed a sigh of relief before meeting him, his tense shoulders fell, and he said with great emotion: "Great, you're okay......"
Ruan Wan: "......"
Qi Xuan was about to be happy, but his eyes suddenly fixed on the face of the person in front of him - Ruan Wan's skin was originally extremely white and a little fragile, even if he was slightly scratched by his own nails, it would leave a red mark, let alone right now - he looked at the red marks on her face stupidly, and didn't react at first. It wasn't until she turned her head sideways and subconsciously covered it up that he finally realized what it was. Then, he only felt the anger in his heart, and his hair could literally blow up one by one!
"He's right, isn't he? That's him! That guy he actually! How dare he! Qi Xuan was going crazy, he couldn't believe what he saw - Ruan Wan was actually ...... By! It's just-
"How can this be !!?" He slapped the table, his eyes widening. His current mood is the same as that of a certain believer who heard that the statue of the Great Immortal he believes in was being chopped down, and even more so. So now he was full of wordsβ
Kill him! Kill him!! Kill him!!
"That bastard, I'm going to kill him now!!"
He rolled up his sleeves and ran out with a roar.
Ruan Wan was made by this guy, and she didn't have a chance to think about her own business at all, she hurriedly wanted to hold Qi Xuan, but she was a step too late, and quickly stood up and shouted: "Qi Xuan, you stop for me!" β
Qi Xuan adhered to the principle of "a good man never looks back at the explosion", and said without looking back: "Don't worry, I'll go back!" β
Ruan Wan was almost laughed at angrily, and "go and go back", he simply "never went back"! Her legs have not been good until now, she naturally can't catch Qi Teabi, who walks fast, and she is angry and depressed in her heart - driven by this kind of feeling, she subconsciously grabbed the crystal ornament on the table and threw it out.
"I've said it's all !! stop."
"Smack!"
The ornament falls to the ground and makes a crisp sound.
Qi Xuan jumped up with a "whoop", and jumped far away. Then, he didn't dare to run out for the time being, turned around and shrugged his shoulders and looked at Ruan Wan with a dissatisfied face, thinking that she was still protecting that bastard after all this? It's ...... It's just too Ruanwan!
Ruan Wan closed her eyes, knowing that although Qi Xuan was impulsive, she was also worried about herself, but she took the opportunity to vent her anger, and estimated that it made him sad. She took a deep breath and said in a soft voice: "You are also a public figure, why are you not conscious at all?" Just rushing out to fight, is it because you are worried that tomorrow's newspaper will not have a front page? Or do you think I'm not miserable enough? β
Qi Xuan didn't understand this kind of thing, but he accidentally forgot about it just now. Now that he was reminded, he suddenly turned around, looked at Ruan Wan embarrassedly, scratched his head and said, "I just didn't care...... Ahem, forgot about jΓ¬. β
Ruan Wan suddenly felt that she still needed to comfort and take care of others at such a time, which was really miserable.
Then he saw the guy in front of him quickly run to the refrigerator in the house, took out a bucket of ice cream, ran to her with it, and said, "Come, put on your face." β
Ruan Wan just wanted to say, "...... How can you have this in the fridge? β
Qi Xuan laughed out eight teeth, each of which was about to flash: "I bought it, thinking about when I would come over and steal a few bites." β
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"And how nice this is, it can also be used for ice." Qi Xuan carefully pasted it on Ruan Wan's face, and said incomparably, "Even if it melts, you can continue to eat it in the refrigerator, it's great." β
ββ¦β¦ You're a local tyrant now, don't be so stingy, okay? β
"Diligence and thrift are the right way."
"......" she was speechless.
She secretly complained in her heart, and when she was not careful, she forgot some things.
Although those events, those emotions, and those pains would soon return, spreading her entire body, mind, and soul, tearing and crushing a piece of submerged into ashes, at least at this moment, she had a brief respite.
And at this moment, Ruan Wan once again clearly realized one thing-
In this life, except for Jin Nian, she has not nothing.
Even though she loved him almost as hard as she could, he was really no longer the only thing she could grasp.
But that shouldn't be the reason he did that.