Cheng Xiaoyu felt that he was in the wrong channel, the style of painting changed too quickly, and he couldn't slow down for a while, and he retracted his head to poke out, as if he had discovered some secret.

Speaking of which, Cheng Xiaoyu's feelings for Pei Yanchen are also particularly complicated, after all, he is the person who changed his fate, and a certain kind of intimacy of Cheng Dù is also the first person he saw, the strong sense of guilt that almost killed others and made others have to give up opera, the gratitude for helping him turn the sheet music in the exam, and the heartbeat brought by a straw hat and which night, and the curiosity brought by this qiē.

At the moment, Pei Yanchen's appearance of smoking is not disgusting to Cheng Xiaoyu, when he played in the band, there were also many girls who smoked, they were strong, solid in heart, and amazing, even if they were much younger than him, they still made Cheng Xiaoyu feel respected.

But that's certainly not because they smoke and they are honored. Cheng Xiaoyu respects their freedom to smoke or not, and does not intend to judge them. And Cheng Xiaoyu adopts such an attitude towards them because their dedication and attitude towards music makes him unable not to respect them.

And in bars, he always sees women who smoke. Some young girls often smoke cigarettes and drink wine mixed with green tea with a group of men who don't look very serious, saying that although I am a drunk, smoking, and tattooed, I am a good girl, and I have nothing to do every day when I go clubbing. But they have beautiful skins, but they don't have a rich life, which is not cool at all, but makes people feel a kind of negative energy like rotting flowers and leaves, a sense of despair and indulgence.

Although there is too much contrast between the goddess who plays the violin elegantly and has a pure smile, and the girl who smokes and is quite indifferent to the violence, Cheng Xiaoyu didn't feel that any image was collapsing in his heart, and he didn't establish a complete image of Pei Yanchen.

But the excitement of the past is only a momentary thing, like one sunny afternoon, the weather is not the boring heat, nor the misery of the storm, you walk the street with a leisurely mood. Passing by a beautiful shop window, you see a beautiful and expensive object that makes you want to buy it.

When you've saved up enough, hold your umbrella on a rainy night. Half-wet, wandering outside the window in the cold wind, I started to think about whether I really like and need it? That heart beat becomes a momentary impulse.

The heartbeat distance likes it, and there is still a presumptuous disregard for a qiē, if you really like it at first sight. At that time, even if I borrowed money, I would buy it. If you gradually change from a heart to a liking, you will not hesitate, but take it home without worry, when you are thinking about the gains and losses, it means that you are just excited, not liked.

Lovers always go from heartbeat to liking and finally sublimating to love. But how many people can't finish this whole process and give up halfway.

And between the farthest likes and loves, there is still a white head or forever.

But now is obviously not the moment for Cheng Xiaoyu to sigh, since Pei Yanchen, who is so strong, doesn't need his help, he should put away his curiosity and leave quietly.

"Don't regret it!" The man stood up and said viciously to Pei Yanchen.

Pei Yanchen also stood up and said, "Hu Zhiwei, you only met me today?" ”

"Hmph. We'll see,! After speaking, the young man spat on the ground, and then walked towards Cheng Xiaoyu.

At the stall where Cheng Xiaoyu wanted to leave, he heard the footsteps getting closer and closer, and he knew that he was not second, because the distance was relatively close, it was too late to run at this time, and he was found not to say anything, but he seemed even more empty-hearted. Cheng Xiaoyu could only take out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and pretend to have just come over to make a call.

The young man walked by. Catching a glimpse of Cheng Xiaoyu, he was a little surprised, but he just glanced at him and continued to walk forward disapprovingly. Cheng Xiaoyu sighed, and was just about to turn around and leave, but before he could meet Pei Yanchen face to face again.

She carried the piano case and walked along the cement road in the corner of the auditorium, and when she handed it over, she happened to be face to face with Cheng Xiaoyu, who was holding a mobile phone and pretending to be on the phone, because Cheng Xiaoyu who appeared silently She was obviously startled. His face was full of surprise, and after seeing that it was Cheng Xiaoyu, he instantly turned cold.

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled awkwardly, tried his best to look natural and relaxed, and said, "Hi, meet again?" ”

Pei Yanchen didn't smile, and said with a cold face, "You follow me?" ”

Cheng Xiaoyu held up his mobile phone, not knowing how to explain, he could only be stunned and said to Pei Yanchen, who was still holding a cigarette in his hand, "It's good not to smoke in public places, and it's ......."

Pei Yanchen ignored Cheng Xiaoyu at all, crossed him, and when he passed by again, Pei Yanchen interrupted Cheng Xiaoyu's words expressionlessly and said, "Stay away from me in the future." ”

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled bitterly with a black line, and didn't bother to explain anything, there was really no need to explain anything after thinking about it, anyway, for both parties, they were just insignificant people. He heard Pei Yanchen's footsteps fading away before turning around and walking towards the auditorium.

Many times, it is better to miss each other than to see each other.

Several people in the 501 dormitory drank a little too much that night, and Cheng Xiaoyu was the focus of everyone's drinking, and the musicians of the symphony orchestra took turns to persuade them to drink, until Cheng Xiaoyu said, "If there are any works in the future, we must invite everyone to work together." And they let him go.

Although no one poured Mu Linsha's wine, she took the initiative to help Cheng Xiaoyu, who was a little drunk, block the wine, so she also drank a lot. In the coaxing of everyone, Cheng Xiaoyu didn't stop him.

When she left after eating supper, Duanmu Linsha was still helped back by Qi Yiwen. Cheng Xiaoyu looked at Duanmu Linsha's back, and thought of the question he began to think about, I like it.

Who exactly does he like?

He can't answer now, he can't make a choice, he's always been a bit of a passive person. Perhaps whoever ends up withdrawing from his life is his choice.

The four of them returned to the dormitory drunk, and they all fell asleep, and when Cheng Xiaoyu got up the next day, he not only had a headache, but also felt uncomfortable.

Leaning on the head of the bed, Cheng Xiaoyu looked around the bedroom, always felt like something was missing, thought about it, and then began to look for the mobile phone in his pants, and after finding it on the table, he breathed a sigh of relief, it was not a joke that the things sent by Miss Xu were lost.

After plugging the phone into the charge, Cheng Xiaoyu planned to go back to bed for a while, only to find that the wall was blank, and the red straw hat that was originally hung on the simple hook was gone.

I only remember that Wu Fan had to pee at the door of someone else's bedroom, and when he took off his pants, he was dragged back to the bedroom by three people and stuffed into the bathroom.

He had no memory of what happened after that, and he had completely forgotten how he lost it and where he lost it, but it didn't matter to him anymore. (To be continued.) )