Just when Xia Jingshu thought that he couldn't speak, Gan Liangsheng's desolate voice sounded, "People have no soul in the face of hunger. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info I was detained in a private house, and they were neither detained nor arrested, but only said that it was a 'study class', and at that time there was an old man's instructions: running a study class is a good way, and many problems can be solved in the study class. The school has a better reputation, but it is actually similar to a prison. When you enter here, you cut off all contact with the outside world, and you are not allowed to talk or move around casually in the 'study class', and you completely lose your freedom.

At that time, the ration of grain and oil in the study class was also rationed with the residents at that time, with 27 catties of grain and 4 taels of vegetable oil per person per month for men or 25 catties for women. In addition, each person has a pound of pork per month. The term "residents" here refers to the unemployed people who are idle at home. It stands to reason that if you don't do anything while sitting in the study class, someone will deliver the food, rice and boiling water to the door, this ration is already the emperor's grace, and you shouldn't shout hunger anymore. But in fact, hunger was one of the most basic feelings in the study class at that time. What I mean by "basic" is that every day, every hour, every minute you are there, and you never leave your feeling of hunger. Two meals a day, never full, it should be said that you are hungry just after eating, let alone the rest of the time. You can't escape when you're asleep, you keep dreaming about eating but you can't eat all the time. I woke up at night to take a break, and looked at the young people like me who were sleeping on the floor, almost all of them smacking their lips. The severity of the problem is that I don't know how long I have to study and when I will be a leader. Over time, hunger becomes a controlling force that takes up most of your attention, and you feel that the most important and urgent thing in the world is to eat. Of course, this is not a new discovery, people are originally animals, but sometimes they get carried away by their own big words and forget about it. However, animals are bound to forage for food at such times. If you keep it in, it'll be in a hurry. This is not the case with the people in the study class, whose activities are all transferred to the psychological realm, as if hunger had nothing to do with the flesh. It can even be said that the people in the school seem to have sold their souls to the devil, and the devil's name is hunger.

The body is certainly not unresponsive. In the case that it is impossible to "find a way" to find some supplementary food like people outside, the "residents' ration" is generally not enough to eat, and it usually shows itself in half a month at most. People begin to starve sharply, and some people faint and fall to the ground with a thud. The stronger the one, the easier it is to do so. Experienced correctional cadres come over and take a look, and they usually say, "It's okay, it'll be fine in a while." After two or three months, the person is almost thin, and there is basically no excess meat. Soon, the two buttocks and the sides of the crotch have generally been marked with "steel seals". "Steel seal" is a term of the predecessors, referring to four dark blue, probably bruised, calluses - people are too thin, they become "pointed butts", and the support points of sitting and lying, including lying on the side, have left scars, which have become marks of "seniority". There are no beds or stools in the class, and the sitting and lying are on the floor. We always covered ourselves with quilts, some of which were folded in layers. But it doesn't help. There is a very classic joke: "When you come here, you know that there is nothing soft in the world."

The body quickly adjusts to the minimum consumption state to cope with the long period of hunger, but the mental adaptation is much more difficult. ”

Xia Jingshu didn't speak, just listened quietly, grabbed his hand tightly, and gave him her own small strength.

"The most terrible thing is the psychological torture, censorship, coercing confessions, forcing us to 'draw a line' from our families and expose the 'crimes' of our parents. These so-called "criminal materials" include "the performance of various road and line fights, which veteran cadres they have dealings with, what they have said, letters they have written, and even clothing, food, housing, and transportation." Then, he demanded that "draw a clear line with the reactionary Lao Tzu" and "dig up the family, social, and ideological roots of the reactionary" and force them to "insult their parents by name and negate the revolutionary family,......

We teenagers have been underfed all year round, and one of us asked for an additional nest or two a day, and was labeled as wanting to restore the lost paradise, and was criticized. Gan Liangsheng held his head in his hands and said bitterly, "Some people who can't bear it pretend to admit that they have done wrong in order to get better nutrition or treatment, they are very happy, and they praised him at the conference." When his health improved slightly, he immediately declared that admitting his mistakes was an expedient measure to survive, and he resolutely refused to admit any previous mistakes. Of course, what awaits him is even more frantic revenge. ”

"Later, because he raised us for nothing, he asked us to do it ourselves. Carry out labor reform. Gan Liangsheng said, "That's all. ”

"Do you want to listen to me?" Xia Jingshu looked at him and smiled.

"Yours?" Gan Liangsheng was puzzled, "You are very popular." ”

"Yes! I'm a good seedling, but before that you can still eat enough, and if you don't have enough to eat, it's also in the study class. And I haven't had enough food since I was a child. For most of his life, he faced the loess with his back to the sky, did not work in the field for a day, and did not have the next meal. When God doesn't give him food, he can only dig wild vegetables, gnaw tree bark, and when he is hungry, Guanyin eats all the soil. Compared to us peasants, your life is simply heaven. Everyone has their own misfortunes, and it is not easy. What if you swapped lives with me? ”

Gan Liangsheng hesitated, who didn't know that the peasants in this country were bitter, the industrial and agricultural scissors were poor, and for the sake of national construction, he tightened his belt......

"Slap ......" slapped Gan Liangsheng's body and said, "You sober me up, you are really cranky, the child in my belly does not have you, can he have it?" ”

A slap stunned Gan Liangsheng and looked at Xia Jingshu blankly.

"I'm going to sleep, you think slowly, there is no hurdle in this world. Besides, what I was worried about would not happen at all. Xia Jingshu said, taking out the quilt from the kang and laying it out.

Lying down with his back to him, the more you take care of him at this time, the more energetic he becomes.

Gan Liangsheng also lay down, turned off the lights, and turned his back to him. Xia Jingshu turned over, hugged him from behind, put her cheek against his back, and whispered, "Everything has passed, that era is gone forever, isn't the country going to build a society under the rule of law?" It's not going to lock you up for no reason. ”

"Sleep! Tomorrow, I'll teach you how to drive? Gan Liangsheng stopped the topic and said, how can this kind of thing be certain.

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After taking a shower and peeing on the little girl, Hua Junyao, who was about to sleep, heard that the "jingle bell ......" phone rang, and ran over quickly, "Who is calling so late?" ”

"Hey! Hello. ”

"Yaoyao! It's me. Xiao Chubei clenched the phone and said.

Hua Junyao heard the familiar voice, her eyes were sour, it turned out that she missed it like this! sniffed and said coquettishly, "Dead ghost, remember our mother!" I thought I had forgotten about the Mariana Trench. ”

Xiao Chubei's thousand words turned into one sentence, "I'm sorry!" ”

"What do you mean? That's your job. Hua Junyao sat on the official hat chair and chuckled, "Do you want me to wear a high hat for you!" Defend the country, how can you come to a small family without everyone, it is because of your sacrifice that I can earn a little money in the rear with peace of mind! You've worked hard. ”

"Enough, enough, my teeth are sore." Xiao Chubei hurriedly said.

The two sentences narrowed the distance between the two, without a trace of strangeness. It's as if the two haven't been separated for nearly two years.

"You can call, when will you come back, the little girl misses you, rest assured, the little girl will never deny you, but look at your photos every day!" Hua Junyao said happily, with joy between her eyebrows and eyes.

"I'm afraid not, I still have a task to do." Xiao Chubei said apologetically.

In the past two years, Xiao Chubei has taken these team members to crawl and roll in the jungle of southern Yunnan in the summer, and climb the ice and snow in the ice and snow in the northeast in winter, leaving their figures on the vast grasslands in the north, and the Gobi in the northwest also leaving their footprints.

The special forces are tigers on land, eagles in the air, and dragons in the water, so Xiao Chubei arranged airborne strikes and amphibious landing operations according to different types of troops.

Now it's time to put them to the test, and all the sweat will be on display in the upcoming exercises.

"It doesn't matter, if the two love for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight." Hua Junyao continued with a gentle and kind face, "I miss you very much, what about you? Missed me? ”

"I think, I think about it every night before I go to bed, and I can only sleep after listening to the tapes you sent me about you and the little girl." Xiao Chubei said softly with his eyes in his eyes, "It will take about three to six months." ”

"That's pretty much it." Hua Junyao's mouth looked so-so, and the smile that turned everyone upside down instantly became much brighter, and the curvature of the corners of her lips became more and more charming.

It's not easy for him, a man who is not good at sweet talking, to say that I miss you.

"It's easy for you to speak!" Hua Junyao hooked her lips and said with a light smile.

"Convenient." Xiao Chubei lowered his voice and said, "What do you want to say sweet words." ”

"You're not afraid of being killed!" The corners of Hua Junyao's lips outlined a sweet smile.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, the peony flower will die, and the ghost will be romantic." Xiao Chubei's mouth was full of flowers, and his sparkling eyes showed deep affection.

The two of them are greasy and crooked on the phone, which is really sweet......

Hua Junyao's eyes turned slightly, inadvertently revealing a sly smile, but said seriously, "Little good father, the time has come for the party and the country to test you." ”

"Huh...... Suddenly became so serious, what is the leader going to test me! The corners of Xiao Chubei's mouth twitched slightly, and his eyes narrowed.

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