Chapter 1185: Old Wounds and New Sorrows
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How could Grandma Xu not understand what Lin Zihang meant? Seeing that he couldn't push him away, but he could take the initiative to get aside and not be in the way, she stopped looking at him and looked at Ren Lixing again:
"Xiao Ren, I think you should be about the same age as my son, and I believe you already have your own children......, right?
"Yes, yes, yes, you should compare your heart to your heart!" Ren Lixing was frightened by Grandma Xu's arrogance, and listened to her ask him by name, and hurriedly responded to her words.
"What is it? You promised it happily, have you made a comparison? Or rather, what about the comparison? This kind of thing, if it is not really spread on yourself, who will experience the pain in it?" Grandma Xu spoke loudly, only to find that her brain was dizzy, and she only felt physically and mentally exhausted, so she couldn't help but gasp hard, turned her head to look at the head of the bed, and leaned over regardless of the ground.
Lin Zihang saw that Grandma Xu was uncomfortable, so he hurriedly took the pillow and put it behind her, and rubbed her temples on both sides with both hands, and said with a smile: "Grandma Xu, if you want to talk about massage techniques, Yafu is much more professional than me, and when I return to the provincial capital, let her massage you every day, to ensure that you are refreshed, your body is great, and you can eat well!"
"It's not enough for Yafu to be dragged down by you and the children every day, where do you have the energy to take care of me?" Grandma Xu was sensible, and when she heard that Lin Zihang was going to work until Qin Yafu, she was not happy at first.
But after the words were spoken, Grandma Xu's eyes couldn't help but turn red, and her voice choked up unconsciously: "To say that taking care of children is an extremely hard job, but it is painful and happy, but at the same time, it is the 'drudgery' that every pair of parents in the world dreams of." β
Grandma Xu looked up at the ceiling and said with a wry smile: "I think about how much suffering we suffered in order to have this child, and how many sins we suffered......
Of course, none of that matters, until we finally give birth to him in good health one day, it will be our greatest happiness. β
Listening to Grandma Xu mention the moment of the birth of the child, the other three people in the room were silent, they were already parents, and they remembered this deeply.
"You should all know what it feels like to see a lump of flesh-like little life come into the world, right? Your heart melted in an instant, and you can't help but feel grateful to the Creator for the joy and happiness that you have given to human beings to reproduce. β
The corners of Grandma Xu's mouth rose, and since the time she came to Beijing to see her, Lin Zihang rarely saw the old lady's heartfelt smile.
"The day of his birth was simply the moment when we were beautiful as husband and wife, we hugged and cried, and we burst into tears, and we didn't know how to express our joy. β
Speaking of this, Grandma Xu raised her head and looked at He Jing with tears in her eyes: "Don't you also have a child?
"I, I know, I know!" He Jing usually talks a lot, but today she stuttered, she replied with red eyes, "Grandma Xu, I understand, understand your feelings, we, we are all the same......"
"Yes, the mood of being a parent is the same!" Grandma Xu sighed, looked at Ren Lixing, and frowned unconsciously.
This made Ren Lixing feel more and more weak, he hurriedly coughed to hide his uneasiness, and then, unnaturally, smiled, and repeated the old lady's words in his mouth: "Mmmm, they are all connected, connected!"
Grandma Xu looked at Ren Lixing with white eyes, and it seemed that from the moment she saw Ren Lixing, she decided that he was the culprit who prevented her from seeing her son, although in fact, she knew clearly in her heart that he was just a scapegoat, but there was no way, the only person she could think of to find out her son was this kid who looked naΓ―ve and didn't know how to lie.
After pondering for a while, Grandma Xu sorted out her thoughts before continuing: "It's really interesting to watch him grow up every day, for example, he is slowly elongated by meat buns, grows up, and soon, he will turn over, and then, he can sit up alone, and when his hands and feet are coordinated, he starts to crawl all over the kang." β
Speaking of this, Grandma Xu shook her head, her nose was sour, and tears slipped down again.
It was only at this time that He Jing, who was crying, remembered to take out the tissue from the bag on her body, handed it to Grandma Xu with a slightly trembling hand, and discussed softly: "Grandma Xu, I'll wipe it for you, okay?"
Maybe it's because she is a woman, or because He Jing accompanied Grandma Xu all night last night, Grandma Xu's attitude towards He Jing is actually much kinder than that of Ren Lixing, she raised her hand to take the tissue, pulled the corners of her mouth, thanked her and said, "I'll do it myself." β
Lin Zihang watched Grandma Xu reminisce about the past, and he was uncomfortable and helpless, but he also knew that when he said this, it was impossible to force the old lady to stop, so he could only talk down and be appeased by his own camera.
Sure enough, Grandma Xu's eyes were far away, and she said in a slow tone: "I remember that winter, the weather was very cold, and Lao Xu was not at home because of something, so I sat at the table by the kang to batch the students' exam papers, and looked at him crawling around by the way."
At that time, there was a stove next to the kang, and there was a kettle on the stove, and the water in the kettle was boiling, so I took the kettle and poured water into the kettle that was placed on the ground.
In the midst of my watering for a while, the enemy suddenly pounced on the kang without warning.
You know, the place where he pounced happened to be burning so hot that he didn't even have a lid on it!"
Speaking of this, Grandma Xu's eyes still showed a lingering fear of palpitations, she took a breath hard before continuing: "I was so scared that I threw the kettle aside, and I didn't care if the boiling water would burn my feet through the cotton shoes, so I hurriedly reached out and caught him."
Because the kang was not high, and the force of his swooping out of thin air was very strong, I just bent down again, and at the same time as I caught him, my elbow touched the stove.
The situation was critical, and I didn't have time to think about anything, so I instinctively supported the point where my elbow was on after receiving him, and then I had the strength to stand up straight and take several steps back.
It wasn't until I leaned against the wall, in his frightened crying, that I felt a burning pain in my arm and a burning smell in my nose.
I coaxed him, while looking down, I saw that the sleeves of my sweater were burned, and there was a little flame on it, so frightened that I hurriedly changed my right hand to hold him, turned around and rubbed my arm against the wall a few times, the fire was completely extinguished, but my arm hurt more and more, and my feet were also wet, and the needles were stinging, and I thought that the boiling water should have scalded through the shoes.
Even so, he was still aggrieved, I couldn't take care of myself, first coaxed him to wander around the house, until he slowly eased his emotions and stopped crying, I put him back on the kang, and then I had time to look at myself......"
"It turns out that this is how the injury on Grandma Xu's arm came from?" Lin Zihang heard this and interrupted Grandma Xu's words.
Lin Zihang remembered that in the summer, when he saw the old lady wearing half sleeves, there was a burn mark more than two inches long at the elbow, similar to a gourd-shaped burn mark.
"Hehe, until now, the injury is still there, but the person who caused the scar is gone, Xiaohang, you say, is this a kind of irony?" Grandma Xu laughed self-deprecatingly, and pulled up the sleeve of her left arm with her right hand.
A burn mark with a smooth and uneven skin was hideously burned on Grandma Xu's elbow to her forearm.
You don't have to think about how much pain Grandma Xu felt when she was injured back then, but now it seems that it makes people feel worried, not to mention that the old lady endured it for a long time in order to coax the child not to cry before she had the opportunity to deal with the wound?
After reading it, He Jing's mood that had just calmed down had already made waves again, and she lowered her head slightly, feeling bad in her heart.
Ren Lixing kept blinking his eyes, turned his face to look out the window, and didn't dare to look any further.
"Speaking of which, in the process of every child's growth, parents have suffered some injuries for it to a greater or lesser extent, which is also what parents should pay for raising their children, right, I have no complaints about this, but why does he not want us anymore, but he wants to leave the scars, so that we can't forget it?"
The more Grandma Xu spoke, the more excited she became, her eyes looked at the scar for a long time, how uncomfortable it was, and suddenly, without warning, the right hand, which had been holding her left hand, bent her fingers, aimed her nails at the scar, and scratched it hard.
The old man's skin is well maintained, although it is a little loose, but it is still fair and delicate, and there are not even age spots, but the scar is a little conspicuous, and now she scratches it herself, and the scar, including the skin next to it, instantly shows a few clear and raised red marks.
"Don't, don't! Grandma Xu, don't scare us, we have a problem and want to solve it, don't harm yourself!" Lin Zihang was taken aback, and grabbed Grandma Xu's right wrist as he spoke, he knew that the old lady was a fierce person, but he didn't expect her to reach such a serious level, it seems that her disappointment in her son is getting deeper and deeper.
"Hmph, what does it matter to you if I self-harm or not?Who are you?Who are you?Why do you care about me?" Grandma Xu narrowed her cold eyes, and looked at everyone present with her perceptive eyes.
"It has a relationship, of course it has a relationship!" Lin Zihang nodded and explained, "I am your grandson, whether you recognize it or not, it is unchangeable."
Although I can't control the affairs between you and that person, I only know that in this life, the grandparents who accompanied me to grow up are Grandpa Xu and you, which may have nothing to do with blood, but the family relationship will not change, so please don't hurt yourself again, not for anything else, for the sake of your grandson, okay?"
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