"I don't allow you to come in, you go out, you give me out, you don't go into my mother's room, you don't get close to my father!"

After saying this, Miao Yan stood at the door with her arms outstretched, almost blocking our way, and glared at Nangong Lizhu viciously, like a puppy protecting the family, if someone dares to step further, she will fight to the death with others.

I didn't know whether to praise her or comfort her for a while, and when I looked back and saw Nangong Lizhu leaning against the door, her face was pale, as if she was going to faint at any time, I still said softly: "Wonderful words, don't be like this." ”

"Mother!" She suddenly became anxious: "She's a bad woman, she bullied her mother like that!" ”

I walked past Nangong Lizhu's side, until I walked in front of Miaoyan, looking at her puffed up and determined appearance that refused to retreat, a little relieved smile appeared on my face, I reached out and stroked her hair, and said softly: "That, it's all over." ”

Miao Yan said hatefully: "It's not so easy to pass. ”

“……”

I couldn't help but smile bitterly, this girl doesn't know who she looks like, but it's not necessarily a bad thing to have such a personality, at least now, when I hear the woman behind me, it becomes difficult to breathe.

I didn't look back, just was silent for a while, and then said softly: "Wonderful words, she did bully her mother before, and her mother has suffered a lot because of this, but it has passed, if my mother always remembers, always forgets, then my mother has been bullied by her and has been suffering." ”

She was stunned and looked up at me.

I said calmly: "Only when you free yourself can you really get out of the predicament." ”

She seemed to understand, but it seemed to be a little vague, and she was silent for a while before she said slowly: "But, mother, I'm not convinced!" ”

The smile on my face deepened: "Don't be unconvinced, just now you defended your mother like that, and you have already got everything back for your mother." ”

She blinked, "Really? ”

I nodded, "Of course." ”

In fact, I may not understand the wonderful words, but I, as well as those Nangong Lizhu who have difficulty breathing behind me, fully understand - I did suffer a lot of grievances and hardships in the past, but now, I have regained my identity and status, there is the person who gives me unlimited power in my heart, and there are daughters around me who defend me everywhere, my life is not perfect, but it is complete; And Nangong Lizhu, after so many years, although she is still very beautiful, but as women, we all know that the withering of the red face may not take a long time, it may only take a short day, or even an instant, after the red face withers and the appearance fades, the only thing she can catch is the favor of men.

However, Pei Yuanhao said that he had broken his attachment.

I don't know if he is stubborn, Nangong Lizhu knows it, and I don't plan to take this matter seriously, but if it's true, then she is too pitiful.

The years are like water, and they don't come back, but I really don't know what is left in her palm.

And under my persuasion, Miao Yan finally didn't have the aggressiveness and gambling like just now, but she was still angry, and she still stared at Nangong Lizhu viciously, this look, for Nangong Lizhu, who once wanted to get close to her, was tantamount to an invisible knife, and her heart was dug out with blood.

In the end, I persuaded Miao Yan to go back to her own room, and let Su Su go in to guard her, and then turned back to Nangong Lizhu and said, "His Majesty the Emperor is on the bed, if you want to see him, go and see him." ”

It was only at this time that Nangong Lizhu struggled and slowly straightened up.

She walked towards the quiet bed in the inner room.

However, just when she walked outside the bead curtain and was about to reach out to open the curtain, she suddenly stopped, but did not look back, but said slowly in a strange, hoarse voice: "Look at me now, do you think I am pitiful?" ”

“……”

I don't know why she asked so suddenly, but when I looked up at her slender, slightly trembling back, I didn't speak.

At this time, not opening your mouth is acquiescence.

Then, she chuckled.

"I'm really pathetic, am I?"

“……”

"I've never taken you to my knees, thinking that I can win you with just a finger."

“……”

"I thought that as long as I won you, I would have everything."

I looked at her back lightly: "What about now?" ”

"Now?" She seemed to chuckle again, but in the midst of the laughter, I inexplicably heard a crying voice, although I knew that at this time, she had to hold on to the last bit of dignity no matter what, and she would not really cry in front of me. I heard her say slowly in that suppressed voice, "Everything I want is in your hands." ”

“……”

Then, I saw her slowly turn around, and a pair of originally bright eyes were like a puddle of muddy water at the moment: "I lost." ”

I sighed softly: "I don't know what the meaning of your so-called winning or losing is, just like now, no matter what method you use to win me now, it is impossible to take away what belongs to me." ”

Her eyes flickered, "But there's one thing, I want to come back." ”

"What?"

“……”

This time, she didn't speak immediately, but slowly, turned her head to look at the other side of the curtain, the figure lying quietly on the bed - he still hadn't woken up, although now, Nangong Lizhu's gaze like dead ashes blew a little charcoal red when she saw him, as if her heart had been rekindled.

I gradually understood.

What she wants—

Nangong Lizhu slowly turned around and looked at me with flickering eyes: "I want you, give him back to me." ”

“……”

I don't know why, at this moment, it was obviously when she and I could speak clearly, and probably when the grievances between me and her could finally be resolved over the years, but when I heard her say that, I couldn't help but show a little cold, faint smile.

How ridiculous?

From the very beginning, I have always understood the relationship between them, and I tried my best to control myself, even when I loved him the most, I kept my heart and controlled my feelings, because I knew that a relationship could not accommodate too many people, and the extra one must be the one who was hurt.

But I couldn't control myself after all.

Or rather, I couldn't get away after all.

So, my first child, lost at the call of her name.

I can't hate anyone else, I can't blame a woman who hasn't even set foot in my life yet, I can only blame myself.

Then, she reappeared......

I remember how I felt when I jumped off the dragon boat, and I still remember it vividly, not because I always remembered the pain and hatred, but because I was grateful that the despair gave me a new beginning.

I thought I could get over it, and I didn't think I had to get stuck in the quagmire between them.

But now, this man sued me, and he broke his attachment.

This woman said to me that she wanted me to give this man back to her.

Isn't it ridiculous?

Thinking like this, I laughed even harder, the smile overflowed directly from my eyes and flowed to the corners of my lips, and looking at my unscrupulous smile, Nangong Lizhu's face immediately tensed.

With a hint of offended anger, she stared at me: "What are you laughing at?" ”

I looked up at her, still smiling, but there was a hint of helplessness in my smile: "He's not in my hands." ”

“……”

"Instead, I'm in his hands."

“……”

Hearing my words, she calmed down, and when she looked back at the bed that was falling down the floors, her eyes were as soft as if the wind was blowing in from outside the door at this moment, and she said softly: "That's enough, that's enough......"

As she spoke, she lifted the curtain and slowly walked to the bed, looking at the pale, unconscious face through the layers of curtains, I clearly saw that there was water flowing in her eyes, as if it was about to drip out at any time, and she said softly: "It doesn't matter anything, as long as he ...... He, that's enough. ”

I stood on the other side of the curtain, looked at her through the slightly swaying beaded curtains, and said slowly, "This is the decision you finally made these days?" ”

She shuddered slightly, and turned to look at me.

I looked at her calmly.

From Pei Yuanhao fainting at the gate of Yihua Palace, to the third day when I went to Jingren Palace to see the queen, and then to today's concubine making a fuss, for such a long time, whether it is the previous dynasty or the harem, so many things have happened, and she has never appeared, and today's appearance has played such a scene, I understand that in the previous days, it was impossible for her not to know anything about this side of the matter.

She only came here after she made a decision to stop the concubines.

And what kind of path this decision will take her, I can almost feel it from the confrontation with Fang Zhijun and them at the door just now.

I looked at her, and the complexity in my heart almost came to my eyes.

"That's what you decided?"

She looked at me lightly: "Is there anything else?" ”

“……”

I felt her tremble slightly, and then turned her head to look at Pei Yuanhao on the bed, as if she wanted to draw a little strength from the time she saw him before she could let herself go on, and said slowly: "In my life, I want too much and give up too much, and now, I just want to go back to him, to go back to our past......"

I took a deep breath: "Do you know what your decision means?" ”

She smiled faintly, the indescribable sadness in her smile, but it also seemed to have a sense of powerlessness with a little relief: "It means that I am about to be an unfilial girl." ”

“……”

I barely had time to exhale that breath before my breath stopped.

I looked at her, my eyes narrowing.

"Lord Nangong, what are you going to do?"