Author: Many people may not know that there is an attribute in the lily, called the sick lily, this attribute should be very clear to those who like to read dark lily comics. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

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The wheel of time rolls forward, the perception of the outside world and the inside is reduced to the lowest point, and life has no real sense.

I don't know why I live, I don't know why I repeat my daily life.

Even the definition of self has begun to blur, and even why it is in this world has been forgotten.

Relying on the instinct that time imprints on the body to cater to the reaction of the outside world.

The soul has been completely frozen, leaving only the body named Liu Yuan Xiangzi to be sealed in this world.

I don't have the courage to bury her to hell with my own hands, and I don't have the courage to end my miserable life with my own hands.

This cowardice made Xiangzi disgusted with himself countless times.

The time is Saturday, morning

Xiangzi silently wiped his tears, and after experiencing the same scene overnight, his heart was already numb.

Didn't think about resentment, didn't try to resist.

Everything that could spur one's courage was torn and destroyed in last night's conversation.

He can send the wicked to hell, but he needs to suffer the same pain as the wicked.

How many people can carry this unwillingness and grievance?

Carefully dressed up for Xiangzi, with a completely focused expression on her face, such a daughter is undoubtedly very charming.

It's just that no one appreciates this beauty except Xiangzi now.

Yukina forbade anyone to enter Shoko's room during the time she was grooming her, and because of the good qualities of the maid, there was no such thing as a kind person who broke into the room for her master.

After combing Xiangzi's long flowing hair, the work is basically done, and makeup and the like are also some skin care makeup, after all, it's a jk, and the school also prohibits those heavy makeup, and it has become a habit in the long run, of course, these are only applicable to some students, but even so it is tempting enough for yourself.

Xue Nai usually doesn't bother to touch these things, these are just disguises for her, but if the object is Xiangzi, she must be carefully dressed.

On his weekends off every week, Xiangzi will do some part-time work outside, just some work to distribute flyers, and it is not difficult.

These jobs are not done for financial reasons, and the money sent by the parents is not enough to live a luxurious life, but it is enough for daily expenses.

Just to make yourself less empty and do something to fill your heart, such a reason.

Xue Nai has no objections, and she has no interest in objecting, and she generally doesn't interfere with the hobbies of the people she likes.

"It's almost time, senior sister has to come on!"

In fact, I considered driving Xiangzi directly, but in order not to add any trouble to her work, this matter will not be over.

"Well, I'll try. ”

I'm already numb, and I'll feel a smile against my will, but I'm incredibly happy with Yukina.

I don't know, I can't understand the truth behind that smile.

Is it to make yourself feel alive or not?

Or is it not that she cares about whether she is true or not, but a response?

……

After arriving at the agreed place, Fujiwara Zhen has arrived, and there has been a slight change in casual clothes compared to the usual temperament, if you want to say that it is easier to get close to, and it is very surprising that it belongs to the type of carefulness.

"Ah, the school sister is here, it's really moving, it's worthy of the legendary girl. ”

Because of the distance that must exist between people, an overly eager attitude is generally repulsed, but with a friendly smile and a beautiful voice, this mustard is eliminated.

"Fujiwara-senpai, Gui'an!"

He maintains the elegant posture of the school on weekdays, and continues the modest and reserved smile of the past.

There's no sense of disobedience, there's nothing weird.

I'm quite familiar with the role swap between light and dark.,Of course, this isn't acting.,Overly perfect acting will make people doubt this authenticity.,So it's just a habitual inertia.。

Even I don't know why this is happening, but I feel that there is nothing wrong with this.

Therefore, rational choice is subordinated to sensibility

That is, to leave it all to instinct

"Hawkers, it's really outside, although it's the first time we've met, but I have permission for you to call me Jane, usually only good friends have such privileges!"

In Japan, you can only be called by family members or close friends, and in most cases, you can call each other by their last name politely.

For the first time to meet the schoolgirl, I want to come to repay a certain amount of goodwill.

"Eh, that's a real honor, so Jane, you can call me Yukina. ”

The reserved smile made Jane cry out in annoyance, "What a foul, such a beautiful smile, even I can't help but envy it." ”

The conversation went quite smoothly.,Both of them met on the basis of a certain good impression of each other.,And then because of Xue Nai's body, he rarely comes out to do some girl-only activities such as shopping.,So Jane also planned it in private.,Can't let yourself down as a schoolgirl.。

Basically the same as what Shoko described in the middle, Yukina has very few words, but every time you look at her, you will receive a very gentle smile, which will make you feel that although you are just talking alone, the other party is not ignoring you, but is listening very attentively, such a happy emotion.

There are more people on the streets than usual, and people who used to be running for life are not as desperate as they will be in the future, and occasionally they will choose to relax.

Of course, this is not to blame anything, everyone has their own way of life, but if you work too hard, life will become monolithic, and the question of "why do you live" will inevitably become a kind of constant noise.

Shuttling back and forth between different jewelry stores, compared to Yukina's reserved smile, Jane is a little selfless, maybe these stores are all she likes to be included in the plan.

Then, the previous careful praise can also be considered for retraction.

"Eh, Xiangzi, do you have a part-time job here?"

Jane, who was pulling Xue Nai, saw a friend she was familiar with, although she didn't even know why she didn't pay much attention to such a beauty before, but recently the two have also become friends.

“…… Xue Nai, Gui'an!"

The dry smile didn't make Jane feel anything unusual, and Yukina's eyes widened slightly, and she said something that only two people could understand, "This kind of senior sister is really good." ”

"Hehe, does Xue Nai think the same way? Xiangzi in the maid costume is unexpectedly cute, and she usually feels like a cold beauty. ”

Many people don't understand why they are willing to wear this kind of clothes because the pay is not high, in fact, the reason why many girls are willing to be maids is a very important factor, which also ensures that there is enough fresh blood in the maid world.

"Well, I can't talk to you now, I still have to go to work......"

Xiangzi trembled slightly, and wanted to leave, but Jane grabbed Xiangzi.

"Xiangzi, let's help you too! You can tell your shopkeeper that we don't need to be paid!"

Saying something that can move several types of people, but Yukina smiled lightly, the reason why she made such a decision was because she was attracted by these cute maid outfits.

There's no way to refuse anything, and everything is decided when Yukina shows an expression of interest, but having that expression is by no means a reason to be attracted by these clothes, because the maids in the castle are all dressed like this, and they are completely immune.

The reason is that she, Yukina of Night Phoenix City, began to fall in love with Fujiwara Zhen......

There is no reason to refuse, and I will not bear to refuse.

Cute appearance is a factor, but the most important thing is that someone gives himself a day job, and the shopkeeper only hesitated for a moment and agreed, but the portion that was expected to be a few days was already over in just a few hours.

It was said to be a flyer, but many people were even grabbing it.

This phenomenon makes the shopkeeper feel a lot of pain - why not charge for it?

……

She is inferior to hers, and she has never had such a clear understanding.

Everyone has a fixed amount of flyers, and when they are distributed, the day's work is over.

Yukina is obviously overloaded, and basically no one can resist her temptation in a maid outfit. (Author: When Station B saw Saberlion's MMD, we were instantly overturned, and the little short legs were too cute!)

Why would she ask to increase her weight is not to enjoy this time, she is just proving to herself that there is no possibility of escaping her control.

The psychology of rebellion is not a form of courage, sometimes it is just a form of ignorance.

The gap between the two is only vague

The gap between the two is just never clear

"Ah, Yukina is so powerful, even our share has been solved by you. ”

Appearance is only a factor, but eloquence and grasp of people's hearts are also a part that cannot be ignored, not everyone will be fascinated by the attraction of cute girls, otherwise it is just a fantasy.

As a thank you to several people, the shopkeeper gave Xiangzi double his salary.

It can be so generous because it saves the cost of the remaining days.

In order to celebrate, Xiangzi spent all the money he got on the activities of several people.

……

At the end of the day, except for Xiangzi, everyone else had a good time, but it was also the time to separate, after all, unlike Xiangzi, Jane's family was under the care of her parents, and she had to go home on time every day.

"Jen, let's come to Yukina's house tonight, I'm also staying in her house for the time being, it's rare to have such a fun time today, and it's a pity to be separated. ”

Liuhai covered his empty eyes and said with a reluctant expression that he didn't even know how to do it.

"Eh, no wonder Shoko has been coming to school with Yukina lately. ”

"Well, you know that Yukina is full of praise for her teacher, so I asked her to help me with my homework. ”

Stop it...... What are you talking about...... Why is this happening?

I don't know when the heart has begun to change qualitatively, why is this?

Unexplained doubts, meaningless doubts.

I'm already special, when did this peculiarity start to be forgotten, right?

Begin to respond coldly to everything around you, and begin to ignore everything around you

Then, you are chosen by the world, that is, you are special.

Cold Beauty...... Such an impression has been unconsciously established in the eyes of outsiders.

This inner unwillingness to be forcibly ignored, this inner resentment is deliberately consumed.

I...... There is no real sense of being alive.

Because of something, a friend laughs, then deceives himself, he should be happy, and then laugh himself.

Because of something, the friend is angry, then deceive yourself, you should be silent, and then ignore yourself.

Such an existence...... Is it a human being? Can such an existence still be a human being?

Ahhhh......h Surrounded by a crushing darkness, it makes me know that I am special.

Special self...... What you do, then it's common sense, right?

"Come on...... Come with me, the three of us ...... together."

Jane thought about it for a while, and after saying it to her family, she basically just told her not to cause any trouble to the other party and got permission, and it was a good thing to have more friends.

"My father agreed, so please give me a lot of advice, Yukina!"

Xue Nai's reserved smile was a little bewitching, her breathing accelerated slightly, and she made a skirt ceremony.

"Please advise, Jane. ”

"Senior sister, I'm very happy, I'm really happy today......"

Looking at Jane, who was enjoying the fruits of Yukina and Shoko at the convenience store because she didn't have much effort, and was going to buy something to compensate for it with some guilt, Yukina smiled intoxicatedly.

"Nothing, that's normal, isn't it?"

The smile was already empty, and the body named Liu Yuan Xiangzi had lost its will.

"Well, let's play a little longer tonight. ”

"Hmm...... As long as you're happy......"