"Awan, are you still blaming me?"

Ruan Wan was not surprised that the person in front of her would ask such a question, and she already had the answer-

She shook her head, "I never blamed you. ”

"So ......"

Ruan Wan looked at the person opposite with sincere eyes, and said, "I am very grateful to you for accompanying me through the most difficult time, if it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't be where I am now." However, not all gratitude translates into long-lasting love in the end, at least not before.

"Grateful ......" Du Jinnian muttered and repeated the word, a wry smile overflowed at the corner of his mouth, "Awan, do you no longer love me?" ”

"I'm sorry." Ruan Wan looked at the gloomy expression of the person in front of her, and couldn't bear to say the sentence "We have actually been just phantoms in love with each other all along", which was too real and too hurtful. As she had just said, she never blamed him, and she was always grateful for his kindness, so she never wanted to hurt him unnecessarily, even though she was destined to do so today.

"It's not your fault." Du Jinnian supported his forehead with both hands, lowered his head and said dejectedly, "It's my fault, I did something too stupid." ”

“……”

"Although I know that there is little hope," he raised his head again, looking at her hopefully, "Awan, can you ...... Can you give me another chance? Let's start from scratch and this time I'm going to ......"

Ruan Wan was stunned, but soon, she shook her head resolutely: "I'm sorry." She knew it hurt to give an answer without thinking about it, but she couldn't show that she had "hesitated"—and she did—that would have caused him to have unnecessary expectations. She pursed her lower lip and continued, "I'm getting married." ”

After hearing this, Du Jinnian was obviously stunned.

After a few minutes, he asked in a dry voice, "With whom?" After a pause, he asked, "Yes...... Shen Ziyu? ”

Ruan Wan nodded.

"Are you really dating?"

Ruan Wan nodded again.

"You ...... him"

"I love him."

“……”

Before she came, she had expected to talk a lot, but at this point, she realized that their conversation could no longer continue. At the end of the day, it's a dead knot. He may have regretted it when he regained his past memories, but she couldn't and didn't want to go back now.

She saw his pain, and even moved by it, but she would no longer be desperate just to make him smile.

In the end, the only thing she could do was to sit quietly with him for a while.

Until the coffee in front of her was completely cold, Ruan Wan pressed her hands on the table and whispered, "If there is nothing else, I will leave first." She said, standing up.

"Don't you even want to sit with me anymore?" He asked without raising his head, and there was pain and a little question in his words.

Ruan Wan sat down again and replied, "If you wish, I can stay." But the café is always closed, and we can't sit like this forever. ”

"You can."

When Du Jinnian looked at her again, two flames called hope lit up in his eyes again, it was so small but real, as long as someone was willing to add fuel to it, it could spark a prairie fire.

There are some things that are important when you lose them.

Remembering everything, he could only sort out his chaotic thoughts until this moment, and he did not deny that he was indeed attracted by her "mother-like characteristics" and approached instead. However, the appearance can be disguised, but the essence does not change. In the time they have been together, he has fully realized her true character. Doesn't he still have her side prove everything?

He loved her.

He really wanted to be with her all the time.

Everything came to an abrupt end because of that accident.

A rare life, which could have been renewed, could have been renewed, but in the end, he was blinded by the shadow in his heart and failed to know what he wanted in time.

The phantom in the heart.

Lovers around you.

From time to time, he would be pulled by these two parties, and he would be entangled in pain.

But it turns out that from beginning to end, they are the same person.

If he had known, they wouldn't be like this. Fortunately, it's not too late, as long as she wants, they can continue the good times they once had, and they can continue to walk those untraveled roads and see those unseen landscapes, as long as she wants!

But is she willing?

He looked at her expectantly, her expression changing as he had thought, but the emotion that came to her watery eyes was not a struggle, but a ......

Negation.

"Yes, I can. But I don't want to. ”

She is reluctant to fuel the affection she has already given to others.

So the flame of hope swaying in the wind was extinguished little by little.

And that's – finally.

Neither this conversation, nor them.

It's all true.

……

Shen Ziyu and the others were a little restless.

It's not that he doesn't believe her or anything, if he doesn't believe it, he won't really let her "go to the meeting alone". Well, the term "going to the meeting alone" is not appropriate at all, after all, she is not going to cut people, but ...... Go meet up with your ex-boyfriend. Whenever he thinks of the words "ex-boyfriend", he can almost bite out his three teeth, no, open, heart! It's not that he doesn't mind that she had a relationship in the past or anything, he doesn't care about this, as long as the person she wants now is him, he just doesn't like to see her affected by the past, in the end, he is authoritarian and selfish.

But that's also normal, right?

He reassured himself that if he told her, "I'm going to meet my ex-girlfriend," she would definitely be able to smash his dog's brain out with a durian and eat it while waiting for grass to grow on his corpse. So his jealousy now is completely justified!

Off topic!

So why is it so long!

How good can Du Jinnian's guy say! Do you want to drag her all the way until the café closes?!

It's useless to say more! She's still leaving! She's still going back here! She's still going home with him!

He was the one who hugged her to sleep with him at night! It's him!

The first person she saw when she woke up in the morning was him! It's him!

And also......

Anyway, why hasn't she come out yet?!

Shen Ziyu was a little irritated and found a half-pack of cigarettes from the car, lowered his head and sniffed the taste, but he still didn't smoke it. He smokes but is not addicted to cigarettes, and she doesn't like the smell of smoke, and she may even get motion sickness when she smells it in the car. But now he wants to find something to calm his irritability, if the smoke doesn't work...... He tossed away the cigarette case, rummaged around the car for a while, and finally found a lollipop. He grabbed it and thought about it carefully, remembering what seemed to be the scar that had been stuffed into him.

He frowned and stared at the lollipop for a while, and finally tore open the plastic packaging in resignation.

So, when Ruan Wan walked out of the café, the first thing she saw was a certain Erwang lying on the steering wheel with a lollipop in her mouth and her ears drooping, and this recognition made her originally heavy mood a little better.

He was like an alert sheepdog, and the moment he found his beloved lamb, he immediately straightened up and pricked up his ears, and flicked his big tail like a fifth-gear electric fan.

In his blazing eyes, Ruan Wan pulled the car door and sat back in the car, but she didn't want to say anything for the time being, only said, "Drive." ”

Shen Ziyu heard a heavy exhaustion from his girlfriend's somewhat hoarse voice, he forcibly suppressed the curiosity and worry in his heart, drove the car away from the place very obediently, and drove for a while before slowly stopping. He knew by his instincts and his knowledge of her that she wasn't desperate to go home, just to get out of the place, and that's it.

Sure enough, as soon as he stopped the car, she threw herself into her arms like a spoiled child, hugging his neck tightly.

He hugged her waist with one hand, adjusted her posture to make her more comfortable, and gently stroked her back with the other hand, and whispered comfortingly, "Okay, it's all over." ”

He had some things he wanted to ask, but now he didn't want to ask anything, no matter what, she was still here, and he didn't care about the rest.

“…… I'm sorry. ”

She was ashamed of her vulnerability at the moment, and she should not have shown in front of him that "she was moved by others", but she shamefully coquettished him, this kind of behavior can be described as "shameless".

"Don't scare me." He chuckled and joked, "I can't stand being scared." ”

Ruan Wan was stunned for a moment, and then reacted to the fact that she did say this like a "prelude to a breakup", she couldn't help but be embarrassed, but her bad mood dissipated a lot. She looked up at him and said earnestly, "I assure you, this is the last time." ”

She didn't rekindle her old feelings, but she didn't expect Du Jinnian to plead with her like that. Although she refused, she inevitably felt a little ...... because of this Uncomfortable.

For Du Jinnian, for herself, and at the same time, for Shen Ziyu.

When they finally parted, Du Jinnian's words to her reminded her of a long time ago, and the person who was hugging her now stubbornly asked herself, "Are you very happy with Du Jinnian?" When she replied, "I will only be happy if I am with him", he showed a smile and said "That's good" as if relieved.

At least she would never have smiled like that and said something like that.

"Hmm." Shen Ziyu nodded, she said, and he believed it.

"So now, give me a little more time to put everything together." She fell on his chest again, closed her eyes a little tiredly, and muttered.

He shoved the lollipop in his mouth into her mouth—sweets make people feel better—and replied—

"Okay, give you thirty seconds."

“…… It's too short, right? She hooked the corners of her mouth with a lollipop in her mouth, and "complained" and said, "Stingy." ”

"That minute, no more than five minutes at most." He reached out and rubbed her head, "In five minutes, all you can think of is me." Dare to think about other people's words......"

"How?"

"Tonight you'll only cook what you hate to eat."

“…… Nasty, bad guys. 166 Reading Network