"Godfather?" Lu Shuang's coquettish voice came from the phone. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"Ah, Xiaoshuang," Lin Ran flipped the fried eggs in the frying pan. "Early in the morning, why did you remember to call me?"

He holds a phone in one hand and a spatula in the other. In the kitchen, there was noticeably some scrambling.

"Nothing... I just want to ask, when will you come back, you don't care about such a big stall as Yan Ziyanran?"

Lin Ran smiled bitterly and said, "Girl, I'm making breakfast for your sister Yu'er here, what are you messing up with me? Don't patronize dancing and shopping all day long, and help your Uncle Chen Zhang Luo Zhang Luo nightclub if you have nothing to do... Yo... I'm going to have a rice porridge, so I'm not going to tell you!"

"Hey, hey... Godfather... Godfather..."Lin Ran hung up the phone, Lu Shuang smoked a cigarette, sat on the edge of the bar that had not yet opened, and frowned helplessly. How can this go on?

Life was as usual, and Lin Ran kept the promise he made for himself. Until the end of the final exam, he would be by Lin Yu's side.

The heat of the porridge was just right, Lin Ran served two bowls, put the fried eggs on a plate, and took out the bread from the oven. Look at the watch, it's six twenty and you're all set.

"Yu'er, it's time to eat!" Lin Ran greeted his daughter warmly downstairs.

However, Lin Yu's room was still dark.

This kid, what's the matter, sleeping lazy again?

Lin Ran went upstairs and knocked on Lin Yu's door.

"Yu'er, have you gotten up, you're going to be late if you don't get up again!"

Lin Ran shouted.

There was no movement or light in Lin Yu's room.

What's going on?

"Yu'er, are you up?" Lin Ran asked patiently.

…

There was still silence.

This kid has always locked himself in his room as soon as school is out of school for the past two days, and he doesn't know what's wrong. Moreover, she became taciturn, always absent-minded in what she did, and Lin Ran always felt that something was wrong.

"Xiaoyu, are you awake, I'm in?"

Lin Ran couldn't help but be even more worried when she thought about all the things that were wrong with her daughter in the past few days.

Pushing open Lin Yu's door, the scene in front of him surprised Lin Ran.

The room was unusually messy. Thick curtains blocked the light from the windows, the quilt of the bed fell to the floor, and the change of clothes was thrown on the sofa, on the TV. The writing desk is cluttered with textbooks and workbooks. And the daughter was alone in pajamas, huddled in the corner, looking awake. It's just that she has a hollow look in her eyes, and she sits there blankly, looking very scary.

Lin Ran gasped and hurriedly turned on the light. "Daughter, what's wrong with you, what's going on?"

The sudden dazzling light made Lin Yu at a loss. She subconsciously used her hand to block the light, and then noticed Lin Ran's existence.

"Ah, Dad!" Lin Yu said.

"What's the matter with you, don't scare Dad, okay?"

Lin Yu looked at Lin Ran's face full of scum, he looked at himself with such concern.

"It's okay," Lin Yu rubbed his scarlet eyes, "I was too late to do the question last night." ”

In fact, she didn't lie when she said this, she was really working on the question all night, but she just didn't sleep all night.

"Silly boy, you know that you have learned, Dad is very pleased. But you can't make a tendon, you... Or should I be..."

"Dad!" Lin Yu interrupted Lin Ran and suddenly asked, "How did you survive when Mom left?"

Lin Ran was stunned, she didn't expect her daughter to suddenly ask this.

"Why did you suddenly remember to ask your mother about it?"

"I just want to ask, can't I?"

Lin Ran sighed, and couldn't help but think of his lover Si Tian.

"Okay, but you go wash up first, it's time for breakfast, or else... I'm going to be late!"

…

It was foggy, and the road surface was still freezing in the morning, so Lin Ran drove cautiously on the road.

And his mind went back to that painful and poignant night twelve years ago.

"Yu'er, you may not know that your mother was already thin and small, and after she became pregnant with you, she looked even more thin. ”

"Oh, Mom... Mom is indeed a very thin type, you can see it by looking at the photos!" Lin Yu sat in the co-pilot's seat, although she finished tidying up the meal, the whole person still looked a little haggard.

Lin Ran drove the car out of the community and got on the Ring Expressway, he continued while driving: "Well, yes! At that time, I worked hard to earn money, and I wanted to make up for her more, because she had a big belly and looked too thin.

But it's strange to say, no matter what delicious things I cook for her every day, and what nutritional menu I give her to supplement, she just can't get fat. Later, when we went to the hospital, the doctor said that your mother was a little anemic, but she was not suitable for pregnancy at that time. ”

"Oh, no wonder!" Lin Yu interjected, he fainted at every turn, and his feelings were inherited from his mother's genes?

"What's the wonder?" Lin Ran asked.

"Uh... It's nothing, Dad, go on!"

"At that time, my thinking was that our conditions were not very suitable for having children at that time, and I wanted to beat it first, and it would not be too late to have it when we were well-equipped..."

"Hey!" Lin Yu protested, "You want to murder me?"

Lin Ran smiled bitterly: "Of course not, otherwise would you still be here now?"

"Hmph!" Lin said.

The chill gradually faded, and the car's heating played a role.

"Your mother has died and I don't agree, your mother is a person, don't look thin and small, but she has a lot of ideas. I can't help it. ”

"Besides, if it weren't for my mother's insistence, maybe I'd be finished! Daddy, you're a bad person!" Lin Yu said.

"Alright, okay, I'm a bad person. Lin Ran said helplessly.

"And then?"

"And ah, alas... Since your mother has made up her mind, I can only do what she wants. Lin Ran looked at the street outside the window, and the long high-speed stretched into the distance, all the way to the depths of his memory.

"A month before the due date, in the middle of the night, somehow, your mother's amniotic water broke without warning. And all I could do was get her to the hospital as quickly as I could. Alas... Maybe it's providence. Since the amniotic water has broken, it has to be produced quickly.

However, during the delivery process, the doctor found that your mother's qi and blood were weak, and the physical conditions at that time were not suitable for childbirth at all.

"Uhhhh

"Anyway, I didn't think about it at the time, whether you blame your father or hate your father, I decided to protect your mother first as soon as possible!"

"However, at the time, your mother... Your mom... She seems to be desperate, and she will give birth to you even if she dies! Yu'er, do you know that your life was exchanged for her life by your mother!"

Lin Ran choked up and parked the car on the side of the road. He held the steering wheel with both hands, looked at Lin Yu lovingly, and continued: "At that time, I really felt that your mother was gone, what was the point of me living alone in this world?"

Of course, Dad didn't think he had anything noble, but at that time, your mother was almost everything to me, and I didn't even recognize your grandparents for her, but in the end, why did she leave me so ruthlessly?

I hate you, I even hate you, because of you, she left me forever! In those days, I left you in the hospital, and I got drunk every day. Because your mom is gone, I feel like my life has completely lost its meaning.

I'm even... I even thought of a vicious way, and that was to take you with me to meet her!"

Lin Yu was violently excited, and looked at Lin Ran with affection, as if he was looking at a complete stranger.

Lin Ran looked at Lin Yu with his head in his hands, smiled softly, and continued: "I was even ready to take you to see her that day. But the moment I picked you up, my world changed!

Yu'er, you also know that you were born more than a month prematurely! At that time, you were much lighter than a normal baby, but your weight in my hands was heavy! You kept the blood of me and your mother, which is a testimony of our love.

At that moment, I finally understood why your mother gave birth to you even if she lost her life. Your young life is so vivid, and at that moment I also understood my responsibility as a father.

”

"Whew..."Lin Yu exhaled.

"Yu'er, I am saying this to you now, you may not understand it very well, but time will make you understand that one day, you will grow up. ”

Lin Yu didn't speak, only smiled and shook his head.

Lin Ran looked at Lin Yu in some surprise, she actually understood?

"Do you still think about her now? After so long, will you not remember what your mother looked like?"

"Yu'er, you know what? Human memories are complex. Sometimes when I desperately think about the bits and pieces of me and your mother, I find that I can't even think about many things!

At that time, I would have wondered if I had really forgotten about your mother, but then, in those casual moments, those wonderful memories would involuntarily run back, and I knew that they were not gone, but became a part of me!"

Lin Yu thought about Lin Ran's words, and seemed to understand, but he didn't seem to understand at all.

She shook her long hair and asked, "What about Xiaoxiao? Does she remind you of your mother?"

"Xiaoxiao is a good boy, she's very energetic, but she's not... Well, it should be said, maybe she's prettier than your mother, but... She'll never be better than your mother!'s because your mother she's here..."Lin Ran pointed to his heart. "That's a position that no one can replace!"

Lin Yu learned from Lin Ran's appearance, she pointed to her heart, and said silently, Huang Zi, you will always be here...... Right?

She took out her mobile phone and flipped through the familiar number, she flipped through the options, and now, as long as she clicked on it, the number would disappear, Lin Yu's hand trembled.

I don't want such pain!

But, this is Huang Zi's call!

Lin Yu hesitated, but finally did not press the delete button. Now Huang Zi should have started a new life, right!?

Lin Yu locked the phone screen.

…

Some strange emotion came up, as if it was a fragmented memory, what was wrong with me?

"That's... Where am I?" Lin Yu asked in a missionary manner.

This sudden question made Lin Ran at a loss!