I'm Yin Yuxi, an ordinary girl who can't be in an ordinary class. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I think that if I hadn't applied for that job after graduation, maybe I wouldn't have met Ji Shu or Bai Shang.

I won't meet the girl who makes me jealous to the core.

The first time I saw Bai Yi, she was wearing a pale red dress, and her delicate face was full of decent smiles.

She seemed to be looking into her gaze, looked back at her, and smiled.

At that moment, she had to admit that the girl in Baishang was really beautiful, especially those eyes, which smiled as if they were full of happiness all over the world.

But at that time, a wave of jealousy could not be suppressed in her heart.

She wondered what it would be like to let such a famous lady with such a reputation one day get notorious.

Or how would she feel when she watched her smile disappear little by little, with a painful and sad expression.

She found that she was thrilled just thinking about it.

Then, she saw Ji Shu, the grim face raised an eyebrow when she came in, and she saw a hint of interest in his narrow eyes.

And she, looking at him in a suit and leather shoes, handsome and extraordinary, and her instrument was magnificent, she fell into her heart at a glance.

But such a person is not hers, but white.

She looked at the way Bai Sheng came in and held his hand and smiled happily after the interview, and jealousy wrapped around her heart one by one.

She suddenly felt very unfair, why Bai Sheng was born with the best, she has an outstanding family background, a beautiful face, and even the people around her are so good.

But what about her?

Running around all day and night for your own tuition, trying to get out on top of your studies, because in this way you can get free tuition.

She thought about how good it would be if one day, someone like Ji Shu liked her.

Maybe God heard her expectations, or maybe Bai Shang's luck ran out, Ji Shu was different for her.

Not only did she feel it alone, but Baishang also noticed it, so even if she didn't like her, she was still decent and thoughtful, wouldn't get angry, and wouldn't do anything that didn't fit her identity.

But the more she was like this, the more she felt that Bai Shang looked down on her, why could she appear in front of her so highly.

At that moment, her feelings for Ji Shu began to become more pure, and she suddenly thought that if she let Ji Shu fall in love with her, then she would be in pain.

Half a year later, she and Ji Shu were together.

And she looked at her who appeared next to Ji Shu, her face was extremely pale, but she would still maintain her pride, not angry, not hateful.

Even though she snatched Ji Shu from her, she still treated her a little coldly.

Except that her own eyes were swallowed up by sadness little by little, and there was no joy she saw at first.

She was content and happy.

But before she could be happy, she learned that they were getting married.

Married?Ji Shu and White Clothes?

No, how could she allow such a thing.

Ji Shu loves her, why should he be tied to Bai Shang.

She wanted to gamble, bet on her status in Ji Shu's mind, and bet on Bai Shang's status in his mind.

She won the bet, and when he heard the news of her admission to the hospital, he left his white dress at the wedding and came to her.

She saw Bai Xiang's heart like ashes, the corners of her mouth hooked slightly, and sent her a message.

She wanted to tell her that in this life, she would lose to her, no matter how noble her white dress was, the person she loved would never love her.

And her wedding was abandoned, which is a shame for her life.

But she has completely changed, and she is more and more high.

If the white clothes before were water, then she is ice now.

She looked at her with an eternal mocking gaze, as if watching how she could destroy herself step by step.

And she, indeed, destroyed herself step by step.

After the wedding, she saw Bai Shang in the hospital, her eyes were as light as the wind, but the smile on the corner of her mouth was mocking and sarcastic, like looking at two clowns jumping off the beam.

She didn't know better than at any moment that she would never be as good as the white dress.

Ji Shu may not have noticed that he cared a lot about Bai Shang's thoughts, and the conversation between them was like she was an outsider, and she could only watch them from the outside forever.

But Bai Sheng looked at Ji Shu, and she told him: The previous Bai Sheng died, and he was killed by Ji Shu himself.

She looked at Bai Shang, those eyes, cold and clear, deep as ink, and there was no longer the sadness of the past.

She knew that what Bai Sheng said was true, and she didn't love Ji Shu anymore.

But Ji Shu cared about her......

How ridiculous, she doesn't care about him anymore, he can't forget her change.

And what about her?

What's the point of all of this?

She doesn't understand, she doesn't understand how Bai Sheng does what she says, and she really doesn't care about Ji Shu at all.

When she said that she wanted to talk to Bai Shang, Bai Shang sat opposite, and the wind was light, and she saw through all her disguises.

She clearly told her that Ji Shu was dead in her heart.

So that she doesn't need to pretend to be weak in front of her, and she doesn't need to go to her to find a sense of superiority.

In an instant, she knew that Bai Sheng had seen through her from the beginning, but she couldn't see through her from the beginning.

Ji Shu has changed, he is with her, and he will occasionally be in a daze.

He cared more about Bai Sheng than she thought.

She had a vague sense that she was going to lose him......

Therefore, when she saw that there was no discipline around Bai Shang, there were better people instead.

She suddenly felt ridiculous......

It's ridiculous......

She was so focused on dealing with Bai Yi that she forgot her original appearance.

But Bai Shang stood there and asked her without sadness or joy: Do you really understand love?

Does she understand...... If she understands, she won't use Ji Shu to make Bai Sheng sad.

She doesn't understand, and even if she doesn't, she falls in love with someone.

There really can't be a grain of sand in love, and there is no room for deception.

Therefore, it was only a matter of time before Ji Shu left her.

Just looking at the shock in his eyes, looking at the disbelief in his eyes, and the faint anger.

She knew that there was no going back......

Ji forgives him...... She also lost it herself.

He asked her: Have you ever loved him?

How could it not have been loved?

At first glance, it was unforgettable......

It's just that she is jealous of Bai Shang, jealous that she can stand by her side so well and accept everyone's blessings.

She wondered why she wasn't white and could stand with her.

So, one wrong thought, one wrong step.

One thought of malice and one thought of demons turned into a demon......

She looked at Ji Shu, and the grief in her heart couldn't tell him, so she thought, it's better to tell him that all this is a scam.

She was deceiving him from the beginning......

In this way, will he remember him in the future?

Ji Shu, I don't love you......

I really won't love you......

You must remember this, remember that I lied to you and made you lose the person you love most now.

We are all selfish people who don't understand love at the best of years, so we do so much wrong.

In the future, no matter what retribution......

Yin Yuxi smiled lightly, she wouldn't feel embarrassed...... (To be continued.) )