This sentence is probably her limit at this point, and she didn't say any more, but looked at me eagerly with a pair of eyes that were almost ignited. шщш.(vii) (ix) x.S.сом The update is so fast.

And I, who had been a little tormented just now, cooled down.

I see.

She does think more than me, whether it is for her own future, or for the child in her belly, although I don't know what Pei Yuanxiu promised her before this, but as long as I am by their side, it is not enough to make her feel at ease, the best way is of course to get rid of me, but now she is also pregnant, as I thought before, her current identity is more like a prey than the previous hunter.

Therefore, the best way is for me to automatically leave Pei Yuanxiu's side.

At this time, she threw out a 'temptation' and 'confusion'.

It is true that when Xie Feng was there, I didn't have any chance to leave a step at all, but today, Pei Yuanxiu took Xie Feng to Cangzhou, this is indeed a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, if it was in normal times, I would probably agree as soon as my head was hot, and there was a vast snowfield around, if I really left, with my current body, I am afraid that I will not be able to go far, and I will not be able to hold on, plus my fetus is originally unstable and miscarried, it is almost a logical thing.

Even if Pei Yuanxiu gets me back, my threat to her will be reduced a lot.

What she thinks is indeed very thoughtful.

Thinking of this, the corners of my mouth hooked up slightly.

As soon as Han Ruoshi saw a smile on my face, her breathing suddenly became more rapid, and she subconsciously leaned over to me: "Miss Yan......"

I looked up at her and said, "Thank you, Madame, for being so thoughtful about me, I'm really—I can't get enough of it." ”

When she heard my words, she immediately understood what I meant, and her face showed a hint of joy: "That-"

"But," I continued, "I don't plan to leave. ”

“……！”

At this moment, her whole body seemed to 'twitch', as if she couldn't believe what she had just heard, and looked at me with wide eyes: "What, what?"

I said calmly, "I have no intention of leaving. ”

“……”

This time, I finally heard it clearly, and I understood it.

She seemed to have been 'pulled' something from behind, and suddenly leaned into the chair, her hands slipped off the armrests, and after a long pause, she still looked up at me unwillingly: "You-"

I said calmly, "Let Madame '' my heart." ”

Her breathing was 'chaotic', and her hands grabbed the armrests on both sides again, as if to stabilize herself, and leaned over to look at me again: "You, you actually, still want to stay, stay by his side?!"

I only looked at her lightly: "Madame, do you think it's okay?"

She blurted out almost uncontrollably, "Didn't you ever think—"

I looked at her with a wink.

"Haven't you thought about what kind of name you have by following him?"

“……”

"And this child, what kind of status can he have?"

She was probably a little angry, and tried her best to lower her voice when she spoke before, for fear of being heard a little movement in the room, but at this time, her breath was a little uncontrollable, and in the face of her 'agitation', I was calmer than just now, and only said lightly: "Madame, what does I think I am staying by his side for?"

Han Ruoshi's brows furrowed even tighter: "If you don't stay by his side for fame, then why do you stay by his side?"

“……”

I didn't speak.

She said even more anxiously: "Are you really not thinking about your children at all?"

"For the sake of your own children......" I muttered the phrase, and after a while, I said slowly, "Of course, for the sake of the children." ”

She was stunned for a moment, and looked at me more and more suspiciously.

I quickly regained my mind, looked up at her, and said, "I'm out of company." ”

After saying that, he got up and walked towards the 'door' by holding on to the armrest of the chair.

Han Ruoshi probably couldn't control herself a little at this time, and she hurriedly stood up and glared at me almost with a little viciousness: "Miss Yan, miss this opportunity, you, don't regret it!"

I didn't look back, and said lightly: "I want to regret it, I regret it a long time ago." ”

“……”

"Now, I have no room for regrets. ”

“……”

After saying this, without waiting for her to say anything more, I walked over and pushed the 'door' open.

The 'flower' bamboo and Xiaolian outside the 'door', both of them looked at me with wide eyes with a little frightened expression, as soon as the 'door' opened, Xiaolian immediately jumped in from my side, and quickly ran to Han Ruoshi's side to support her arm: "Miss, are you okay?"

Han Ruoshi didn't speak, as if she was so angry that she almost couldn't stand still.

Hua Zhu looked me up and down to make sure I wasn't damaged, so he took a step back to the side.

I quickly walked up to the second floor, when I entered the 'door', I heard footsteps behind me, and 'Hua' Zhu also followed, although I didn't look back at her, but I could also feel her anxious breathing, and when I pushed the 'door' into the room, she finally couldn't hold back and said, "Miss Yan-"

I turned around and said to her, "'Hua' Zhu, I didn't care about eating in Mrs. Pei's room just now. You go to the kitchen and say it, and they will make another copy and send it to you. ”

'Hua' Zhu was stunned for a moment, but I didn't expect that I would want to eat.

But she frowned, and she was not very relieved: "But, Miss Yan—"

"'Flower' bamboo," I interrupted her, "whatever you've just heard, since nothing has happened, it's best not to spread it." ”

“……”

"Even your master would do it. ”

'Hua' Zhu's expression was complicated, he looked at me for a while, and said, "However, no matter what happens, I will not hide it from my master." ”

I smiled faintly: "It's natural. ”

When I said that, she was relieved, and I was relieved, and she nodded and turned downstairs, and I went back to my room and closed the 'door'.

Han Ruoshi wanted me to go, but I was not surprised at all about this.

She didn't dare to move me easily now, and let me take the initiative to leave, but it was the best choice.

But I couldn't leave.

Probably in her eyes, I made up my mind to stay, or, most importantly, to stay by Pei Yuanxiu's side, give birth to a child that belongs to him, and then fly with him or something...... Thinking of this, I sneered uncontrollably.

If she wants to think so, let it be.

I never cared what others thought of me, let alone this other person - a 'woman' like Han Ruoshi.

It's just—

I walked to the window, pushed it open, and looked at the long road in the sun, and at the end of the road, Cangzhou.

Cangzhou City, which has been besieged for more than a month, what kind of tragic situation it is, I can only describe in my mind, but I know that any of my own imagination is less than one ten-thousandth of the cruelty of reality, and the situation in Cangzhou City at this moment can probably only be described as hell on earth.

And Pei Yuanxiu has been hiding from me since he came here, and it is certain that he is not willing to let me know about Cangzhou, because he must not want me to be "nosy".

But this "idle business" ...... I looked at the vast snowy scene outside, and my heart was a little difficult to explain.

I know very well that now for him, the most important thing is time, if he can break through Cangzhou in a short period of time and open the 'gate' of Beijing and Tianjin, this is the best, which means that he can meet with Shengjing's soldiers and horses on time, then it will probably not be too difficult to take the capital.

So, of course, he wanted to eagerly break Cangzhou City.

Then, there is only one way to block his way, and that is to make Cangzhou City impossible to attack for a long time.

But the price of this is the hell on earth in Cangzhou City, and it will continue to continue.

Just thinking about it, I felt like there was a fire burning in my heart, and this feeling made me feel a little unbearable, and after thinking about it for a long time, I reached out and pushed the window a little wider.

Although today's weather is not as stormy and snowy as last night, but after all, it is a cold and snowy land outside, and the window is only open for one line, and there is a steady stream of cold air pouring in from the outside, and the window is opened so much, almost the whole person is like being in the ice and snow.

Mine slowly retracted my hand that was red from the cold.

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Pei Yuanxiu returned to the post house in the evening, and as soon as he came back, he heard the servant say that I was a little uncomfortable, and he didn't even change his clothes, so he immediately went upstairs.

As I lay on the bed, I heard the stairs as if they were about to collapse, and the next moment the heavy footsteps had gone outside, and the door was slammed open.

He rushed to the bed: "Light, what's wrong with you?!"

I opened my eyelids, which were a little hot, and looked at him with anxious, almost angry eyes, and closed his eyes a little weakly.

Seeing that I didn't even have the strength to answer, he gritted his teeth and said, "What the hell is going on?!"

Naturally, this is to ask those who serve the 'service'.

The servant of the pavilion hurriedly said: "We don't know what's going on, it's fine in the morning, but at noon, Miss Yan can't eat, saying 'chest' tightness, and later, she said that her body is a little weak." Let the doctor come and see it, and say that Miss Yan is a little cold, so-"

His brows tightened: "Got a cold?"

He hurriedly reached out and 'touched' my body, in fact, I was not too sick, just a cool breeze for a while, a little stuffy nose and heavy head, but he had just come back from outside, his hands were cold, so 'touching' me, immediately stabbed and 'excited' me to shiver.

He hurriedly said, "Light, are you uncomfortable?"

I glanced at him, only to close my eyes haggardly.

There were some people who came in behind him, a few I didn't know, only Xie Feng was a familiar face, and he also frowned: "Did you let the doctor come and see?"

The servant whispered, "There's a doctor here, but I can't see anything." ”

Of course, in such a post house, it would be good to remember to send a doctor, and naturally there would be no miracle doctor to serve here.

At this time, one of the few people who followed him whispered: "Since this is the case, then it is better for the son to take Miss Yan with 'sex'——, of course, and Mrs., go to Cangzhou." We also have our own inn outside the city, and the doctors there are much better. ”

Xie Feng seemed to be a little hesitant and said, "Childe, don't be in a hurry first. I see that Miss Yan's condition is not too serious, you can rest for a while and-"

Before he finished speaking, he saw Pei Yuanxiu turn a deaf ear, lean down and pick me up, and wrapped the blanket on the side of me.

"Immediately let them prepare the car," he said. ”