Chapter 126: Sin (26)
I don't know how my grandmother is doing now, I frowned slightly, hesitated, and said: "I'm sorry, Uncle Zhang, I am very grateful for your kindness, to be honest, I have admired those children who have parents since I was a child, if I am alone now, I will consider what you said, but I still have my grandmother, I can't leave her alone." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info "I finished my thoughts in one breath, to be honest, after getting along in the past few days, I think Zhang Lin is a good person, whether it is demeanor or personality, he is a very honest person." When Zhang Lin heard my words, he was stunned for a while, standing in place, he looked at me with a puzzled face, and asked puzzledly: "Your grandmother?" But I heard that she ......" Before Zhang Lin finished speaking, Bai Xuanzhi, who was standing next to him, stopped his words.
"Uncle Zhang, let me talk about this matter, you avoid it first, and I will make it clear to Xiaoqing. Bai Xuanzhi let out a loud shout and interrupted Zhang Lin's words. Zhang Lin turned his head to look at Bai Xuanzhi, turned his head to look at me again, sighed deeply, and gently patted me on the shoulder with his hand, "Okay, let's let Bai Boy make it clear to you, but what I just said, I still hope you think about it." With that, he went into the bedroom. Their words were very vague, and I didn't react for a while, so what's wrong? Everyone's expressions were mysterious, and even what they said was inexplicable, and I didn't understand.
In short, let's listen to what Bai Xuanzhi has to say. In this quiet atmosphere, I heard the whispers of unease in my heart. Just as I was in meditation, Bai Xuanzhi was already standing in front of me, his face was solemn, which was an expression that rarely appeared on his face. After a few moments, his lips quirmed slightly, and he spoke so quietly that I couldn't hear what he was saying. I fixed my mind, I just thought he was very strange at the moment, he wasn't like this usually. What's wrong with this? Why does he even look so heavy? Suddenly a bad feeling rose in my heart. Bai Xuanzhi rubbed his temples hard, exhaled deeply, as if he had made some kind of determination, he opened his mouth again, but this time, his voice was no longer as small as just now, but let me hear it clearly word by word, "Xiaoqing, before I say this, you have to promise me not to get excited after listening to it." Otherwise, I'd rather have the words rotten in my stomach. ”
"What's the matter, God is mysterious, I just promise. I replied as I stared at him wide-eyed.
"Actually, your grandmother died many years ago. It is your grandmother's spirit that has been taking care of you, and I have cast some spells to make your grandma look like a normal person. When you leave the village, you will see her for the last time, she has missed a chance to be reincarnated before, and if she doesn't leave this time, I am afraid that she will have to be a lonely ghost for eternity. ”
"No way, you're lying to me, you're lying to me, aren't you? No, it's not like that, it's not, I don't believe it. You are all lying to me, right, my grandma is still alive, she didn't leave me, she didn't leave me, she didn't leave me......" I was a little out of control, crying loudly, my expression was a little numb, I couldn't believe that this was the truth, I shook my head vigorously, I couldn't believe what I heard, I cried bitterly, sad, sad, and beat Bai Xuanzhi's chest desperately, as if I wanted to punch a hole in his chest before I stopped. He didn't stop me, no matter how I beat him, he didn't move, as long as it could remove the pain in my heart, he didn't care about the pain.
He hugged me and comforted me gently, "Xiaoqing, I'm sorry, you were too young at that time, after your grandmother passed away, she has been nostalgic for the world, and the last thing she can let go of is you, until a while ago, your grandmother's spirit body is getting weaker and weaker, and if she stays like this, I am afraid that she will be dissipated, so I asked her to make up a lie, saying that she went to the city to find your parents, those are all lying to you, your grandma has always been by your side, protecting you." It's just that now she can't go away, and her spirit body is so weak that she can't stay in the world. I sobbed with wet eyes and asked, "Is my grandma okay then?" Although I didn't want to accept this fact, I was still afraid that something would happen to my grandmother, especially when I heard that my soul was scattered, my heart was clenched tightly and trembled.
"Well, my master and I sent her across the Nai He Bridge, she let go of the earthly world of this life, and reincarnation has her own happiness. All we can do is give her a deep blessing. His voice was soft, and he choked in his throat a few times, and he could hear that he was also holding back tears in his eyes. Like a fragile little animal, I snuggled up to his chest, bowing my head and crying sadly. Only in front of him can I happily vent my dissatisfaction and sadness.
"Actually, I took you out this time, part of the reason is to let you see the outside world, meet more friends, feel more people and things, without your grandmother's care, there are many people who care about you, although your grandma's care is no one can replace it, I still hope you can feel the care and love of the people around you. Different kinds of love have different expressions, and no matter what it is, I want you to experience it with your heart. He said with a serious face, with a little sadness in his voice, for some reason, I always felt that there was another layer of meaning hidden in his words, but unfortunately I didn't understand it at the time. I was still immersed in grief and felt weak.
I cried in his arms for a long time, until Zhang Lin took out a sumptuous dinner from the kitchen and put it on the table, and the halva specially prepared for me by Qian Bo was accompanied by Bai Xuanzhi's concerned voice, "Don't cry, your eyes will be red and swollen again later." Uncle Zhang has prepared the dishes you like to eat, go wash your hands and go over to eat. My tearful eyes were a little red and swollen, and I couldn't hear what he said clearly, but I also heard the word "eat", and I could guess the meaning, so I squinted and nodded, washed my hands in a daze, and sat down at the dining table. Zhang Lin was worried that my appetite would be greatly reduced, so he put vegetables in my bowl from time to time, but his worry was unnecessary, my appetite was not half reduced at all, and it may be because my body was in the growth period, and the amount of food increased instead of decreasing.
Afterwards, I seriously thought about it for a long time, and of course, it was indispensable for Bai Xuanzhi to provide advice on the side, and of course I accepted his opinion with humility. Soon, Zhang Lin entrusted his friend to go through the adoption procedures, and within a few days, all the procedures were complete, and I somewhat admired Zhang Lin's ability to do things, and his vigorous and resolute speed. When I reacted, I had already become Zhang Lin's daughter, he said that I wanted to follow his surname, thinking that my name was too casual, I thought about it for a long time, and asked Qian Bo their opinion, and finally removed the word "compensation" in the middle, and officially named Zhang Qing. I don't have any opinions, anyway, everyone is used to calling me Xiaoqing, which doesn't have much impact on me. Zhang Lin is more casual, he doesn't like me to call him "Dad" directly, saying that it is too cheesy, which makes him very unnatural, he still likes the title of "Uncle Zhang".
Zhang Lin thinks that I am still young, at least I have to finish high school, whether I can pass the university entrance examination is another matter, the most important thing is to let me receive education and complete the most basic studies. Bai Xuanzhi raised his hand in agreement, thought for a while, and said that he also wanted to go to school, so he was in the same class as me. Zhang Lin was very happy and clapped his hands in approval. However, Bai Xuanzhi suggested that the case be solved first and then go to school. This case has not been investigated for a day, and it is a thorn in my heart.