Chapter 200: Remember self-love next time

"Relatives can sign for surgery? Only she can sign herself, and her relatives are not here. "What does this word say Hu Mengting can't help Tao Shuang sign, if there is no problem, there is a problem, then her child is gone, if she says that she wants to keep this child, it is you Hu Mengting who signed for others to make the decision, she will have a baby, she can't say clearly, if something goes wrong, she will not be able to run away without signing.

Tao Shuang felt scared, she was in pain now, she really hurt her, she just wanted to lie on the bed immediately, and let the doctor come to relieve her pain first, okay?

"Mengting, you can sign it for me, I don't want this child anymore, I'm going to die. Tao Shuang really regretted it, knowing that it hurt so much, she must have done a good job of contraception.

Hu Mengting didn't care if you Tao Shuang hurt or not, she took her hand and put it on the signature book, "If you want this child, you tell the doctor to let them save your child, maybe they can save it, if you don't want it yourself, you sign it yourself, don't die of pain, I can only watch if you hurt me." ”

Tao Shuang finally signed by herself, she was bleeding underneath, she was afraid that she would drain her directly, and now she saw people around her looking at her, she wanted to hide from being seen, really, she felt that she couldn't see people, and felt that many people saw through her.

"Then you go and help her pay the bill first, and then you can have the operation. The nurse said expressionlessly, she has seen a lot of such things. Every year, where are the many women who come here to have an abortion, there will always be so many who run away, and they run away directly after the operation. didn't give a cent for the medical expenses, didn't even thank you, and even burdened them to deduct bonuses.

Hu Mengting looked at Tao Shuang with a smile.

"I didn't bring much money. Tao Shuang gave the bag directly to Hu Mengting, and then squatted by herself, her lower abdomen kept feeling falling, and she couldn't care how much blood she had shed now, anyway, her pants were dyed red.

"Done. I'll help you cushion first. "Hu Mengting is not afraid that Tao Shuang will not give it, at least this money is not given by Tao Shuang, Dong Peng will give it to her.

Tao Shuang entered the operating room. The doctor inside was a female doctor in her forties, wearing a mask, and could only see a pair of sharp eyes.

"Take off all your pants and lie down on them. After the doctor finished speaking, he didn't care if Tao Shuang could go up. Go and prepare the tools on the side. Why does the tinkling sound sound so terrifying?

Tao Shuang really couldn't cry, she didn't think that the abortion was like this, especially the operating table looked very cold, obviously there was a nurse next to her, but the doctor told her to lie down on it, she had no choice but to take off her pants by herself, she stepped on something that seemed to be a pedal on the operating table, and then lifted her two feet up with the help of the nurse. The legs are so wide open, and there is no room for others to show off below. Tao Shuang feels very unhappy now, feeling like a guinea pig.

The little nurse directly fixed Tao Shuang's feet on the two tripods above, Tao Shuang is so painful now that it is impossible to shrink her waist, she directly thought of the scene when the comfort women were used for experiments during the Japanese invasion of China, she wanted to faint, but she couldn't, the nurse used tweezers to hold cotton and dip it in medical alcohol to keep eliminating poison under her, in this winter Beijing, it was more than cold, it was very cold, Tao Shuang had a layer of goosebumps on her body, she couldn't stand it a little.

"Nurse, can you hurry up, I'm cold and sore right now. ”

"Hurry up? Are you sure? If the disinfection is not done well, what will happen to the wound infection after the operation for you later? Do you want to have children in the future?"

Tao Shuang didn't say anything, she worked hard to turn herself into a wooden man, and the nurse continued to disinfect her underneath with alcohol, and then the female doctor with a plastic glove put her fingers directly under Tao Shuang, Tao Shuang felt that she was digging inside, and it was not the same as the feeling of a man sticking his finger in to flirt, it was very uncomfortable, and she also felt embarrassed.

"Why, isn't it very cool when you with a man? Now you can endure the pain no matter how much it hurts, and you don't care about your body when you're young, and I know what you little girls think! Fortunately, you've only been here for more than a month, bear with it, I can clean up under you in a few minutes, and take good care of your body in the future, don't get pregnant." The doctor's words were very sharp, and every sentence made Tao Shuang sting.

"Can you give me anesthetic?" Tao Shuang, who studied medicine, knew that this could be anesthetic, and anesthesia was a three-minute thing in a dream.

"What kind of anesthetic, a few minutes of things, too much anesthetic is not good for the body, affecting memory in the future, and other side effects, you haven't had a child, don't you want to have a child in the future, after this time to see if you dare not love yourself." The doctor's movements did not stop, and he installed a pubic dilator under Tao Shuang, and then cleaned it up quickly but skillfully under Tao Shuang, Tao Shuang may have been in pain and numb before, only knowing that the doctor was holding tools in and out of his body, and from time to time there was a cold feeling.

"Don't get pregnant easily in the future, don't give birth to a child for a man you love, a woman's uterus is very fragile, when you are young, you don't feel that there are more miscarriages, the endometrium will become thinner and thinner, and you will know how bitter it is if you can't conceive a child in the future, you can say that you don't have children, but a woman who doesn't have children is still a complete woman? Don't you always know how hard your parents raised you, you met me this time, I don't speak well, but I'm responsible, the operation will be done for you, and it won't make you anything bad. The doctor finished the operation while speaking, took the tools and turned around to go to the house, the sink inside to clean, listening to the sound of the water, Tao Shuang smelled a big smell of blood, and his heart was cold.

"Your man doesn't love you, you see that he doesn't accompany you when you have a miscarriage, and you will love yourself in the future, no matter how well this kind of surgery is done, there will be more knives, and there will be many gynecological diseases in the future, and it is not you who is uncomfortable. ”

When Hu Mengting was called into the operating room by the nurse, she only saw Tao Shuang lying naked on the operating table with two legs on it. To be honest, it looks very miserable, and there is a smell of blood in the house.

"Mengting, you help me, I don't have the strength to come down. Tao Shuang didn't cry. It doesn't hurt anymore, but her whole body is cold, and she feels very cold.

"Tell your friend to help you put on your pants and help you out, and I'll give you an infusion later. "The doctor has gone out, the nurse is cleaning up the operating room, and she is not very good, yes. She has never had a good tone for the fathers of such children who do not follow, and she looks down on these girls. I think those girls are very cheap, so she is not ready to help or anything, and after working for a few years, she has seen a lot of nurses, and her heart has hardened.

"It's Mengting, I'm cold. Tao Shuang was supported by Hu Mengting and stood on the ground. Hunched over your back and shrunk yourself together as much as possible. She felt like she was coming out of her body anyway, and it was very cold.

"You shed so much blood just now, it's strange that you're not cold, nothing, remember not to have sex with you for a month. The nurse handed Tao Shuang a sanitary napkin, the operation was done, but he had to continue to bleed like menstruation.

"Put this paper on the bed, there was blood on her pants. The nurse was a little disgusted and gave Tao Shuang a needle. This is preparing to give Tao Shuang an infusion, "This is anti-inflammatory." You can lose in two hours, usually three days, of course, you can go back today and don't come tomorrow, or you can stay in the hospital for three days. ”

Ye Zi and Lu Xiaomei drove the car to bring clean clothes and pants to Tao Shuang, and when they entered the ward, they saw Tao Shuang lying on the bed with a pale face, covered with a thick quilt, and his hands outside for infusion, Hu Mengting admired his fiery red fingernails on the side.

"You two are here, I'll leave first, what's the matter!" Hu Mengting stood up and patted her body, feeling that she was unlucky, and there was a smell of blood on her clothes, she was very reluctant to stay in the hospital now, and the doctors and nurses who passed by when she was waiting for Tao Shuang outside just now looked at her with strange eyes, damn, she was not the one who had the abortion, she wanted to go back to take a shower and change her clothes and then sleep and rest, she didn't want to think about anything.

"How long will this take? Are you hungry? I'll go out and buy you something to eat. Ye Zi could only watch Lu Xiaomei help Tao Shuang call for clothes and pants, she couldn't do this, but it didn't seem like it if she didn't do anything, Tao Shuang at this time looked very helpless, not very different from her usual appearance, just like a frosted eggplant, without a little energy.

Ye Zi believes in fate, when she first started school, she and Tao Shuang were actually the best in the dormitory, who knew that she would become like this later, but she still lived in a dormitory, that is, the fate that could not be dissolved.

"I still want to be good in the future, so I plan to stay in the hospital for three days, Ye Zi, Xiaomei, can you two accompany me, I'm very afraid. Tao Shuang came back to her senses at this time, she could remember the cold operating table and the clanging surgical tools, she was really scared, she really regretted it, Dong Peng gave her 20,000 yuan this time to give her a fetus, no one knew what she thought with the 20,000 at the time, she thought that Dong Peng was willing to spend 20,000 yuan to let her have a fetus, so if she gave birth to a child, would she be prosperous and rich in the future, she never had 20,000 yuan, it was really a bit of a bit of a money death, now I think about it If she dies, what can 20,000 yuan be？

Lu Xiaomei looked at Ye Zi, she nodded first, she was soft-hearted, seeing Tao Shuang like this, she couldn't just throw people in the hospital, let her be alone, everyone is classmates, this is the second semester together, there are still four years to go, she hopes that Tao Shuang can be better, she also pities herself, she is better than Tao Shuang now.

If you want to say that Huang Zhiren is good to Lu Xiaomei, it is good in the eyes of outsiders, for example, in Dong Peng's view, he must really be a girlfriend, otherwise why not contribute, there have been several partnerships who have taken a fancy to Lu Xiaomei, but Huang Zhiren said that the woman is not good, and it is arranged for another person, the people in their circle are like this, the women around them stay by their side for business, and when they don't play, they play for others, of course, others can also see it, so every woman has her own characteristics, generally not ugly, the average one has a good figure, and if you are not in good shape, you must at least be beautiful, anyway, everyone's appreciation angle is different, as long as you use your heart to find out, there are all kinds of women in their circle.

Huang Zhiren saw that Lu Xiaomei didn't have a lot of time, and rarely took her out to play, of course, Lu Xiaomei herself didn't like to go out to play, she was a duty, and she wouldn't hook up with people in Huang Zhiren's circle when she went out to play, and others advised her to drink, she all said no, if Huang Zhiren played mahjong, she could sit quietly next to her, Huang Zhiren didn't tell her to go, she could sit on the side for a night, sometimes Huang Zhiren would squeeze her hand while playing mahjong, and the people on the mahjong table would also ridicule and ask when the two would get married and get marriedHow is it possible, Lu Xiaomei has always known that she is just a ** child of Huang Zhiren, maybe she won't want it one day.

Ye Zi still went back, one person can accompany the bed, and the two stay in the hospital, so where should she sleep when she sleeps? Ye Zi didn't go back to the school dormitory, and drove home directly, although Han Xiao was not there, but there was a smell of him at home, so she felt very relieved.

Entered the space, took a bath, entered the space, found a bottle of blood tonic pills in the space and prepared to send it to Tao Shuang tomorrow, everyone has their own way to go, so many roads will inevitably go wrong, so why not give a chance when you turn around, life is still so long, according to a hundred years, Tao Shuang still has more than 80 years, you can't deny the years behind others, you can help it, don't she have medicine?

Tao Shuang in this ward began to cry again, this is the end of the infusion, he ate again, and he has the strength to cry after drinking milk.

"Do you say that Ye Zi particularly despises me? I asked her to stay with me, and she left like that, I am like this, doesn't she have any sympathy at all? They are also women, why are they so cruel to me?"

"Tao Shuang, don't say that, this ward is so small, look at the bed next door just now, where will Ye Zi sleep if he stays? "Lu Xiaomei is sleeping in the same bed with Tao Shuang now, the bed is very small, and the two of them are still a little cramped.

If Ye Zi knew that Tao Shuang said that in the hospital, she would definitely not give medicine, some people just can't be good to her, she thinks it's right to be good to her, if you're not good to her, then you're sorry for her, Tao Shuang is just such a person, she feels that she is injured and painful this time, and people all over the world should come to pity her. (To be continued.) )

PS: This chapter is dedicated to all the women who read this book, please love yourself more, and wish all female friends good health and happiness in life.