Chapter 1: A New Beginning

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"Awan, come here."

The man's voice was beautiful.

"Awan, is it still cold?"

The man's arms were warm.

"Awan, go to sleep."

For a long time, she could only get a good night's sleep when she was curled up in his arms. Every time she was pulled to sleep, she could hear his dense murmurs and low breathing, which overwhelmingly wrapped and locked her, completely isolated negative emotions such as irritability and fear, and created an absolute safe place for her to escape.

He has always tolerated her like this, but she took YiqiΔ“ for granted until she lost it......

"Awan ......"

He struggled to raise his hand towards her, blood "gurgling" down his body, soaking large swaths of his clothes and ......

"Ahh

Ruan Wan screamed and jumped up from the bed. She covered her heart with her hands, gasping for breath, and in a cold sweat, she remembered the fact that she had been reborn. And, it's still 6 years before I see that person again.

It's good to see him again.

Just thinking about it made her love regain stability. The fierce heartbeat gradually returned to its normal beat.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and the old voice sounded outside the door.

"Xiaowan, are you calling?"

As soon as Ruan Wan heard this voice, she hurriedly jumped out of bed and ran to the door, and opened the wooden door, and sure enough, there was an old man with pale hair standing at the door. Before she could shout "Grandma", the old man hurriedly stretched out his hand, grabbed her shoulder and looked carefully from top to bottom, and only after making sure that it was okay did he show a kind smile and say clearly: "Xiaowan, are you having nightmares again?" ”

The facts, which had been confirmed countless times, were confirmed again at this moment - Grandma was still alive.

Except for him, only her grandmother was the best for her.

On the day she found out that she was reborn, she was so excited that she hugged her grandmother's waist and cried hoarsely. She was happy, but her grandmother was scared enough by her, so whenever there was anything wrong with her in the past few days, she would appear by her side.

Like at this moment.

Ruan Wan looked at the old man who was hurrying over wearing only a thin pajamas and a slipper, only to feel a sour nose, and tears almost burst out of her eyes. She only took a breath when she was pinched by the old man, who smiled and said the first hometown tune: "Silly girl, crying nose, mouse ......"

"Grandma!" Being interrupted like this, Ruan Wan really didn't cry at all, she reached out and grabbed her grandmother's hand, pulled it off her nose, and then held it and walked towards her grandmother's room, counting it as she went, "You don't wear a coat or shoes in the middle of the night, you want to catch a cold, right?" ”

Soon, her grandmother was pulled back to the bed by her and sat down, Ruan Wan squatted down and touched her grandmother's feet, which were cold and cold. The old man's qi and blood are insufficient, and the weather is cold, so it is difficult to sleep warmly at night. Ruan Wan's heart was overwhelmed by guilt, she pursed her lips, and secretly scolded herself for how she just realized it? Obviously decided to take good care of his grandmother from now on, but he would ignore such an obvious thing.

"Xiaowan."

Ruan Wan raised her head, only to see her grandmother smiling and wrapping a shawl around her shoulder: "You still say that I am not the same." ”

Ruan Wan said unconvinced: "At least I didn't wear only one shoe." ”

"Yes, yes, our Xiaowan is the most powerful, and she knows how to wear two shoes." Grandma replied with a smile.

"......" relived, Ruan Wan suddenly found that her grandmother was actually black-bellied, quite tired and unloving. But now was not the time to think about it, she stood up and said, "I'll go pour you some water and soak your feet." ”

"No need."

"Grandma, you wait for me." Ruan Wan ran outside without waiting for her grandmother to catch her, and soon came back with a basin of foot-washing water, and brought the hot water bottle in her room by the way. In the process, she suddenly remembered a fragment of a long memory, the hot water bottle she was using now belonged to her grandmother - her one was suddenly pregnant, and her grandmother gave her own. As for why I didn't buy it...... Probably because of the body. My grandmother left some sick roots when she was young, and every winter, especially on rainy days, her body would be unpleasant for a while, and she couldn't go out at all. And such a grandmother still insists on washing her clothes and cooking every day, but before she was reborn, she always disliked the food made by her grandmother was not delicious, and tried every possible way to ask for pocket money to go out to buy snacks, which is really ...... Bear!

When she walked to the door, Ruan Wan remembered that she had forgotten to turn on the light in her grandmother's room in a hurry. Fortunately, the room is not dark, from a distance, the grandmother who is also wearing a dark shawl is sitting on the bed, in the dark night, her body is thin, her hair is pale, the years have ruthlessly left traces of vicissitudes on her face, however, she is still so elegant, like a plum after the snow. Even the most ordinary sitting has a different posture. It's no wonder that my grandmother was born as an eldest lady when she was young, and it is said that she was also a famous local talented woman, and until later, when she came back before her rebirth, she still heard about her grandmother's deeds from the mouths of the long-lived old people nearby. It wasn't until then that she suddenly realized that she had never really understood her dearest relative, or rather, she didn't want to know at all.

Fortunately, it's still too late.

"Xiaowan, what are you in a daze?"

"Huh? It's nothing. Ruan Wan came back to her senses, walked into the house with a basin, put the mixed footwashing water on the ground by the window, raised her head and said, "Grandma, you try the footwater." ”

"Okay."

"Is it hot?"

"It's not hot."

"Is it cool?"

"It's not cold." Grandma squinted her eyes pleasantly and said with a smile, "No wonder they all say that raising children to prevent old age, look, my Xiaowan actually pours foot washing water." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Grandmother. ”

"What?"

"I'm twelve."

"Yes, yes." Grandma woke up like a dream and added, "My twelve-year-old Xiaowan actually pours foot washing water, it's amazing." ”

"......" Ruan Wan once again confirmed that her grandmother was really a senior black-bellied. And, in her last life, she was really a bear child, and it was rare to pour a foot wash at the age of 12.

She wordlessly stuffed the hot water bottle into her grandmother's quilt, and said before being stopped: "Grandma, it's a little cold for me to sleep alone, you can take me to sleep tonight." "Otherwise, my grandmother won't leave a hot water bottle anyway.

As soon as the words fell, she saw that her grandmother was obviously stunned, and then, the old man stretched out his hand and rubbed her head, and said softly: "Nan Nan is actually not cold, but she is afraid that grandma will be cold." My Xiaowan is such a good boy. ”

Ruan Wan felt a sour nose again, and took several deep breaths before forcing back her tears. She wasn't a good boy, she was never a good boy, so my grandmother died, and he died. Once again, she only hoped that this qiΔ“ would not happen again. For this reason, she is willing to work hard to be a good boy and a good girl.

She squatted down again, silently wiped her grandmother's feet with a foot towel, and pulled down her trouser legs to cover the thin old calves. By the time she came back from the footbath and footcloth, and with the pillow in her arms, her grandmother was already sitting on the inside side of the bed. She climbed into bed, lay down, and took a deep breath, for there was always a smell of decay in the body of an old man or a dying person, which was said to come from within, warning everyone who smelled itβ€”that the time to leave was approaching. Grandma's body also has this smell, faint, but it doesn't smell bad, and it even makes her a little ...... Miss.

At that time, he hugged her tightly, and his body gradually overflowed with this smell. The smell grew stronger, his body temperature got lower and lower, and finally, he died. She was protected by him, but she survived smoothly.

Since then, she has never forgotten the taste.

However, my grandmother's taste is still different from his. Grandma loves incense by nature, and because she is old and has a weak sense of smell, she is particularly keen to put sandalwood incense in her wardrobe, and over time, her room, her furnishings and her body are dyed with this smell. Before being reborn, Ruan Wan felt that the smell was a bit smoky, but now she only felt a peace of mind.

As soon as her grandmother lay down, Ruan Wan habitually shrunk into her arms, and then felt her hand gently patting her back - in her previous life, until the first day of junior high school, Ruan Wan actually slept with her grandmother. In the summer vacation of junior high school, several of her classmates who had a good relationship slept in separate rooms with their parents, so she also made a fuss about sharing rooms. My grandmother was in favor of this and did not raise any doubts. It's just that since then, she has gradually become more separated from her grandmother.

Now that she has been reborn, although she does not plan to have sex with her grandmother, she has no intention of continuing to have sex with her grandmother. My grandmother's sleep quality is not good when she is old, and sleeping with her will make it even worse. However, it's perfectly fine to rub the bed once in a while.

That's why it's so nice to say that the child always sleeps so fast.

While realizing this, Ruan Wan was already in a daze and soon fell asleep.

When you wake up, it's a new day.

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