Chapter 367
said that the deer stick fell to the ground, and it was shocking.
Huaizhen never imagined that Ling Jue would come this time, and it would be such a situation.
The secret of his rebirth, I didn't dare to tell anyone, after all, it was too shocking and unbelievable, even Gao Yuan was as enlightened as Tang Yi, and his dear and beloved relatives were like parents, and he didn't dare to reveal anything at first.
Only "do not forget the past, the teacher of the future", turn that "thing" into "world", take the past life as a warning, and manage it in this life.
Until now, although it is not a smooth road, and there are many twists and turns, but after the catastrophe, the family has to arrange.
It was such a tragic and lonely situation in the previous life...... Not comparable.
Now that he has survived the catastrophe, it is like when the wind and smoke are clear, who knows that Ling Jue has also glimpsed all kinds of things in his previous life.
The past when she was stupid and resolute, the behavior of moths to the fire, and the life and death ties of his greed and hatred, all kinds of unbearable ...... He knew about it?
Even though he had given Tang Yi a glimpse of the clues and told him about his previous life, the specific details of her and Ling Jue were still avoided as much as possible.
At this moment, as a person/wife and mother, those things buried deep in my heart are becoming more and more fading.
Recently, due to too many experiences, I have even gradually "forgotten" the so-called "past life......
What's more, what Ling Jue did was very different from her previous life, this time because her life was hanging by a thread, so after being rescued by Ling Jingshen, she also worked tirelessly every day to take care of her.
Where did he think that at this time, Ling Jue actually knew?
She naturally refuses to admit it, so far, they have nothing to do with each other, and it is already the best situation, because he "doesn't know", so Huaizhen can also be calm and polite to each other, if those old feelings are revealed...... There is only one love, how can it be embarrassed.
Just imagine, the loss of Ling Jue is only known at this moment, if he knew it early on, I am afraid that Huaizhen will not go to take care of him without a heart, let alone the current concern for him.
But seeing Ling Jue getting closer and closer, he said slowly: "You and I both understand clearly, it is undeniable, if you say you don't know, I can talk to you from beginning to end, and I will even tell you what you don't know." ”
Huai Zhen heard this, and faced him with such a resolute look at him, he knew that it was inevitable to avoid it, and with his paranoid temperament, he was afraid that it would be necessary to investigate it to the end.
Huai Zhen took a deep breath and said in a low voice, "You...... What's the point of talking about that now?"
Seeing her admit it, the corners of Ling Jue's mouth twitched, as if he was smiling, and he seemed to want to cry: "Yes, I only know this now, what's the use of saying this now?"
Huaizhen saw that he looked sad, and seemed to be a little obsessed and crazy, so he sighed and said, "That's it, you are just sick, why do you have to do this, and hurt your body again......"
Ling didn't wait for her to finish speaking, then gritted his teeth and said, "I can't wait to die!" and coughed violently.
His body had only been good for a short time, and under such a stirring mind, he was even more unsteady on his feet, raised his hand to prop it forward, leaned forward, and pressed on Huaizhen.
Huaizhen knew that he was seriously ill, and he shouldn't be like this, so he couldn't help but worry, so he had to try his best to support him.
Ling Jue grabbed her hand and called in a low voice: "Huaizhen ......"
Huaizhen lowered his eyes and said, "Needless to say. At that moment, he didn't care about anything else, half helped and half embraced, and asked him to lean on the couch next to him.
Ling Jue sat on the couch, and took a few quick breaths before he eased up, and at this moment there were thousands of words in his chest, and he wanted to say each sentence to her, but ...... As she said: What's the use?
Huai Zhenzi sat down on the brocade pier opposite him, turned his head to calm down for a moment, and then said: "Why bother talking about life and death? Now you and I are also people who have gone through life and death, how can we always see through." - And I can put it down, so what can't you put it down?"
Ling Jue raised his head, looked at her indifferent expression, suddenly smiled, and said, "I saw those situations...... Do you know what happened when you wake up...... What's on my mind?"
Huaizhen didn't know it, so he shook his head slightly.
Ling Jue was unable to breathe, and his words were spoken very slowly, but it was as if he was a word by word, as if he was extraordinary, and he said: "I thought in my heart, in this life, I would rather you hate me and hate me, and take revenge on me from the beginning...... Either way. "—no matter what, it's calmer than she is now, as if he were any insignificant passerby!
Huaizhen was dumbfounded, thought about it, and said: "After all, those monstrous transgressions, it is naturally me who wants to come to the introduction, if it weren't for my insistence on pestering...... I won't let you do so many things, so at first, although I hated you, and I thought about revenge, but first, I wanted to take care of my family, and second, I ...... I really don't want to bother with you anymore. ”
If you want to take revenge, you have to keep in contact with him, and who knows what will be involved?
She is all about her parents and relatives, and she doesn't have so many big minds to pay attention to anything else.
This is also what Ling Jue knows, and it is precisely because she knows that she doesn't want to be involved with herself, so she ...... It's getting more and more uncomfortable.
Ling Jue gasped for a while before he said, "But you didn't even want to give me a word, and you have looked at me for many years...... Isn't it like looking at a fool?"
Huaizhen heard him say this, so he said calmly: "In this life, how I treat you, how my father and mother treat you, you know that the two of them almost treat you as their own, and I ......"
Ling Jue smiled bitterly.
In the past few days, Ling Jue has thought about everything from the beginning of his acquaintance with Huaizhen, except for all kinds of resentments against him when Huaizhen was a child, such as throwing up when he saw him,—— such as the most powerful time, which was to push him on the rose stand, and then there are all kinds of things that were captured by the golden flying squirrel on the night......
As the two grew up, what she showed was more of an estrangement from him, and now that she thinks about it, she understands more and more why she resisted marrying her like that.
Just because she had promised him a lifetime, how could he have eyes and no beads, so he took out a piece of sincerity, threw it at his feet, and trampled on it desperately.
I couldn't help but flash a lot of unbearable situations in front of me, and now...... The memories of this scene are not only the pain of nostalgia, but also the punishment of the absolute.
At this moment, Ling Jue seemed to know that it was in the dark, with his own providence arrangement, that let him know about her leaving Beijing, let him be seriously injured, and let him get the Moon Devouring Wheel, so that he remembered these cruel past lives.
This is the mysterious trick of the gods,—— listing all the good things that should have been at his fingertips in his previous life, and showing all the pain she suffered, so that he can see it with his own eyes, and he can empathize with it more than empathy, sometimes blissful, sometimes in hell, like Ling Chi.
His eyes were always moist, but Ling Jue only seemed to have nothing to do and asked, "Do you know...... Why did I do that to you then?"
Huai Zhen didn't know, since she was reborn, she had thought about it, but there was always no answer.
He immediately turned his head and said: "I didn't even have the heart of revenge at the beginning, so why should I think about it anymore? Even if I knew, it might change my peace of mind for that life? Why bother in vain." ”
Ling Jue looked at her carefully, refusing to miss every inch of her eyebrows, nodded and said, "Why are you ...... If you don't tell me, you don't tell me, even if it's ...... Give me a chance to atone for my sins. ”
Huai Zhen smiled: "Even if I tell you, with your temperament, can you believe it?"
Ling Jue nodded, and suddenly asked thoughtfully, "What about Tang Yi, did you tell him, and you were afraid of me, why were you willing to marry him?"
Huaizhen frowned and said nothing, and a look of confusion appeared on his face, as if he was thinking.
Ling Jue waited patiently, as if he knew that she would definitely say, and sure enough, he listened to her: "Third master...... I've been very good to me since I was a child, maybe it's ...... It was meant to be. ”
Although after following Tang Yi, there are also bitter and sweet, but he has no regrets, and even at the moment of embarrassment, when he mentioned him, he faintly felt that his heart was stable, and a very faint smile appeared on his lips.
Ling desperately smiled at that hint of laughter, and suddenly stabbed his heart, and said, "Why...... Is he so different from him, even if I am guilty of the most heinous crimes?"
Huai Zhen was a little alert, frowned, and said, "He didn't do anything." ”
Ling Jue sneered: "Really, weren't you ...... by him in the end?"
When Huaizhen heard this, Fang Se changed and shouted, "Shut up." ”
She couldn't sit still, and she couldn't face his gaze anymore, so she stood up, turned her back to Ling Jue and said, "Everything that should be said has been said, in the future, please don't mention this matter again." Now, you are a concubine, and I have married him early...... If you don't say anything to each other, you can be safe in the future. ”
Ling Jue paused, narrowed his eyes and looked at Huai Zhen's back, and said for a while: "You didn't tell him this, did you?"
Huai Zhen said: "I said ......" What she said at that time was already all her memory...... As for the ...... that I remembered later
- She once thought she was dead on the execution ground, but it wasn't.
After getting along with Tang Yi after marriage, Huai Zhen once saw her in the Tang Mansion in her previous life, and what puzzled her was that she didn't remember that she had been to the Tang Mansion and that Lin ** was already the third young grandmother at that time.
In private, she vaguely guessed, but after all, it was a little terrifying, and because of Tang Yi's affection, she didn't care about this section.
Until later, on the day of the naval battle, she fell from the sky and saw herself dying in her previous life!
At that time, she fell from the sky, one on the top, one on the bottom, Ying Huaizhen in this life, full of joy, looking down at Ying Huaizhen below, with blood on her lips and tears in her eyes, as if she could see through the void.
Her gaze met hers, and then expanded infinitely, and gradually saw that half of her body was already stained with blood, and gradually saw someone holding her, and gradually she also saw that there was another person beside her kneeling and crying.
The person holding her was none other than Tang Yi.
The one who kneels and cries is Ling Jue.
In an instant, the scene seemed to change from the inner room of the Xian Wang's Mansion in the capital to the seagulls flying over the East China Sea, with the salty sea breeze blowing on the face.
Until I heard Ling Jue say again: "Did you really tell him?
The originally calm expression changed, and Huaizhen woke up from the memory, his eyes widened, and there was a sense of grief in his eyes.
She turned around abruptly and glared at Ling Jue.
Seeing this, Ling Jue already understood: "You really didn't say it, then, you probably didn't tell him...... If it weren't for him, you wouldn't have died?!"
At this moment, outside the bedroom, a person heard this, raised his head suddenly, his eyes as calm as the sea changed, and his pupils contracted for a moment.
Inside, Huaizhen was trembling, and the coldness around him was indescribable. She bowed her head and was silent for a long time before finally saying, "You are wrong. ”
Ling Jue said, "What was wrong with me?"
Huaizhen had tears in his eyes, but he chuckled and said, "It has nothing to do with him, a qiē...... It's none of his business. In fact, as early as when you betrayed my father, as early as when I watched the whole family die because of me, the blood was raging, and the Ying Huaizhen at that time was really ...... It's already dead. ”
Ling Jue closed his lips tightly, and Huai Zhen looked up at him: "Do you understand?"
As a tear fell, the tears floated and flickered, and time seemed to return to the moment when Yingfu was beheaded in the previous life.
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