When you open your eyes, you'll see stars outside. Maybe it was my eyes, and there was still some soreness on the tip of my nose, and then I sneezed hard to wake up the owl sitting next to me.

"Woke up?"

The owl seemed to be about to smoke one when I interrupted, and I didn't squeak and looked at him quietly.

"Don't stare your eyes so wide, it's very penetrating, okay? ”

"I'm looking at how many secrets you still have in you. Bringing me to the hospital is ...... What the hell are you thinking?"

The owl scratched at his hat with a lot of nerve, and his bright eyes never showed emotion at me.

"Normally, people who have just woken up will ask me where I am and how long I have been asleep. How can you be an exception? ”

I didn't want to answer this boring question, so I got up and leaned against the head of the bed and groped around, and found that I was wearing sick clothes.

"It's five o'clock in the morning. You're here for good, I've just healed your wounds, and your bones have only been plugged in for a while. He said.

"There's nothing wrong with my body, is there?" I asked.

"Yes, emotional loss, lack of personality. ”

"It's not a problem. Change the subject, the police will find me. After all, I went to the hospital at this stall. ”

"You know it. ”

Hearing his answer made me feel much more relieved. I asked about the clothes I was wearing, and he told him that he had disposed of the blood.

"Well, I want to bribe you. How?"

"With what?"

"I have a bank card in my clothes. The password is my birthday, and I still have 700,000 left, and you helped me pay the medical expenses and hospitalization fees. The rest is all yours. ”

I believe that this price is simply an owl pastime in the eyes of many municipal party committees or business tycoons in the city. But is it really that expensive to buy an owl to clear up the relationship for me?

It's just that many people gradually increase their own weight in order to ensure their status and pull relationships, and in the end, it is not other people's insatiable greed, but you let others think you are stupid and slaughter you.

The owl thought for a moment, and he nodded, but there was one more condition.

"I wonder how the hell you lost your humanity. ”

I agreed, and I couldn't help but sigh. Sometimes someone else's secret is worth the price you can't imagine.

Soon the owl returned.

I touched my heart, which was still beating, and the broken ribs on the outside looked a little rusty with the environment, and I guessed how he connected it.

Now that I have agreed to his request, I will tell him this story.

It happened two years ago during the period when the summer vacation was coming to an end.......

I had just returned from my family, and I was worried about something. Walking into the first floor of the broken unit door, the inside of the building, which has not been invaded by sunlight, is like a fresh box.

The slightest coolness stuck to the skin, burrowed into the pores, and soothed the hot blood. I couldn't help but shiver at that refreshment. The floor where I live is not high, but the body that was about to melt before was too lazy to move.

I turned my head to look at the elevator floor and shook my head in disappointment. Pull open the door behind you and decide to take the stairs.

I couldn't help but curse in my heart, why didn't those who lived on the high floors press the next floor to make it convenient for people when they got off the elevator.

I looked up at the steep staircase, and the blood was surging again. I thought to myself, there are only three floors.

dragged the soft muddy body to the third floor. I opened the door and heard someone whispering in the hallway. It's a holiday now, there shouldn't be anyone, even if it's Linglong's house, his mother also ran out to play for two days to relax because of a falling out with my family.

Most of the others are migrant workers and .......

A crazy old man with a nervous fart.......

This old man moved in a year before my family, right next door to my house, and only one wall away. The soundproofing of the whole building is not as good as it would have been, so we always have to renovate our home when we first move in. Drills and hammers, noise and clutter. All of these are essential, and it's inevitable to drop a few nails or move tables and chairs once in a while.

But for some reason, this old man came to our house. If you say that my house is disturbing the people, you will sue us. In the end, I talked to the property with my amiable father, and the property came forward to calm down and settle down for a morning.

In the afternoon, the old man took a basin of washing machine and poured sewage directly into my home, and the workers who splashed it were all over their bodies. He even beat up the workers, and in the end, the old man avoided the police with mental problems, and the medical expenses were also paid by my family.

The policeman frowned, and could only sigh at this matter, reminding us not to provoke him.

My mother was angry, but even the police let him go, what else could he do?

The very next day, the old man sued us. I don't know if the old man is crazy or not, doesn't he know how much it costs to fight a lawsuit?

Especially his ugly and ugly face, who is said to have spat at my parents at the courtroom.

The matter has been postponed to this day, and the court will try its best not to accept the lawsuit from our family or the old man, and even if it is found, it will first ask who it is suing, and then hear that it is the old man and then resign. After all, meaningless lawsuits again and again, and even lawyers are disgusted every time they fight, not only will they delay other cases, but the most unbearable thing is the follow-up.

When the lawsuit is over, the old man will scold his lawyer for how useless it is, and he will also scold the lawyer we hired for not knowing how to raise and even more ugly words.

Sometimes they would find some trivial trouble for the lawyer, and in the end, all the lawyers who knew about it would resign.

In my opinion, this old man is just pretending to be crazy and stupid. I have a relative who is a scoundrel, but my father is an upright man and has always disliked him, which has caused friction between the two of them, and they can't rely on him at all.

As for the old man's psychiatric diagnosis, I can only believe it rather than believe it.

I hid at the handover door, eavesdropping on his whispers.

It turned out that all the actions of this old man were instructed by the old woman in his family, and now the object of his whispering is also this old woman. The disgusting woman is really a femme fatale! This time, she calculated that they were the only ones in the building, and she actually wanted to smash the door of our house!

If they weren't so careful, I'd be able to record their plot with the parasites I just 'invented'.

Then, the old man took out a rolling pin from the house, only to hear the sound of the wind sweeping, and the security door outside was slammed. Fortunately, it is an iron gate, and it is very strong.

It's just a moment, and it's still a little far from the old man's task.

I could see the grinning grin on his distorted face. The loud sound of vibrations kept going back and forth in my ears. The mud-covered soles are almost clean.

Looking at my door again, it was still wailing, and the original bright copper color was full of huge mud footprints.

This is a naked provocation! This is a naked bullying!

I can't accept such presumptuousness! Looking at the bronze door, it's wailing! It's screaming inside!

However, the old man did not stop there, and the rolling pin in his hand broke with a thud. He put all the blame on the loyal guard of the door called it.

I clenched my fists, anger burning in my eyes. He's destroying my family's property! How can I be indifferent?

I stood up, my heart pounding with the momentum of seeing death as if I were at home, and my cold gaze shot at the old man's ugly face.

I yelled, "Old dog, you're done!"

"Tsk, what do you little bunny say? Believe it or not, I'm going to kill you!"

His fierce and vicious appearance made my heart swaying in reality. The soles of his feet were a little weak, and he couldn't help but take a step back, still pretending to be bold to his nose.

"Old dog, you don't bark wildly! You slam my door and still have a reason? Hurry back and eat your shi! Open your mouth and smoke me!"

I shouted these foul words, and suddenly I felt emboldened. Of course, these are all learned from Zhang Xin, who has a dissolute personality, and when I usually go out with him to make trouble, I can always hear him swear three words, and naturally you can learn a lot.

"You're a pretty little girl! Watch me chop you!"

He snarled at me, and I could clearly see his eyes roll outward!

Damn, this old dog is really sick!

My body was heating up because of the roar just now, and the soles of my feet were still so empty. The old dog stepped forward and raised his hand to hit me, but of course I wouldn't let a dog beat me, so I pounced hard and threw the old dog to the ground.

Seeing him fall, I took the opportunity to kick him in the crotch.

Maybe it's just that kick. The old dog went completely insane, and he hurriedly got up and rushed back to his house. I thought he wouldn't come out again.

My child's innocence has caused a catastrophe.

The old dog rushed out with a sharp kitchen knife still stained with leeks, and he was about to cut me down!

I was frightened at the time, but Byah had taught me some ways to protect myself. When I saw his wrist come down, I plunged into his arms and put my head on his arm.

I felt a chill in my back, and when I heard the sound of metal falling to the ground, I ran with my legs.

The old dog reacted and reached out to grab me. My heart pounded, and I turned around and bit off a piece of meat from his hand before spitting it out.

The smell of blood melted in my mouth, and I was not in the mood to taste it at all, but felt that the salty taste was disgusting.

Out of control, I immediately slammed open the door of the stairs, and my tears came out with a click of my arm, I don't know if my bones were cracked.

My feet were hot, and I rushed down the stairs like crazy, and the old dog chased after me. When I reached the middle of the stairs leading to the first floor on the second floor, I turned around and spat at the old dog.

As soon as the old dog dodged, the momentary float under his feet made him lose his balance and fall on the stairs. The tip of his nose was flattened by the sharp corners of the stairs, and as he howled, his body rolled and slid down, and the knife in his hand came out of his stomach and back and forth, and finally fell in front of me, a puddle of red liquid spread down the stairs, and I watched as each high platform flowed blood like a slowing waterfall.

At some point, the knife slipped under my hand.

I grabbed the knife and held it up to take a look, and there were still entrails on it.

I can't remember what I was feeling at the time, but I remember gasping for air, as if my heart was going to burst. I saw that the old dog raised his head, and his bloodshot eyes still frightened me, and I panicked for a moment, and pulled his hair up, and with all my strength tore a hole with a sharp knife, and shoved most of the steel into his throat!

Poof, warm stuff sprayed all over me and on my face.

It cooled down quickly and was slimy, indescribable.

Just when I was flustered, I suddenly remembered what Brother Biya said: Don't panic when you encounter problems, calm down and think about what can stand by your side and help you.

I swallowed the saliva that had accumulated in my mouth, my eyes widened and I craned my neck to wait for his corpse.

Slowly, he reached out and grabbed his hair with his barely bloodless left hand, pulling his body down. Then, let him raise his head to look at the marks on his neck and let him lie on his head on his side, his dilated eyes already gray. I squeezed hard to make his eyeballs stand out a little more. Cautiously got up and helped him twist his body.

With all this done, I chose to continue leaning against the wall of the staircase, listening carefully with my ears, not letting go of every small sound.

Two minutes later someone walked up the stairs.

I opened my mouth and looked at the corpse, my whole body trembling, and my focus shifted to the two little couples who came up in panic.

The woman screamed, and the man took a step back as she protected her.

I raised my two bloody hands and said, "No..... No, no..... Not me..... It's true...... I didn't do it..... Dry ......"

At that time, my teeth were really chattering, the first time I saw a dead person, the first time I was covered in blood, the first time I was killed, I was terrified beyond words.

My voice was hoarse, and some of it was even torn.

The couple quickly called the police and I was recorded as a confession.

I said, he's going to cut me, and I bite off a piece of meat from his hand, then I turn around and run downstairs, and spit on him again. He tried to dodge but failed to stand still, but fell to the ground, the knife in his hand poked himself in the stomach, and then pulled it out and threw it forward, and finally the knife coincidentally plunged into his throat when his jaw hit the ground first.

My fears, my humilities, are all exposing my psyche, but no one has seen through my lies!

Why?

After that, I locked myself in my room and pondered for a long time. I finally understood, because in the game everyone is the same age, and the same attitude is applied to each other.

It's me who thinks too much of myself.

Adults still think of me as a child, a fifteen-year-old! My fear, my trembling, and even all the conditions of a lie are justified in this fright.

As for why I would know. Thanks to the beginning of the Second Age, people began to fight each other for points until the end. I've seen a lot of people who died because of falls, so .......

I lay on the bed and thought about it. This old dog is also good enough. Because of carrying my door and a knife in my own house, I lost the dog's life.

How much does this door cost? It's a few hundred with the locks. How much does that knife cost? It's only a few dozen dollars in the supermarket.

In other words, the second half of the old dog's life is only worth a few hundred yuan!

Hahaha........

I hid alone in the house and laughed wildly, laughing at the crescent moon outside the window that was not covered by clouds!

After that, the owl saw through me. He said that the person first knocked his nose on the sharp corner of the stairs and shattered, so the rebound needed to be very strong to hit the chin just right. Looking at my confession, he held a knife in his hand and plunged it into his stomach, back and forth, then he should have bounced off the wall, or flew out along the railing. However, there was no trace on the wall, and it can be judged that at that time he let go of his hand because of the pain, and the knife was just pierced into his stomach because the handle was standing diagonally on the steps, and he still had the strength to arch his body like a shrimp, causing the reactive hand to hit the knife and fly to Xiao Yusheng's position. On top of that, if the knife happened to be stuck in his throat, the force of his jaw should be able to crush a few teeth at the moment of suffocation. However, there are just quite a few loose teeth.

"You're going to send me to the police station?" I can be sure I was calm at the time.

The owl looked at me, smiled and said, "No." Now that the coffin has been closed. I'm too lazy to meddle. Anyway, he has mental problems, and his family doesn't see it well. This kind of person can still make people stop when they die. ”

"But!" he offered on his condition, "I will protect you, and you will help me with the case." With your wisdom, it shouldn't be a big problem to handle some complex cases. ”

"You mean, I'm going with you to the scene?" I frowned.

"How could it be. He smiled and said, "I'll show you the case, and you can find out the suspicions." ”

"No, I'm going to go with you to see it. "I was determined.

He asked, "Aren't you afraid to see corpses?"

I shook my head, "The corpse doesn't move, it's nothing." ”

After that, the owl didn't say anything, and the next day he took me to a stinky ditch in Nancheng to see the corpse, and the policemen ran away one by one with disgusted faces. Only the owl and I insisted on finding out the truth in that foul-smelling place.

It was in those two days that the family of the old dog took our family to court again for compensation. Look at their posture to fight us to the end.

The result is already obvious, it was the old dog who fell down and 'committed suicide'. They bite my child and kill people, demand compensation, and ask for a sky-high price! They even have all kinds of strange reasons, and they say that I will not be saved when I die!

Isn't this nonsense! This old dog wants to kill me, and I will save him? Find a reason to spend our family's money so that this dog can jump alive and then come back and bite us? Besides, with that kind of hemorrhage, he won't survive even if there is an ambulance parked next to him.

The argument got more and more intense, and I couldn't take it anymore.

Finally, one day, I vented to Beya.

Biya patted me on the shoulder, raised his Creator's Staff and paced back and forth on the cliffs of the game's sunset.

"Good kill. I also have this kind of scum next to my house, but it's a bit useful for us to sue that old soul. It's not like you're in a different situation. ”

To be honest, he suddenly startled me with such a sentence. However, he was not done yet.

He took a deep breath and said, "Let go and do what you think is right." At the very least, I believe that actions that can ensure the safety of one's own life are just. ”

I was so impressed by his teachings that I asked a very important question before leaving, as if at the beginning of my mind.

I asked him, "Biago, what did you cast in front of the giants?"

Biya hesitated, and he chose to tell me.

"Let the world follow the choices of everyone's heart. ”

At that moment, I understood. Those codes are simply deceitful, and that's the conclusion of his failed life.

Following my own will, I'm tired of the old woman's family. He began to lay out a well-thought-out plan, tactfully persuading his parents to hand over a sum of money to their family, and using the powerful parasite to clear the community surveillance to do things under their car.

These souls thought that God had mercy on them, and when they took the money they had exchanged for the life of the old dog and ran out to travel, the car leaked oil, and a dozen people died along the way with their cars and other people's cars.

Although there were innocent people in it, I didn't feel the dignity of life at that time. Counting that oil is only a few hundred dollars, but it can kill more than a dozen people, and there are millions of cars.

Life....... It's cheap.

I felt more and more that the world around me had faded in color, and every time I washed my face, I could always see a devil looking at me.

I am not afraid of him. I accepted him.

I still remember that before the first semester started, I went to the bank and withdrew 300 yuan to teach some miscellaneous expenses. A middle-aged woman made herself a little dirty and deliberately made herself look wrinkled. She sneaked around, and because the sun was still shining in the middle of the day, the wide streets were deserted.

She hunched her back slightly, making herself look older, and the strands of her temples were also tinged with a silver-gray color that was not dull.

As I got closer, the bitter old face looked up and begged me.

"Okay, give me some money, I'll buy a bun or something. Please, do well. ”

I took a closer look, and even the clothes she was wearing were the thick clothes worn by very old rural people. Perhaps I had only my conscience left, and when I was about to take out some change, the folded three hundred dollars fell to the ground. Just as I was about to pick it up, I didn't even bend down, and the middle-aged woman swooped up the money and turned around and ran at a speed of 100 meters sprint.

I realized I had run into a scammer and chased after him. However, I checked a lot at the start, and when I was about to catch up with her, I felt something, stopped the brake under my feet, and looked to the left. He immediately stepped back and stepped into the shadows of the closed shop beside him.

I only heard a gust of wind passing by, and the silver-white Toyota knocked the middle-aged woman to the ground, and the woman vomited blood, and died of convulsions.

I looked up at it and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. Turning around and running with his legs, he ran a distance of twenty or thirty meters and hid in the corner between the two shops, secretly observing the situation.

The owner of the Toyota came down to check on the situation and should have called an ambulance.

I sneered, but luckily I saw the camera above and pulled out in time. And this woman ....... Another bargain worth only a few hundred dollars of life.

Needless to say, what happened afterwards is needless to say. I was called to the police station, and I was not photographed because of the lack of surveillance in that area. I just said she robbed me, and then I chased her and didn't catch up.

As for the back, it depends on the police's brain supplement.

After that, my heart was completely cold.

In the evening before school started, I took a comfortable evening breeze and walked outside. I walked a little farther away, and the lights of the old building that had not yet been demolished broke down from time to time.

Seeing the darkness of the pitch, I walked towards it, dark and silent, just right for my state of mind.

After walking about 100 meters, I heard a girl screaming. I searched for the sound and saw two adults trying to force a girl.

The two men quickly spotted me, and they looked at me with bad intentions.

"What are you doing?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I heard the voice curious. I said.

What else did they want to say, the girl who was being forced X left tears, bit the cloth in her mouth, her eyes burst with hope, and she passed a message to me with tears in her eyes.

I walked over to her and asked, "Do we know each other?"

She cried and shook her head. It seems like..... It hurts.....

I sighed and said regretfully, "I'm sorry then." We don't have anything to do with each other, and I have no reason to save you. ”

I quietly added in my heart: I can't beat two adults, and it's useless to call the police.

I turned to leave, and she rioted even more violently.

The two of them saw that I knew each other quite well, and one of the people who held the girl asked me.

"Brother, do you want to come too?"

I refused, "Not interested." ”

The man thought for a moment, got up and stepped on the girl's hand with his foot. A hundred dollars from his pocket.

"Brother, as long as you don't talk about today, the money is yours. Okay, no?"

I shook my head, his gaze becoming brutal.

I explained, "Even if you don't give me money, I won't tell you." Let a sleeping dog lie. ”

"Haha! Brother understands people. Tell me the address, and I'll look for you for a drink tomorrow. ”

I pushed away as I moved towards where I could let go.

"No need, I'll go. I'll give you a suggestion, and cover your head next time. There is still surveillance nearby. ”

Both of their faces changed, and neither of them stopped me from leaving.

Before leaving, I glanced at the girl. The girl's eyes were full of despair, and the depths were full of anger and even hatred for me.

I left indifferently, not at all impressed.

If this girl had been mentally tolerant, she would probably have chosen to commit suicide, right? If so, she seems to be of some use in the end.

But...... If you die, it's just a piece of flesh in the shape of a human. Cheap is ........

The story ends, back to reality.

The owl does not have any fluctuations. He just said lightly.

"From the perspective of human nature, I can call you a 'brute'. But from a human point of view, you are not at fault. ”

"That's what you have to know. All my humanity was lost thanks to the blessings of human nature. Especially the anger and hatred of the girl at the end is what I don't understand the most. I was a little confused and said, "Why did those two men do it to her, and she hated me?" In the end, it can only be attributed to the fact that she has lost her head and can't tell the object. ”

The owl didn't seem to be able to give me a good answer, and he stared at me helplessly, leaving the room with one last sentence.

"Human nature is a precious thing, and you are no longer qualified to have any thoughts about it if you let go of it. Sleep, you'll be discharged this afternoon. Hearing someone say that your self-redemption is not over yet, I hope you can get a good result. ”

To be continued.......