One more

He found someone to pretend to be Du Jinnian's friend and brought her a "travel plan made by Du Jinnian before his death". He knew that she would not find anything wrong - first, she was probably not as familiar with Du Jinnian as he was, and second, as long as there was something about Du Jinnian now, even if it was only a small one, even if it was false, she could not resist.

As he thought, although she was hurt by the blow and almost lost half her life, she held on strongly.

He saw her standing on the top of the hill they had visited on their first trip in mourning clothes and holding an urn, looking down at the mountains, and for a moment he thought she would jump off, cross the line from life to death, and leave the world that had brought her countless scars. Thankfully, she didn't.

Things must be reversed, and after this time, she is getting better little by little.

He didn't know if it was good or bad to deceive her like this, but he really didn't want her to die, and left in despair and sadness.

Her journey will be long.

There was no way, he was worried that she wouldn't be able to recover long enough, so the plan was a little longer.

And just like that, she began her solo journey.

And he started a two-person affair - Meng Tingfei, who knew his actions, complained that he said, "It's just a stalker, almost a perverted stalker." He was speechless about this assessment, because his actions were indeed "stalking" in essence, but he was always worried about whether she would encounter any danger when she traveled alone, after all, she was a young and beautiful woman, not a rough man.

Maybe it's because the bad luck was finally washed away in the baptism of the previous years, but her luck is not bad, and she didn't encounter anything again. I was knocked down twice by the disease, once until I entered the local clinic, and once I simply started a fever in the hotel.

The first time he stood outside the ward to see her, he was almost regarded by the nurse as a "pervert who was suspected of wanting to misbehave with a female patient", and almost didn't enter the game, so he could run fast again;

The second time, he learned to be smart, and asked the waitress to give her medicine to take care of her, and the waitress who was told by him not to say anything didn't know what to make up for when she took the money, and actually said to him, "Women have to be coaxed, are you sure you don't go on your own?", which made him cry and laugh.

The long journey certainly made her a little tired, but at the same time, it was a good exercise for her body and mind.

Maybe she didn't even notice it, but how could he, who had been watching her, not notice that she was coming back, walking back little by little. She is finally trying to break free from the cage that has bound her, and wants to find her own freedom and world.

That's good.

He really thought it from the bottom of his heart.

Later, the trip ended.

She chose to settle in the city where Du Jinnian was born and raised, not far from his home. He thought that she probably wanted to take care of Du Jinnian's father. Seeing her decision, his heart was bitter and happy, the bitterness was that Du Jinnian had become the focus of her life in the end, and the happy thing was that she would never have the idea of suicide no matter what.

But it didn't come to pass, fate is still so cruel, after all, it's ......

He remembered it well until he died.

At that time, he had just been out of town for two or three days, and when he came back he habitually wanted to see her—he actually lived very close to her, but she never knew it.

It happened to be early in the morning.

The snow that had been falling for the past few days had stopped.

It was white everywhere, and it seemed to be really beautiful, but for some reason, it gave him a not very good feeling.

He knew that she would go out every morning to get the morning newspaper, and that she would ask someone to clean the yard of snow every snowy day—and even if it would still fall, she wouldn't keep it for long. She really hates Bai Xue, because of Du Jinnian.

However, she did not come out that day to get the newspaper or ask someone to clear the snow.

What's wrong with her? Could it be that she is sick again? Has she taken medicine and taken good care of herself?

Thinking like this, he finally couldn't hold back and walked into her yard. Then he saw a scene that he never wanted to see and could never forget—she was lying on her stomach on the ground just a few steps from the floor-to-ceiling window, motionless and forever...... I can't move anymore.

He smashed open the window, covered his mouth and nose, and carried her out.

However, it was too late, and her body had already become extremely cold and hard, so cold and hard that no matter how hard he tried, she could no longer warm up.

"Don't ......"

He hugged her in his arms and felt like the whole world had collapsed.

Is this retribution, he thought?

Just a few days ago, he was wondering what would happen if he pretended to be a passer-by and had an "accidental encounter" with her, would she still hate him so much, and could they say a few words calmly, even if it was just a "hello". After a long time, can he be her neighbor in the name of it? I didn't want to do anything more, but ...... It is enough to be able to show up in her life openly.

It was he who was wrong.

You shouldn't expect things you can't have.

You shouldn't expect to get her smile again.

But if this is the punishment, why did it happen to her? Wouldn't it just happen to him?

"Wanwan ......" he hugged her, calling her so close for the first time in his life, and so close to her for the first time in his life, but it was also the last time. He reached out and gently and awkwardly arranged her messy hair, staring sadly at her eyes and blue black lips that would never open again, he took her hand, noticing that there was blood oozing between her fingers, which meant ...... She struggled desperately before she died, and she tried very hard to climb outside, but she couldn't succeed.

While realizing this, his whole heart was crushed by this cruel reality.

Why is this so?

Why did all the unfortunate things happen to her?

Why......

When she needed help the most, he was always there?

In the first half of her life, he used to play a very dishonorable role, and when she was struggling, he even pushed it.

In the second half of her life, he could only act as a wait-and-seeer, originally thinking that he could guard her like this, but in the end, he was still ...... Failed to do so.

Thinking about it this way, her misfortune may have been caused by him.

So......

"If there is another life...... If you could do it all over again......" He hugged her in the white snow and whispered, "You won't be hurt by anything again." "She has suffered so much in this life, and she will never do it again in the next life.

"I love you. ”

Smack.

His hot tears fell down her face and slid down her pale, cold face.

"I really love you, but I'm sorry, I'm really stupid. He grabbed her hand and put it on his face, turned his head sideways and kissed her palm, barely able to speak clearly, "So in the next life, if I remember you, I will definitely stay away from you, only look at you from afar, and never try to get close to you again." That way you won't be so unlucky. ”

And then there's ......

"If you remember, just identify Du Jinnian from the beginning and go to Du Jinnian, stay away from me who is so stupid. ”

"In that case, you will be happy, you will be. ”

He informed the rest of the country of her death.

He didn't listen to Aunt Su to "take her back", but chose to be buried with Du Jinnian. He thought that if she knew underground, she would be gratified - life could be the same, and death would be the same.

If we see you again in the future, I think we can get a little closer.

When attending her funeral, the rest of the people looked at him strangely, some were surprised, some were surprised, some were sympathetic, and some were ...... The list goes on and on. He didn't care, or rather, after her death, it didn't matter a single qiē anymore.

"Brother Ziyu, you and your sister ......" Xinyuan finally couldn't help but ask him, "...... you"

He replied, "You can go back with confidence, and I will take good care of her grave." ”

“……”

"Xiao Yu, come back with me. The cousin advised him, "Grandpa misses you very much." ”

"You tell the old man, I'll go back to see him. Since I have long understood the impermanence of life, I naturally know the truth of cherishing more, but, "also help me to say 'I'm sorry' to him." "Let him completely forget about the qiē, he really can't do it, or rather, he doesn't want to do it.

The cousin looked at him, and finally only let out a helpless sigh, saying, "Sometimes, I really wish you were more like an uncle, at least ......"

He smiled slightly, noncommittal.

When the crowd dispersed, he crouched down next to her tombstone, laid down a bouquet of flowers still with dewdrops, and quietly stared at her photo. In the photo, she is smiling, looking at him and never looking away.

He sat on the tombstone and looked sideways at her, the sadness in his heart never faded, and he inexplicably sensed a sense of peace.

In this way, it is also a lifetime.

He chooses, and he doesn't regret it.

And if he really has a next life, if he really remembers this qiē, he will also fulfill his promise.

Maybe it's painful, but it's not regrettable.

So......

Is it time to put it into practice?

Shen Ziyu held Ruan Wan's hand and thought so.

Maybe they really don't have fate, or they are destined to clash with each other, if not, how could he hurt her to this point again.

She clearly ...... I remember everything, and I am trying to avoid a tragedy.

He almost cornered her again.

This is retribution.

Ignorant and didn't think of anything, he broke his vows, and he was close to her, that's why it's like this.

He squeezed her hand and pressed it to his forehead, knowing in his heart that this was probably the last closest contact they had ever had in their lives.

The vehicle stops.

The rear door was pulled open.

She was carried down by hospital staff.

He followed, and as he walked, little by little, little by little, let go of her hand.

Leave a hand to be cool.

Two more

When Qiao Yi, who received the call, rushed to the hospital with his sister Qiao Xinyuan, Ruan Wan had already been sent to the ward.

Qiao Yi ran to Shen Ziyu, who was sitting outside the ward, and asked eagerly in a low voice, "How is she?"

"yes, how is my sister?"

Shen Ziyu looked at the brother and sister who looked the same, and a wonderful sense of disobedience floated in his heart-a qiē, it turned out that it was really different.

She's a good girl through and through in her life, and she's always worked hard, so that's a matter of course, isn't it?

"Brother Ziyu, why are you in a daze?" Qiao was anxious, "How is my sister?"

"She's fine. Shen Ziyu replied, "It's okay to rest in the hospital." ”

Joe let out a long sigh of relief.

Qiao Yi was the same, but he thought more: "How could she fall into the water?" In his impression, the little girl has always been a safe person, and it is impossible to do anything to frolic on the river in the middle of winter and then fall into the water, so ...... Who is it?

He had a lot of conjectures about this matter, but it didn't come to pass......

"It's me. ”

Shen Ziyu, who was standing in front of him, replied.

“…… Brother Ziyu, what are you talking about?" Qiao looked at this childhood sweetheart brother in disbelief, completely unable to believe the words that came out of his mouth.

"It's me. Shen Ziyu repeated his words, "It was I who caused her to fall into the water, caused her leg cramps, almost sank into the water, and lost her sexual ......."

Before he could finish speaking, Qiao Yi had already punched him.

Shen Ziyu didn't resist, nor did he dodge, just let his fist fall on his face. This punch was very heavy, he fell directly to the ground, and just wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, Qiao Xinqian rushed up again, it was really a good punch and kick, more ferocious and more inappropriate than his brother.

In the end, it was Qiao Yi who dragged his sister away.

"Brother, don't stop me! I'm going to kill him!"

“…… Why don't you go see Xiaowan first?"

“…… Oh yes. ”

Qiao Xinyuan immediately pushed open the door and rushed in.

Qiao Yi looked at his sister's back, shook his head, bent down, and stretched out a hand towards Shen Ziyu. After pulling the younger brother, who had been watching him grow up, he stood up, and asked, "What happened?"

Punching that punch and letting his wish beat him was because he bullied his sister.

But he didn't lose his mind, and he knew very well that Shen Ziyu was not a casual person who would bully women. Not to mention, he never felt that Shen Ziyu hated little girls. What made him more concerned was that he remembered that Ziyu had always had a problem with water control, but now he was covered in water, which didn't look like he was wet, but more like ......

However, Shen Ziyu was just silent.

"Sister, are you okay?"

The door was open, and Qiao's wishful loud voice could be heard almost half of the hospital. Qiao Yi also walked into the ward and closed the door. As soon as he entered, he saw the little girl lying on the hospital bed, although she had changed into a hospital gown, her hair was still a little damp, and it was messily draped on the white pillow. It made her face almost the size of a palm, and her pale face made her eyes as black as ink. I have to say that in terms of appearance, she is really more pixel Aunt than she wishes, even if she is so wolf, she still gives people a fragile beauty.

"I'm sorry for your trouble. Ruan Wan coughed lightly a few times, and said in a somewhat hoarse voice, "I'm fine." ”

"Sister, don't worry!" Qiao said wishfully, "I have already beaten Brother Ziyu just now, and he will never dare to bully you in the future!"

Ruan Wan was slightly stunned when she heard this.

In the last second before losing consciousness, she remembered that she clearly saw Shen Ziyu jump into the water.

It was not easy for a person with hydrophobia to do this, but she was not grateful to him for it. To be honest, if it weren't for him, she wouldn't be where she is now.

Wait a minute!

Speaking of which......

She remembered that she had indeed scooped up the mud baby before, and the baby was right, and she had it in her hand.

And what about things?

In the next second, Qiao Yi and Qiao Xinwan only saw the face of the girl on the bed change, and then stood up and began to rummage around the hospital bed.

"Sister, what are you looking for?"

Qiao Yi stepped forward, grabbed one of her hands, and reminded, "You are still hanging from the water." ”

"But my ......"

Right now......

"That's what you're looking for. Shen Ziyu walked into the ward, holding the little clay figure that he had thrown into the water, walked to her bedside, handed it to her, and whispered, "It fell from your hand before." ”

Ruan Wan snatched it and pursed her lips to look at the person in front of her. The next second, she frowned slightly, and she didn't know if it was an illusion, she always felt that the person in front of her seemed to have changed somewhere, how to say it?

Shen Ziyu looked at her, looking at the clay figure that was exactly the same as Du Jinnian held tightly in her hand, he sighed sadly in his heart, and asked softly: "Ruan Wan, are you very happy with Du Jinnian?"

Ruan Wan was slightly stunned.

She didn't understand why Shen Ziyu would ask such a question.

If it had been just now, she almost thought that he was going to do something again, but at this moment, she felt that he was in a very peaceful mood when he asked this, so peaceful that he ...... It doesn't look like Shen Ziyu anymore.

Her brow furrowed more and more, but his eyes were stubborn, as if he couldn't put his mind down anyway without her answer.

“…… Be. She finally chose to answer, she didn't know why she did it, she just felt that she should do it, "I'm very happy to be together." At this point, she paused, and added, "I will only be happy if I am with him." ”

Then, she saw him smile.

A smile that is "very not Shen Ziyu".

He looked at her with a smile and said as if relieved, "That's good." ”

“……”

After saying this, Shen Ziyu nodded to her and turned to leave.

At this moment, the ward was pushed open again, and a familiar figure appeared at the door.

"Awan!"

“…… Jin Nian?"

The three people present could see that the moment the girl on the bed saw the visitor, her dark eyes lit up in an instant, as if they were filled with starlight, so bright that it was indescribable—it was a light full of happiness, anticipation, and joy, so much that it almost overflowed.

Qiao looked at Du Jinnian and blinked, feeling that this guy seemed to be very familiar. Well, where have you seen it?

Qiao Yi was not as confused as his sister, and immediately remembered that the young man who walked in was the one who was hugged by the little girl on the first day of school, and, they ......

He frowned slightly, and at this moment, he saw Shen Ziyu, who had walked to the door of the ward, turn around.

Qiao Yi couldn't help but be stunned, what kind of eyes were there.

Deep and focused, as if to engrave every qiē of the person in front of you on the retina, on the bones, on the heart, and on the soul, so that from now on you will never forget it again.

Longing, but no matter what, can not be approached, sad, but sincerely rejoicing.

When he couldn't ask for it, he retreated and watched.

Qiao Yi couldn't appreciate this extremely complicated emotion for a while, he was just keenly aware of one thing - Shen Ziyu likes little girls. No, or you can't use the word "like" to describe this feeling, it's clearly ......

After that, in the few days he was hospitalized, Shen Ziyu never appeared in front of Ruan Wan again.

Ruan Wan felt relieved about this, but she felt a little strange. It's not that she particularly wants someone to pester her, after all, she doesn't have a bad brain. It's just that the guy before clearly put on a posture that he was not willing to let go and entangle to death, but now he actually stopped, which will only make people feel more frightened, okay!But there is no sign of making a big move, and she doesn't think he will endure it and then play some kind of conspiracy, so it can only be understood that he was warned by Qiao Yi and Qiao Xinyuan in private?

All in all, it's great.

This time she was lucky to be able to save her life.

Next time, it may not be so lucky.

So, it's better to stay away from him.

The day Ruan Wan was discharged from the hospital.

"Nguyen Wan!!!!"

Someone rushed into the ward in tears.

Ruan Wan, who was packing up her things, rubbed her ears and complained speechlessly: "Big brother, you are noisy." ”

"Why don't you sue !!me when you're hospitalized?" Qi Xuan, who was panting......, took off his sunglasses and mask with one hand, and roared very dissatisfied, "You still don't treat people as friends?"

"Shut up. ”

"Oh. ”

Ruan Wan looked at Qi Teabi, who was full of grievances, and sighed in her heart, thinking about why she was so tired. But for the sake of this guy who was also worried about her, she explained, "Aren't you busy these days? I'm afraid it will affect your state." ”

"Just kidding, I'm in a stable state, how can I be affected. ”

"......" This guy is really confident enough. Ruan Wan was also speechless, "I didn't say it to Tingting either." "I'm also afraid that she will be worried.

"That's right. Then I don't blame you. ”

Qi Doubi was comforted so weirdly, in his opinion, it was definitely a great thing to be able to compare with "Ruan Wan and Good Ji You" Song Ting, and he should be happy!

However, he still taught Ruan Wan a serious lesson: "I heard that you fell into the water? How can you be so reckless!

Ruan Wan rolled her eyes at him: "The person who accidentally fell into the ditch while walking doesn't know who it is." ”

Qi Xuan: "......" That's right, it's him. But isn't that distracting!QAQ

"You are now a little star, and you usually have to be steady in your work. is in such a hurry, and he is not afraid of accidents on the road. Ruan Wan looked at the sunglasses and mask that Qi Xuan was holding in his hand, with the broadcast of the talent show, as he became the champion of the division, and as the national competition was about to start, his popularity was getting higher and higher, and he was half a leg on this road.

Facts have proved that Qi Xuan is worthy of being a good baby who can never grasp the key point, he completely ignored the second half of Ruan Wan's sentence, and said triumphantly: "That's it! Now someone is looking for me to be an endorsement, but I cruelly and ruthlessly refused." ”

Ruan Wan looked at him suspiciously: "Really?"

"Of course!" Qi Xuan, who was not convinced, said that he was happy.

"What product?"

"Forehead ......"

"If you don't say it, you're lying to me. ”

"......" Qi Xuan burst into tears and whispered, "Women's and women's products." ”

Ruan Wan: "......"

"And I was asked to say with a smile on my face and shameful lines like 'No matter how you move, it's fine, it will never leak,' so I didn't do it." Qi Xuan complained even quieter, "It will become a lifetime of black history." ”

Ruan Wan: "...... Poof!"

She made up the picture a little, and suddenly couldn't help laughing, and almost didn't choke to death.