This was the first time that Theorod had faced the death of his loved ones since he came into this world. To the point where he thought he had already seen death very openly, to be honest, he had lived a life again and worked hard for the movie to the point where he was now, saying that it was impossible without any psychological fatigue, and he had always cherished the opportunity to enjoy the movie in this life, because only when he tried his best, when the depression became uncontrollable, he could also leave calmly.

But now everything is beyond Theorod's expectations, and life is far more precious and fragile than he imagined.

At the moment of learning of Ted's unexpected death, in addition to grief and regret for the accident, Theorod unexpectedly found that he still had a little fear in his heart, the fear of death. Ted's career as a director was just getting started, he was just proving his talent and strength to everyone, and death was pulling him to another world without saying anything, so what about himself?

Previously, everyone thought that the twenty-four-year-old Theorod had a bright future, and if he wanted to, he would have about fifty years to live. But at that time, in Theorod's own eyes, his own future was forever clouded in a layer of fog, maybe the next second he would reach the shore, maybe a long time later he would float and sink in the sea of performances.

I don't know what to think of, maybe it was Nattel who brought him a cup of hot cocoa that interrupted his train of thought, and Theolod couldn't help but look at him. Natel was worried about him, and he could tell, though there was no expression on his face. It was probably Theorod's long silence that frightened him, and he was racking his brains to find a way to comfort him.

Between them...... Is there a future?

Theolod also doesn't know that he is not the "tyrant" rumored in his life, he has always thought that acting is everything he pursues in his life with the idea of living one more day, but in this world, there are too many variables, at least when he first came to this world, he never thought that he could get a boyfriend.

"Theo, please mourn, I know you consider Ted to be your friend...... At least he fulfilled his wish before leaving, he was recognized and respected by everyone, and his film was shortlisted for the Golden Globe and will definitely be shortlisted for the Oscar. Natel watched Theolod hold the hot coco in his hand in a daze, and couldn't help sighing, and gently touched his hair, "Now that you still have me by your side, you can rest assured to cry boldly and happily, and I will always be with you." ”

“…… No, Nat, Ted still has a lot of dreams, you know?When the Golden Globe nominations were just announced, we talked for a long time about the new movie, about his vision, about his future, about our future......" Theorod sighed and shook his head, "And yet I can't cry anything now, like when people first watched American Narcos, maybe that's retribution." ”

Natel stared at Theolod in silence for a long time, then suddenly took the mug from his hand and hugged him tightly into his arms.

"Don't be afraid. Theolod heard Natel say, "I'll always be there for you." Don't worry, we will definitely have a future. ”

“……”

Theolod couldn't help but hug him tightly, and Natel could always sense what he was thinking, and this time too. For him, Natle's words were like George's four-minute monologue scene, which instantly released the depression in his heart. He should have cried, I don't know if it was because he was moved or sad, but when the tears fell, it was indeed much more comfortable. Sensing Theolod's mood change, Natel gently kissed the tears in the corners of his eyes, and then gave him a tender kiss.

After that, Theolod updated his blog with a eulogy dedicated to Ted. In the article, he recounts the process of his and Ted's acquaintance from meeting to acquaintance, recalling their anecdotes and arguments on the set, and also mentioning that he excitedly told him about his future plans, and finally wished him to continue his dream in heaven.

His article quickly spread all over the Internet, many netizens left messages on blogs, and some newspapers and magazines even intercepted a few clips and published them in the newspaper the next day.

The sudden death of Ted Demmi is undoubtedly bad news for Hollywood, and a promising director has passed away so suddenly, leaving a bunch of regrets, especially now that people have just recovered from the clouds of "911", many people are sighing that Ted has escaped "911" and can't avoid "113".

But for this year's Golden Globes and Oscars, this incident has undoubtedly added a bit of heat to them. Especially for the Golden Globe Awards, after all, Ted Demmi is the one who was shortlisted for Best Director, and as for the Oscar nominations, it will not be announced until after the Golden Globes on January 24.

Before attending the Golden Globes, Theolod attended Ted's funeral and met Ted's wife and two children, whom he had only seen in each other's photos before. His wife was originally going to be cremated, but it was eventually changed to a burial. Theorod stood quietly in the cemetery listening to the priest finish the prayer, then placed a bouquet of white roses on Ted's pitch-black coffin.

Three days later, the Golden Globes.

Theorod, as the first Golden Globe Award double actor candidate in history, has been in the spotlight before the Golden Globe Awards ceremony begins, coupled with the tragic death of Ted Demmy, the director of "American Drug Lord", resulting in Theorod being the target of paparazzi wherever he goes. It's the same on the red carpet, from the moment he steps on the red carpet, the flash flashes non-stop.

However, this time Theolod did not dress as stylishly and eye-catching as before, but he dressed quite "formally" this time. The three-piece pure black suit and bow tie look very low-key, but the design of the dress is also very flattering to make a close-fitting arc, coupled with the big golden back with hairspray and combing all the hair behind the head, it looks like a mature and stable temperament.

In fact, not only Theorod, but others, including most female stars, dare not dress too fancy. This was the first large-scale entertainment movie banquet after "911", and before that, many Americans expressed their desire to cancel the Golden Globe Awards and Oscars, but in the end they still kept the tradition.

Theolod met Kevin Spacey on the red carpet, a respectable acting school and an old friend of Ted's. He wore the same black suit and blue tie as Theorod, except that he pasted a picture of Ted wearing a jacket on his clothes in honor of Ted. Theorod couldn't help but be a little stunned when he saw it, and chatted with the other party a few more words, but most of them were about Ted.

NBC and ABC have long been mentally prepared for the Golden Globe Awards and Oscar ratings to hit the lowest in recent years, but NBC didn't expect that Theorod would become a double actor nominee, which attracted a lot of attention to them, so that at this moment, Theorod is like a god of wealth in their eyes, and has already instructed all photographers to give him more shots during the live broadcast.

Not surprisingly, Theolod was placed in the prime position in the center of the show, along with the entire American Narcos, surrounded by the biggest favorites of this year's Golden Globes, such as "Moulin Rouge," "A Beautiful Mind" and "The Phantom of the Opera." The heroes and heroines of "Moulin Rouge" Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman were both nominated for the Golden Globe Award for Best Actor and Actress in a Musical/Comedy.

Theolod said hello to a nearby celebrity he didn't know well, and then sat down next to Ted's widow, Amanda Hill. The NBC expressed regret over Ted Demi's departure and invited Ms. Hill to attend as a representative. In fact, there is still such a rumor circulating in the outside world -

Ted Demmy, who was unlikely to win the Golden Globe Award for Best Director, was only worthy of going through the motions as a green leaf, because of his sudden death, in order to commemorate, this year's Golden Globe Award for Best Director is likely to be left to him. Some of the words were even more ugly, and when I heard it, Theorod almost blew up and rushed to the Internet to reason with them, but fortunately he controlled his emotions.

Ted Demmy's death came suddenly, and it was impossible for the Golden Globes, which had already set the entire process, to add a commemorative speech in the middle of the process to affect the whole body, but the Oscars could, Theorod had received an invitation from ABC to give a speech for Ted in Heaven before the Oscar for Best Director, and Theorod agreed without thinking about it.

The Golden Globe Awards were the first to be issued with less important awards, "The Phantom of the Opera" and "Moulin Rouge" took away the best original song and the best soundtrack respectively, but it was a pity that Theorod was selected for the best actor in a musical/comedy, and the trophy was taken away by Gene Hackman of "The Trumbaum Family", which made countless viewers in front of the TV feel a great pity-

If Theolod wins Best Actor in the Musical/Comedy category, he will be one step closer to winning the Double Ballon d'Or this year. But now that he has been defeated, even if he wins the actor in the drama category, he will not win the double trophy.

Theorod, who had long been pampered, did not have any waves in his heart, and he gave his warm applause and smile to Mr. Jean Hackman on the stage. The 72-year-old Hackman looked excited as he held the trophy on the podium, and after a long list of thanks, he joked about Theorod: "I'm sorry, Theo, I ruined your double." ”

Theolod smiled helplessly, shrugged in front of the camera, and gave Hackman a thumbs up.

But this year's Golden Globe Theorod did not continue to accompany him, and when Julia Roberts read out the name Theorod, the entire "American Drug Lord" crew boiled, and the "Phantom of the Opera" crew also stood up and applauded Theorod. Theolod, who even won nine out of ten in the Olympics, will naturally not be too excited in the face of the Golden Globe Award at the moment, in fact, it doesn't matter to him whether he wins the Golden Globe Award or not.

"When Ms. Roberts handed me the trophy, she said, 'I'll give it back to you,' and yes, I just gave her the Best Actress trophy at the Golden Globes last year, and she gave it to me this year, and if it hadn't said Best Actor, I would have thought I had taken the Nicole Kidman trophy. ”

Theorod's ridicule caused a small noise from the crowd in the audience. Nicole Kidman held up her Best Actress trophy in the audience and gestured to Theorod, who also saw it, so she said: "Ms. Kidman, if you want to exchange trophies with me later, we can privately agree on a time and place." ”

Theorod used the same code word used countless times in "American Narcos", which caused another burst of laughter, but before the laughter stopped, Theorod added: "But if you want to exchange with me, Mr. Jean Hackman, I'm afraid you'll have to discuss this matter with Ms. Kidman." ”

Obviously, Theolod is taking revenge for Hackman's "provocation" just now. Hackman laughed like everyone else and clutched his trophy tightly.

When the whispering gradually subsided, Theorod put away the smile on his face and changed his words: "Anyway, I won't make such a long list of must-thank you for time constraints, but apart from my relatives and friends and the entire crew of "American Narcos", the only person I want to thank is you, director Ted Demmy." If it weren't for you, there wouldn't be this film, and if you hadn't persuaded me in the first place, there wouldn't be Theolod Lecht standing here now. ”

"Thank you for reassuring me and convincing me to play George, and thank you for always showing great enthusiasm and pursuit for film, and thank you for every work you bring to the world. ”

He said emotionally, but he didn't continue to talk about people crying noses, let alone thank him for making him value life for the first time, he just wanted to sincerely express his gratitude to Ted, and after speaking, in the applause of the audience, he walked backstage.

The next award was Best Director, and Theolod couldn't watch it offstage, so he had to be interviewed backstage while paying attention to the TV screen backstage.

A few minutes later, the answer was revealed, Ted Demmi won the best director, and Kevin Spacey handed the trophy to Amanda Hill, who accepted the award on her behalf.

See, Ted, you really succeeded.

Theolod sighed, laughed heartily, and applauded the TV screen along with everyone in the audience. 166 Reading Network