"Don't, Mom, don't, can't fight, I want to stay with this child!" Xia Yanxin hurriedly hugged Xia Shandi's sleeve and pleaded anxiously.

"Yanyan, you listen to your mother's advice! My mother was like you, young, competitive, and love-oriented, thinking that with his flesh and blood, he would one day know my goodness and return to me. But as it turned out, I was wrong, he was only quick with me, and he didn't want me to give him a baby at all. In other words, rich men have a virtuous nature, and their eyes will soon notice other women and forget about you completely. ”

"Mom, I don't care if he turns back, really, I just want this child, the child is innocent......"

"Silly girl, you are still young, you will find a good man who loves you in the future, establish a complete family, and have another child, that is your happy life. ”

"No, no, it's impossible, I won't fall in love with another man's ......"

"Silly girl, you are now in a broken love, sad and dizzy! What you are saying now is all stupid words, all angry words, you give birth to this child regardless of a single person, will you support her alone in the future? Do you know how much pressure a single mother has to bear? Think about it, for so many years, I have been enduring humiliation in the Jin family, even if Mrs. Jin asked me to lick her shoes, I would admit it. Do you think I like to do that? Do you think I was born to be bullied by her? That's because I have no way out, and I can leave my job and run away in a fit of rage. But what next? How am I going to feed you? I'm a woman, and I can't take care of one arm. Only by being a nanny can I take you on the side and let you stumble and grow up. Even so, I still feel indebted to you for not giving you a sound family, not giving you a complete father's love, which is something I feel guilty for the rest of my life. Look at me, you can imagine that after your child is born, you will face the same pain as when you were a child, can you really bear to do this?" Xia Shandi said with tears in her eyes.

Xia Yanxin was stunned, yes, she wanted to give birth to this child, she wanted to give her warmth and love, and she wanted him to grow up healthy and be as happy as other children.

However, the memories of children's shame come to my heart one by one, wild seeds, wild girls, wild children without fathers, all kinds of insults grow up with the shadow of childhood, it is like a nightmare.

How many times has she cried and cried out to her father in her dreams, and every time she saw other children enjoying her father's love, she could only envy ......

This time, do you want her child to endure it again? No, no, she can't do that.

Reaching out to her slightly bulging lower abdomen, she could feel a small life growing there...... Is she really going to brutally beat her out?

Xia Shandi caressed her forehead lovingly, "Yanyan, women can't make mistakes when they are young, otherwise they will not be happy for the rest of their lives." Mom knows that you are loving, and you are reluctant. But after all, it's only four months, the baby has not yet formed, and he is unconscious. You knock it off now, and they don't feel it at all, so it flows away silently. You are still a child, you haven't grown up yourself, where can you support him, it's better to let him be reincarnated in another family as soon as possible. ”

"Mom......" Xia Yanxin suddenly fell into Xia Shandi's arms, and cried out bitterly, baby, you really came at a bad time, Mommy was not prepared at all, Mommy really didn't want to give you a broken home...... She had always wanted to give birth to this child, but she suddenly felt scared. She doesn't even have a formal job now, she can't even support herself, where is there a way to support her children?

The feeling of despair and heartache was about to tear her heart apart......

Xia Shandi gently wiped her tears, "Yanyan, don't be too sad." Mom will take you to the hospital tomorrow and accompany you to beat the child quietly. While he is still young, this body will be recuperated again, and it will soon recover. ”

Xia Yanxin lay on the bed, crying so much that she was about to lose her strength.

Sleepless all night, maybe crying too much, as if the headache was about to crack, lying on the bed, holding the pillow and not wanting to get up...... The thought of the baby who was about to be separated forever made her heart drip blood, which hurt more than Long Yutian stabbing her heart with a knife...... Once she defeated the child, then the only memory between her and Long Yutian would be gone. From then on, their lives never crossed paths, and even the last bit faded away, as if they had never existed. It's a terrible feeling.

The door was gently pushed open, and Xia Shandi walked in with a cup of steaming milk, "Yanyan, come, drink a glass of milk first!"

Looking at her daughter's somewhat heavy black eyes, Xia Shandi was distressed, but the long pain is better than the short pain, if this child is not beaten, it will affect the happiness of her daughter's life, and she can't hesitate as a mother.

Xia Yanxin sat up slowly, holding the cup in her hand, and before she could drink it, tears fell into the cup, "Mom...... Is there really no other way? I can go to work, I can earn money to support him, I can ......."

"Alas...... Yanyan, Mom won't force you, so let's reads;!Give you three days, you can think about it yourself!" Xia Shandi sighed deeply.

Just as my aunt Nian Qiaoyun leaned in, "Yanyan, what's wrong with you?

"Aunt......" Xia Yanxin shouted, stood up, and smiled reluctantly, "It's okay, I've been away from my mother for too long, I think about what she thinks!"

"Oh, good, good...... But don't let anything happen to you! Your uncle has also been very concerned about it these days, saying that when will you get married to the child surnamed Long! In fact, the child surnamed Long is a very good person, tall and handsome, and he is also sincere, if he gets married in the future. You have to help my family Han Mu and Xia Yun!" Nian Qiaoyun has always wanted her two children to study abroad, and since Xia Yanxin and Long Yutian left, she has been looking forward to this marriage as soon as possible. If you have relatives abroad, you can do things well.

Xia Yanxin was stunned for a while, then shook her head with a smile, "Auntie, I may be going to disappoint you this time, I broke up with him." ”

"Ah...... Why is this? I think that kid loves you a lot, you kid, aren't you too willful? Let me tell you, men have to be coaxed, especially rich men, and they have to be even more careful! Do you want your aunt to teach you a few tricks?" Nian Qiaoyun didn't know the reason, and just relied on guessing.

Xia Shandi didn't want to make her daughter sad and embarrassed anymore, so she coughed lightly, "Sister-in-law, let her handle the matter of words and words by herself! I'll go out with you to buy vegetables!"

While reaching out and holding Nian Qiaoyun's hand, he walked out......

Xia Yanxin held the half cup of milk, which was already cold, and stayed for a while, feeling extremely bored, and walked out slowly. Yes, my mother is right, they are now living in their uncle's house, like duckweed, living a life without a settlement, how can they raise another child?

The ideal is very rich, and the reality is very skinny......

In a daze, something suddenly strangled heavily, and the backpack on his shoulder was snatched away by the thief, and when he came to his senses, the thief had run to the end of the road.

"Hey, catch the thief!"

Xia Yanxin happened to be wearing flat-soled sneakers, but in the end, her body was a little worse, and she watched the thief run more and more playing, so she chased a few steps and stopped.

"Words ......"

A surprised voice sounded, Xia Yanxin slowly straightened her waist, and a tall figure blocked the sunlight in front of her......

Chu Sihao, who was standing in front of her, was wearing a dark blue police uniform, with shiny epaulettes and a police cap, and the whole person was energetic and handsome...... After a few days, he looked so unfamiliar. No, in fact, it hasn't been many days, the last time I met him and Jin Meiqi to buy an engagement ring, it seems that it was only a little more than a month ago!

"Yanyan, is this your bag?"

Chu Sihao handed over a women's bag, and pointed to the police car behind him by the way, "I caught a thief in front just now, I have already asked someone to take it back to the police station first, and the drink stall owner in front said that you were shouting to catch the thief just now." ”

Xia Yanxin took the bag, and found that Chu Sihao was not wearing an engagement ring on his hand, and he was a little trance-like. After a long time, he smiled and said, "Thank you!"

Chu Sihao noticed that she was wearing the same pair of sneakers he had bought for her before, and he was inexplicably a little excited, "Do these shoes fit?"

Xia Yanxin was slightly stunned, lowered her head, and realized that the new pair of sneakers she was wearing was the one he had given before...... Yes, why do you wear this pair? I went out in the morning, but I clearly remembered Shen Xiaoman's confession that she wanted to wear flat heels, she opened the cabinet and grabbed these shoes and put them on her feet, not thinking about who gave them to her. For a moment, she thought about a lot of her past......

"What's wrong?Yanyan, are you uncomfortable?" Chu Sihao looked at her and didn't speak, and asked with concern.

"No, no. It's nice and fits, thank you!"

"It's too raw to be polite to me. ”

"By the way, Brother Si Hao, why are you here?"

"I'm in charge of this police district, it's almost time to get off work now, why don't you have lunch together......" Chu Sihao said very naturally, Xia Yanxin lost a lot of weight, and when he first looked at it, he almost didn't dare to recognize it......

Xia Yanxin subconsciously wanted to refuse, but suddenly remembered that someone had just helped her find her bag, it seemed that it was too rude to refuse like this, and a faint smile rose at the corner of her mouth, "Okay, I'll treat you!"