Chapter 196: There are a thousand knots in the heart

"I dreamed that you were gone. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 Info" Ah Ye glanced at me, held my cold hand with his backhand, lowered his eyelids and whispered.

These were the first words he had when he woke up. The tone is melancholy, different from the previous tablet. The dull eyes suddenly had a bright and bright look.

"I've always been there. I watched Ah Ye's changes and understood what it meant to be awake this time, and I couldn't help but say astringently.

"Come out for a walk with me, okay?" said Ah Ye suddenly.

I didn't refuse, and after putting clothes on him, he shook his hand. Ten fingers interlocked, the gap was filled, and for a moment, I almost cried again.

People are really strange creatures sometimes, and I was angry, angry, and angry about Ah Ye's stupidity before, but now I would rather he be stupid forever. As long as you live, what does it matter if you are stupid or not?

However, Ah Ye woke up.

After waking up, Ah Ye held my hand and walked around the cottage to the stream, to the top of the mountain, under the trees, and even to the kitchen.

Every corner of the mountain he had ever set foot on, he had revisited, as if he were looking at this familiar world anew.

He held my hand, not loose or tight, with just the right amount of strength. His palms were warm and dry, which reminded me of the flames burning on the snowy tops.

The pomegranate outside the grass hall is the time to provoke people, the plump and red fruit is clearly packed with hard skin, and when the wind blows, it will drop the ripe one, snap and fall to the ground, cracking into a shocking number of petals. A few sparkling pomegranates rolled down to the ground, like the remains of a broken gemstone, indescribably poignant.

After walking around silently, Ah Ye pulled me to sit down on the bluestone. He took out a smiling pomegranate from his sleeve, tore open the skin, and slowly began to peel the pomegranate.

The sparkling and juicy pomegranate was placed in the palm of my hand.

He peeled it carefully, one by one, carefully and gently, and after peeling it, he directly put the peeled fruit in the palm of my hand, and then still lowered his head and moved his fingers intently.

I kept looking at him.

His well-defined face, his dexterous flipped fingers, the focused and gentle look with which he bowed his head, his slightly sideways head and his long scattered black hair......

All of this reminds me that the people I have been guarding are about to leave me.

His breathing would stop, the temperature on his body would slowly fade, and he would turn into a cold, immobile body that would slowly decay and turn to dust over time. All traces of existence will be erased by time.

Thinking of this, I looked at the fullness in my palms and felt quite shocked.

"Why don't you eat it?"

Ah Ye sensed that something was wrong with me and asked.

I didn't answer, just looked at him in silence.

If in the past, he peeled pomegranates for me to eat, and I would have been happy in addition to being happy. But at this moment, under this situation, I looked at him in front of me, and my heart was only sour.

This sourness is like a thorn in my throat and eyes, not up or down, I am so uncomfortable that I can't speak.

The sparkling pomegranate opened between the teeth, and the sweet juice overflowed in all directions. In a moment, a fragrance rose in his bitter mouth.

"Is it delicious?" asked Ah Ye.

I nodded, picked up the durian in my hand and fed it to him. He shook his head and continued to feed me.

Until a whole pomegranate is eaten, and the night creeps in.

As twilight fell, time passed, and Ah Ye's spirit finally deteriorated.

He seemed to have exhausted all his energy, and his whole body quickly withered, and after I helped him to the bed, he held my hand all the time.

"In the next life, are you coming to me?"

He asked, his eyes as if he had fallen into the stars.

I was stunned and forgot to answer.

"I'm not stupid in the next life. ”

Ah Ye lowered his eyes and added softly.

He also remembers me saying that I don't like fools.

Even if the mole had been dug up, even if I had said I liked him, even if the unpleasantness of that spring had been uncovered for several springs and summers, he was still worried. I'm worried that what I've said before is to comfort him, that I'm too scared and tired in this life, that I'm not looking for him anymore, and that today is the day of farewell.

The pomegranate tree had been planted for many years, and every year at the end of summer it was full of heavy fruit.

Ah Ye likes to eat pomegranates, so every summer, when the pomegranate fruit is ripe, I will pick two every day, tear the hard skin, put the sparkling red pomegranate into a white porcelain bowl, and hand him a full bowl.

Now, roles are reversed.

Sober, he peeled the pomegranates and fed me one by one.

So stubborn, and so serious.

As if desperate to prove something.

Fate didn't give him much time, and he did what he had always wanted to do.

After peeling off the pomegranate, he was just an ordinary man, and I, too, were just an ordinary woman.

Between us, we finally waited for each other once.

He wanted to give me something that he couldn't give me, even if it was just something as small as peeling a pomegranate, he was expressing his heart.

So cautious and solemn.

Now that he had a premonition of the last moment, he couldn't help but ask the question that he had thought about countless times in his heart.

Will you come to me in the next life?

I'm not stupid anymore -

When he asked, he didn't even dare to look me in the eyes and expression.

There was no red mole in his palm, but he still clenched his hands nervously.

He was asking for an answer, an answer he had always wanted to know.

If I didn't have a red mole, I wasn't the person you were looking for, but I was just a stupid night, would you come to me?

He was so subtle in hiding his mind, thinking of an expected answer, but I couldn't give it.

Ah Ye didn't know that even if he removed the red mole, this red would grow again in the next life.

He is Ah Ye, Su Changge, and himself in the next life. But no matter how it changes, he is a long night, a cold moonlight reflected in my heart on the top of the snow.

My love has been born since then, and it has never been broken.

But Ah Ye wants to get rid of the shadow of the past and become the only one.

I understood what he meant, but I didn't answer.

Just silence.

But at some point, silence is also an answer.

Ah Ye understood, and no longer asked.

The air was silent.

After a long time, Ah Ye spoke: "If you don't come to me in the next life, I will go to you." ”

After speaking, he looked at me fixedly, his gaze stubborn.

I could clearly see my presence in his eyes, even his eyebrows and eyes. Then, the light in his clear eyes faded, and he let go of the hand that had been holding me, and closed his eyes calmly.

These were the last words that Ah Ye said to me.

My heart ached suddenly, and suddenly, it felt like it was empty.

Jiangfu, Mrs. Jiang was taking a nap, and suddenly felt something, and looked up at the woman in white who suddenly appeared in front of her.

The woman in white carried the light on her back, said something, and then covered her wife to her mouth, trying not to choke herself. After seeing the woman disappear on the spot, he called his wife to Pu San'er.

"Tell me to go down and mourn. ”

Pu San'er was puzzled, but seeing that the main mother was exhausted and unwilling to say more, she took the order and went down.