Author:Suddenly I found out that I typed the heroine's name wrong.,Actually, the heroine is not Yamazaki Ming.,It's Sawaki Ming.,Source: "Another" (covering face), a relatively unpopular fan, has now been changed back.,In addition, this stream-of-consciousness type of novel is so brain-burning to write.,It's not like that kind of bloody text.,You can make up a lot of words by shouting 'ah'.。 Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

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Looking at her with a gaze that is not well known to outsiders, "here but not here", Minaki Naru, longs to get her, but Xue Nai does not interfere too much in her life, and her external image also needs to be whitewashed, which is hypocrisy, but it is the hypocrisy that this world needs to accommodate.

"The seniors are also very busy, so they don't have to come to me after school every day."

"It's okay, if you don't participate in club activities, you'll have a lot of free time, and you don't want me to come to you?"

Seeing Saki Ming walking silently, Yukina's face was a little ugly, and the fury in her heart was suppressed with all her might.

Seeing Naru Saki is very special, and this particularity does not mean that she is a "non-existent person"

Rather, through her right eye, she can distinguish the feelings in people's hearts with different colors, and the darker the color, the stronger the feelings, and this is just a weakened ability after being sealed by the blindfold of the right eye, and when the bandage is untied, the inner thoughts of the people around him will be heard, so for this ability, I see Naru Saki quite repulsed.

Xue Nai didn't reject anything about this, but responded with stronger emotions, this child is special, and only she can know her heart.

Seeing Naru Saki didn't know why Yukina was still able to expose her inner thoughts to herself without reservation, and she must have a way to deal with her ability without fear, but why......

"I'll take you home today, you can ...... Don't reject me? ”

Similar to a moan-like sound,It's quite torture.,Yukina's thirst for Mina Saki makes her reason always on the verge of breaking.,Every time Misaki Naru's resistance will make Yukina's mood a little more violent.,But I have to struggle to suppress the imbalance in my heart.,Seeing Naru, who has an absolute attraction to herself,Yukina can't force her to obey herself.,Because if you cross that taboo,,There's no one in this world who is special to yourself.,In order to maintain this uniqueness, In order to protect this uniqueness, Xue Nai can only constantly restrain herself.

“…… Well. ”

Yukina's affection was so strong that it frightened Minazaki, and she couldn't understand why she was so obsessed with herself that she could only pace forward.

……

Yukina and Mina didn't have much conversation, on the one hand, Yukina knew that no matter what she said, she would only get a cold response, and on the other hand, Mina Saki was not the kind of talkative girl, despite this, Yukina still enjoyed this kind of time, and felt from the bottom of her heart that the two were so close, and this joy had suppressed the burning emotions in her heart.

didn't return home, and saw that Naru Saki just came to a puppet shop with Yukina.

Although the products are exquisitely made, the shop is not very popular, because the atmosphere is too gloomy and it is normal to be unpopular, but the owner still persists.

"Ming, you're here, did you bring friends this time? Ah, it's really rare, Naruto has a friend, too. ”

The folds of the skin completely bury the expression on the face, and if you are asked to be an extra in a horror movie, you belong to the type that can be photogenic without makeup.

"Mother-in-law, I'm sorry for you today, then I'll go first."

There is a basement next to the doll shop, and when I saw Saki Naru, I said hello and went down by myself, but Yukina didn't choose to follow Saki Naru.

"Little girl, I haven't seen you before, did you only meet Ming recently?"

His voice was a little weak and hoarse, and the shopkeeper sat quietly on the warm mat.

"Well, does Naruto like these puppets a lot?"

The whole store is full of puppets with different decorations, and the clothes worn by the dolls are quite delicate, without the slightest damage, like a shrunken person, and it can be seen that the owner is quite careful about these puppets.

But—

There is always a sense of fear that you will be watched by countless pairs of eyes in such a store, and it is not very popular even if it is near a school.

"Ah, this kid Ming likes these dolls a lot, and he usually comes here after school, but this kid just looks at them and never buys them."

"Because of financial constraints?"

"No, my wife, I once sent a few dolls, but they were all refused, but she hoped to come here often in the future, and it could be seen that the child had a unique emotion for these puppets, plus the store has been sluggish, so I agreed to her."

"Can you show me?"

"Take it, no one usually comes to the store, these dolls are also placed, if you like it, you can also give you a few."

"No need, good intentions."

I picked up a doll casually, it's the kind of blonde style with a sweet smile on its face, quite a cute type, plus the princess dress on the body, it should be very popular with girls in middle school.

However, a strange feeling welled up in my heart.

This strangeness gave rise to the idea of burning the doll.

What's wrong?

Yukina walked over to the light that illuminated the storefront, took a stool, placed the doll on top of it, and leaned back a distance.

For a moment, the corners of his mouth outlined an inexplicable smile.

Real, these puppets are too real!

Under the illumination of the light, Liuhai covered his cheeks and cast a shadow on his face.

In this way, the original image has undergone a subtle change, and what was originally a cute smile has become a kind of eerie sneer with this natural shadow.

This sense of realism blurs the definition of the tipping point between truth and falsehood.

"Is this puppet really just a puppet?" "Ah, it feels unlucky." "Doesn't this become the existence of the cursed doll type? ”

It's no wonder that such a store would be in a recession.

If the puppet is too real, it will undoubtedly be with the person, and what it lacks is only a soul.

The whole body is too real, and the eyes are hollow with monochrome composition.

"I'll go see Ming first, I haven't come out yet."

"It's okay, my wife and I can't take care of you if I'm not well, you can just feel free, it doesn't matter how long you stay here, it can be regarded as adding a little vitality to this store."

……

The basement is larger than the storefront above, and the things placed are the first models of some dolls, and if the dolls on the outside are uncomfortable, then the dolls in the basement are the kind of heart-stimulating existence.

Because there is no light, the basement is a little dark, and the walls are all the heads of puppets with empty eyes, such a scene will not be unbearable for everyone.

Naruto sat on a chair and silently looked at the puppet in her hand.

Unlike those dolls with gorgeous appearances, the dolls in Naruto's hand are only designed in shape, and are not packaged and dressed, so that this chilling horror is not revealed in the slightest.

Fetched a stool and sat next to Naruto, Yukina gently stroked Naruto's silky hair.

"Yukina, what do you think of these dolls?"

"Hmm...... It's funny, Naruto likes these dolls a lot. ”

"I'm annoying, you know? The puppet is empty, the body and the mind are both, very empty...... Empty. It's the emptiness that even death can pass through. ”

Yukina stopped and took out a half-packed doll.

"It's true as you say, but ...... But so what? You can think of the self as emptiness, or as everything. A thing or thing is based on the self, and the specific judgment is all based on the self's heart, and it is not generalized in words. ”

Holding Naru in her arms, Yukina whispered softly.

"These dolls are real, right? If you don't like it, why use such a malicious word as hate? ”

Naruto's body trembled slightly, and Yukina felt her hands get a little wet.

I was very surprised to find that Naruto was crying......

"Dolls are just dolls after all, and they can't smile no matter what;

A doll is just a doll after all, and it can't have a heartbeat no matter what;

A doll is just a doll after all, and no matter what, it can't replace Misaki. ”

It was a very heavy heart, and I had never felt this level of sadness even when I was forced by myself that day.

Yukina understands that Naruto's trust for the puppet is not a liking, but a more burdensome dependence, and she sees the puppet as the girl.

But—

There is an insurmountable gap, even if it is a puppet that is too real, it is only self-deception in the heart, and she will still discover the cruelty of this world after all, and reality will still wake her up from her dreams after all.

As for people, after all, they can't live in fantasy for the rest of their lives.

One day, I will realize what kind of colors exist in this world

One day I will understand that this world is not so gentle

"Misaki, is it your important person?"

“…… Well, it's my twin sister who disappeared into this world in my place......"

I don't know how to enlighten her, time has brewed her pain to the bottom, and any language has lost its original effect.

"It seems like a pretty long story."

“…… Nothing. ”

Again, again, again and again, they rejected me like this, why?

Inside, he groaned in pain, and his fingers creaked as they were pinched

Just because of this pain, do you have to resist me again and again?

Also, you like this can't understand the suffering I have endured, and you can't understand the pain I have suppressed.

When exactly will it get out of hand?

If this continues, Naru, I'm afraid I'll break you......