That night, looking at Yu Le lying on the bed, remembering that he had also let Lin Xiaoyu sleep in his arms like this, Ye Xiaohua's eyes were wide open, looking at him, she couldn't sleep, got up, put on her clothes and went to the balcony. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

On a rainy night, thin clouds drifted in the sky, and the night was like ink and the sky was like ink. The lights of thousands of homes are scattered all over the place, revealing a warm luster like stars. It gives people warmth, but it also makes people more lonely.

Yu Le didn't know when she woke up, and she came out at some point, and hugged her silently from behind. Ye Xiaohua didn't look back, just lay on his back slightly, letting his body disappear into the world surrounded by his arms slightly, the slight coolness of the wind blowing through the rain and the temperature on his body constituted the only memory of him when she traveled far away.

She didn't want to think about anything else, she just wanted to remember what it was like to be with him at this moment.

"Why? I can't sleep. ”

"Hmm. Think of something. ”

"Is there anything you can't talk about tomorrow? ”

"It's a hurry. ”

"If, I mean, if, if I were reduced to a yellow-faced woman like everyone else, and no longer had the qualities that attracted you before, would you get tired of it?"

"You don't say if, if that's what hasn't happened yet. Well, it's cold, it's cold outside, go back to sleep. He said, kissing his hair.

"Go back first! I'll stay a little longer. ”

"Do you think you can let yourself blow the cold wind here by yourself, and I will go back to sleep by myself. Yu Le couldn't help but look at Ye Xiaohua and smiled bitterly.

"Don't worry about me, I'll be back in a moment. ”

"I ......"

"Will you go back? I want to be alone and quiet, I beg you. ”

Yu Le was not without feelings, and since this afternoon, her attitude towards him seemed to have returned to its previous state, and she erected a high wall between her and him, refusing his closeness. Even if he had to find a way, he had to know where the root knot was, but Xiaohua didn't give him a chance at all.

Yu Le's eyes darkened, let go of the hand holding Ye Xiaohua's waist, and walked back to the bedroom without saying a word.

The night flickered brightly and darkly.

"If I were reduced to a yellow-faced woman like everyone else, and no longer had the qualities that attracted you before, would you get tired of it?"

Yu Le didn't know why, just looked at Ye Xiaohua fixedly.

"Answer me. ”

"I don't want to lie to you, if I had to answer truthfully, honestly, I'll tell you, yes. ”

"I used to have a dream of traveling the world. Collecting memories from every part of the world, I want to make it happen. ”

"What about me?" Yu Le's eyes widened suddenly, looking at Ye Xiaohua in disbelief, "But what should I do?" he said vaguely.

When he said this, he clearly loved her, but the problem between them was not solved! I was too tired, if love was so tired, then I still didn't want to love.

"When you miss me, I'll come back. When she said this, she clearly loved him.

"Wait for me. Shall I go with you? One person, some of the roads are so far, and two people, it is short. ”

"But you even have some of this heart. Do you have time? When will I wait? The company needs you. She said as she stroked him all the way along her brow bone.

He rested his chin between my hair and softly called her name: "Little flower, little flower......

"Yes. Eun ......" she responded to him over and over again.

"We're still apart for a while, and we've thought about each other whether we want to be together or not. Yu Le, because you hide it from me, I don't want to fully expand it from you. The biggest problem between us is not others, but ourselves. I can't give you enough security, and you can't be completely honest with me, and that's the chasm that we can't cross. ”

"Yu Le, I'm tired. ”

"I understand. ”

"I suppose you're tired too!" you say, the two of us maintain an oblique arc. I don't know if it's good or bad. Will one party fall to pieces if you are not careful? ”

"Actually, I want to keep it because I still have concerns. Every once in a while, it's not a bad thing for us. ”

Yu Le's eyes never left her body from beginning to end, and she ...... Her eyes didn't dare to meet his.

"Where do you want to go?"

"Didn't think about it. I think as long as it's not domestic, I think it's okay. But I think the United States, starting with the United States. ”

……

Ye Xiaohua began to act. Contact the school and prepare the materials. That day, Yu Le didn't answer, but he didn't stop it, he should be very conflicted in his heart.

He rarely smokes, and as long as he does, he must have reached a time when his mind is numb and it is difficult to make a choice. But in those days, he took one pack a day. Almost the whole room could smell the cigarettes he smoked!

Ye Xiaohua felt good when she saw her like that, but she also knew that she couldn't comfort her with her thin words, after all, her own departure was a kind of sadness for him, since this was the case, it was better to be silent.

After all, the matter between them was inseparable, even if Yu Le didn't say it, she didn't say it, the people around them felt their emotions after all.

Even the old man of the Yu family heard the news, and he also appeared at Xiaohua and Yu Le's new home with his disdainful face, "Okay, why do you want to go out? Old Man Yu's expression and tone were as serious as ever.

She didn't like or get angry, she just said lightly that she wanted to go out for a walk while she was young.

Old Man Yu told her to look like she didn't eat oil and salt, threw her cane angrily, shook her hand and left, and didn't care.

Ye Jianqiang came from afar, and at that time, it was not far from the day when Ye Xiaohua was going to travel.

"It doesn't matter what happens. Why can't we just do it and talk about it and live well? Even if we don't think about the thoughts of our old people, we have to think about it for Ah Le. Others are in their prime, and they work hard. Xiaohua, you listen to grandpa, there is nothing between husband and wife that cannot be passed, don't leave an indelible crack in the marriage for the sake of a momentary anger, in that way, when you regret it, it will be too late if you want to turn back. What do you have to do to go abroad?" Ye Jianqiang was anxious and angry, as if he had thought of something, hoping that Ye Xiaohua would turn back.

She was silent for a while, and said, "Grandpa." Yu Le also agreed. ”

"You ......"

Faced with her grandfather's disappointed eyes, she was silent.