It is said that Huaizhen returned to the house, fell asleep upside down, carried the cold screen alone, and the incense was printed into ashes.

Since the battle of the Suppression Division, Tang Yi has never come to the door, and Huaizhen has already felt uneasy. After all, I know his temperament, and treat him with all the affection he had in the past, and even if I can't get out of it at that time, I will definitely come to visit him in the future...... and so many days have passed.

At that time, in the Zhenfu Division, he said those words, and said: "You shouldn't ......" but was stopped by Ying Lanfeng in time.

Since then, this short sentence has always been in my heart, lingering, and thinking about it all the time.

How could Tang Yi ever say a cruel word to her? These three words were already uttered with extreme restraint.

He already blamed her.

At first, although Huaizhen thought of this, he didn't take it seriously.

It's just that day after day, every day he secretly looks forward to it, but he never comes, Huai Zhen is a lot of thoughts, and he has already secretly recalled the relationship between the two in the past several times.

Since the beginning of Ying Lanfeng's incident, he has always concealed it...... Later, because of Uncle Zhaocai's incident, he was finally willing to reveal something to her, but the so-called truth was still known by her from others afterwards.

But Huaizhen didn't mean to blame Tang Yi, but somewhat understood his feelings, if she said that when she was Ying Lanfeng's matter, she still couldn't think about it, but after Uncle Zhaocai's incident, she understood Tang Yi's intentions.

He refused to explain to her that Uncle Zhaocai was meticulous, although it seemed to be "unkind", but it was because he had considered it thoroughly, and he knew that if he rashly sued him, she would not believe it.

He didn't admit to her that Misako was dead, naturally because of the importance of the matter, and he wanted not to divulge secrets...... There is nothing wrong with that.

In fact, even though he was foolproof and hid so much, he still fell short in the end, and he still ...... Because of her.

Although Huai Zhen knew that if she was given another choice, I was afraid that she would still choose to rush into the Zhenfu Division...... After all, Uncle Zhaocai has been with the Ying family for decades, how can she bear to see death and not save her.

It's just that this kind of "seeing death and not saving" paid such a big price that she couldn't help but regret it.

After leaving the Zhenfu Division, she asked Ying Lanfeng if she had done something wrong.

Ying Lanfeng is a father, so he naturally maintains it in every possible way, and he can't bear to add a word.

However, Tang Yi was different, he said: You shouldn't.

Huai Zhen remembered that his eyes were full of blame coldness at that time.

She had actually begun to reflect on herself, but no one knew.

Although he vaguely guessed that he might blame her, so he refused to show up for many days, but Huaizhen also put up with his mind and endured it day by day.

At first I wanted to wait for his wishes.

Who knew that in the Li Mansion, because Li Zhun was suffering in the army, Huaizhen persuaded him not to follow Rong, but Ying Yu said that...... It touched her heart more and more.

Previously, Zhao Ye had praised Xiao Jin'er, saying that the tiger father had no dog, but Huai Zhen laughed at the time and said that he didn't want Xiao Jin'er to be like Tang Yi.

She just thinks that she is a mother, and wants her children to live a safe and secure life, without danger or danger.

Because Tang Yi was out of the country before, he died several times, and Mrs. Tang and Min Li were in all kinds of pain, and she saw it with her own eyes...... So much so that when I married him later, I experienced the heart-wrenching pain more and more, so I just wanted Xiao Jin'er not to be like Tang Yi.

However, after listening to what Ying Yu and Li Zhun said, and thinking about Tang Yi's conscientiousness in the past few days, what is it? They are all people who have the world in mind.

It can be seen that after all, her vision is a little narrow...... Then I felt a little uncomfortable.

That's why I finally made up my mind to visit the Ministry of Rites in person, in fact...... I wanted to meet him, maybe maybe talk to him...... It was indeed her mistake at the time.

But he didn't expect that from the first time they met, and then he invited him in to talk, the situation between the two was not the affectionate and affectionate state of the past.

Seeing that words and deeds, there was a bit of indifference in his bones, as if he really hated her, and it wasn't just a moment of anger.

In fact, as early as after the two of them rejected him on the night of the wind and snow, Huai Zhen knew clearly in his heart that he was really angry with him.

I can't think of the future...... After all, the two people are in love, and they are entangled again.

Therefore, that night in the Tang Mansion, although things were not what he wanted, he was able to return to his arms...... Isn't it what she is looking forward to from the bottom of her heart?

Who would have thought that Uncle Zhaocai's affair would suddenly occur.

Therefore, Huai Zhencai said that he had already gotten what he wanted when he came to the Ministry of Rites on this trip, and that was his attitude.

The words I wanted to say were buried in my heart.

When it was warm and cold, Huaizhen woke up hazy, and his head was still faintly heavy and painful.

Before I opened my eyes, I heard a chuckle in my ears, at first I thought it was a hallucination, but I slowly looked at it, but I saw three little people lying side by side on the side of the bed, huddled together, looking at her and laughing.

Counting from the past, it was Ling Xiao, Xiao Jin'er and Ling Yun, the two brothers squeezed Xiao Jin'er in the middle, three of them together, looking at her with a smile, Ling Yun even put a finger in his mouth, laughing with his mouth.

Huai Zhen looked at it for a long time before he believed that he was not hallucinating, and when he was startled, he wanted to get up, but he didn't know that his body was extremely weak, so he just bent down and asked, "Why is Xiao'er here?" ”

Ling Xiao was taller, close to Huai Zhen, his long eyelashes flashed, as if he would touch Huai Zhen's face, and said with a smile: "The second uncle brought us here." ”

Huaizhen was stunned, raised his eyes and looked around, but fortunately he didn't see Ling Jue. He said, "Really?" What about your second uncle? ”

Ling Yun said vaguely: "Second uncle...... ...... outside"

While the two were talking, Xiao Jin'er looked at this and that, her eyes showed curiosity, and she muttered and babbled to speak.

Huai Zhen didn't know what to say for a while, just looked at the three of them, Ling Xiao raised his hand, and touched Huai Zhen's cheek: "What's wrong with Auntie?" Aren't you upset? ”

Huaizhen shook his head slightly, feeling the child's tender fingers across his cheeks, and unconsciously, a layer of water appeared in his eyes.

Seeing this, Ling Yun couldn't help but be a little anxious, but after all, he was shorter, and he couldn't reach Huaizhen, so he just shouted in a hurry.

Huaizhen had no choice but to get up, first carried Ling Yun to the bed/, and then picked up Xiao Jin'er...... When Ling Xiao saw it, he took the initiative to climb up.

Huaizhen held Xiao Jin'er in his arms, Lingyun Lingxiao sat next to each other, Huaizhen looked at this, and then looked at that, all he saw was the smiling face of the child Ning Xin, leaning softly beside him, and his body and mind warmed up slightly.

The four of them got together, and Huai Zhen suddenly remembered one thing, so he asked, "Xiao'er...... You're home? ”

Ling Xiao nodded, and Huai Zhen asked again: "That...... That...... Is there anyone else who treats you badly? ”

Ling Xiao looked at Ling Yun, and then whispered in Huaizhen's ear, "I have already listened to my aunt's words and told my second uncle." ”

Huai Zhen was surprised, but no matter how smart Ling Xiao was, he was just a child, and he couldn't help but understand the inside story and couldn't speak clearly, but seeing that he liked and liked it, and thought of Ling Jue as a person, Huai Zhen pressed the matter.

After a while, Yexue and the nurse came in outside, and when they saw that the four of them were all on the bed, they both laughed when they looked at Hele.

The grandmother said: "It's just that after going out for a while, the young masters have made a fuss." It was originally obedient. ”

Seeing Huaizhen's hazy smile on his face, Yexue was also slightly relieved, so she said to Huaizhen: "Mrs. Fang Cai ordered the cook to boil soup, and I asked them to bring the girl a bowl to drink." And he said that he was going to go.

Huai Zhen hurriedly stopped her, and then ordered: "They are here, and they probably haven't eaten, you tell the little girl to go out and buy two plates of crispy abalone snails and pine nut candy...... Then ask the kitchen to make some steamed cheese, and bring the osmanthus lotus root flour cake to ......" Yexue agreed and withdrew.

Huai Zhenyin asked the nurse again: "I heard that Xiao Ling's horse is coming?" I don't know where? ”

The grandmother said, "I was talking in the prince's study before. ”

At that moment, Huaizhen accompanied the three children to play for a while, and in an instant, Li Xianshu came when she heard the news, hugged the eldest sister in her arms, and said with a smile: "I know that Lingxiao Lingyun is also here with you, and I also ask Sister Xin to come over and join in the fun." ”

The eldest sister is still young at the moment, but she can already speak, and when she saw that there were children in front of her, she just laughed in Li Xianshu's arms because she also liked it.

When Huaizhen saw this, he went down to the ground, and the maids knew that she had just fallen asleep, so they brought water and waited for her to wash briefly.

In an instant, the maids brought up the snacks, everyone gathered around the table, the nurse hugged Xiao Jin'er, and Huaizhen hugged Lingyun.

Xiao Jin'er was still young and couldn't eat anything else, so Huaizhen fed Ling Yun to eat, Ling Xiao himself held a crisp snail, and gnawed on it in small bites, Huaizhen saw that he had a lot of cream on his lips, so he took out a handkerchief and wiped it off carefully, Ling Xiao squinted his eyes, which was very useful.

Xiao Jin'er saw that everyone was eating so lively, and she was also eager to try, Li Xianshu asked him to scoop a small spoonful of crisp cheese for him to eat, Xiao Jin'er ate sweet, so she also clapped her hands, and couldn't stop laughing.

Everyone sat for a long time, and then they heard a voice outside, and the maid came in and said, "Xiao Lingfu has come to lead the little young masters, and they are going back to the house." ”

The two brothers Lingxiao and Lingyun were happy to play, and they were not happy to leave wherever they were willing to go. Huai Zhen said to Li Xianshu because he had something in his heart: "Mother looks at them, I'll go out...... I have a few words to say to Brother Ling. ”

Huai Zhen came out of the inner room, looked up, and sure enough, at the door, Ling Jue was standing with his back to him.

When he heard the footsteps, he turned around and saw that it was Huaizhen, slightly stunned.

Huai Zhen's footsteps stopped, and then he walked out again, because he said, "Brother is going here?" ”

Ling Jue said: "Yes...... They're just afraid of making a lot of noise here. While speaking, he looked at Huaizhen twice, and saw that her eyes were slightly red, so he said, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Huaizhen lowered his head and smiled: "It's nothing...... It's just that Xiao'er and Lingyun are very obedient and don't make a fuss, this time they are eating in it, and they are very well-behaved. ”

Ling Jue also smiled and said, "It's just that they like you, so they don't make trouble." ”

When Ling Jue said this, his eyelids drooped, and when he saw that there was no one left and right, he said, "Before...... Xiao'er told me about it. Don't worry, I've already cooked. ”

Huai Zhen was thinking about how to mention it to him, and when he saw him take the initiative to talk about it, he hesitated slightly, but listening to his tone, he knew that Ling Xiao had confessed himself.

Huai Zhen said: "Originally, I shouldn't have done more than anything about your family affairs, but after all, it was a child......

Ling Jue shook his head and laughed softly: "If you know about this, but you stand by and don't say a word, this is not your temperament...... I'm going to look down on you even more. ”

Huaizhen didn't realize it and smiled dumbly: "That's it, it's good that they are safe and sound." Wait a minute, I'll call Lingyun out. ”

Huaizhen knew that Ling Jue had already been dealt with, so he didn't inquire in detail, and was about to turn around, so he heard Ling Jue say, "I don't know if you've heard of it...... Tang Shangshu resigned from the official and invited himself to Zhehai, but the emperor did not approve it before, but he was afraid that it would be decided in these two days. ”

Huai Zhen stood in place and said for a moment: "I haven't heard of it, thank you for informing me." ”

Ling Jue frowned and said, "What the hell are you doing with him?" ”

Huai Zhen didn't answer, he was about to leave, and Ling Jue called: "Huai Zhen! ”

Huaizhen stood and slowly looked back, but saw Ling Jue standing outside the door, behind him/the grass and trees in the courtyard, he was standing alone at the door, at the junction of the light and light, the expression on his face was a little indistinct, only his eyes were cold.

He stared at it, as if he was about to step through the door at any moment, and as if he was about to turn away at any moment.

This glance was so familiar, and there was a trance in my heart, and I couldn't help but remember it.

Once upon a time, in the situation of her previous life, there was such a scene, she was lingering on the couch, when she was on the line of life and death, suddenly the door was pushed open, and the man strode in from the door, which surprised and delighted her......

At this moment, standing outside the door and wanting to enter, Ling Jue couldn't enter.

Huaizhen opened his mouth slightly before he could breathe, and he didn't look at Ling Jue anymore at the moment, but only turned around and walked inward, thinking in his heart: "No, never...... In this life, it will no longer be like the previous life, no matter what, never! ”

It will never be like in the previous life, desperate and hopeless, struggling alone on the edge of life and death, only hoping for a redemption.

In this life, no matter what, there are still parents and brothers, and Xiao Jin'er...... And also......

Although there were tears in his eyes, his heart was still aching, but he was no longer as dazed and lonely as before.

Huaizhen clenched his fists: the past may be dead, but Ying Huaizhen is still Ying Huaizhen, although he is still willful, ignorant and superficial...... There are many shortcomings, but she is still herself, and she will be good...... It will be good, good...... Stay alive.