Xiao Yusheng's words were like a sharp knife inserted into Mu Linglong's mother's lifeline, and she couldn't dodge such a swift assault. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Xiao Yusheng made a judgment in his heart.

"Hah!huh~!" Mu Linglong's mother was finally willing to face the problem. Although she looked tired, she insisted on sitting up straight and facing Xiao Yusheng.

She calmed down seriously and said to Xiao Yusheng seriously, "In the past, Linglong always told me some truth. I asked her where she learned it, and she said she heard it from your mouth. ”

"At the time, I thought it was incredible, how could a child in the fifth or sixth grade of elementary school say such realistic things. While being wary of you, she is taught not to go astray with you. ”

'Misguided', Xiao Yusheng nodded, as a mother, it is indeed true. At that time, she was indeed a competent and qualified mother in Xiao Yusheng's eyes.

"It wasn't until I met Zhang Xin's grandfather that I realized that you were on the same level as us. It's just that you haven't experienced it in society yet. ”

Xiao Yusheng learned this from the diary, it was the reason why Grandpa Zhang didn't have so many adults to educate children just now.

"Later, you kept telling Linglong about this and that, and it all made sense. It's just that it hinders the concept of popular education, and as a teacher and a parent, I can't agree with it. Maybe it's more correct to say that test-taking education is already ingrained in the mind. Its flaws are clearly visible to the eye, and it has become a familiar and easy method of manipulation for us. ”

She paused, confusion on her face.

"Until you tell Linglong the truth that adults generally let children learn. In fact, it is not about finding a good job in the future, and we who are familiar with society know that no matter how high our current education is, it is difficult to guarantee that we will find a satisfactory job. So, when you talk about competition, I hate you very much. ”

Hearing this, Xiao Yusheng still remembers that he once told Mu Linglong.

Competition, as described, is when two people go faster than anyone at the beginning. Gradually, the two men ran up. After that, two people stumbled, fought with each other, and did everything they could to throw the other person to the ground. In the end, it is completely a terrifying battle! Completely stifling the possibility of others, even if you walk slowly and leisurely, you will be the one who wins.

This word can be beautiful and happy, bloody and cruel. It makes people enjoy the process and makes people crazy about the result. Therefore, whether it is a winner or a loser, it is always the devil who can only see the result with both eyes.

Even Mu Linglong's mother herself knows very well that the purpose of adults letting children learn is to follow the rules and procedures from the beginning. In the process, they and the teachers all said in unison, 'If you don't study hard, you will ....... in the future'. Children have been instilled with this idea since childhood, and those who mature early may be better, and those who mature later may regard exams as punishments.

The so-called learning competition is nothing more than to make adequate preparations for the future fight. Because not many people can really understand the true meaning of the word 'learning'.

Too many people don't get knowledge, they just get props to cope with exams.

However, she couldn't stop instilling this kind of thought in Mu Linglong. Even in order to keep Mu Linglong away from Xiao Yusheng, she began to use consistent means and reasonable reasons to let Mu Linglong go to cram school. At home, she will get the answer right, as long as it is not the slightest deviation from the standard answer.

Looking back, she kind of wanted to laugh at herself. What I was thinking at the time was really what a mother should have? Blind tutoring, piling up with endless learning and violence, forcing her to obey and brainwash her.

No matter how you look at it, it looks like a warden.......

She opened her mouth, wanting to admit her mistake, but her mouth wanted to continue the adult's lies. She was struggling, desperately struggling. I couldn't make a sound for a while.

"So, it came later. When my dad found out about all this, you got angry and broke up with our family. One is to cover up your atrocities, and the other is that no one is finally bothering you. Xiao Yusheng said it for her.

She held her head in pain, her thin palms pulling at her hair. Her hoarse throat let out a weak cry, "Actually, I don't want to beat her, she is my daughter after all! Money has corrupted me too badly, and without Uncle Zhang, I was sneered at by Mr. Owl! Later, you found out that I had no more expenses for me to indulge myself! I was carried away, and I didn't expect that I would become a devil to mutilate my own flesh and blood! Even beating her became an instinct that penetrated my bones! I knew she resented me! I've thought about dying, and by the time I wake up from my money, it's too late to repent......! I'm ....... now Just want to ......"

She choked up, tears mixed with snot and flowed down. She moaned weakly.......

"I just want to be a good mother!!"

Xiao Yusheng was silent, looking at the crying woman, his heart was indescribably heavy. The reaction in his heart, which should have been unfluctuating, shows that 'he' is not completely dead. But now is not the time to think about that.

He repeated in his head what she had just said, and suddenly grasped something. He hurriedly asked, "How long have you not hit her?"

She replied to Xiao Yusheng while sobbing, "I haven't beaten her since she went to junior high school." ”

Xiao Yusheng took out a few pieces of paper from under the coffee table and handed them to her. Doubts resurfaced, and she would never lie again in this state. So the question is, what is the scar that still exists on Mu Linglong's body so far? It's been school year now, it's December, and no matter how deep the wound is, all but that scar should disappear without a trace.

In addition, he remembered that when he usually stroked her head, he did not feel a scar on her head.

Could it be !!

Xiao Yusheng thought of a possibility, what he was most afraid of was that this kind of thing would happen. He finally understood why Mu Linglong's diary was bloody!

His throat rolled, "Auntie, I ask you." Did you hit her with a bottle? The day my dad and I found out. ”

She said with certainty, "No! (sobbing)... When she got home, I let her go to sleep. I remember very clearly that she became very honest and very different from her who was rebellious before leaving. I wonder if you appeased her. ”

No! Xiao Yusheng shouted in his heart. He couldn't guess what had gone wrong, he had to recall all the memories of his junior high school days, the shadows in his head that he had tried countless times to dispel but it was as motionless as if it had taken root there.

Since memory won't work, let's follow the method of elimination!

"That'..... What about the day Grandpa Zhang died?"

"No, I've never drunk at home. ”

A violent chill welled up behind Xiao Yusheng's back, which made his whole person feel terrified from the bottom of his heart. Incomparably deep, incomparably dark, like a quagmire in the night, pulling people into it and watching themselves be swallowed up.

He gasped heavily, and he looked up at the clock hanging above the TV directly in front of him. He had just been choking for more than ten seconds, and it seemed that there was something in his vague memory that prevented him from noticing.

However, he and Mu Linglong are not the only ones who know! There is another person who can break the status quo!

"Dudu Dudu......." Xiao Yusheng called Zhang Xin, during that time, the two of them were in the same class, and the relationship between them was almost like brothers, but it was not just talking, and it could be said that there was no secret between the two at all.

"Hey, Zhang Xin?"

The phone was connected, and Xiao Yusheng shouted excitedly.

"It's me, don't worry about the rain. Something is wrong, you tell slowly. Zhang Xin on the other end of the phone calmed down for Xiao Yusheng.

He took a deep breath, "Let me ask you, when did Linglong change a lot in junior high school?"

There was silence on the other end of the phone, not as if he couldn't remember, but because the question was asked dumbly.

After a while came a reply.

"You're not kidding, aren't you? You don't remember such a big thing? You told her personally, right? I clearly remember the reason for her stutter was because of that ...... thing."

Xiao Yusheng had an ominous premonition, and he wanted to put down his phone immediately and run away. Escape to the ends of the earth where no one will ever find it.

However, the guillotine of execution was swift and cruel than his escape.

"You tell her in person, you have someone you like. asked her to stop having fearless illusions, and sent a real good person card. ”

At this moment, it was like five thunderbolts that made Xiao Yusheng dizzy!

Result...... What exactly happened....... What the!

To be continued.........