801. Chapter 801: This is the end of it
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The strange eyes of her classmates, coupled with the bad mood, Shen Yujie became depressed, she didn't want to step out of the door of the apartment every day, and finally she didn't even want to go to dinner and class. (hua.)
Gradually entering the late autumn, the weather is getting cooler, the weather is cloudy, the light rain is non-stop, the air is humid and cold.
She sat quietly in her bedroom alone in a daze.
"Knock knock!"
The knock on the door is not so obvious on a rainy night.
It took a long time for her to hear that voice, staring at the door, and sometimes she even thought about how nice it would be if there was Long Lingli standing outside the door!
Such a thought just flashed, and she immediately began to scold herself again, Shen Yujie, you big fool, he deceived you so badly, you still think about him, you deserve to be dumped!
"Knock knock!" the knock on the door kept ringing,
She got up at this time, and after walking a few steps, she found that her whole body was limp and had no strength at all.
Outside the door, it was Long Chenxi, he was carrying a packed lunch box in his hand, his hair was drenched, an umbrella had been put away, and he was placed at the door, and the water stains flowed all over the ground.
"Brother Kimi, don't you have a class at night, why did you come here?" Shen Yujie was a little surprised.
Long Chenxi glanced at it, the convenience food, snacks and biscuits he bought for her some time ago had been piled up on the table, and she didn't eat a single pack.
"Thank goodness you remember that I had a class!"
Long Chenxi walked into the room, put the packing box in his hand on the table, and looked at her helplessly.
Shen Yujie smiled, her face, which was originally very small, is now even thinner, and there is only a pair of big eyes left on one face, which are flickering, which makes people feel distressed. Although he was laughing, his smile was also very pale and weak, as if he had worked hard to squeeze out a smile.
"Of course I remember, how can I forget this!"
Long Chenxi opened the lunch box, the food packed back inside was still steaming, he set up the chopsticks and called her, "Alas, what's the use of you remembering my lessons." Remember to eat, ah, you. You haven't been to the restaurant all day, haven't you? Surely you haven't eaten anything! Come and sit down and have something to eat!"
"Uh...... Who said I didn't eat, I just drank a glass of milk!" Shen Yujie smiled.
"It's morning, isn't it?"
Shen Yujie sat down on the chair and looked at the pile of hot food, which really didn't taste at all. [hua.update fast,The website page is refreshing,There are few ads,,I like this kind of website the most,I must praise it] But I didn't want to refuse Long Chenxi's kindness, I reached out and picked up the chopsticks, and I picked a little thing at random and ate a few bites, and there was no taste in my mouth.
"Don't you like to eat? Otherwise, I'll go out and buy it again, and tell me what you want to eat!"
Seeing that she was eating painfully, he stood up in concern.
Shen Yujie put down her chopsticks and shook her head gently, her eyes were a little hollow, "Brother Kimi, I don't want to eat, I can't eat, I always feel that my throat is clogged...... I know you're good to me, but don't you push me?"
"Then did you know that if you don't eat, you will die?"
"Don't worry, I won't starve myself to death!"
"Okay, even if you don't starve to death, then what about class? You've been skipping class for three days, and if you continue like this, even if you go to class again, you won't be able to catch up with the progress of the class. ”
Shen Yujie lowered her head and played with her nails, the nails that were cut off by Long Lingli last time had grown back. Some shadows have always been in her heart, and I don't know why, she is very afraid to go out now, and when she sees her classmates standing in groups of three or five, she can imagine that others are pointing fingers and saying bad things about her. In the classroom, in the hallway, everywhere she appeared, the kind of white eyes and sarcastic words were everywhere, which drove her crazy, and she didn't know how to deal with it. In addition to falling out of love, she felt that it was also very painful to continue her education here.
"Uh...... You're right, I can't keep up! So I didn't go, I thought about it, and I was going to drop out. Shen Yujie made this decision with difficulty, although she had promised her sister that she would stay here well, but now, she found that it was so difficult, she couldn't do it, really. Overcoming difficulties is easy to say, but it's so hard to do, she feels like she can't bear it. Cowering in the dormitory is actually a kind of escape.
Long Chenxi looked at her in shock, he always thought that Shen Yujie was still young, and after experiencing such ups and downs, she would come out after a while, but he didn't expect her to be so depressed.
"What???," Long Chenxi grabbed her arm tightly, and Shen Yujie was still laughing, but the smile was far-fetched, "Yes, I'm not as strong as you imagined, and I fell into it for the sake of a scumbag." I'm sorry I let you down. I also want to come out of this shadow on my own, but I can't, I really can't. Brother Kimi, I like him, I really like him. I just can't figure it out, I'm so nice to him, why would he do this to me? Is it wrong to like someone?"
Shen Yujie cried as she spoke, tears like pearls with broken threads. Long Chenxi was also stunned, Long Lingli hurt her so deeply, he thought that after such a catastrophe, she would come out of this relationship soberly when she saw Long Lingli's essence clearly, but she didn't expect that she would fall deeper and deeper, to such a point where she couldn't extricate herself.
"Brother Kimi, I want to see him! I just need to take a look! Even if he scolds me for being cheap, I want to ...... I don't know what it means to live without him? I don't know what the meaning of my life is? Brother Kimi, what do I have to do to make him change his mind? You are also a boy, you sue me, what am I going to do?"
Shen Yujie hugged Long Chenxi's arm, crying and shaking bitterly, but the words she said made Long Chenxi surprised and painful.
Sure enough, emotional wounds are the most terrible poison in the world, and there is no cure for it, it can only heal itself......
"Sue me, what am I going to do? Just say a few words to me, I'll be fine, really!"
Long Chenxi shook his head in disappointment, "Jie'er, I'm not disappointed, I'm sad! Long Lingli is such a bastard, he doesn't deserve your love at all! Jie'er, you are still young, there are some things you don't understand." ”
"I don't want to listen to these big things...... Brother Kimi, I want to see him!" Shen Yujie said stubbornly.
"Okay, I'll help you, but you'll eat the food first! Long Chenxi's mood was even heavier. His promise was just a temporary delaying tactic, Shen Yujie was so deep now, how could he go to Long Lingli......
Shen Yujie suddenly laughed, and her whole person was like a sunny day after the rain, and even her smile brightened. Obediently sit down and start eating in small bites......
At this time, opposite the girls' dormitory, after crossing the road, there was a small forest over there, there was a long figure standing quietly in the rain, the clothes on his body had already been soaked by the rain, and the water droplets on his hair flowed down his forehead, and he was ** all over, but he didn't feel cold, his hands were copied in his pocket pants, his dark eyes were filled with a faint rain mist, looking at an open window, from the window, he could see the girl he liked......
Yes, he could only watch her quietly at night, when there was no one around, lurking in the darkness like a ghost......
He finally succeeded in driving her away from him, but, as she was gone, the darkness in his heart grew thicker and thicker, she was like the light in his world, without her, his world would be dark from now on, and no one could save her.
Watching her suffer day by day, dissipating, and thin, his heart was also under great pressure. Many times, seeing her crying in the crowd, he wanted to rush out, hold her tightly in his arms, and never let go.
But he couldn't, he didn't push her into danger because of his own selfishness. The whole thing, she is a most innocent person, and she should not be implicated.
He is bearing her pain a thousand times, but he is a man, he can bear it. And what about her? How much did she hate him in her heart, how much she resented him? Maybe she would never forgive him in her life, right?
That's fine, after she dies, she will be safe. In this world, it is not easy for a person to live! He only wants her to live without illness or disaster.
In the distance, there was the sound of stumbling footsteps, and soon, a figure holding an umbrella appeared in sight.
"Senior Lingli, is it a text message from you? Liu Feifei's voice was out of breath.
Only then did Long Lingli retract his gaze, turned around and walked towards the depths of the grove. Liu Feifei was stunned for a while, then hurriedly turned around to follow, the rain was much lighter, and she put away her umbrella.
The roadside was wet, and only the footsteps of the two of them echoed lonely.
Liu Feifei ran behind Long Lingli for almost half an hour out of breath, seeing that Long Lingli had been silent and didn't speak, she couldn't bear it anymore, "Senior Lingli, what are you asking me to do?"
Long Ling's footsteps stopped, Liu Feifei chased after him, and under the dim street light, she saw that his eyes were glowing with scarlet blood, and this look made her feel panicked.
She thought that now, Long Lingli had broken up with Shen Yujie, so he must have asked her out to do something more romantic, and her heart was full of anticipation, but at this moment, his eyes made her feel scared.
"Sharp senior...... I know there's a nice hotel around here, look at you, you're all wet, why don't we open a room, take a hot shower, and have a good rest, it's much better than now. Liu Feifei approached Long Lingli step by step, throwing flattering eyes.