Under this goose feather snow, the scars on my body finally broke out because of the previous drinking and smoking. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

For half a winter, I couldn't get out of bed again. Although the eldest brother and the second brother around me knew about it, they really didn't blame me.

On the contrary, they blame themselves for not finding out in advance. The eldest brother hated that he couldn't take care of me in his spare time, and the second brother hated that he was transferred out of school and away from me.

These two people are obviously not stupid, why do they have bad brains in such a place?

Is it really good to be so doting on me?

My father's attitude towards me has changed a lot since then. It's not that they have come to care about me, but they are more alienated from me and ignore everything about me.

I am already familiar with the attitude of indifference, except for a little less so-called 'father's love', I think I have nothing to lose with him.

My mother took care of me every day, as usual, and I decided to start self-education during my illness.

When I was able to get up and leave the house, I could feel a gaze in the martial arts hall watching me leave.

Although the final exam was not ideal, I was able to reach an upper-intermediate level in self-study, which was already an unprecedented height when I gave up on myself.

The eldest brother and the second brother also found me with complicated expressions that day, and they told me that everyone in the martial arts hall had gone to eat shabu on the day I fell ill. Zhengzhi was still training at noon and Ye Xuan'er, and because she couldn't find anyone to call for help, mobile phones were not yet popular with children at that time.

So, she carried me a few hundred meters to an intersection and used her meal money for the day to pay for the ride to the hospital.

I don't know how critical the situation was, but lung and stomach problems and asthma followed. This winter is simply a demon! To crusade against me, a man who has 'betrayed his faith'! To take revenge on me, the man who broke his agreement with it! It has detonated the poison that has been building up in my body for a long time!

When I woke up, I remember lying in a hospital bed with a respirator on my mouth and a device to measure my blood pressure and heartbeat.

She disappeared without a trace, and what caught her eye was the anxious face of the eldest brother and the second brother and the worry that her mother was almost fainting. And, of course, the tears in the corners of my biological father's eyes, which I don't know if they were real or not.

And at that time, I had absolutely no idea. Ye Xuan'er cried and begged the doctors, and even knelt down to them, hoping that they would take me to the emergency room. At that time, I was only detected with ordinary lung disease, and I vaguely seemed to hear her crying, but my consciousness was about to fall into extreme drowsy, and my perception was blocked by my brain too much.

After the eldest brother and the second brother finished speaking, they looked at each other and slapped their hands on my shoulder. The two of them were reluctant in their eyes, and I still remember it clearly. I'm a little sluggish, but I understand it by being so explicit.

I ran out of the house and ran down the street. I'm not looking for Ye Xuan'er....... I'm going to run away! I'm panicking! I'm afraid to accept what she's done to me!

The thick snow on the road made it difficult for the car to move an inch, and I still withstood the pressure, and strode out in the biting cold. Even if it's one snow pit at a time, I'm going to run away!

I'm so weak, what can I do in the face of her? We are actually people from two worlds! She is a genius girl who has been recognized and liked by everyone inside and outside the family since she was a child!

What the hell am I? I'm just a disappointed fake! In order to hide my eyes, my father had no choice but to make her my coach. On the one hand, it makes me disheartened by the world! After all, I am just a sandbag for her to compete in the future!

My feet were slippery, and I fell down in the snow without stepping steadily, and my mouth was full of snow, leaving two lines of tears. After sneezing hard, snot and tears gathered together and fell in front of the snow-capped martial arts training ground.

I pushed the door open, and it was the only place that could comfort me. I can still feel all the warmth of those days, as soon as I step in.

Anyway, the eldest brother rudely asked me to drink hot water. Or Ye Xuan'er's embrace. Or maybe it's my second brother's concern and understanding for me.

It's all playing back and forth in front of my eyes like a dying marquee!

I was lying in the snow, and although my down jacket kept me warm, the snow that had accumulated on my clothes was chilling into my bone marrow. The skin, with only a thin layer, naturally cannot stop their steps. The frozen muscles no longer give me any message.

I..... Is it alive...... Still dead.......

"Mu Yu! you're really here!"

The girl came to me with a brisk step, but full of heaviness, her figure obscuring my vision. Always with a little immature voice, it jumped into my ears in an instant, and it made my heart so ethereal.....

Mu Yu is my last word. I was nicknamed because I was as stiff as wood in their eyes, and my body was as light as a feather.

I looked at the sky, and it was a gray-white world that seemed to be the same color I had always seen.

"How did you know I was here?"

"You have to come here every time you train. Of course I do. ”

"You stalked me......"

I lost my fierce gaze, my irritable mood, and my resentful look. Just because I'm empty in this moment!

That's right! I'm already an empty shell! I haven't actually filled it with anything since I was born! No wonder there's always a sight, a sound, and a wind........ Through my body!

I slowly stood up and faced her. She excitedly stepped forward and touched my hand, and the moment she met my eyes, she froze in fright.

“...... Wow, you're so cold, it's as cold as an ice ......."

She was already full of tears, no matter how strong the sourness of her nose was, she couldn't hold back her crying as much as possible, and said to me in the tone of the year.

There seemed to be a glimmer of life in her scattered eyes, and my little bit of brilliance was successfully captured by her delicate heart.

She stepped forward and hugged me. At this moment, I suddenly smelled a faint fragrance on her body, although there was still a slight smell of burning incense. In this second, it is so refreshing, but it invades my spirit but it is not arrogant, and gently sweeps away all distractions!

Her delicate body is indeed not as soft as others in the book describe, and it is not as hot as the girl she hugs when she gives up on herself. But I was obsessed with her body.

No!

Her body temperature slowly flowed to me, but my lively mind and suddenly jumped out of my mind issued a strong warning to me!

I pushed her away. The complex thoughts in her brain overwhelmed the defenses she had constructed.

We are not the same kind of people! I only live at the bottom of the world! I may live a life of being spurned by others in the future with a subsistence allowance or something in society!

She! Absolutely not! She's the pride of the sky! We shouldn't have this kind of intersection!

"You're going to ..... Reject me......"

It was as if she was wrapped in the cold air mass that had gathered around her, more like we had been separated by an awe-inspiring wall of wind in the last second.

"I'm a wretch, I can't do anything. You know that..... I..... It's hopeless....... Why the hell ?......"

I'm incoherent!

"Lin Xiangxu! Don't look down on yourself! You don't know at all! I was arrogant at the beginning, as the pearl of the family, there was no one in my eyes, and I didn't understand the height of the sky and the height of the earth. When I was defeated, I was plunged into darkness...... Holding on to my self-defeated, I saw you with perseverance in the martial arts training ground! Seeing your figure day after day, it was your spirit that moved me!

I decided to follow in your footsteps. Learn from you, and implement everything I've learned. However, when I finally got to know you and wanted to explain everything to you and get your praise, I found that you were born with a weak body. I was disappointed, but I could still see that I was sticking with you. I tried to reach you, but your indifference hurt me again and again.

When I hardened my heart and persecuted you with a tough attitude, I found out again that I magnified your inferiority complex and harmed you again!

I'm going to make amends, the day I found out you were smoking. I decided to compensate you in my own way.

Can....... Can....... But gradually, what I have to do has been done, but ...... I find that I can't live without you!

........ Actually, I know it all! When I had heat stroke on dog days, you carried me into the house and put on a cool towel. You were the one who found my big black body, buried it, and told me the location secretly. Or did you secretly leave me your wound medicine because I was severely punished by Master......

You just don't express your kindness, but you silently guard every injured person with every action. Even when you gave up on yourself, I knew that you accepted that the girls had lost their virginity when they were not minors, so that they asked you to smoke and drink.

How did you...... That's stupid......."

I...... I really saw it........ What is pear blossom with rain.......

I tried to get the callers to take a step back, but they rejected me!

Finally, she said that....... The delicate face was sprinkled with jewel-like tears, the determination of the eyes, and the expression of the face. The determination that emanates from the whole body!

"I like you!"

With a !!bang, a storm swept through my brain! There was nothing in the empty head, but her resolute cry echoed all the time.

I know how hard it is to get a girl to say those four words, but I .......

I clenched my fists, and my mood changed like a chameleon constantly changing in the background! Actually, I knew that I had liked this girl for a long time, but I was too clumsy to block my liking and disgust.......

“.......”

Heavy atmosphere, with a sudden freeze of the world. Stop falling snowflakes, with air that can't flow........ It's a different plane in my mind right now.

I ended up making my choice.......

Revile!

I hugged her. Even though my shoulders are not broad, even though my hands are not broad, even though my body is so thin!

But I just want to be her majesty in this moment!

"Kiba ....."

She whispered in my ear, and I hugged her tightly for a long time.

After that, our romance was announced.

Naturally, my father was the first to jump out against it. But I'm sorry that his third son didn't even look at him.

The day before we ascended to the marriage hall, we had a decisive battle according to the old rules of the family.

Before that, she was full of worry and asked me if I wanted to release the water.

And I, resolutely, refused.

I said to her. I said to her with the self-esteem that belonged only to me.

"As you said to me that day, I can't look down on myself anymore. Although I will definitely lose this battle, I still want you to use all your strength. It's not just me..... As a martial artist, going all out to face your opponent is to leave the opponent with the least dignity. No matter how much others scold me after this, no matter how much they laugh at me. I have always had this dignity! It is not given by others, it belongs only to me. ”

Sure enough, I lost the battle.

The laughter drowned me out like a tidal wave. But I was already strong enough to be fearless.

When our child, Cher, was born. I dreamed of the snow that year, so I named her Mengxue. It also symbolizes the warmth between me and Xuan'er in the cold.

Later, my father ruthlessly cut off contact between us and our financial assistance through the family. However, it is with them that I can spend all kinds of miserable part-time jobs. Until the family situation slowly improves......

So, until now. The only thing I believe is.....

She is the priceless lady of my life! The greatest gift from God!

To be continued.......