Chapter 66: Unworthy of Forgiveness
I don't know if Ran Xixi's request played a role, or if Lu Qinghuan has been really busy recently, in short, after she said that she wouldn't let him pick him up and drop him off from work, he really didn't force it.
However, Lu Qinghuan directly transferred his driver and car to her. Ran Xixi hesitated, but still did not refuse. After all, the distance from the fighter to the company is not close, and every office worker is deeply touched by how terrifying the morning and evening rush hours are.
On the way back, she went to the cake shop to buy cheesecake for Zhan Ruijue.
Unexpectedly, Ran Xixi rang the doorbell, and the person who came to open the door was Zhan Xingchuan, and the house was quiet, as if he was the only one.
"Miaomiao and Rong Qian took the child to play, they won't come back tonight, I also gave Sister Li and Xiao Liu a holiday, the two of them went back to their hometown together, and they will come back tomorrow afternoon. ”
Seeing her doubts, Zhan Xingchuan took the initiative to say.
Sister Li and Xiao Liu are from the same place, their hometown is not far from Zhonghai, and it only takes more than two hours to take the bus, which is very convenient to go back and forth.
"Oh. ”
These are all private matters of the Zhan family, Ran Xixi doesn't care, since Zhan Ruijue is not there, she plans to eat the cake by herself and go back to the room directly, even saving dinner, just so that she can rest earlier.
Unexpectedly, seeing that she was leaving, Zhan Xingchuan grabbed her arm.
"I'll cook tonight. ”
He said hurriedly.
Ran Xixi felt that Zhan Xingchuan's whole person was strange, and it seemed that after a day of adjustment, he still did not return to his normal state. Thinking of what happened in the hospital in the morning, she suddenly felt a little angry, an adult, but he didn't even have the minimum ability of self-control, it was too much.
"I don't have an appetite, you can eat it yourself. ”
She wanted to go upstairs to change her clothes, so she withdrew her hand and walked away.
Zhan Xingchuan immediately shouted towards Ran Xixi: "I have something to say to you." If you don't mind, can you come over and help me, let's go to the kitchen and cook while talking. ”
Before going home, he went to the supermarket, bought a lot of fresh ingredients, and planned to cook a few dishes in the evening.
She was stunned for a moment, put down her things, walked into the kitchen with Zhan Xingchuan, and washed her hands first.
He handed her a new pink apron and helped her tie the back straps.
Ran Xixi looked left and right and found that he was almost ready, and he didn't have anything to do.
"What are you going to say to me. ”
She leaned against the cooking table next to her, curious.
Zhan Xingchuan turned his back to her, concentrating on dealing with the fish on the chopping board, he rolled up his sleeves, revealing two forearms, strong lines, obvious muscles, slender fingers, flexible wrists, from the side, the picture is really very attractive.
He doesn't speak, and all attention seems to be on the fish.
Ran Xixi felt bored, she didn't have much interest in cooking, not to mention that although the kitchen space was not small, after all, being alone with him, this feeling would always make her a little nervous.
"You don't want to say, then I'm going upstairs, I'm a little tired, I want to rest early"
The children and the maid were not there, and there were only two of them in such a big house, which always made Ran Xixi feel weird.
Before she could finish speaking, Zhan Xingchuan turned around, still holding the kitchen knife in his right hand, and walked straight towards her.
Ran Xixi screamed in fright, her hair stood on end, and she wanted to run, but her legs seemed to be nailed to the ground.
"Ahh ”
Her high-decibel scream made Zhan Xingchuan's scalp start to tingle, he carried a kitchen knife, directly encircled her in his arms, lowered his head, and directly blocked Ran Xixi's shouting mouth.
She thought he was going to kill herself, and struggled even harder, and cold sweats broke out all over her body.
He specially spent all the rest of the family, could it be that he was really going to slaughter her tonight, cook her in a cauldron, divide her body, and throw bags into the suburbs.
Ran Xixi's mind quickly flashed the pictures of the American dramas she had watched, the stumps, corpses, and white bones made her tremble with fright, and when she was excited, two lines of tears flowed out.
As soon as he saw her crying, Zhan Xingchuan was obviously more stunned than her, and when he let go of her lips, he said with a puzzled expression: "What's wrong." ”
As he spoke, he still had the kitchen knife in his hand, and forgot to put it down.
Ran Xixi's legs were weak, and she couldn't stand anymore, she sat directly on the ground, and choked up extremely unproductively: "Don't kill me"
He looked at her suspiciously, then at the kitchen knife in his hand, and hurriedly threw it aside.
Oolong made a big fuss.
Zhan Xingchuan sighed helplessly, he and she were really not on the same channel, he just forgot to put the kitchen knife down, and she thought he was going to chop her. Isn't that too bad?
Picking up Ran Xixi from the cold ground and letting her sit on the cooking table, Zhan Xingchuan couldn't help but laugh out loud at the thought that she was afraid of being like this, and her whole body was still trembling.
"You think I'm going to kill you. ”
He asked forcefully.
Vaguely aware that he seemed to have misunderstood his actions, Ran Xixi stopped his tears and replied with a sob: "You haven't spoken, and you wave a kitchen knife at me as soon as you turn around, how do I know what you're going to do"
Thinking of the situation just now, she couldn't help but secretly laugh at herself in her heart.
If you say it, I'm afraid that people will laugh off your big teeth.
Zhan Xingchuan felt helpless, turned around and washed the fish scales on his hands, and then walked back to Ran Xixi. She sat at the cooking table, a little shorter than him, and had to look up at him.
He had already restrained his smile, his expression still a little solemn, and he felt that her heart was beating for a while.
"You're Today"
Ran Xixi bit her lip, and as soon as she said three words, she was interrupted by Zhan Xingchuan: "Uncle He left me a letter, I have read the content of the letter, and there is one thing I just knew." ”
Although he spent an afternoon on psychological construction, he thought that he would be able to speak calmly, but when he really faced her, Zhan Xingchuan still had an unspeakable feeling.
Everyone knows that family ugliness should not be publicized as much as possible, even if it is not an outsider, the fewer people who know it, the better.
Although she was curious, she saw that he was stumbling when he spoke, and the expression on his face was also hesitant, Ran Xixi seemed to expect that what he was going to say was not beautiful and beautiful, so she simply didn't urge, waited patiently, and waited for him to adjust his state.
After a while, Zhan Xingchuan relayed Uncle He's words to her.
Ran Xixi's expression became more and more frightened, and in the end, she almost fell off the stage.
He reached out and held her down, motioning for her not to move.
She wanted to say, I'm not moving, I'm almost falling headlong.
It's just that Ran Xixi is almost speechless.
This is simply a realistic version of the Arabian Nights, if it weren't for understanding Zhan Xingchuan's character, and there would be no benefit in making up this kind of lie, Ran Xixi would really feel that he was sleepwalking, hallucinating, and daydreaming now.
"Me That You"
Zhan Liyang has passed away, Wang Jingshu has been in a vegetative state for many years, and the old servants who were in the Zhan family back then are no longer in the world, even if they want to ask clearly, it is difficult.
She didn't know what Zhan Xingchuan thought or whether she believed Uncle He's words.
"I have already gone to find Yu Youwei, she did not deny it, she said that she was desperate at the time, plus a thought, so she insisted that it was me. As for my dad, I think he may be afraid that once things get bigger, it will have a bad impact on the Zhan clan. Those years were the fastest years for Zhan's development, and if such a scandal occurred, it was likely that the company would collapse. As for me, I was still young at the time, and even if I was known by the public, it was easier to be confused and forgiven by everyone. ”
He sighed deeply, his expression a little gloomy and more desperate.
"I don't know what to say about her. It turns out that what you said before turned out to be true."
Ran Xixi suddenly had a feeling of speechlessness, she always felt that Zhan Xingchuan said that he hadn't done it, it was just his justification. Unexpectedly, he really didn't lie, and the murderer hiding behind him turned out to be a sanctimonious Zhan Liyang.
As for Yu Youwei's motives, she vaguely felt that in fact, she still had hope for the Zhan family at that time, thinking that as long as Zhan Xingchuan did it to bitten to death, plus Zhan Liyang took care of the loss, and didn't want to make a big deal about it, she would admit her, so she simply pushed the boat down the river and let her stage a drama of a sparrow turning into a phoenix and marry into the Zhan family.
It's a pity that Wang Jingshu's character is that she doesn't rub sand in her eyes, with her temper, it's a big deal to settle everything with money, and she won't let the maid's daughter be the daughter-in-law of the war family no matter what.
Therefore, Yu Youwei's little abacus was wrong.
I have to say that Ran Xixi admires her very much, at such a young age, after such a big incident, she was able to calm down in a short time, and even analyzed various possibilities, and chose one of the most beneficial to herself, which is definitely not what ordinary girls can do.
"Also, I thought about it carefully, and I broke up with her. I didn't lie to you, I didn't lie. ”
After Zhan Xingchuan said this, he suddenly felt relaxed from the inside out, perhaps, he did something wrong before, and when he didn't make it clear with Yu Youwei, he wanted to redeem Ran Xixi, which was irresponsible to the two women.
This sentence surprised her even more.
She digested all the information and found that it was so complicated that her stomach hurt.
"I want to go to the bathroom. Also, I don't want to eat dinner anymore. ”
After speaking, Ran Xixi jumped off the cooking table, ran out of the kitchen as if he was running, and went straight to the stairs.
He shouted to her, "Are you so scared?" Are you afraid that after I have no outside obstacles with you, you want to be with me and don't want to forgive me? ”
Her body paused suddenly, as if she was thinking about Zhan Xingchuan's words.
yes, what are you afraid of? Whether he is in love with Yu Youwei or not, in fact, it has nothing to do with herself, she resents him, far more than just because of Yu Youwei's intervention, never just.
She resented his deception of herself, his greed for Diao, everything, he never deserved his forgiveness.
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