For me.

Life after this is dark, a piece of darkness.

There is no light in sight.

Engaged?born/?

It's impossible.

This was originally not Zheng Sitian's child.

Moreover, I am still so young, how could I possibly be born?

How can it be?

"No, no...... I don't want to, I can't be a man, I can't be a man...... I don't want to live anymore. I shook my head and screamed like crazy.

"Now that I know that something happened and I can't live, I can't be a human being, what did I do earlier? You say, what did you do earlier?" Dad glared at me fiercely and yelled at me.

"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you...... It's me who is not filial, it's me who ......" I cried weakly.

can only rely on Zheng Sitian's body.

I really don't have any strength at all.

"Wanzhi, how can you do such a thing? Usually, we believe in you so much, but we didn't expect it,...... Is...... You say, how are you going to go out and be a man in the future?" my mother cried with me.

"Mom, I'm not a man anymore, I'm not a man anymore......" I struggled hard.

At this point, I just wanted to end my life.

In this way, the world will be quiet forever.

I don't want to live, I don't want to live at all.

"Liu Wanzhi, how can you be so selfish? If you die, what should your parents do? It's good that you're dead, it's a hundred over, right? But, have you ever thought about caring about the people you love you?" Zheng Sitian looked at me with a cold look and scolded me.

He scolded me very fiercely.

Zheng Sitian had never spoken to me like that.

He has never scolded me like this.

This is the first time.

I know he's doing it for my good.

But he's not me.

He couldn't even understand my mood at this time.

Only by experiencing it can you understand this feeling.

"I'm sorry for you, I'm just a selfish person, I ...... I really don't want to live anymore?" I cried breathlessly.

I broke down, I felt like I was really going to crash.

"Daughter, mom only has such a daughter as you, if you die, what will we do, what will we do?"