Yi Ying sat in the carriage, her fingers unconsciously running over the window cloth, in a trance.

The words that Lian Jingqian asked her just now made her suffocate for a while and couldn't answer.

Have you ever made a promise?

Naturally, yes.

A girl in her twenties is not married, is it like talking?

She thought that since she could tell Lian Jingqian everything about Sun Sinan, there would be no difficulty in saying these insignificant emotional disputes.

But as it turned out, she was wrong.

Once I think of that unbearable past, my heart will still wrinkle and wrinkle, and the pain is so painful that I can't ignore it, and it hurts so much that I can't breathe.

The reason why she is so keen on Lian Jingqian and Jiang Lianjia is that she feels that she is so unfortunate emotionally, unfortunate enough to give up and look for it again, no matter what, she should let the people who are already happy and envious of others still spend their lives happily.

However, how happy they are all reflects how sad they are in their previous lives and in this life, so sad that they have lost the ability to love someone.

Her face turned pale, and her left hand clutched tightly to her heart, trying to calm herself.

……

Lian Jingqian sat in the carriage without saying a word, his expression obscure.

Just now his last question, Yi Ying didn't answer it directly, but with the most self-deprecating expression he had ever seen, he smiled word by word as if he had exhausted all his strength: "Of course it's not as happy as you, I'm not as good as you, I'm not a lady, but fortunately, it's just a dream." ”

But that desperate and helpless expression made him feel heartache. Is it a dream? What kind of dream can make a person look so sad......

Almost instantly, he understood why the girl in front of him always made him unable to understand.

Because all the dreams she has made are so real that she can't ignore them, what she is carrying is the real family burden and emotional torture, which is so heavy that she can't breathe.

In a sense, she suffered no less than him.

He felt as if there was a hand rubbing his heart fiercely, making him feel sad, but suddenly remembered the girl's clever smile, and suddenly realized that he didn't seem to have a position to heartache.

In her eyes, she is just a person who "deserves" to be happy with others and fulfill her wishes.

He took a deep breath and said in a deep voice to Lian Sheng outside the car, "Do you know where the Jiang family where my aunt and grandmother married? ”

Lian Sheng was stunned for a moment, hurriedly controlled the horse, and turned the carriage from the direction of the old lady to the west of the city.

……

Although she was angry with the Jiang family yesterday, when the maid in her room asked her to go out to Jiang Lianqing to go to the silver building to pick out a pair of jewelry that could be put on the table, she still responded.

Looking at the girl's look, she knew that the Jiang family did not know everything about Ding'an Gong, and before the matter was settled, she didn't want to cause more trouble, and she still acted according to the orphan girl under the fence.

After all, too many variables have happened since she was reborn. The concubine of the third prince died early, and the county lord of Zhaoyuan returned to the Xue family two years early, and even he appeared in front of the saint a few months early.

She also wondered if her rebirth had disordered everything, but after thinking about it, she really didn't do anything too much except for showing her hands in front of her aunt to improve her life. I can only wait until my father recovers his reputation and she re-enters the noble girl circle before thinking about it.

Lian Jingqian's carriage came to a stop outside the door of a teahouse diagonally opposite the Jiang family.

As soon as he ordered a pot of tea and sat down with Lian Sheng, he saw the vermilion door on the opposite side being gently pushed open, and two women walked out of the door.

One of them is still young, and he still has a double bun, which should be the little maid of the Jiang family, and the other is fourteen or fifteen years old, dressed in a light cyan plain clothes, with a simple Lingyun bun combed on his head, and a beaded flower, and he doesn't look like a rich person in his dress.

But the temperament of the whole body, even if mixed in the middle of the crowd, can see the difference at a glance, as if it is a silent king, with a pair of plain eyes like water, looking at the nether, a well-defined face, born like a rich flower in the world.

Lian Jingqian turned his head and asked a woman who looked like she lived nearby: "...... Do you recognize the girl who just came out?"

The woman glanced at it and said with a smile, "Why don't you recognize it......?" Her black-hearted aunt's family is so rich, she is willing to let her niece come out and show her face, but her own daughter hides it tightly...... There are many families who are quite well-off who come to ask for marriage, but they don't respond, but their daughter's relatives have decided in advance......"

I know a lot about it.

"What's the matter? Childe also takes a fancy to this girl?" the woman looked at him a few times, and there was a hint of flattery on her face, "It's terrible that the family is not worthy of the son, at most take it back to be a concubine...... If you have the heart, I will come to your door and tell you about it......"

Lian Jingqian sighed slightly, sure enough, all women in the world have a heart that wants to be a matchmaker.

He waved his hand, looking at the woman's back gradually moving away, and his heart was a little unhappy.

He remembered that when he divorced, he gave the Jiang family some very valuable things, hoping that they would treat Jia'er and her brother well, looking at the current use of the Jiang family, those things were at least enough for their family to chew for decades, but they also called Jia'er as a subordinate, and they were only equipped with a little maid with a general horn when they went out......

Although he doesn't have any love for this cousin now, he still feels that Jiang's is like this, and it's over.

However, even if he couldn't bear it, what could he do to help her? Listening to her grandmother, her brother didn't recognize her much now, and only focused on the Jiang family's son, leaving her alone to fight alone, which was to restore her father's reputation, and what use would it be to her, a girl who was going to marry sooner or later?

Before, she naively wanted to let the Ding'an Mansion become her backing, but the two who were engaged to the marriage contract would inevitably cause criticism.

Could it be that in order to help her get out of the sea of suffering, he must marry her?

He couldn't help but lose his mind, remembering what Fang Ying had just said on the painting boat.

They...... If we were together, would we be happy for the rest of our lives? He couldn't imagine it.

Lian Sheng saw that his son-in-law had something on his mind, so he sat next to him and didn't dare to make a sound, but just refilled tea for him from time to time.

I don't know how long it has been since sitting like this, but Jiang Lianjia has already returned with the little maid.

When passing by the teahouse in front of the house, it seemed that he suddenly blessed his soul, stopped his footsteps, and glanced in from the door.

"Bang!"

Lian Jingqian heard the sound and came back to his senses, and saw the plain-clothed woman standing at the door of the teahouse in a daze, the basket in her hand fell to the ground, and the contents were scattered all over the ground.

Why? She still knows him?

He frowned, whispered a few words to Lian Sheng, and was about to go out to say hello, but when he looked up again, the master and servant were gone, and the door of the Jiang family was tightly closed.