328.Chapter 328: Do You Still Love Me?

"Why don't you go change your clothes! you'll catch a cold if you wear wet clothes. (.)”

Although Lei Zijia had turned the air conditioner in the living room to heating mode and boiled her ginger cola, he was still worried that she would catch a cold.

Shen Xiaoman wiped his head with a bath towel, very carefully, one by one, staring in a certain direction, as if he was in a daze, as if he was thinking about something.

"Xiaoman, what do you look like in a robe...... Really nice to look at!"

Lei Zijia's admiring gaze kept staring at Shen Xiaoman, he never knew that Shen Xiaoman would have such a special charm after putting on the robe.

Shen Xiaoman finally stopped what he was doing, "Zijia, I came here today mainly to make it clear to you, we ...... I don't think we're going to be together anymore. ”

Lei Zijia's eyes suddenly became anxious, and he sat directly beside Shen Xiaoman, "Xiaoman, did you remember something?" I'm sorry, Xiaoman, you didn't mean to hide it from you. The grievances between the Ouyang family and the Lei family, I also just found out about it not long ago. I haven't figured out how to sue you, and I don't want the grievances of the previous generation to affect our love. ”

Shen Xiaoman's face became more and more melancholy, "I don't blame you, nor do I blame your family." I know you are good to me, but I am my mother's daughter, and if she had a spirit in heaven, she would not want her daughter to marry her enemy. ”

"Xiaoman, your mother has passed away, and you don't know her true thoughts, these are all your guesses. Xiaoman, we are both engaged, and we vow to stay together for the rest of our lives. Xiaoman, you can't leave me. ”

"Zijia, I'm sorry! That's all I can do...... According to my uncle's thoughts, he probably wants me to destroy your Lei family and avenge my sister. But, I know, none of you are bad people, and although I don't know what was going on at the time, I do know when it's time to get revenge. Therefore, I intend that the grievances and entanglements of my previous life will end here. And our descendants should not mention this again, as if I had never known you. ”

Shen Xiaoman was very serious, very difficult, and read out word by word very quietly, staring blankly in a certain direction, as if it took great courage to say these words.

"No, Xiaoman, no, I can't do it, since I was six years old, you have walked into my world, I can't imagine my future life without you, what should I do?" Lei Zijia suddenly hugged Shen Xiaoman tightly and said in a trembling voice.

At this moment, Shen Xiaoman, who had always felt that Lei Zijia was very mature and tall, suddenly felt that he was full of childishness......

In fact, it is not easy for her to do this step, her uncle and cousin are very hostile to the Lei family, and they can't wait to destroy all the Lei family to be comfortable, this time Shen Xiaoman secretly walked out, and he also carried his uncle and cousin behind his back. She just wanted to make things clear to Lei Zijia, and then never contact again.

"Zijia, what do you want me to do? I know that my mother died a terrible death, and now I just close my eyes, as if I can feel her pain, her struggle. Do you want me to live in guilt and pain for the rest of my life, and suffer the condemnation of my conscience every day?"

A person can't choose her own background, she is born, she is burdened with such a fate, she has no way to resist, sometimes, she would rather be Shen Fatzi's biological daughter, that carefree stupid girl Shen Xiaoman...... Before, she really wanted to be Aoi, but now, she hated herself for being Aoi, if not, how nice it would be.

Lei Zijia was silent, slowly let go of his hand, and slowly let go of Shen Xiaoman.

"Xiaoman, is there really no way to remedy it?"

He clung to the last shred of life.

Shen Xiao shook his head solemnly, "Zijia, why are you so suffering! That's right, I can marry you, marry you, and let everyone in the world know that I am the *** who married the enemy who killed my mother, do you think I will be happy? Will I be happy? I will bear a lifetime of anxiety and accusation, will you feel happy?"

Shen Xiaoman's words gave Lei Zijia a great shock, yes, he loves her, he likes her, and he wants to have her forever. However, this qiē is all based on her happiness and happiness. If she wasn't happy or unhappy, it was useless for him to force it.

"Are you really going to break up?" Lei Zijia asked in a low voice, with deep sadness in his eyes.

"Hmm...... Yes!"

"Okay, okay, finally broke up, I can come out!"

Chen Yiru's figure walked out of the bedroom, and it seemed that he was choking enough......

Shen Xiaoman stood up in amazement, looking at Chen Yiru's clothes intact, which did not match the photo on Lei Zijia's mobile phone at all, "You, weren't you kidnapped?"

Chen Yiru shrugged his shoulders, "No, but it's about the same." He insisted that I accompany him in a play, just to coax you to come. Okay, it's none of my business for the two of you, I'm done now, it's time for me to go. ”

Shen Xiaoman turned his head to look at Lei Zijia.

Lei Zijia tilted his head, leaning against the wall, holding his arms, with a lonely face, and when she looked at him, his eyes were always looking at her.

This kind of look made her heart ache and made her want to cry......

She hurriedly turned, "I'm gone!

The heavy rain outside had stopped, and Chen Yiru's figure was getting farther away, and Shen Xiaoman then slowly followed.

Lei Zijia closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and didn't chase it out, he didn't like to separate, and he didn't like to say goodbye!

Ye Feili's residence, Xia Yanxin yawned crisply, because she caught a cold in the rain, Ye Feili left her a box of cold medicine, she opened the cold medicine box and took out the instructions from it, which had a line of small words: Pregnancy pills should be used with caution. She slowly stuffed the note back, threw the pills in her palm into the toilet, and flushed them away.

It wasn't until twelve o'clock at noon that he didn't come back until night.

"How is Long Yutian?"

Xia Yanxin opened her mouth in a hurry.

"Oh, it's not a big deal, it's just a minor illness. By the way, how's your cold?"

Xia Yanxin smiled, "It's okay, I just took the medicine!"

Ye Feili suddenly remembered something and asked, "Oops, that medicine can't be taken by pregnant women, I forgot to ask if you are pregnant!"

Xia Yanxin was depressed, "I'm not pregnant!"

"Oh, it's good that you're not pregnant! Let's go out to lunch now, I'll have a patient to receive later!"

"Doctor Night, I'm sorry to bother you, I thought, can I stay with you a few more days!"

"It's okay, everyone is friends, what to do so politely. And I have extra room here, so you can stay as long as you like. ”

"Well, go about your work! leave me alone, I'll just get something to eat myself." ”

Ye Feili stared at her eyes for a long time and smiled, "Do you have anything to say to me?"

"I ...... I want to ask you, did he really decide to break up with me?"

Seeing the sadness in Xia Yanxin's eyes, Ye Feili thought about it for a long time, "People around me really don't know how to evaluate such a thing as feelings." However, I hope that whatever he decides, you will accept it calmly. Otherwise, I see that you are in a bad mood, and I will drink with you! Maybe a small amount of alcohol will make you forget your troubles for a while. ”

"No need, you go get busy!"

Xia Yanxin rejected Ye Feili's kindness......

In the afternoon, after Ye Fei left the clinic, she was alone on the park bench in a daze, today is not the weekend, the sky has been cloudy, so there is no one in the park, she sat quietly, she could feel the raindrops slipping from the leaves, ticking, ticking, a few drops fell into her neck, cold. Sometimes, when she closes her eyes, she still feels his breath, right next to her, and imagines that he is still so gentle.

Ye Feili was right, wine can relieve her sorrows, she bought a few cans of beer, sat on the bench alone and drank desperately.

It would be nice if Shen Xiaoman was by his side, at least he could get drunk with her, and then complain about men together......

Are men so fickle? Like Chu Sihao, who has had a relationship with her for more than ten years, she still likes others in the blink of an eye. And Long Yutian even said that if she changed her mind, she would change her mind, and she was caught off guard by this kind of change.

After drinking a can, he threw the beer can into the trash can, "Long Yutian, you bastard, how can you do this to me! I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I don't believe that you won't love me." ”

"Bang!" the beer can touched the perimeter of the trash can, but it didn't fall in.

Xia Yanxin drank another can and threw it vigorously.

"Bang ......"

Soon, there was a pile of beer cans piled up outside the garbage can, she was drunk, her hands and feet were soft, the whole person seemed to be stepping on a sea of clouds, and her mind was full of good memories with Long Yutian, he called her stupid while teaching her to ski...... While saying that the food she cooked was unpalatable, she ate all the food cleanly.

"Xia Yanxin, you are the only woman I want to marry, I want you to be determined in this life. ”

His voice full of temptation sounded in her ears again, she grabbed a beer can and threw it forward, "Long Yutian, you big liar, you deceived my feelings, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you......"

Suddenly, a tall figure appeared in his sight, he grabbed her hands and held her on her back, "You're right, Long Yutian is a big liar! Now, let's go home!"

Xia Yanxin was lying on his broad back softly, she could only see the back of his head, his clean and thick short hair exuded a good fragrance, her originally compromised mood suddenly became better in an instant, she was very comfortable and relieved to lie on her stomach. The steady shoulders, like a steady boat, slowly carried her home.

Long Yutian, is that you? Did you come to take me home? I knew that you wouldn't want me.