382 Chapter 382
At that time, after Huaizhen lost his mind, he spent a year in the Ling Mansion, and then ...... Everyone said that she had a "strange disease".
But how can we know that this so-called strange disease is not actually a "disease"?
Tang Yi listened to Huaizhen's words, which was exactly what he thought in his heart when Ling Jue mentioned "Xiao'er".
It's just that he thought that Huaizhen would never mention it, so he also had a bit of luck, maybe he misunderstood it...... Or even if it's true, but Huaizhen doesn't say anything, even if he forgets it, he naturally doesn't care, as long as she is not affected.
Now that he was about to turn it out, Tang Yi looked at her for a moment, and didn't say anything, just got up and got out of bed.
Huaizhen didn't know what he was going to do, so he looked at her in a daze, but Tang Yi picked her up and walked out.
Huai Zhen couldn't guess what he was going to do, so he was a little flustered for no reason, and asked in a choked voice, "You, where are you going?"
Tang Yi didn't answer, just hugged Huaizhen and walked out of the inner room, and after a while, he came to the children's bedroom.
The maid and the nurse who were keeping vigil were half drowsy, and when they saw the two of them suddenly coming, they got up busily, for some reason.
Tang Yi motioned for them to silence and went straight inside.
Just because God blesses her day by day, Xiao Jin'er actually loves her very much, she used to sleep alone, but recently she has always been clamoring to sleep with her sister, so it is night, and the two of them are sleeping together.
Tang Yi hugged Huaizhen to the bed, and saw the two children leaning together, face to face, Xiao Jin'er's arm still on Shenyou's body, and they were both sleeping extremely quietly.
Huai Zhen didn't know where Tang Yi was going to take him, but now that he saw the two children, he understood, raised his hand to cover his mouth, and suppressed the cry that was about to come out.
Tang Yi whispered in her ear: "Huaizhen, you take a closer look at them, if you feel sad...... Just think about God Bless and Xiao Jin'er. ”
Tang Yi said, then leaned over and put Huaizhen in the bed.
Huaizhen glanced at him, looked down at the two children again, and finally leaned down and kissed the two of them on the face, and the tears in their eyes also hit the faces of the two people.
Xiao Shenyou woke up first, opened his eyes and looked at Huaizhen for a while, and actually murmured: "Niang......" The voice is tender and soft, extremely weak, but in Huaizhen's ears, it seems to be a spring thunder.
Huaizhen didn't have time to move, Shenyou was already struggling, leaning into her arms, she moved like this, and it also alarmed Xiao Jin'er, Xiao Jin'er woke up, and looked at Huaizhen beside her blankly, because she was sleeping, although she didn't understand why her mother came, but she only came over by instinct, and arched into Huaizhen's arms like Shenyou, waving her tiny hands and feet on the mattress.
Seeing the two of them being so coquettish, Huai Zhen's heart had already softened, he raised his eyes to look at Tang Yi, and said, "Third Master......"
Tang Yi leaned over, gently rubbed her head, and kissed the three of them on the face, before softly smiling at Huai Zhen: "I'll suffer a little tonight, just let you give it to them." ”
That being said, I am afraid that in less than an hour, the sky will be dawn.
Huaizhen smiled with tears, and Tang Yi said again: "It's not too early, go to bed quickly, don't you think about anything else?"
After Tang Yi's advice, he went back to his room. Here Huaizhen is one left and one right, holding two children, looking at Shenyou for a while, looking at Xiao Jin'er for a while, and her heart is sour and soft at the moment, and it seems to be full.
It's just early in the morning, Xiao Jin'er woke up first, and found that her mother really slept with her, she liked it so much, she refused to get up, just tossing on the couch, and said: "Mother, can I sleep with Xiao Jin'er in the future?"
Seeing him so lively, Huai Zhen just smiled.
Seeing that Xiao Shenyou was obediently leaning on herself, thinking of her call last night, he touched her face and said, "Shenyou can speak." ”
When Xiao Jin'er heard this, her eyes widened: "When will my sister speak?
Huai Zhen smiled: "What you said last night when you were asleep...... Guess what she said?"
Xiao Jin'er touched her head and said, "It must be called brother!" said and looked at Huaizhen expectantly.
Huaizhen smiled and said nothing, just look at Shenyou, Shenyou's eyes turned around, and he said softly: "Brother......"
Xiao Jin'er opened her eyes, and she was speechless for a long time as if she was frightened, and only after reacting did she shout: "My sister can speak, my sister will call me!"
Huaizhen saw him fluttering, for fear that he would fall under the bed and fall, but fortunately, the nurse and the girl outside heard the sound and ran in, and the nurse stepped forward to hug Xiao Jin'er.
Xiao Jin'er said proudly: "I'll just say it! I have to teach my sister to call my brother every day, and she naturally calls me first." ”
Huai Zhen smiled: "This is called hard work pays off." ”
Although Xiao Jin'er didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence, she also knew that she praised him, and couldn't wait to say, "I'm going to tell my grandmother!"
This morning, after breakfast, Mrs. Tang was talking about what Xiao Jin'er told her, and the two brothers of the Ling family came again.
It turned out that yesterday because Ling Xiao heard that a child from the Shaluo Kingdom came to the Tang Mansion, so he was full of curiosity to see it, so he pestered Lin * early in the morning, because the two brothers were familiar with the children of the Tang family, and * also had their own plans, so he accompanied the two of them to the Tang Mansion.
At this time, Tang Yi had already gone to the court, and because he was about to leave Beijing recently, he was naturally getting busier. Mrs. Tang answered*, and the hall recounted, Ling Xiao had already pulled Ling Yun to find Xiao Jin'er, and asked him about the children in the Shaluo Kingdom.
Seeing each other, Ling Xiao couldn't wait to ask, "I heard that the people of Shaluo Country look different from us, black and fierce, isn't that so?"
Xiao Jin'er clapped her hands and laughed: "Brother Xiao, are you wrong, although Tie Mo was born a little dark, but he is not fierce at all, we also made an appointment to play together another day, and you will know it with your own eyes when the time comes." ”
Ling Xiao smiled: "Good brother, you have to remember to tell me and Yun'er, don't leave us." ”
Xiao Jin'er took Ling Xiao and Ling Yun's hands and said, "Of course, naturally I want to be with my brothers." As he spoke, he talked about the little god blessing calling his brother, Ling Xiao Lingyun listened to it, and was very envious, and hurriedly asked Xiao Jin'er to take it to see.
The three of them ran to the inner room again, and just as Huaizhen was coaxing God, the three of them roared to the table and watched.
When Huaizhen heard that the two brothers were coming, he wanted to go out to see each other, but he didn't expect them to run by themselves, so he slowly asked them about how they were doing at home recently.
Ling Xiao carefully held Shenyou's hand and said to Huaizhen: "Mrs. didn't make a noise, the family is very good, but I can't see my aunt and sister often, I miss it all day, isn't it Ling Yun?"
Ling Yun also touched Shenyou's hand, and looked at Jin'er again: "There is also a younger brother." ”
Seeing such a well-behaved speech, Huai Zhen looked at the two of them carefully, and also raised his hand to rub them on his head, and asked them to play with Shenyou first, and she changed her clothes by herself before going out to see Lin*.
Unexpectedly* in the hall, when I saw Huaizhen leading the four children out of the window, he laughed, because he said to Mrs. Tang: "But it's weird, I like to pester Huaizhen when I play a child, and the two of them are also in love, but they don't look like aunts, but they look like mothers." ”
Mrs. Tang still remembered the situation when they first met, and couldn't help but smile and said, "Yes, this is fate." ”
You might as well hear it from afar, and vaguely remember many of the past, but the rest is fine...... Her heart moved, and she immediately asked Ling Yun to lead her younger brothers and sisters inside.
Huai Zhen grabbed Ling Xiao and asked in a low voice: "Last time Xiao'er was in this mansion, he suddenly cried that his father was going to have an accident...... How did Xiao'er know?"
Ling Xiao said dumbfoundedly: "Xiao'er dreamed of it." ”
Huaizhen thought for a while, and then said, "Then...... In the past, Xiao'er would cry when she saw the third master, why is this?"
Because of the fact that something has passed for a while, Ling Xiao thought about it for a while, nodded and said: "Xiao'er can't remember clearly, he is very fierce and very bad......"
Huai Zhen asked, "What's wrong with him?"
Ling Xiao twisted his eyebrows: "He doesn't allow his aunt to play with Xiao'er." ”
Huaizhen originally smiled, but suddenly was stunned again: "Xiao'er is referring to himself?"
As expected, Ling Xiao shook his head.
Huai Zhen stared at him for a while, and then asked, "Who is Xiao'er talking about?"
Ling Xiao scratched his chin and thought about it for a while: "It's another baby, it's in that bowl...... I saw it in the bowl that the second uncle held last time. ”
Ling Xiao muttered again: "Xiao'er likes babies very much." ”
The tears in Huaizhen's eyes fell, she held Ling Xiao's hand, and said softly: "Auntie, like Xiao'er, also likes that baby, auntie...... I also like Xiao'er, you are all excellent babies, and my aunt likes them very much. ”
Ling Xiao looked up at her, and then opened his hand to hug Huaizhen: "Auntie!" The tail note is often played, and it sounds like calling for a mother.
It is said that Tang Yi was in the early dynasty, and there were no other major events, but the head of the household department wrote to the official due to illness, and the emperor read his hard work and made great achievements, and allowed him to be discussed.
After retiring from the dynasty, Tang Yi saw all the courtiers rushing out, he glanced at it, and saw that Ling Jue was among them, and he was being stopped by Lan Feng, and he didn't know what to say.
Tang Yi looked at it a few times, Ling Jue paid attention, then said goodbye to Lan Feng, came to Tang Yi's side, and said, "What do you command?"
Tang Yi saw that he had really changed, so he said, "I have something I want to ask." ”
Therefore, this is not the place to speak, and he was hesitating, Ling Jue already understood, so he said: "The distance of the Hanlin Academy is very close, if you don't dislike it, how about going there?"
At the moment, the two of them came to the Hanlin Academy, the place of the Hanlin Academy was quiet, because of the hot weather, the scholars were hiding in the room, there was no one under the corridor, there were many old trees in the courtyard, stretching a large area of green shade, covering the sky and the sun, blocking the shade all over the ground.
Ling Jue led Tang Yi inward, and in the sound of cicadas, he entered the inner study where he liked to stay the most, so it was remote, and the ancient books in the collection were very obscure, and most of them were still a little incomplete, so few people came, and the attendants who only cleaned came over once in three or two days.
The place is not big, the wooden floor is a little old, and it creaks when you step on it, and it is even more silent.
Ling Jue turned around, and sure enough, he didn't see outsiders, so he sat around the table with Tang Yi outside, took out a small silver plum blossom stove for his own use, and went to the wellhead by the door to make tea with well water, and then sat down and asked for details.
Tang Yi saw that he was familiar with it, so he asked, "Why don't you call a waiter to get it?"
Ling Jue said lightly: "I don't like them to touch their hands, but anything that can cook by themselves is cheap and safe." ”
Tang Yi raised his eyebrows, he usually looked at him like this, he was very clean before, and he thought that he was a ten-fingered character who did not touch mundane things.
Ling Jue didn't know, and he didn't say anything, but he heard Tang Yi speak: "Huaizhen told me about Ling Xiao yesterday......
Ling Jue's eyebrows moved, and he naturally knew that what Tang Yi was talking about was not Ling Xiao in this life.
Tang Yi was watching his face change, because he continued: "You must know best, I don't know if you can tell me." ”
Ling Jue was silent for a moment: "It's already the dust of the past, so why bring it up again?"
Tang Yi said: "I have no other intentions, you should know, no matter what happened in the past, I just want to be true and be okay now." I didn't allow her to think about it more, but since it was her, I thought I couldn't ignore it. ”
The charcoal fire of the wind furnace flickered red in front of his eyes, and he seemed to be able to hear the water in the furnace beginning to tumble and hiss, Ling Jue asked quietly, "Do you really want to know?"
Tang Yi nodded, his gaze still as calm as the sea.
Ling Jue closed his eyes, let out a long breath, and there was a gurgling sound in the wind furnace in front of him, and the water was boiling.
Because of witnessing the tragic situation on the execution ground, Huaizhen lost his mind and forgot all the things in the past, but he only remembered one Ling Jue.
At that time, Ling Jue was not yet a princess, so she left Huaizhen at home, but unexpectedly, she found out that she was pregnant.
It turned out to be the past, because he knew that he was the first to report Lan Feng, Huaizhen couldn't believe it, he had an unprecedented quarrel with him, Ling Jue had never seen her resist herself so much, maybe because the great revenge would eventually be avenged, and he was happy and angry, and he actually made him lose his mind.
After waking up, Huaizhen had already returned to the Ying Mansion and vowed to live and die with his family.
Ling Jue didn't know that that absurdity was actually a secret knot.
When Mrs. Ling heard this letter, she pressed it with all her might, just because the emperor was already interested in Princess Shang at that time, and if such a thing broke out at this time, wouldn't it be a big hindrance.
What's more, Mrs. Ling didn't like Huaizhen in the first place, so she regarded her even more like a thorn in her side, if it wasn't for Ling Jue to stop her, I was afraid that she would have been sent out long ago.
Therefore, Huaizhen was only asked to live in another courtyard, and someone was assigned to take care of her, and she was not allowed to walk around alone.
However, after Princess Qingyan got married, she was in the same mansion after all...... came and went, but still knew the inside story.
Princess Qingyan was secretly jealous and hateful, but after all, she was the princess, so it was not good to be really noisy, so it was really good to order people not to treat Huai.
On that day, Huaizhen was in labor, and no one was in front of her, but Caixia, the girl next to Mrs. Ling, was a little blind, and secretly reported to Ling Jue.
Ling Juecai rushed to the scene and hurriedly invited Wen Po to come.
finally struggled to give birth to a child, but Huaizhen didn't recognize the child, and he was still full of remembers Ling Jue.
Although Mrs. Ling didn't like Huaizhen, she heard that she had given birth to a baby boy, but she was busy hugging the child...... It's just because after all, he is a peerless blood and a boy, so he didn't care about Princess Qingyan's dislike, so he was properly raised in his own room, and he only loved and cared for him like a grandson.
But he didn't want the child to meet Huaizhen.
Although Ling Jue secretly took pity, he was not often in the inner house after all, so he naturally couldn't take care of it.
In this way, Huaizhen will be raised for less than a month, because of the weakness of the body, improper maintenance, it is a little unable to support.
At this moment, Tang Yi came to the door to ask for someone. Ling Jue respected him for his stability and reliability, knowing that he was not such an evil quirk, so he really handed over Huaizhen to him.
Ling Jue said this, the tea in the cups of the two people was also a little cold, Ling Jue raised his hand again, poured it again, and said to Tang Yi: "Please." ”
Tang Yi saw that he finished speaking from beginning to end, his expression was cold and indifferent, so he nodded and sipped to himself.
Ling Jue said: "When I think of the past, I am naturally unwilling, I should also have a wife and a son...... Anyway, it's all for me to mess up. ”
Ling Jue took a sip of tea, his eyes were a little confused: "I originally hated you, and I also hated Huaizhen, why did you always press me, and why did I hate her differently...... Why didn't she even give me a chance in this life, until that day, when my brother killed himself in front of me, I didn't understand the pain she had endured. ”
The taste of the new sprout tea spreads on the tip of the tongue, and there is a faint bitterness.
Ling Jue said: "It is true that I love her, and even at this moment, my mind has not changed. However, I also understood my past life...... Although he is paranoid and stupid, I understand his suffering. There's nothing like ...... The pain of losing a loved one, because I understand this, so I understand the heart, I also understand the heart, and I also understand the heart, and I understand the moment, my heart, I know ......"
Listening to this, it seems to be a little confused, but when you think about it, it has a deep meaning.
Tang Yi raised his eyebrows slightly, with a smile in his eyes.
Listening to Ling Jue again: "Wrong is wrong, missed is missed, that is, missed." ——'It's easy to cast hairpins, but it's hard to get a break'...... But after all, I woke up and knew what to do. ”
He sighed, his face was slightly snowy, his eyes were slightly red, but his expression was still indifferent, and he said to Tang Yi: "I am not as good as you, but after all, I am younger than adults, and what I will do in the future may not be comparable to my life." ”
Tang Yi met his quiet eyes, and he didn't feel it: "Yes, thousands of miles of mountains and rivers are promising, and you are not an ordinary person, why bother to stick to every inch, and the tail is similar." ”
Ling Jue sighed, raised his glass, and made tea as wine: "Thank you for not giving up, now that I have woken up, you should rest assured, please." ”
The two jade jade tea cups slowly touched each other, "ding" and slightly sounded, the brown color was light and blue, swaying and rippling, and all kinds of past events were wiped out!
Tang Yi said goodbye, relaxed his mind, and went back to his home, leaving it alone for the time being.
It was only said that Ling Jue also returned to Ling's mansion, because the emperor had recently approved his trip to the sea frontier, Mrs. Ling was extremely useless at first, how could Mrs. Ling be a very harsh person, but she had no way to do anything about her own son, and she cried and begged for persuasion a few times, but she couldn't resist Ling Jue.
Princess Qingyan was also unwilling to obey at first, and even begged Zhao Yongmu for this, and Yongmu persuaded: "Since he has this ambition, it is a move to benefit the country and the people, if you stop it, he will feel that you are a woman...... Don't you see Tang Yi and Huaizhen? No matter what Tang Yi is outside, Huaizhen doesn't say a word, so Tang Yi loves her and respects her so much. ”
Qingyan couldn't stand comparing herself to Huai Zhen, and knew that although Zhao Yongmu favored herself, after all, it was a national affair, not to mention that Ling Jue took the initiative to resolutely go.
Therefore, Qingyan cried like a tearful person, and when she returned to Ling Mansion, she couldn't help but have a few more quarrels with Ling Jue, and even said the words of Heli, but Ling Jue had already made up her mind and ignored her.
On this day, Ling refused to return home, and now that he had seen his daughter outside, he turned to the inner room and saw Qingyan asleep with his back to him.
Ling Jue walked up to him and whispered, "I'm going to leave the day after tomorrow." ”
Qingyan didn't move, Ling didn't care, and she didn't care if she heard it or not, and said: "If you can't get through, I wrote and left the book in the study, and you take it to do it yourself, which is very appropriate and cheap, and it doesn't hurt each other's dignity." ”
When Qingyan heard this, she suddenly got up and glared at Ling Jue viciously.
Ling was never annoyed or worried, but said, "You should also know that I am doing it for your good." ”
Qingyan sneered: "Are you really for my good?"
Ling Jue said: "If you don't believe it, it's okay." You are young, like a flower, and your status is noble, just because you have made a mistake to me, and you will not be happy in the past few years, if you ...... in the future"
Qingyan heard him suddenly say those words of praise, her eyes widened, there were tears in her eyes, and she gradually changed her face: "You...... If you know, why ......" - since you know that she is good, why can't you cherish it?
Ling Jue seemed to understand the meaning, and said with a wry smile: "There is a way that the country is easy to change and difficult to change, no matter what, I can't change this wrong character." So I don't want to delay you any longer. ”
Qingyan bit her lip and grabbed his arm tightly: "I don't want to hear this, as long as you stay...... It didn't count before, but in the future, we will still be good......" Before the words fell, looking at Ling Jue's face, he already understood that it was impossible.
Ling Jue looked at Qingyan and said with a smile: "You are actually not bad, just because of me, you have become greedy and obsessed, and you have lost your nature......"
He can't forget that scene: when he committed suicide because of Huaizhen, he was on the verge of collapse, and he remembered Tang 166 Reading Network