Chapter 282: Gains and Losses

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An Ruoqiu saw him smiling happily, and she couldn't figure out the situation with a blanket face.

"Why are you smiling?" An Ruoqiu asked.

"Can't I laugh?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

"No, of course you can laugh. An Ruoqiu said, "...... But when you laugh, I look blindfolded. ā€

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ It's okay. Jiang Yunxuan said, "I was a little happy, so I smiled." ā€

"Uh. An Ruoqiu responded.

"Okay, then...... I'll go first. Jiang Yunxuan said, "We'll have a meeting later." ā€

"Okay. An Ruoqiu said, "Where is your plane going to pick you up? I'll send you!"

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ No need, I'll just go by myself, you're at home. Jiang Yunxuan said, "Lest Uncle and Aunt An want to look for you, but they can't find your people, they will have to worry about you again." ā€

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ Don't even let me send it?" An Ruoqiu asked.

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ Be. Jiang Yunxuan said directly, he was afraid that An Ruoqiu would send him, and he would be reluctant to leave, that was not good, that was not the result he wanted, he should still do what he wanted with An Ruoqiu, in the final analysis, he still didn't want to force An Ruoqiu to do anything, and he also wanted to fulfill An Ruoqiu, because he didn't want to do anything that An Ruoqiu would regret, such as hurting Long Shaoxi...... In fact, if he wanted to, he could really have many opportunities to do something to Long Shaoxi, after all, he was not a saint, and he had thought about dealing with Long Shaoxi many times, and in the end An Ruoqiu would follow him, but ...... In the end, he still couldn't get past the level in his heart.

An Ruoqiu said, "Okay, let's go, let's go." ā€

An Ruoqiu was a little unhappy, although she didn't know why Jiang Yunxuan suddenly did this, but she also knew that Jiang Yunxuan's starting point for doing this must be for her good, but she was still a little unhappy in her heart.

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ Then I'm gone. Jiang Yunxuan said again.

An Ruoqiu saw his reluctance, he had said goodbye several times, but his footsteps didn't move, "I think, you better stay, right?" She couldn't help but keep him, "Let's leave together then!"

Jiang Yunxuan shook his head with a smile and said, "I don't want to be a light bulb." Some time ago, if it wasn't for help, he would have wanted to leave, although he was reluctant to be An Ruoqiu, but ...... But I don't want to see An Ruoqiu and Long Shaoxi go in and out of pairs, and sometimes kiss me, my affection...... The eyes of the two of them interacting, even if it was an ordinary word in a sentence, was heard by him, it was a kind of harm to him, he really wanted to end the previous days as soon as possible, and then leave as soon as possible, otherwise he was afraid that he couldn't help but beat Long Shaoxi and robbed An Ruoqiu again......

Thinking of this, Jiang Yunxuan didn't dare to think about it below, turned around and opened the door of the villa and left.

An Ruoqiu couldn't say more than two words.

Long Shaoxi's face was much more relaxed, but he said, "Don't you want him?"

An Ruoqiu was indeed a little reluctant to Jiang Yunxuan, but she couldn't change his decision, and she couldn't get close to him, she regarded him as a friend and a brother...... It's a benefactor,...... is a confidant...... But even if she was so close, she still couldn't get too close, she was afraid of hurting him, and she was also afraid of hurting Jiang Yunxuan.

And fate always jokes with her, every time she thinks that she will never have anything to do with Jiang Yunxuan in the future, and she will never owe him anything, but there are always things that she can't solve, and she still has to find him in the end.

Therefore, An Ruoqiu's reluctance is a normal person's reluctance to his best friend, best brother, best confidant, and best benefactor, and he has never had any crooked thoughts, okay?

But Long Shaoxi always wants to be like this!

Usually she deliberately distanced herself from Jiang Yunxuan, and even if she wanted to thank him in private, she was afraid of being misunderstood, not only afraid of Long Shaoxi's misunderstanding, but also afraid of letting Jiang Yunxuan misunderstand something.

She is so difficult to endure and restrain herself, and she is so strict with herself.

But Long Shaoxi's rhetoric was still inevitable.

If she doesn't do well, Jiang Yunxuan probably won't leave easily again and again, if she can't do it well, it will definitely not be such a clear and unambiguous relationship between the three of them now.

So An Ruoqiu, when she heard Long Shaoxi say this, she was really angry, very sad, and very disappointed! Did he really not understand her, or did he do it on purpose? If he really didn't understand her, then she would feel tired after giving so much and what she was going to do in the future. But if she understands but deliberately does so, she doesn't understand it even more, why does Long Shaoxi do this?

An Ruoqiu said, "What do you mean by that?"

"What do you mean?" Long Shaoxi asked coldly, "You and him just now, you and I are nong, you are reluctant to me, I am reluctant to you, do you take me in your eyes?"

An Ruoqiu sighed, she didn't want to quarrel with him, "I don't want to argue with you about anything, you can think whatever you like, right?"

"An Ruoqiu, your attitude is wrong. Long Shaoxi said.

"What's wrong with me? Jiang Yunxuan is a brother, a benefactor, and a confidant to me...... It's a friend. An Ruoqiu said, "What's wrong with me saying goodbye to him?"

"But don't you know what he thinks about you?" asked Long Shaoxi.

"What if you know?" An Ruoqiu asked rhetorically, "Can't I talk to people who like me?

When Long Shaoxi heard this, he couldn't help but grab her wrist.

An Ruoqiu was a little panicked, "What are you doing?"

"Then can I talk to someone who likes me, such as Xiaojuan or something?" asked Long Shaoxi.

"No!" An Ruoqiu said.

"Then what are you still arguing about here?" asked Long Shaoxi.

"I'm trying to make sense of it, I ask you not to use Xiaojuan to insult Yun Xuan, okay?" An Ruoqiu said, "I can't say yes, I can't compare Xiaojuan with Yun Xuan." ā€

"Why can't they? Aren't they the same in meaning?" asked Long Shaoxi.

An Ruoqiu stood up as soon as she heard this, "Long Shaoxi, you are unreasonable! Xiaojuan, how did she hurt me because she wanted to be with you? But did Yunxuan ever hurt you in order to be with me? On the contrary, she has been helping!"

An Ruoqiu's little face flushed, "We can't have no conscience." ā€

Long Shaoxi said, "That can't let you get too close to him, since I didn't mess around with other women, you can't get too close to other men." ā€

"Do you have a conscience?Yun Xuan, he just helped us!" An Ruoqiu said.

"I'll pay this back the favor, I don't need you to worry about it. Long Shaoxi said.

"If I wanted to be with him, I would have been together a long time ago, and I am really disappointed and sad when you say that about me. An Ruoqiu said, "When you're away, we have a lot of opportunities, okay?"

"So, do you still want to be with him when you say this now? You don't usually think like that, how can you say it so fluently now?" asked Long Shaoxi.

"You don't get into the nitty-gritty, I'm just talking about the facts. An Ruoqiu said, "So believe it or not, I'm too lazy to tell you." ā€

"Until now, you haven't given me an accurate answer. Long Shaoxi also said a little sadly, "I didn't say that I wanted to get rid of my relationship with him, but I have been in close contact with him." ā€

"Who can say for sure what will happen in the future, what if we have something to look for him?" An Ruoqiu asked, "Do you dare to promise that you will not look for him in the future?"

An Ruoqiu paused as she spoke, "Let me tell you this, I want to stop having contact with him countless times, because I owe him too much, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay it back in the next life, and I never want to owe him more...... But I always have to go to him again because of some things, and I really don't want to go...... And I already feel that it doesn't matter, everything will be as it is, and I don't want to cut off contact with him because I don't want to owe him favors and other things, which is unfair to him. ā€

"Is that fair to me?" asked Long Shaoxi.

"Everything in this world is fair, and it is because of your absence that the relationship between me and him that has been clearly separated is blurred again, and it is because of all kinds of such and such things that have brought us together. An Ruoqiu said, "So, let it be, this is called cause and effect, there are antecedents and consequences, and I don't want to think about these now." ā€

Long Shaoxi was silent, but his good-looking brows furrowed, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Seeing that he didn't speak, An Ruoqiu continued, "In the past, in addition to wanting to no longer owe him anything, I also thought about breaking off relations with him, but in the end it didn't work, so I think this may also be providential." ā€

An Ruoqiu glanced at Long Shaoxi, he still didn't speak, "And now even my mother and his mother are small, after this incident, the relationship between my mother and his mother will definitely return to the past, then we may even have frequent contact and contact, I think this is probably fate." ā€

Long Shaoxi pursed his thin lips, "...... So, if you have the opportunity to be with him in the future, you will go with the flow?"

"Probably not. An Ruoqiu said, "I don't want to delay him, I don't think I deserve him, he deserves a better girl." ā€

Long Shaoxi was silent, and then said, "...... I actually just wanted an answer. ā€

"The answer is, even if I don't want to be with you, even if I really want to be with someone else one day, I will tell you in advance, and I will end all relations with you before I choose someone else. An Ruoqiu said, "But now that I look at my future, I think this may be impossible, because I can't pretend to be someone else in my heart." ā€

Long Shaoxi was stunned, he didn't expect An Ruoqiu to say such a passage so bluntly, which touched him very much...... He was really scared...... In the past, when An Ruoqiu and Yuan Zichu were together, they hurt and insulted him all the time, and he probably didn't care much at that time, after all, he and she had never really been together, but then it was different, once their relationship became like a normal couple, this kind of gain and loss, this kind of possessiveness expanded infinitely...... He can't control himself either, and all the bits and pieces of her and other people are hurts to him, very painful hurts.

"You have no idea how much I care about you. Long Shaoxi said such a sentence after a while.

An Ruoqiu was also stunned when she heard this, this sentence rushed into her heart like a huge ball of warmth, no matter when, Long Shaoxi looked at her serious eyes, she would feel satisfied.

Long Shaoxi said this sentence at this moment, but An Ruoqiu felt the many, many words that he didn't say in his heart, with some pain and some sadness...... With many, many emotions...... Did she make him hurt?

An Ruoqiu thought it might be, but she didn't mean to, she tried not to hurt him, but in the end she couldn't be the most perfect.

How deeply does Long Shaoxi feel in his heart to say such a sentence to her.

"I care about you too. An Ruoqiu suddenly turned back to her bowels, and she also said seriously, "...... I care more about you than you think, even if I think it's okay if something happens in the future or who I know...... It doesn't matter...... But there is only one thing, I want to be with you, and I will always be together...... The premise is that you can't betray me. ā€

An Ruoqiu paused and said, "I don't know why we have come so long and hurt each other so much...... But this is not the case...... But no matter what, we are still together now, we have been together before, and I have no intention of changing people to complete this path of life with me in the future. ā€

An Ruoqiu smiled, "I said this, do you think it's okay?"

Long Shaoxi's face also improved a lot, and he also smiled faintly, "It's good, I know that your mind is like taking a reassuring pill." ā€

An Ruoqiu understands that this kind of gain and loss, this kind of worry and everything, are very abrasive, but in real life, there are so many such and such things to torment you, what can you do? Although you may also be desperate!

"I'm also reassured. An Ruoqiu said, "I used to find reassurance pills from you, but now I will take reassuring pills for myself, but I don't know how long this effect will last, because I am afraid that there will be times when I can't help but worry." ā€

When Long Shaoxi heard this, he walked over not far away and said, "...... It's good to be worried. ā€

"It's okay?" An Ruoqiu asked, "What's the matter?

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ I saw an article last time that said that worrying proves that you still care about that person, if you don't worry, then you don't care......" Long Shaoxi said.

"Where did you read all the books?" An Ruoqiu asked, "I'll look at it when I go back." ā€