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"Then are you sad, your wife and children are with others. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"The man is very good to my children, and he is also very good to my wife, although I am sad, but I don't show anything, and let my wife remarry, it is still my mother's meaning, because for so many years, I have not helped the family at all, it is the man who is helping, even in the end, my mother died, it was all arranged by the man's help, maybe this is fate, my mother has already passed away, I don't know when my mother died, they didn't notify me, my mother didn't let them notify me, he said that I didn't go home for so many years, there is always a reason not to go home, don't want me to be distracted, Later, I felt that in that home, I was like a superfluous "Qi Mingliang smiled" You can't experience that feeling, I have been thinking before, I still have a wife and children, and a home, no matter what, I can go home, you know, people of my age, what they want is not money, not status, what they want most is home, as a result, I don't even have my own home. ”

Qiming left and shook his head helplessly, "Maybe I also destroyed other people's families, this is evil and evil retribution." "Qi Ming looks at the orange" I drank a lot of wine with them that night, watching my wife take care of her man on the side, watching my own children call that man dad very intimately, do you know how sad I am, and then I left by myself, I went out by myself and found a small restaurant to drink hard, drank a lot, I can't remember how much I drank, when the sky was bright, I drove the BMW X6 that Li Mingliang gave me when I came back, the license plate was not yet on, and I was rampage on the road, I just wanted to vent the anger in my heart, who knows, just careless, I actually hit a middle-aged man riding a bicycle, he hit the tree above the green belt, my car also rode on the green belt, I saw the man fall to the ground "Qi Ming looked at the orange" My head was foggy, I just remembered that I hit him, and then, I hit him, and then I remembered that I was going to run, I ran far, far away, ran out of GH City, I didn't even want a car, I was sweating profusely, and I fell asleep on the grass outside, and I didn't wake up until night, and I was still left with a vague consciousness, and I woke up a lot, and I remembered that I hit someone, but fortunately, my car didn't have a license plate. ”

"Do you think the person you hit is still a chance of surviving?"

Qi Mingliang shook his head, "He flew high, early in the morning, he must have gone to work, I don't remember very well, but I estimate that eighty percent is hopeless, maybe this is retribution." ”

Qi Ming smiled at the orange, and tears flowed out" My son rode home from school that night, and was driven under the car by a large truck pulling coal without a license plate, when I knew the news, the whole person was going crazy, after all, it was my biological son, I learned the news, when I ran to the hospital, my wife was crazy, the man kept hugging her, I felt dark, the driver who caused the accident also fled, I was really really aware of what is called evil retribution, I was confused, my wife was taken away by that man, and I never saw it again, it should have left GH City, I also forgot how to deal with the things behind, but I just felt, this is retribution, This is retribution, from that day on, I feel that I am alive and the walking dead, I walk on the side of the road every day, keep looking at the big trucks that pull coal, I want to find the driver who hit and killed my son, I want to kill him, kill him alive, buy alcohol every day, drink, tired, just find a bridge under the hole and sleep, I thought about suicide several times, but when I wanted to commit suicide, I stopped myself, I wanted to find the driver, I just looked for more than a month, I didn't even see the shadow of a driver, I saw all the drivers like murderers of my son, I wanted to take revenge, I wanted to kill all the drivers, but I still held back, I know I can't do this, my days were a mess, I just ate and slept in the open for three months, I didn't wash my face, I didn't clean up myself, and my whole body was dirty, like a beggar. ”

"I don't know who was the first to throw five cents in front of me while I was sleeping, and then slowly people started throwing money at me again, you know, how funny, how ironic, I was treated like a beggar."

"I remember when I took the first five cents, I laughed for a long time, I have money in my card, but now I have become a beggar, I think of my son again, I am uncomfortable mess, simply, beggars are beggars, I took an iron bowl, and then, continue to drink every day, drunk and dreaming of death, I don't care what all the people around me think of me, and no matter how they despise me, I have met too many people who are warm and cold, I also think of myself as a beggar, I suddenly feel that I have experienced so many things over the years, it is useless, I have been so wasted in this life, sometimes look at myself, dirty hair, black face, I feel funny when I look at the way people dislike me and despise me."

Qi Mingming's expression was a little decadent, "I originally thought that my life would go on like this, because I had lost confidence in life, I wanted to die, but I didn't have the courage to commit suicide, I suddenly had nothing, I wanted a family." ”

Qi Mingliang took a deep breath, "The turning point of the matter is there, I don't know which community I ran to, I sat there, looking at the people on the side of the road, I was tired of walking, I wanted to rest from here, and then, the security guards of the community came out, they didn't allow me to beg here, the words were full of contempt, that look, and kicked me, they didn't treat me as a human being at all." ”

"I just don't leave, I'm used to being warm and cold these days, I just thought, they beat me to death, just got my wish, you know, I look young, not those old, weak, sick and disabled, there are more and more people gathered around, most of them are talking about me, saying that I have hands and feet why don't I go to work, this and that, many of them are contemptuous voices, there are a lot of ridicule around, I look at them, I know that they are laughing at me, but I don't want to say anything at all, I just thought, you guys do it, do it to kill me, I definitely won't leave here。 ”

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