Chapter 30: Springs
"Don't cry, you won't die, you don't believe my brother?"
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"When did I lie to you...... Ah Jiu smiled, he really wanted to reach out and grab IU's head when she was crying as usual, but when he stretched out his hand, he could only touch the glass wall in front of him, and he couldn't touch IU at all...... Even if he could, he didn't dare to touch it, because he wasn't sure if he was carrying the virus or not, and he could accompany Krystal to his death, but if IU was also infected with MERS because of his relationship, he would never forgive himself.
Ah Jiu was suddenly a little stunned, and a lot of pictures flashed in his head, and suddenly he opened his mouth and said, "Zhien...... Do you hate me?"
"I hate you to death!" IU glared at Ah Jiu fiercely, gritting his teeth. Ah Jiu smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, I should hate, you are right, I failed you." ”
"Do you still know?" IU finally stopped crying and said angrily: "I'm very angry now, if you want me not to be angry, you can come out early and coax me well, this time I decided not to forgive you so easily, you have to coax me well, accompany me more...... I will only consider not being angry, otherwise I will be angry all the time, angry for 50 years!"
Ah Jiu smiled dumbly: "How can anyone be angry for so long?"
"Yes!" said IU as if he raised the bar, "If you dare to die, I will be angry with you for fifty years!"
Ah Jiu lowered his head, and after a while, he raised it again and said, "If I really die, you ...... Find a man you like and get married early,"
"Brother!" IU shouted and interrupted Ah Jiu's words, his face flushed with anger: "You don't want me anymore?!I'm so angry!"
"It's not that I don't want you to ......" Ah Jiu sighed and said, "I'm sorry for you, I know...... I—I don't know how to explain it," Ah Jiu smiled bitterly and said, "Now what I say, it seems that I can't explain it, right?"
"I know," IU looked at Ah Jiu and said, "Brother, if it were me, you would accompany me, right?"
"Of course," Ah Jiu suddenly laughed happily, and this was what he wanted to express. This happened to Krystal, it seems to be an exception, but here in Ah Jiu, whoever this thing actually happens, he will make the same choice, IU Of course, Taeyeon too, Sunny, so-young, he will accompany them.
"I don't want to," IU shook his head and said, "I don't want you to accompany me, brother, if it happens to me, you must not accompany me, I don't want to ......"
Seeing that IU was about to cry again, Ah Jiu hurriedly laughed and changed the topic, and said: "Oh, you see what is the point of us saying these things that didn't happen, how can it be so easy to get it, there are only a few hundred people in the world, and there are only a few hundred deaths every year, so I'm so unlucky? Besides, don't you know how good my body is? ”
"Hmm. IU nodded vigorously, although the worry in her heart did not decrease a little, but in order to make Ah Jiu feel that she had been comforted, she still tried to behave naturally.
Ah Jiu pursed his mouth, looked at IU, and said, "Don't complain about Xiujing, she didn't let me accompany her, it's my and my own decision." ”
IU shook his head and said, "I won't have a conflict with her, brother, don't worry." ”
"Hmm," Ah Jiu didn't expect IU not to be angry, in fact, IU could be in such an emotion, he was already very content, of course he wouldn't know that IU had just quarreled with Krystal, and it was absolutely impossible for IU to let him know about this kind of thing. Ah Jiu suddenly thought of Taeyeon, sighed, and subconsciously blurted out, "I don't know what Taeyeon will think of me......"
"Definitely angry!" IU snorted, Ah Jiu looked at her, smiled bitterly, and didn't say anything.
……
It really made IU guess that Taeyeon is very angry now, even worse than angry.
She hated Ah Jiu a little, she didn't hate Krystal, she didn't hate Jessica, she hated Ah Jiu.
She has never fought for anything, because she feels that love is a matter of two people, as long as Ah Jiu has her in her heart, she doesn't care very much about other people or things. Where she is not used to seeing, she can not look at it, but she doesn't necessarily have to say it, so as not to bring trouble to Ah Jiu. So when Xiuying plucked her, she wouldn't take advantage of it, and even she was avoiding similar things, whether it was with Krystal or with IU, she always wanted to stay out of it and not get involved in it, all she wanted was that Ah Jiu could occasionally find time to accompany her, and that's it.
This is also the reason why she maintains this love, after all, the time with Ah Jiu is very happy. But this incident made her have a feeling that this feeling was in Ah Jiu's heart, maybe she didn't matter. She was just a substitute for Ah Jiu when he had problems with Krystal's relationship, otherwise how could he do such a thing without caring about his own thoughts at all, even without his life?
He didn't think about how sad he would be if he also contracted MERS, and how sad he would be if he died...... He probably didn't even think about it, did he?
Taeyeon is a little disheartened, managing a shared relationship is not easy for her, she doesn't want money, she doesn't want power, she wants this person, and she is even willing to share it with other people, but now...... She couldn't even figure out people.
Taeyeon's personality is like a spring, she can bear a lot, but she won't solve it, and these things will push her lower and lower, more and more humble, but once it exceeds the limit she can tolerate, the backlash will be bigger and bigger. Ah Jiu did such a thing, which made Taeyeon feel that there was no need to manage this relationship anymore, and he had no place in his heart at all, so why should he humiliate himself?
Taeyeon locks herself in her room and doesn't go out no matter what Sunny and so-young call her. She didn't want to see Ah Jiu, and if she did, she knew that she would definitely cry, but crying for such a person who had no place in her heart, Taeyeon felt that she was too unworthy.
Sunny waited outside the door for a while, but didn't see Taeyeon come out, and could guess what she was thinking. Different people don't have exactly the same view of the same thing. It's like IU would think that if it were her, Ah Jiu would accompany her, but Taeyeon doesn't think so. Sunny doesn't think the same way as they do, and she's angry, but she wants to take on the responsibility of stability more than anything else, because there's a barrel of dynamite called 'so-young' waiting for her to appease her.
After hesitating for a moment, Sunny decided not to bother Taeyeon for a while, turned around and left through the door.
(To be continued.) )