Chapter 228: Mu Linglong's Diary (2)
I remember that I had a very happy summer vacation that year, maybe because my mother had a quarrel with my father, or maybe Brother Yusheng talked to my father for a long time in the pavilion. www.biquge.info In short, for whatever reason, I would like to thank my dad for all the factors that motivated me to stay at home for the summer vacation, and I also thank him for his willingness to stay.
Brother Yusheng told me not to ask why Dad left. He said it was so complicated that even he knew very little. The tone that fell into the ear was not so much an exhortation as a stern warning.
It seems like...... It seems that if I asked my father, he would leave immediately. I don't want this, even if it's a minute or a second, I want my dad to stay here, if my dad isn't there, the house won't be complete.
So, I buried this question deep in my heart and waited for ...... Wait until when Dad comes back to me and apologizes to me with open arms, and then sit down and explain it to me.
When the time comes, I will cross my waist and pretend to be angry, make him regret it, and then suddenly forgive him and surprise him. We must make him deeply aware of his mistakes.
Although, I know that when the sweet days are over, it will be a bitter or spicy day. However, I never thought of it........
After the start of junior high school, it is the real beginning of the nightmare......
Originally, my father sent money home once a month, but it became once a week. It seems that there are a lot more weekly mailings than monthly mailings.
This also means that the life of the family should be getting better and better, Dad must be very busy if he is so rich, but I see that the family is full of bundles of money on the coffee table, so much money should not have to be so hard.
No, maybe it's hard work that gets the money.
What I didn't know at the time was that my mother had actually used me as a threat to extort money from my father. Every time she shopped, she bought a lot of expensive satchels, cosmetics, clothes and shoes.
Even in the second month, the family's car was replaced by a very expensive Mercedes.
Even so, I was rich and rich, and my mother found that she couldn't teach me anymore, so she used the money to fulfill her 'duty' as a mother. Fill the course for me.
That's it, except for the usual classes. After class, I had to run to cram school, and I didn't know how to describe the atmosphere there. Everyone was focused on studying, there was nothing else in their eyes but studying, and they talked to them and pretended to smile, leaving only a cold face. They're like robots born to learn, and I don't understand what their desperate efforts are for.
Brother Zhao Yusheng said that his parents' consistent remark is, 'Only by studying can you have a good future, and if you don't study, you will have no future.'" Threaten children in this way, but how many children can see their future?
When parents instill such ideas, school teachers also instill such ideas. Then use some all kinds of incomplete news reports to show children what the consequences of not studying well are. All students will be convinced from the bottom of their hearts that they can achieve their desired goals by carefully exploiting the vanity of the students.
So, in Brother Yusheng and Brother Zhang Xin. They don't deny that there are good teachers, but they deny the idea of 'life and death'.
They said it was just a beast that could fight with a pen. Without personal contact, they won't understand what it means to be a real person.
I often praise Brother Yusheng for his good studies. But Brother Yusheng looked up at the sky, like an old grandfather, and his eyes were so vicissitudes.
"To be honest, even if I didn't study, I would be able to live with me now. However, there are more ways to learn knowledge now and expand it in the future. It's not that learning is bad, it's just that learning in this era has become a war. In a way, it has dehumanized. and so on, there will only be more people who sacrifice more for the sake of victory. Because they only have the word 'victory' in their eyes. ”
To be honest, I don't quite understand. And he also said, "No one can win forever, and when he is overwhelmed by victory, it is difficult to perceive his defeat, and he cannot even judge the magnitude of his defeat." At that time, there will be only two kinds of people in front of the former victors, death, or compromise, but the former has the greatest chance. ”
If you listen to it in school, these are all crooked. But I believe that Brother Yusheng will not say these words for no reason, he has his own reasons.
Half of the year of junior high school passed unconsciously, and I didn't perform well in my final exams, which was not very ideal. My mother casually signed my exam paper and went out with the money, although I don't know where she went, judging from how beautifully she dressed, could it be the cheating that my classmates said? I don't dare to think deeply, this is an act of betrayal of me and my father, and Brother Yusheng also strictly forbids me to think nonsense.
Dad still hasn't heard from him. Brother Yusheng has less and less time to come out, and I can feel that his interest in learning is getting weaker and weaker, but his grades have always been in the top ten in the second year of the school. Brother Zhang Xin is still hovering in the middle as always.
I looked at my rankings and found that I was still in the top 80s. Although there are more than 200 people in the whole grade. Compared to Brother Yusheng, I always feel that I have no face to see him, and I can't even raise my head a little.
For some reason, my height has grown very slowly, but my chest is often swollen and painful. By the time I found out, the boobs were already huge, and I was able to put on my mother's bra. When walking, when running, when doing exercise, they are so cumbersome. From time to time, the boy still looked at me with squinting eyes. It's annoying!
Because I wasn't tall, the boys said what I was....... Lori. Later, my classmates told me that the word refers to a young girl. I'm really! These disgusting boys!
Until one day in early spring, my mother was not home. Brother Yusheng knocked on the door of the house, and I quickly put down my homework and ran to the door.
Click!
When I opened the door, Brother Yusheng stood at the door, but his eyes were round. A cool breeze blew and I shivered, only to realize that I was wearing only a bra and panties.
I quickly covered my chest and underneath. I'm so shy!What should I do!Should I run away!?
I felt like my whole body was hot, especially my brain was a mess, or it was blank. I don't know what to say, what the hell should I say, why can't I move?
Brother Yusheng seemed to have regained his usual expression like the big brother next door, and stroked my head, "What a cute little Lori." ”
There were stars in his eyes, and although he was content and shy, I hated the word 'Lori'.
Brother Yusheng snorted coldly when he heard my words, and became serious, "Who said that Lori must be a young girl? Even if you look like this, you are still Lori!
It sounds a bit far-fetched, but it's also plausible.
He went into the house and I wanted to get dressed and he took my hand. The warmth of my palms made my heart pound. His face was about to drip blood, and I touched it stupidly, and there was no blood.
"That's good, it's good for me to enjoy it. He had an expectant smile on his face.
"Brother Yusheng, you're really a big pervert!" I said coquettishly.
He smiled and pulled me to the couch and sat down, the leather couch was cold and I let out a scream. Really! Let Brother Yusheng see it all. Brother Pervert of the Rain!Pervert!**!
Then, I just touched my hot cheeks and looked at Brother Yusheng. With sadness in his eyes, he choked up and brought me news.
Grandpa Zhang passed away......
To be continued.......