Chapter 54: The Choice of "Justice".
"Che heir, you don't live like a human life at all. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ info" Natalia's tone became strange, like a mother nagging her child.
"I always thought you were a more aloof person......" Kiritsugu's face was expressionless like a machine, but his hands were clenched and his nails were deeply bloodied.
Natalia scoffed, "What's wrong? Wasn't I, when did I ever let you be spoiled?"
Emiya Kiritsugu shook his head: "That's right, you're always strict. β
"You have always nurtured me with all your heart and soul. β
Emiya Kiritsugu sailed across the sea in a motorboat, looking for a suitable angle, and finally he found it.
Emiya Kiritsugu saw the plane high in the sky, and he took out what he had bought from the black market in New York.
Natalia was still talking to herself: "But it's a bit of a pity, it's usually the father who trains the boys...... Anyway, I always feel that I deprived you of the opportunity - in fact, I have been ashamed that I can't give you the feeling of home, after all, I will only live this way. β
"Do you think you're my father?" Emiya Kiritsugu's lips trembled slightly, but his hands firmly picked up a military man-portable surface-to-air missile.
Natalia on the plane pouted: "Stinky boy, you are really rude, I'm a woman...... At the very least, I should say that I am a mother's ......"
"I'm sorry. Emiya Kiritsugu apologized, not knowing who he was talking to.
Natalia looked at the blue sky through the glass: "For a long time, I spent it alone in a pool of blood, and I even forgot that I was alone. β
"Still, being together like a family may sound a little ridiculous. She smiled, not at all ridiculous, but contented.
Tears unconsciously blurred Emiya Kiritsugu's eyes: "I have always regarded you as my mother, and I am glad that I am not alone"
"Hey, don't say that again, you'll be embarrassed to meet later. Natalia seemed to be unusually shy.
"Really, what the hell is wrong with me, there are only twenty minutes left, and at such a critical juncture, I don't want to make a fatal mistake by remembering something funny. She still seems to be thinking about how to land safely, because her rule is to hold on to her life first, no matter what happens.
"I'm sorry...... It's me who is bad. "Emiya Kiritsugu didn't know why he apologized.
Natalia didn't seem to notice Emiya Kiritsugu's words, and she said happily and melancholy, "...... Maybe I, I don't seem to be suitable for this industry anymore. I unconsciously started playing house, maybe that's what made me naΓ―ve and made such a big mistake, maybe I should really retire. β
Emiya Kiritsugu raised the portable missile, his blurred pupils aimed at the coordinates of the plane, and he tried to calm his voice: "After you don't do this business, what do you want to do in the future?"
Natalia smiled: "When I lose my job, maybe I can really only play the game of playing mother......"
"Maybe I'm going to be your mother, and if there is a day, would you?"
Seagulls were flying all over the sea, and Emiya Kiritsugu desperately suppressed his emotions, and he said with great firmness: "Natalia, you are my real family. β
Tears finally flowed down his face, and Kiritsugu's tear-filled eyes still judged that in addition to the right target, he knew that if he pressed the trigger, he would definitely be able to hit.
On top of that was his family.
He pressed the trigger.
"Natalia, you, really are my family!"
Emiya Kiritsugu shouted with tears in his eyes as he fired a missile at the airliner carrying his family.
Like fireworks, the plane exploded.
A second before being engulfed in flames, the corners of Natalia's mouth curled, and her cold face looked very gentle, with a hint of relief.
When?
When did you treat this little imp as family?
Mother, this word, which could not have appeared in her dictionary, was unconsciously getting closer and closer to her.
Kiritsugu, I don't regret it...... It's just that I feel so sorry for you...... My baby.
The plane exploded completely, Natalia's figure completely disappeared into the sea of fire, and the fragments of the plane continued to fall towards the sea, and all the Dead Apostles and Dead Apostle Bees were burned up by the sea of fire, and even if there were any remains, they would not survive due to the high altitude.
Emiya Kiritsugu slammed his knees, and he slammed the floor hard: "Xia Li, have you seen it all? This time I killed my dearest person again, just like killing my father, I didn't have to do it like you did at that time...... I saved a whole bunch of people. β
"Yes, I saved a lot of people. β
He earnestly persuaded himself, but his face twitched a little.
"If Natalia is allowed to land, I don't know how many dead people will come. β
His voice grew louder and louder: "Her sacrifice saved these, so, Xia Li, I was right......"
Emiya Kiritsugu suddenly roared violently, and roared in great pain: "What is it, don't be kidding, what kind of bastard am I!"
"I'm a brute!"
"Ah!!!h
Emiya Kiritsugu remembered the scene of Natalia's company, and the pupils of his eyes lost all their brilliance, leaving only the darkness that could devour emotions.
He just wanted to see Natalia's face again. I want to call her "mother" in front of her.
What he did wasn't what he wanted to do.
It's just the right judgment.
His judgment is correct, what is "justice" to erase those who must die and save those who have no reason to die?
The people he loved, neither their faces nor their voices, could not come back. Instead, they will all appear over and over again in Kiritsugu's nightmares, will they forgive themselves for taking their own lives with their own hands?
This is the choice of "justice".
That's the price of his ideals.
Kiritsu roared, in pain, but he knew that there was no turning back for him.
Even the slightest hesitation and hesitation will disappear what he is pursuing. Then all the price paid so far, all the sacrifices, will become worthless.
Even if he curses and hates it, he will pursue the realization of his ideals, Emiya Kiritsugu swears.
If the cruelty of his own hands is the ultimate for human beings, then let him bear all the tears of the world by himself.
Emiya Kiritsugu slowly stood up, he remembered that night, when the moonlit girl smiled and asked, "Kiritsugu, what kind of adult do you want to be when you grow up?"
"I will be a messenger of justice. β
Emiya Kiritsugu wants to win the Holy Grail, even at all costs.
Because of the Holy Grail, all wishes can be granted.
At that time, he will be able to save everyone, right?