Chapter 26: I don't want to look down on the passing years
"Nope. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info of course not. Maybe not. But words of hatred are far from enough. Li Jianxin was stunned for a moment, and seemed to be surprised by Ye Xiaohua's idea. But then he smiled again, and seemed to understand Xiaohua's idea.
"Hate? That's an emotion that comes from love. Perhaps, can you expect a four-year-old child to have a deep understanding of the word love?" Li Jianxin shrugged his shoulders and looked at Ye Xiaohua to continueLi Jianxin looked at Ye Xiaohua and smiled, "Maybe it's because I'm too young, I don't feel it deeply!" After I was four years old, I followed my grandfather to a foreign country, and until I returned in seventy-nine years, I always knew about their existence, and my grandfather never even wanted to hide it from me. After all, my mother was my grandfather's favorite daughter, so he even wanted me to be closer to them. Unfortunately, perhaps because of my indifferent nature, it is difficult for me to get close to strangers. So, in my opinion, apart from blood relations, they may be like strangers to me. ”
"Again, and because of this, I may be indifferent to this kind of thing. Because for me, it's like seeing a person in a car accident on my eldest sister, I will sympathize and regret, but I won't feel like I have lost my loved ones. ”
"My grandfather loved me very much. Some people give themselves an excuse when they are treated unequally, and I don't need it. Perhaps, hating someone is because you feel that a person owes you something, because you lost something or had a miserable life because of one of his actions, but if you think about it, is it really just because of this reason that you are not responsible for yourself?"
"A person's life depends on himself, I have always agreed with this sentence, a truly powerful person will not make excuses from others. Maybe there are some things that have some impact on you, but nothing is absolute, if the final result is contrary to your ideal result, then it must be you who make this result, it is you who did not anticipate how to deal with accidents at the beginning, it is that you did not consider those external factors when you executed, it was that you did not carry out corresponding measures when the results began to repel the direction you considered, maybe you feel that what I said is not all right, you can also disagree, but, as a manager, responsible for the livelihood of many people, in many times when things happenWhat you need most is not to find the reason in others, but to find deficiencies in yourself. Of course, even if someone really causes this reverse result in the end, then you can only blame it on your lack of knowledge. ”
"My grandfather told me since I was a child that if you are doing well, then you are lucky, and of course, if you are not doing well, it has nothing to do with anyone. So I don't hate. The moment Li Jianxin looked at Ye Xiaohua, Ye Xiaohua seemed to feel as if he had seen his heart, he didn't know whether Li Jianxin said these words to her or to himself.
"You don't hate, or you don't, or you can't hate. Although she was very presumptuous, Ye Xiaohua still couldn't control herself from saying what was in her heart.
"I've heard people say before that love is the most selfish, friendship is precious, and family is the most selfless, but none of the three is happy. And love is as bright as wine in people's lives, which makes people fascinated. I've heard of a man
, the story of a city. In that story, it is said that if you fall in love with someone, you fall in love with that city, and when you walk in this city, with him by your side, you think that this is your paradise, the paradise of love, and you feel that happiness is actually so close! But it is impossible for a person to experience many cities in his life, because every time he leaves a city, he has to lose something, and when he loses more things, you will find that in fact, in addition to himself, everything else has been turned into ashes, the heart is lost, the youth is lost, the love is lost, and the energy is lost; Man is a cruel animal, when you want to go, you will not think about whether you will regret it after you lose it, desperate to throw away all the ties, just to find the next city in your mind, although when you leave, you are not sure whether you will regret it, whether the city is finally a mirage in your imagination, no one knows right and wrong, no one understands right and wrong, but at that moment we are so unhesitating and determined, just for the sporadic brilliance in life!"
"Some people also say that life needs to be sober, but if life can handle everything with reason, then maybe everything will be as perfect as it is engraved. Because we are human beings, there are times when our emotions are ahead of reason, even if sometimes we want to be as bright as moths, even if we don't know if he is his city or who is his person. Maybe until one day we start to stop believing in love, but believe that there is a person somewhere in this world who will always be waiting there, but we don't know when and where it will appear, but we are still happy and lonely waiting for him, and we will live our lives like this. ”
"Sometimes, even I don't know what I want, whether it's like the rings of the year, day after day, a hundred years like a day is vanity, or like the light, drunk in the red light and green wine every day. Life is like living in that square, step by step, but what is too limited to the pattern is a self-made cage, locking yourself in that desolate but painless world. We throw away the squares, walk in this world, see the rain but also wine, forget our identity and responsibility, do whatever we want, we have been to everyone's world, but no one wants to stay in your world......"
What kind of world does she want? Ye Xiaohua felt that she would prefer to stay within the radius. In that circle, she could be intoxicated by that city, but she knew that it did not belong to her. As mentioned above, he was so lonely waiting for him to live this life without hurting anyone.
Ye Xiaohua was intoxicated with her own thoughts, thinking endlessly.
"Is that so?"
Seeing Li Jianxin looking at himself deeply, Ye Xiaohua was suddenly startled.
"Uh. Well, I guess that's it. I also listened to my grandfather......" she said a little vaguely.