Chapter 158: A Woman's Thoughts
"What? Aren't you coming?" Qian Qian didn't know why she had a bad premonition when she hit Jiang Xuming when she went home, and she asked even more worried when she heard his words. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"Sissi, I'd like to discuss something with you...... I haven't been able to find a suitable job in Beijing, and my parents have resolutely let me stay at home and work, after all, they are old and need me to take care of them......" Jiang Xuming was silent for a long time and finally spoke.
"Huh, are you going to leave me alone in Beijing?" said Qian Qian excitedly when she heard Jiang Xuming's words.
"No, Xiqian, listen to me, I know that you like Beijing very much, I like your current job, I can't let you come back with me is too selfish, but I really can't find any suitable job in Beijing, my parents are also resolute to let me stay at home, I really can't help it!" Jiang Xuming said it although he was in pain.
"Then do you mean to break up with me?" Sissi was already in tears at this time, when she came to Beijing, the two of them looked forward to a bright future, but now she is the only one in this small, simple rental house.
"Of course not, I work hard in my hometown to earn more money, and I will often go to Beijing to see you, and one day we will get married when we have the conditions. "How Jiang Xuming is willing to break up with Qianqian, the decision at this moment is also his helpless move, and what he has experienced in Beijing in the past few months has also made him re-examine himself.
"I'm afraid if you're not at home!" Qian Qian also understood Jiang Xuming's helplessness, but she was used to the days when he was by her side, although there were quarrels and many unsatisfactory things, as well as Feng Zhibin's temptation, but when she heard that Jiang Xuming was going to make up for it in her hometown, Qian Qian's mood suddenly fell to the bottom.
No one will know how to cherish it when it is owned, but once it is lost, it becomes difficult to accept, people are so contradictory, because of the comparison with Feng Zhibin, Qian Qian looked at Jiang Xuming more and more shabby, but now he said that he wanted to part with himself but was reluctant.
What people are most afraid of is greed, they want to get too much but don't want to give, no personal experience has a cause and effect, there is no love for no reason and no hate for no reason, who pays a little more can only show who loves a little more.
"Sissi, you have to be strong, one day I will let you live a good life, I swear!" Jiang Xuming felt sad in his heart, as a man, he not only had to make a promise, but also worked hard for this promise.
"Then you promise to call me every day!" When Sissi was in college, she also saw roommates and boyfriends in long-distance relationships, but they all ended in breakups, and she began to become uneasy and anxious about the future of this relationship.
"Well, don't worry! I finally don't have to sell lamb skewers at night, I have time to accompany you on the phone!" Jiang Xuming's joke was full of bitterness.
"You are not allowed to mess with flowers and grass at home, you know!" Sissi continued.
"I'm wholeheartedly devoted to you! By the way, why don't you go back to your second aunt's house to live!" Jiang Xuming is really worried that Qian Qian will not eat well in Beijing alone and no one will take care of her.
"Hey...... Recently, my cousin-in-law had a miscarriage, and my cousin-in-law's father was hospitalized again, and they had too many things at home, and it was too far to live there. "Sissi actually still thinks it's too far to commute to work.
"Then you remember to lock the door, eat on time, and remember to eat well!" Jiang Xuming still said uneasily.
Only then did Sissi realize that she had slept so soundly in Jiang Xuming's arms before, but now in the night without him, Sissi lost sleep, and the future with Jiang Xuming became very confused, and what was the relationship with Feng Zhibin, tossing and turning all night.
The next day, Qian Qian went to work in the unit with haggard eyes, and the whole morning was in a state of confusion, and at noon she received a WeChat message from Feng Zhibin, "Little girl, what's wrong? Look at your absent-minded appearance, Lily will rebel on a business trip!"
Sissi raised her head and looked around, only to find Feng Zhibin smiling at him by the glass window, Sissi smiled at him reluctantly, lowered her head and replied on her mobile phone, "I didn't sleep well after I had insomnia......
"Is it because of the trouble of the weekend appointment?
Sissi suddenly realized that today was Friday, but she was still struggling, knowing that it was the abyss, but she couldn't restrain her steps, people want to be good at both ends, and giving up either side makes her feel painful.
"Well, okay then!" Qian Qian hesitated for a moment but agreed, she just let things go and even suddenly had a little expectation, because only when she was with Feng Zhibin did she feel like a princess, but with Jiang Xuming, she felt like a Cinderella whose magic disappeared and returned to its original state after 12 o'clock.
"Mom, I know you've been in a bad mood lately, and I'm even more sad when the child is gone, don't worry about Xiaofei's work, I've been helping him contact the registration company recently, and I'll go out to find a job when I'm better." Zhao Xiaoxi felt that she still needed to talk to her mother-in-law about the recent situation, and she hoped that her mother-in-law would be considerate of herself, so she grabbed her mother-in-law while her father was taking her daughter out to play.
"It's not all your fault when the child is gone! I'll let you pay attention to your body, you should be ......a deaf ear," the mother-in-law said coldly, and finally vented all the resentment in her heart.
"Mom, how can you say that! I don't care if my dad is sick or not, so what's the use of having my daughter!" Zhao Xiaoxi couldn't suppress her anger when she heard her mother-in-law's words, although she didn't want to quarrel.
"What about my grandson, you are too irresponsible to be a mother!" The mother-in-law always felt that Zhao Xiaoxi must be pregnant with a boy, so she was even more angry.
Zhao Xiaoxi understood that it was useless to reason with her mother-in-law, and it would be useless to talk to her well, and now she was determined not to be angry, so she turned around and went back to her bedroom, she tried her best to calm her mind.
"Hey, hello Mr. Zheng!" At this moment, Zhao Xiaoxi's phone rang, and when he picked it up, he saw that it was Lao Zheng.
"Zhao Gong, what have you been busy with lately, have you had a good rest?" said Lao Zheng in his deep and powerful voice over there.
"Well, it's pretty good!" Zhao Xiaoxi didn't tell Lao Zheng about her recent things, so she could only answer lightly.
"Are you going to go to work, don't forget to think about our company!" said Lao Zheng with a smile.
"I'll think about it!" Zhao Xiaoxi has been reading recruitment information on the Internet as soon as she has time recently, and she sees that those recruitment information is much more demanding than the last time she was looking for a job, especially the age card is very dead, or she simply doesn't want a woman, so she is also hesitating to accept Lao Zheng's invitation.