If you love someone so much that you neglect yourself, you will find that no matter how much you hate him, when you see him happy, you will suddenly forgive everything. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I think it's not two things in my life to be stupid.

But there is one thing, I know that I am stupid, but I still don't regret it.

At that year's poetry meeting, I didn't want to go out, but I felt lazy for a few days, and I would rather stay at home than go out.

But that day, my best friend came to the house in a daze and pulled me out.

I played around along the way, and bought some vermilion earrings before I arrived at the poetry club.

The poetry meeting has already begun, and some people have already calmly coped with the difficulties of the questioner.

Almost 10,000 people from it, I saw him at a glance.

Sitting upright, his forehead covered with cold sweat.

Ordinary people are calm and calm, but he is very nervous.

I can't help but think, this nerd is so scared because he has no ink in his chest.

A few scholars returned in a huff, and none of them were able to solve the test questions.

I watched this scene from the attic, and my heart was disappointed.

At this moment, he suddenly stood up from the crowd, cramped and uneasy.

The answer amazed everyone, so I lifted the curtain and looked straight at him.

As if sensing my gaze, he slowly looked up.

The initial stunned look in his eyes turned into surprise.

I frowned slightly and lowered the curtain, puzzled.

The poems will disperse, and he will come out on top.

It was unexpected by everyone, but I saw him standing at the door, as if waiting for someone.

Seeing off my best friend, I was back to the carriage when he suddenly stopped me.

I shouted indignantly: "Presumptuous." ”

It was probably my harsh words that frightened him, and he apologized.

"Xiaosheng has no intention of offending, and I hope Miss will forgive me."

I breathed a sigh of relief, raised my eyes to look at him, his eyes were clear, there was indeed nothing else, I thought about it, and asked, "Why are you stopping me?" ”

He opened his mouth, stopped talking, closed his mouth again, and smiled faintly.

At that moment, looking at that smiling face, I suddenly felt a little familiar.

He bowed to me: "Xiaosheng Xu Moxian, disturb Miss." ”

After saying that, he waited aside, and the maid next to me reminded me that I had returned home.

I stepped on the sedan chair, suddenly turned my head, and smiled lightly: "Your poem is very good, but what word is the breeze blowing the weak willow?" ”

He was slightly stunned, then raised his eyes to look at me, and looked dumbfounded: "Stroke." ”

I smiled lightly, secretly scolded him for being a nerd, and then smiled: "Although the stroke seems gentle and gentle, it also seems particularly affectionate, why not use the brushing of your sleeves." ”

Not looking at him again, I got into the sedan chair.

I lifted the curtain to take a look, and he was still stunned, frowning and thinking.

It seems that he is really thinking about the difference between the two words, and for some reason, looking at him like this.

I secretly said to myself that I was really a nerd.

Then, I suddenly found that I could always meet him, and his calligraphy and paintings were majestic and powerful, and it made people feel proud to look at him......

But he is really tight.

Gradually, I couldn't help but worry about whether he would be hungry, and he sold paintings on the street every day, so I went to buy paintings every day.

One day, it rained heavily.

I had just left the house that day, and I was trapped in the pavilion without rain gear.

I'm in a hurry and don't know what to do.

He ran eagerly, holding calligraphy and paintings in his hands, and looked at me with a happy face.

"It's kind of finding Miss." He wiped the rain-soaked spot on his head, looking relieved.

My heart moved, and I pursed my lips and asked him, "What are you looking for me to do?" ”

He handed me the oil-paper umbrella that was not broken but looked old: "During this spring equinox, there is already a rainy season, and I think Miss has never brought an umbrella, lest Miss be damaged by this rain." ”

"I thought I couldn't find Miss, but now I'm relieved to see that Miss is still here." He handed me the umbrella, and the cold fingertips touched my hand, making my heart tense slightly.

"Miss, go back quickly, otherwise the family will be worried."

I paused, completely unsure of what I was going to say, so I could only ask him in a daze: "You gave me the umbrella, how do you go back!" ”

He shook his head, his eyebrows sincere: "Miss is fine." ”

Yu Yu rushed into the rain curtain, and didn't care about his precious calligraphy and paintings, and left without looking back.

I reached out and shook it, but said nothing.

The maid sneered next to her, only scolding how could there be such a stupid person in the world.

Obviously, he could notify someone from Shangshu Mansion to pick her up, and he could get a lot of money, but he had been looking for a long time.

I smiled lightly, looking at the annoying rainstorm, and suddenly felt in a good mood.

This rain is not so annoying to look at.

Maybe at that time, this person, this nerd, had quietly crawled into my heart.

I don't know, and he doesn't know.

It's just later, when we are sure of our hearts, it's like that heavy rain.

In the future, it will rain heavily, and it will be muddy all the way, and no one will understand.

But I never thought about it.

At the time of the cliff, we swore an alliance and decided to live for life.

But in the end, I was the only one who went to this appointment.

At that moment, I laughed, laughed, laughed, and cried.

That idiot, shout at me.

But I wanted to tell him why he would give me an oath if he couldn't.

I want to tell him that I will never force him to be with me.

But why are you deceiving me so badly?

I have not dispersed, I have remained in the world, but I am afraid of the sun.

I could no longer sit in the yard and let the warm sun shine on me.

My bones were gnawed by wild beasts, little by little, one by one.

But I can't do anything about it, I don't hurt, it doesn't hurt, I can just watch, I can't do anything.

I remembered something, my first encounter with him.

Suggesting that his poetry could be done better.

And under the rain curtain, he ran around.

I really want to ask, ask him, why?

Why did you look for me for so long in the rain curtain without hesitation?

The calligraphy and paintings that make a living are ruined, and there are no complaints?

So why is it that now that it is really a matter of life and death, it is I who have no hesitation?

Xu Moxian, tell me, why did you abandon me at the last moment?

Probably because of this hatred that lasted for a long time, I became a ghost.

By the time I could get out of the cliff, he was married.

There is a soft-talking wife by her side and a lovely child.

What about me? What am I?

I tried to question him, but he suddenly turned around, and his eyebrows were vaguely visible.

But there was also a sense of sorrow between his eyebrows, and he took his daughter's hand and passed by me, as if he hadn't seen it.

I heard the child's clear voice: "What about later? What happened to that scholar? Is there any time with the big sister. ”

He was stunned, and his eyebrows were sad: "In the end, the scholar lost that young lady." ”

At that moment, tears flowed in her eyes, and she suddenly felt no longer hateful.