Chapter 196: Loneliness (1)
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As the gunshots rang out, the students on the field began to burn the blood that had been suppressed by the cold for a long time, and it was exciting just to watch. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć While the waves of cheers on the field were wave after wave, a student sat in a corner of the audience holding a cup of hot water.
Xiao Yusheng looked at the white smoke rising from the cup, and kept his palm close to the wall of the cup to feel the only warmth in the cold wind.
There were a few empty seats around him, and no one in any row was left to join him. He himself does not feel lonely, because he is not lonely.
He could feel the sight coming from those shouts, whether it was his own class or someone else's class, they were all people he was familiar with.
He knew that for them, there was an invisible aura in him that kept everyone out, and the distance between a few seats was a thousand feet between hearts.
He didn't care, though. If you don't care about someone, it doesn't matter what that person does.
"Except for that idiot, I'm really afraid he's going to mess around. Xiao Yusheng's deep worry was more like an uneasiness raised by someone.
All that came suddenly was the awe-inspiring cold wind, and the face that had not been oiled in the morning was like being cut by a knife. Honestly, he hated oiling because there was always a very sick smell that followed him all day.
Taking a sip of hot water and shivering comfortably is more meaningful than watching the game. Whether it is a world full of cold colors or athletes who are trying to warm up the winter with their blood, which can only add indifference to Xiao Yusheng's heart. It was as if the dilapidated sight had also made his lone figure even thinner.
In the cold wind blowing, Xiao Yusheng smelled an unusual fragrance.
"Yo!" the girl showed her sunshine and liveliness as always.
Tang Xinling, probably only she can sit with him generously.
"Today's temperature is a bit low, everyone is working hard despite the cold, I remember I used to run like this. ā
"Is that all?" Xiao Yusheng stared at the figure running at the front. He said, "At first, I was able to jump and even breastfeed. ā
"Hahaha! Senior, you really dare to say it. I can't help but laugh when I think about the way you blush. ā
She patted Xiao Yusheng on the back and laughed.
"Do you come here to greet me when everything is done?" Xiao Yusheng suddenly asked.
She seemed to have just noticed, wiped the sweat from her forehead, and pulled her wet hair behind her ears. Intentionally or unintentionally, his eyes fell on Xiao Yusheng's water cup and pursed his lips.
"Don't you dislike it? This is the cup I used. ā
With a smile on her face, the girl reached out and took Xiao Yusheng's water cup. I kept saying to him, "No!"
Since the girls didn't dislike it, Xiao Yusheng gave up saying more. In today's society, the status of women is much higher than that of men, and boys who want to drink water from the cups used by girls will be called perverted, and on the contrary, relatively beautiful girls who drink from boys' cups will be envied, and this behavior will be defined as the so-called 'indirect kissing'.
He himself has no interest in this kind of thing, but people are social animals, and they still have to take care of each other.
He took back the water glass, and for a moment he couldn't remember how to break the cold scene, and at the same time felt that he had nothing to say.
Tang Xinling sat with him for a while and asked him before leaving.
"Brother Yun will come to persuade you later, will you go back?"
He pretended to think about it, "Since he is here, he has to give this face if he doesn't give it." ā
The girl who got the answer went back. Seeing him, he knew very well in his heart that this was Qingluan who asked her to come over and ask, and it should be mixed with her own meaning, otherwise she would not have spent so much time here with him, and the above can complete the task straight to the point.
They probably colluded in advance, Xiao Yusheng sat there quietly, knowing that he had to go back, he still waited until Yun Shao came.
Yun Shao was followed by two girls, Xiao Yusheng knew one of them, and I heard that it was still the class flower of their class. The only one who could truly read the air and his eyes was the clouds.
Yun Shao was very witty and stretched out his hand before a girl asked Xiao Yusheng, and his gentle smile was more moving than the spring breeze.
"Xiao Yusheng, go back. Everyone is waiting for you, isn't it cold to sit here alone?"
His handsome face and moving smiling face, if Xiao Yusheng is a girl, I am afraid that he will fall in love with him. Xiao Yusheng wanted to refuse, but ....... Those who know the times are Junjie.
"But......." Xiao Yusheng showed an embarrassed expression.
"It's okay, everyone is looking forward to your return. Although I don't know if you're having a temper tantrum or not, you still have to think about it for the collective. ā
A girl behind Yun Shao said righteously.
Since he said so, Xiao Yusheng had no reason to be hypocritical anymore, he took Yun Shao's hand and stood up. Following silently behind them, the two girls talked and laughed around Yun Shao.
Until the place where the class gathered, the focus of everyone's attention was still on Yun Shao, some people thought that Yun Shao could bring back students like Xiao Yusheng who even the teacher couldn't control, and some people thought that as long as Yun Shao was out of the horse, anything could be easily resolved.
Handsome, good character, rich three generations, gentle and kind. No matter from that point of view, he is the perfect person in this era.
Xiao Yusheng found a remote place to sit down, but even so, he still provoked ridicule from others.
"I lost my face and went to the outside work. ā
"What's his name?"
"I just remember his surname as Xiao. ā
Yes, Xiao Yusheng himself never thought that his presence in the class was so low that the boys couldn't remember his name. This kind of thing doesn't matter, he just hopes to be more down-to-earth, or Yun Shao to say something to make them honestly shut their mouths.
You know, now that he has been replaced, he will no longer have to clear his negative emotions because of something like before.
"Hey! I said, why are you like this? Since you're back, you should apologize to everyone, and you have to sit next to everyone. ā
The Banhua behind Yun Shao originally wanted to say something, but was preempted by another one. This girl with a bob bob made Xiao Yusheng realize it.
Why did he apologize? Obviously, everyone left him there without saying a word along with the teacher, and no one told him that the class had changed positions today.
What reason is there for him to apologize for such behavior?
Secondly, what does it mean to sit next to everyone? Looking at her righteous and awe-inspiring appearance, the trial she handed down was like throwing Xiao Yusheng to the gallows in the midst of everyone and being publicly executed.
Before Xiao Yusheng could open his mouth, someone shouted loudly.
"Like, why don't you have any collective consciousness at all!
Xiao Yusheng really disdains this kind of person, he knows it very clearly! This guy who took the lead in shouting loudly is the one who didn't even know his name just now. What a cheeky person can shout such brazen words?
The echo was like the previous wave of shouting to the athletes in the arena, wave after wave. Xiao Yusheng could only stand on the execution ground with his head stiff.
He could feel the schadenfreude in the teachers' heads, and in their hearts, the prickly head was finally about to bow his head and accept the sanctions.
"I'm sorry. ā
Xiao Yusheng was extremely reluctant, but if he didn't say it, it wasn't just him who couldn't get off the stage.
"Louder, haven't you eaten? like a!"
The unrelenting voice still exists, and it is not far from Zhang Xin. He knew that Zhang Xin would not sit idly by, but Xiao Yusheng didn't want to go that far.
"That is, every bit of sincerity you have for your class. "The bob-headed girl added fuel to the fire. In Xiao Yusheng's heart, she evolved from disgust to disgust.
"...... right"
"Okay, okay! Don't be tough. He apologized, is it really appropriate for you to be so aggressive?"
Yun Shao stood up, and no one in the class said a word more. He was about to return to his class with the two girls, and Xiao Yusheng hurriedly shouted, "Wait!"
He tilted his head to look at the girl with the bob, "Tell me what your name is." ā
There was no emotion in his eyes, and there was no warmth. It may be that the heart of being stared at is weak, and the girl's body stiffens, "Why should I tell you?"
"Forget it. Xiao Yusheng didn't think that this girl had any value worthy of his acquaintance. It's just that talking is so annoying.
Seeing that the girl didn't report her name, Yun Shao cast a relieved look at Zhang Xin in the crowd, and Zhang Xin also nodded at him complicatedly.
After that, Xiao Yusheng still sat at the edge of the class, no one wanted to talk to him, and no one thought he existed. Because, the so-called school days are also very ruthless snobbery, if you can't show the value of your existence or can't be forced by them to be intuitive, then they will naturally ignore you.
This is Xiao Yusheng's definition of students. And what he was worried about was not his own situation, but the Banhua who didn't speak from beginning to end.
There was clearly a bit of unwillingness and dissatisfaction with him in those eyes, and the unwillingness could be explained by the fact that she couldn't speak, but ...... He couldn't figure out where the dissatisfaction came from.
In short, it is necessary to investigate this class flower.
To be continued.......