Xu Kai tossed and turned the cigarette between his fingers, and said thoughtfully, "If Lopez puts a piece of it in it, the stalk we make will not be seen flawed." Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info" immediately raised his eyes to look at Lin Jun, his eyes flashing, "It's just hard for you." ”

Lin Jun looked at him for a long time without speaking, her faint gaze was obviously exploring, in the face of his consistent calmness, her self-confidence was more and more proportional to the erosion, just like the gentle river water silently eroding the river sand, and when they couldn't even save time later, could they still talk and laugh like this. Even if this kind of talk and laughter is mixed with vanity. She couldn't ask Xu Kai how much affection he had for her, but she knew very well how much her heart longed for him, if, just if, he would one day admit to her that this process was just a scene, and she couldn't even bear that kind of heart-rending sadness.

Once, in the past years, she always thought that she was in love with Xu Jun, but since she had the loss of gains and losses in Xu Kai, she realized what it means to truly love someone, and she can't lose him. She still remembered that in high school, someone compared a textbook and a synchronous workbook to a beautiful relationship. The former attracts the latter with the unique majesty of the starry sky, while the latter verifies their intimacy with a posture of looking up. What she was confused about was that she was off topic?

Xu Kai walked over slowly, pestle in front of her, looked down at her face, and said, "Since I was a child, no one has ever faced my feelings, and I am the only one who is alone." No matter where you go, it's the same feeling of abandonment. One day, I picked up a festering puppy from a trash can, and you might think I was kind. What you can't understand is that I found my own shadow in that puppy, and we are all pathetic worms who have been abandoned from the circle, pathetic worms that no one cares about. So I adopted it until it died. ”

Lin Jun could see the sorrow in his eyes, almost tears of desire, she understood, how could she not understand, she was not the same as sending people under the fence? Since childhood, she has learned to distinguish appearance and color, Aunt Lin is happy and she is also happy, Aunt Lin is depressed every day, and she also wants to suppress the liveliness of children. Aunt Lin is the vane of her emotions, she is cautious and ingratiating, not daring to show a little bit of her own emotions. How inhibiting those things were in those years, only she knows.

Lin Jun hugged him and choked up, "I understand, I understand, why don't you and I have the same disease? We are all poor worms who have been excluded from the circle, and only the shadow of loneliness will never leave us." But, do you know, I'm more lonely now, I'm afraid, I'm afraid—" She couldn't speak anymore, and her thin arms trembled in his arms. Xu Kai hugged her tightly, "You don't have to be afraid, I won't leave you." In this world, only you understand me, Junjun, we will not be separated. God allows us to meet and love each other, which is itself a favor for us, I love you, I have known it for a long time. ”

The night wind hunts, from time to time snorting against the window, through the rolled up curtains, into the boundless dark night. The night is the best fig leaf, and the dirty deeds of the world are tacitly concealed in the night, and the two of them gasp and moan softly, until they cover all the sounds-

After lingering, Xu Kai leaned on the back of the bed, worried about smoking, he glanced at Lin Jun lying on his belly, and asked, "Your father-in-law has the means to do it, even if López is conceited, he has not escaped from his palm after all." ”

"What about you, aren't you also conceited? Man, in fact, in the final analysis, is nothing more than self-righteousness. The father-in-law is like this, and Yue Tian is also like this, you rely on your youth, and you can't get rid of the frivolity in your bones. Lin Jun lazily drew circles with his bare hands on his abdomen, looking disappreciative of the world.

Xu Kai smiled noncommittally, "If it's decent, will you still look at me?" After all, he had something on his mind, and after only a few words of irony, he got back to business, "López, you don't know the potholes in it, right?"

"Nope. How can I tell the truth in detail? My father-in-law had actually hidden his mind earlier, and he was impartial and rushed to ask me to hear it deliberately, and it was a matter of course that I was willing to fold in. How can it not be said that he has been planning for a long time? To be honest, he has grasped my friendship with you, and let me give him authority. When Lin Jun said it, he was a little disheartened, those so-called family affections, in Vanity Fair, are only the reason for being used, and the reason for not refusing.

"Although López has no direct contact with him, with your stepfather's scheming, it is easy to direct a good drama of heroes saving beauty. What's more, he had more than enough time to catch the bait, but he would never have imagined that he himself would become a baited fish in the end. He spit out a beautiful smoke ring, and stretched out his fingers to run over Lin Jun's graceful back, "Your fishing skills are better than your father-in-law's, this is better than blue." ”

"Isn't it up to you, the master, to teach her well?" Lin Jun raised her face lazily, a pair of beautiful eyes under the halo of the light, highlighting the seductive confusion, her fingertips in the circle slowly moved up, scratching Xu Kai was impatient for a while, he backhanded her restless hand, and asked her, "Are you really willing to be your father-in-law?"

He asked seriously, and Lin Jun could read the worry in the depths of his eyes. In this stall, she can't help but be selfish, and if there is a slight mistake, Xu Kai is only afraid that it will be wiped out, her eyes are indifferent, and she said word by word, "I really can't bear you." ”

Xu Kai's hand loosened imperceptibly, and he discarded the cigarette butt in the ashtray, his face was serious. Lin Jun couldn't see what he was thinking, but he couldn't hide his worries in his heart, he never had the complete trust like her, her single-minded attachment, did he really understand?

"Don't worry, your father-in-law won't have to worry about his life, no matter what, after you go back, you still have to rely on him to maneuver a lot, after all, his position is enough to make people look up to the mountains. Xu Kai seemed to be giving her a promise, what he didn't know was that Lin Jun didn't actually care about Chen Qibin's future, and said earnestly, she faintly hoped to end his life, although she called him her father-in-law, but over the years, Lin Ruyu's mouth revealed her life experience. It is disgraceful to have an illegitimate child, but if he is a competent father, how can he ruin his daughter's innocence and become his so-called career.

He was ruining what little family he had left, he didn't know, he was blinded.