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"Toot, toot, toot"
Lu Wei buried his head under the pillow and answered with his mobile phone
"Who?"
"It's me"
When Lu Weiwei heard Lan Shuhan's voice, he got up smartly, and his face was full of seriousness.
"Shuhan, why did you call all of a sudden! Aren't you busy?"
"Don't interrupt the topic, didn't I tell you not to keep your head down? ”
Lu Wei looked at the ceiling and said nonsense.
"Ahh
"I hear you talking and getting up. ”
God, really God. You can guess it from such a distance.
"Not anymore. ”
"Hmm. The housekeeper said you didn't eat, did you get any results when you went to the hospital?"
This housekeeper made a small report again, the key is that he can't eat it!
"No appetite. How do you know I'm in the hospital. Are you following me?"
"Hehe, how am I tracking you in country M now. When you get home, see that you are not there, and ask the assistant to check your whereabouts. Angry?"
"Nope. Just a little disappointed. ”
Lu was slightly frustrated. I don't know if I should be happy or not if I am not pregnant. Overall, it's not the time to have a baby, but it's a little sad to know that you're not pregnant.
"We're all young and there's no rush. Good behave"
His tone was always so good, unhurried, but it wasn't what he wanted. Maybe people are like that, the more you want when someone gives you a piece of candy. The human heart is ugly, and so is itself.
"Hmm. When are you coming back?"
"Missed me?"
"Well, I think, I miss you" really misses him, he used to pester himself every day, and he longed for him to go on a business trip every day. But now that he is on a business trip, he is very reluctant, and he thinks about his tightness, which is really strange.
"I miss you too. This time it may take three or four days, and there is a regent and planning case. Wait for me to come back. Hmmm"
Lu nodded slightly, and replied, "Hmm." ”
"Eat well, if I come back to see you lose weight, see how I clean you up. ”
"Hmm"
"Don't think about it anymore, I'll always be yours. ”
"Hmm"
She only replied with a "hmm" word the whole time, it seems that the anger should not have subsided, so let's go back and coax again! A creature like a woman is really nerve-wracking.
"That's it, wait for me to come back. ”
Seeing that there was no sound over there, Lan Shuhan hung up the phone. I just called her as soon as I got off the plane for fear that she would be angry, but I didn't expect to be really angry, no matter what the reason for being angry, it was caused by my own failure. Successful men do not allow their women to shed tears, get angry, and be disappointed.
If you choose, you have to take responsibility, and it is not your own style to escape.
Lu Weiwei was already covering his mouth and crying secretly. Is it always mine? Then why don't you even want to give me a wedding, even if you don't have a wedding, but just want to have a red book, can't you do it at all?
Maybe it's because I'm too sensitive and always likes to make a big fuss.
Four days have passed quickly, Lan Shuhan should be back soon!
At the table, Lu Wei looked at the dishes on the table and had no appetite, she had lost a lot of weight in just four days, the flesh on her face was gone, and her chin had become a little sharp.
I've been thinking a lot about it these days, and things that don't belong to me don't belong to me no matter how much I force them.
Perhaps, as he thought before, the reason why he chose himself among thousands of flowers was because of the impulse of the moment, how could he marry himself?
Just like this dish now, even if you force yourself to eat it, you won't vomit it if you don't have an appetite.
"Pico"
As soon as Lan Shuhan entered, he saw a thin figure sitting on the edge of the restaurant, one hand resting on his chin, leaving only one back.
Lu turned around slightly. It's him, he's back.
"You're back. Lu said weakly.
"Why are you so thin, haven't you eaten for the past few days?"
Lan Shuhan saw that when she turned around, her face became sharp, her face was pale, and she didn't have a trace of blood, so she hurriedly ran to her side.
Lu Weiwei leaned on Lan Shuhan and did not answer him. Even though I have already decided in my heart, I still want to hug him and enjoy the last warmth.
"What's wrong? I'll take you to the hospital. ”
Lan Shuhan tried to pick her up, but she refused.
"I'm fine, I've seen it, but I don't have the appetite, I'm back to stay with me. ”
Lan Shuhan didn't believe it, was it really okay to be weak like this, but she didn't want to, and she wouldn't force it. She's also a doctor, and she shouldn't be playing with her life.
"Are you really okay?"
"Well, it's fine. I stopped eating and carried me back to the bedroom. Lu opened his hands slightly and made a gesture to hug.
Lan Shuhan laughed and picked her up and walked towards the bedroom.
In the bedroom, the two were lying on the bed, holding each other. to relieve the pain of lovesickness.
"Shuhan, I want to go home tomorrow, are you free?"
Lu Weiwei's eyes were empty, and he no longer expected his company.
"You are not in good health, I will go back in a few days, and I will accompany you. ”
"Good"
I still don't want to ask him again, even if I know that the result is not what I wanted.
"Will you marry me?"
Lan Shuhan frowned when he heard this, "Didn't I talk about this topic later?"
Seeing that she didn't speak, she said again, "Yes, but not now, it's okay to wait a few more years." ”
Lu Weiwei didn't have any expression, leaned against his chest and only replied with one word.
"Good"
Bear two faces under one hood. Tomorrow we will part ways and will not see each other again.
The next day, in the cemetery.
Lu Weiwei looked at the tombstone in front of him, and wanted to pour out all the grievances in his heart to her, no one knew about the suffering he had suffered for so many years, even Yu Zi only knew one of them, not the other. No one can understand that kind of sadness.
originally thought that with Lan Shuhan, he would have everything, but he didn't want to marry himself at all, and he was still alone in the end.
"Mom, you said that men are the most unreliable creatures, let me not fall into love like you, in the end, it will hurt me after all. ”
"Mom, I'm so tired. The heavens and the earth are so great that there is no place for me. Where do I go from here?"
"Mom, this is the last time I will come to see you, today is your death day, and it will be the day I end all this. In the future, I only ask you to bless me with peace and security, and a peaceful life. ”
"Please forgive my daughter's unfilial piety, I can't come to see you anymore. ”
Lu kowtowed slightly, turned around and left.