Chapter 618: Reminiscing about the Past

This remote corner is filled with the laughter of a few children, and in this banquet filled with sorrow, the painting style of this place looks so weird.

At the same time, in the marital room.

Mo Ling poured two glasses of wine, handed one to Bai Yixuan, and after the two of them drank each other, Mo Ling got up and took off his robe in front of him.

Just as he was about to untie his underwear, Bai Yixuan, who was stunned, came back to his senses, hurriedly got up and bent over to pick up the robe and put it on her, and said in an unnatural tone: "It's cold that day, don't freeze when you put it on......"

Mo Ling lifted his robe and said with a smile: "You and I thought we were husband and wife, even if you haven't experienced this kind of thing, but what should be next after worshipping the hall, you should know it, right?"

Bai Yixuan coughed lightly, picked it up again and ran to put it on her, afraid that she would throw it away, so he pulled her arm and dressed her, "Put it on." ”

He naturally knew what to do next, but ...... He couldn't.

This wedding was because of her sympathy and pity, and he didn't want her to hold her body and continue to sympathize.

He is content with marrying her in the name of husband and wife, he doesn't ask for anything else, and he will only do it when she falls in love with him, and he doesn't want to force her in the name of husband and wife until then.

"Alright, talk to me. ”

Mo Ling pursed his lips, "Yixuan......"

Bai Yixuan smiled, put his arm around her shoulders and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and took out a hairpin for her, the hairpin was white all over, and the hairpin tail was engraved with the shape of a flower, a very simple style.

"There is no dowry to marry you, this hairpin is made by my own hands, I have always wanted to give it to you, but I can't find the opportunity, and now only this hairpin is a dowry. ”

Mo Ling took it and put it on his head, a smile appeared on his face, "Enough, this hairpin is worth ten miles of red makeup, but unfortunately I have short hair now, and I don't look good with long hairpins." I won't cut my hair when it's growing in the future, I want to keep my long hair worthy of your hairpin. ”

Bai Yixuan touched her head with a smile, "No, it's good-looking, my lady looks good whether she has long or short hair." ”

"You, why haven't I seen you talk so much before. After Mo Ling teased, he slammed Bai Yixuan's shoulder and pushed him down on the bed.

"Instead of small talk, what should we do?"

Looking at the little face that was close at hand, Bai Yixuan's Adam's apple rolled twice, and he moved his head, "I'm a little tired and want to sleep for a while." ”

Mo Ling's heart tightened, "But the poison hurts again?"

"Well, there are some, so I want to take a break. ”

Mo Ling hurriedly got up and covered him with the quilt, "You lie down for a while, and I'll go find Xuancang." ”

"No, no, it's just a slight pain, so I don't need to look for him, I'll just sleep for a while." Bai Yixuan's tone was full of helplessness.

He is not a saint, and it is inevitable that he will be a little difficult to control himself when he meets the person he loves, but he knows that he can't, so he can only find these excuses to worry her, so that she can dispel those thoughts.

"Okay, then I won't bother you for now, you go to sleep first, do you want to eat something?"

"No, you go outside and have a drink with Ah Jin and them, and I'll just sleep for a while. Bai Yixuan was lying on the bed, looking sideways at her back, unconsciously overlapping with her back when she was a child.

Recalling the past, the first time I saw her was five years ago, at the upcoming poetry meeting in Moguo, when she disguised herself as a handsome young man, and at a stall, she wrote poems from him.

He took an interest in her, and the ghost sent her to the woods on the outskirts of the city, and watched her and Di Tianjue, no, Mo Lian, watch them sing about wine, and listen to her enlightening words.

His parents died early, and at the age of eleven, he began to take charge of the Shenji Pavilion, the trivial affairs of the Shenji Pavilion, the survival of the organ clan, and all the burdens were on him alone.

Those burdens are extremely tired, powerless, and helpless for a child, but no one can help him, and he has been walking alone on the road ahead.

Every day, he runs back and forth between the Shenji Pavilion and the Organ Clan, and has no time to take care of other things, and slowly he feels that life is boring, and he also feels that his life is bound by the Divine Machine Pavilion and the Organ Clan.

At the same time, he hated his deceased parents, why did he throw such a heavy burden to him, why he couldn't enjoy family affection, he didn't know how many times he broke down as a teenager.

But he couldn't break free from that shackle, he could only carry those two burdens and live a boring life, until he was sixteen years old, he met Ling'er, heard her enlightening words, and suddenly woke up.

She said that life is short for decades, if you have been entangled in the past, life will always be bleak, why not take a step back, you will see the scenery that you have not seen before, God closes a door, will open a window for you, even if there is no window, then you will create by yourself, from the boring life to find happiness yourself.

He looked at the little man from a distance, he was only ten years old, but he saw more than anyone else, and lived more colorful than anyone else.

At that moment, the burden from childhood to adulthood inexplicably felt that it was not a burden, but a mission, a responsibility.

After that, he no longer dealt with the affairs of the Divine Machine Pavilion, and after that, he took the initiative to care about the clansmen who were shackles to him, and took the initiative to understand the organ clan.

Sure enough, he saw the scenery and things that he had been ignoring all along.

Since then, his life that he used to feel like black and white has added color little by little.

I am also more interested in the ten-year-old child, and I will unconsciously pay attention to her and want to get close to her.

Later, at the poetry meeting, he found that she was a girl, and when he got along with her in the back, he got to know her more and more, she was different from ordinary women, and she always made some earth-shattering moves, but she was very affectionate and free.

The heart is falling unconsciously.

At that time, he felt that he was incomparably beastly, and he had thoughts about a ten-year-old child that he shouldn't have, but if he liked it, he liked it, and he struggled to try to get up, but not only did he not let go, but as he got along with her, he liked her more and more, until his heart could no longer be withdrawn.

He was relieved, thinking that when she grew up, he would pursue her again, and he would have time to wait.

never thought that there was another person who was thinking about her, who was already with her at the age of ten.

Until he found out about them, even if he didn't wait for her to grow up and tell her about the love in her heart, it was too late, and her heart was taken away by another person.

That night in the palace, she rejected him, and after that, he spent it in a wandering, thinking about giving up this relationship, and also regretted countless times.

If he writes a poem, he has been waiting in front of the stall, whether he will wait for her, whether he will get to know her first, whether they will have different endings.

Recalling this, Bai Yixuan smiled sourly, this is the love between Mo Lian and her for two lifetimes, even if he knows her first, she will not love him.

Her love affair has always been only Mo Lian, so at that time, at the age of twenty, Emperor Tianju, would like a child, this is a love relationship that even God will never stop.

However, now that they have broken up, he doesn't know what will happen in the future, but he will seize every opportunity to be with her, and he will not think about giving up and escaping.

He had been looking at her back for too long, and he wanted to catch up with her and stand side by side with her, instead of silently mourning the love he couldn't get in the dark.

As she said when she was a child, he would create windows and opportunities on his own.

It's just that I don't know what year and month this opportunity will have to wait, he will die in two or three days, and he will no longer be able to accompany her, so he can only follow her with a wisp of ghost, unable to touch her.

But he waited.

Bai Yixuan recalled the past and slowly fell asleep in the past.

Mo Ling came out of the tent, found Ah Jin's stone table for their banquet, sat down and opened a jar of wine and poured it violently.

The boys watched her come out and were amazed, they weren't ......

What did she do out of nowhere?

Chu Zijin, who was in a remote place, saw her and hurriedly ran over and looked at her closely.

Well, after hearing what Pippi said and knowing that he was a brother and sister to her, he looked at her at this time, the same as before, and still had no other thoughts.

It seems that what Peel Pippi said is true.

However, he is still unhappy, what a perfect girl he is, he is married to a mortal!

Although he was blessing in his heart, he was more unhappy than blessed, and he couldn't help but be angry in his heart, and couldn't help but say sarcastic, "Mo Shuai came out so soon, could it be that Bai Gongzi can't do it?"

After everyone listened to Mo Ling's hand holding the wine, the young men were choked suddenly when they heard this, and their little faces were red when they coughed.

The military advisor is also enough, usually gentle and elegant, how can he suddenly speak surprisingly today.

However, he didn't say that he hadn't thought of this aspect, could it be that the little white face really couldn't do it?

One by one, they looked at Mo Ling suspiciously, and begged for information.

He didn't agree. Mo Ling poured it up after speaking, and even in the end, he was thinking about her for her.

Everyone was stunned after hearing this, so Xiao Mo was intentional, but Xiao Baiyan didn't want to?

Several people with high emotional intelligence, such as Ah Jin, Meng Qingyu, Bai Gu, Man Yun, Man Yi, and Chu Zijin, understood the meaning after hearing it.

And a few people with low EQ to negative numbers, such as Chu Lang, Xuan Cang, and Xiaowen, were puzzled, with question marks on their heads.

Don't you agree? Doesn't he love Xiao Mo, how can he disagree? Could it be that he really can't do physical strength?

As soon as he wanted to ask with curiosity, he was covered by several EQ high-level people, and his eyes signaled them not to ask some stupid things.

Then he looked at Mo Ling, who was pouring wine, and sighed in unison, the little white face was admired in their hearts, there are few people in the world with such infatuation, but he and Xiao Mo can't last long.

Although Xiao Mo has been with Xiao Baimian in the past few days, he has behaved no different from usual, because he doesn't want to spend his last days in grief every day, and wants him to go happier.

But how strong she was, how fragile she was, and his death in her place was the most painful blow to her after the death of her parents.

This incident made her heart full of holes, and she stabbed it again.

What she cares about most is them who go to the battlefield with her, they are afraid that Xiao Mo will not dare to take them with them because of this incident, and will let them go back to the capital, for fear of showing a little white face.

Everyone thought of this at the same time very tacitly, and in order to block what she would say, they spoke out in unison first-

Meng Qingyu: "Ah Ling, I know that you are grieving, but I won't leave, I thought about the consequences before I came, and whether I live or die has nothing to do with you." ”

Akin: "Me too. ”

Xuan Cang was puzzled: "What are you doing all of a sudden?" But I'm too, Xiao Mo, you don't want to drive me away." ”

Female disciples: "So are we. ”

Chu Lang: "Where are you going? What are you going to do? I don't want to go." ”

White Bone: "Yes." ”

Mo Ling stopped drinking, she swept over the boys one by one, lowered her head and red eyes, she thought she could protect them, she thought she had that ability.

But after the incident with Yixuan, she realized that she was not a god, and she could not protect each of them, and only then did she realize how weak she was.

"It's going to die, it's really going to die......"