Chapter 230
No one will wait forever for whom? Ye Xiaohua is aware. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 However, she didn't expect that she would be so uncomfortable when this moment, when she knew that this moment might come. She didn't even have any right to ask him, to ask him not to forget. Because she gave up, and because his life has nothing to do with her.
"I might really forget about you." Yu Le's low and dumb, Ye Xiaohua didn't even know what he was saying to herself, at what moment, the emptiness in her heart made her panic, as if what she had always been very sure about began to deteriorate at this moment.
"This time, maybe it's really going to end. You ......" Yu Le's stiffness came from the phone, it seemed too far away, not clear, perhaps, the heaviness made both of them a little overwhelmed. His shaky vocal cords were like a tape that was jammed, projecting little by little in Ye Xiaohua's mind, such intermittent and restless.
"I'm getting married." She heard the last sentence clearly.
Should be happy, he really has his own life as she hopes. However, she could not say words of congratulations.
……
"Congratulations." Her voice was dry, revealing her embarrassment and embarrassment, Ye Xiaohua believed that Yu Le should be able to hear it, and then what? No then, no then. As she should have understood, she no longer had the right to be angry and angry, just as she should have understood that his life had nothing to do with her.
"Thank you." Yu Le chuckled, Ye Xiaohua didn't know if he was happy to get her blessing or relaxed because he let her go, but she thought, no matter what? It's good that he's changed, and he'll live better without her.
The paint is placed where it should be, and she will reflect her due value, but unfortunately, like the paint, she meets him who demands cleanliness and clarity, and it can only be muddy together. All this, just as she hoped, may be a mess that cannot be restored, but after the precipitation of practice, it is better for both of them.
"Hey! I'm so happy for you, and ask if I'll come back? Now that you've finally found a beautiful woman, are you showing off to me, a lonely man? "I should be happy, I should be happy, Ye Xiaohua told herself countless times.
"By the way, who is the bride? Do I know each other? If you can give up a forest like you, you must not be a mortal, right? Alluring the country and the city, the fairy descends to earth? Ye Xiaohua pretended to be relaxed and quipped, but it is undeniable that she is still jealous and sad about her moral life at this moment.
"How can I? Am I a dude? Yu Le's voice rose slightly.
He must be raising his eyebrows, Ye Xiaohua thought to herself. At this moment, she really wanted to tell him that she had never told him before, and the way he raised his eyebrows was really not like a puzzled question, but like a flattering look.
Yu Le didn't wait for a long time to come back, and suddenly realized that he was too serious. What's the point of saying all this at this point? I guess she will feel embarrassed! Also, what she has in her heart is always him, and only he can pay attention to him, maybe she didn't see what he did!
Does it all make sense if a particular word is not said at a specific time? Like, some gifts, missed the time to send, is a pity.
"You know each other, even know each other."
Knowing and familiarizing, Ye Xiaohua's heart has vaguely begun to have an answer, and that answer is not what she hoped. Yu Le didn't finish speaking, and even some hesitation to say it, but the two of them already had the answer in their hearts.
"It's light rain." He took a deep breath, this name, he didn't know whether to say it or not, Yu Le didn't even understand, why did he talk to Ye Xiaohua about this in the end, he could only say that everyone does everything for a reason, even if it shouldn't be talked about, even if this name once existed in their marriage.
"Ye Xiaoyu?" It was a long, long time before Ye Xiaohua spit out the name from her mouth again.
The light outside the window was bright, and even in this dimly lit room, the corners of her pursed mouth were so clearly visible.
"Yes."
Ye Xiaohua found that she really didn't understand Yu Le at this moment. She didn't understand how Yu Le could confide in her name so easily. All this even made Ye Xiaohua wonder if Yu Le really loved her, or because she never loved him, this was not the first time she was so suspicious. Otherwise, she didn't understand why he could so easily accept a woman who had hurt her, a third party who had set foot in their marriage, she was really tired, she had always wanted to make everything as unharmed as possible, but everything betrayed her step by step.
"You really loved me?" Why is this question asked? Why wonder at this moment?
……
"Loved.? Never loved.? It was a long time before his voice came again, but she didn't know if he was sure or rhetorical. She really didn't know, she thought, even if she really loved, it wasn't as deep as he showed? She began to feel resentful, resentful of the deception and lies in her life.
"Remember you've never heard me say that so seriously before."
"I suddenly don't know why I'm alive?"
"Ye Xiaohua. You ......"
She heard the phone and gasped.
Yu Le was a little angry, a little resentful like her.
"Don't get me wrong. There was no threat to it. I know that we are divorced, we have our own lives and choices, and I don't mean anything to threaten you. It's a real surprise to hear that you're getting married, especially when it comes to hearing a name, you know. I just started to feel a little confused, I didn't know what the meaning of my previous life was, and I even started to question myself. The expression on her face became a little relaxed, the corners of her lowered eyes were slightly raised, looking a little dull ahead, and the corners of her mouth were raised neither high nor low.
"You know what? She told you and me before, I am not suitable for you, one of us is in the clouds and the other is ......" halfway through speaking, seeing that he had not made a sound, Ye Xiaohua began to laugh again, only to realize that it was! It doesn't seem to make much sense to say that.
"Alright! Anyway. I hope you are happy. After all......"
"After all, my life was messed up by me before. Everyone knows this. I'm sorry! Also, I wish you happiness. She laughs.
After a long time, she didn't hear the voice coming, and Ye Xiaohua remembered that she had always hung up the phone first. All right! Then it should be time to hang up. She thought.
"That'...... Good bye. ”
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"Wait."