Section 32 The Shadow Falls into the World (32)
A pair of eyes full of helplessness: "You are really stupid and cute." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"I even wondered why you didn't ask me. ”
Gu Jin was stunned for a moment, and he didn't hear the blame from what Mo Duan said, and said with a sigh of relief: "I don't want you to be unhappy because you miss those pasts." ”
But the consequences of your wanton promotion of cultivation, I want to know.
Gu Jin didn't say the last sentence, she just looked at Mo Du.
Mo Duan picked up Gu Jin and walked back step by step, but paused after a few steps.
Glancing back at the closed gate, his eyes darkened.
The man's voice seemed to be heard by him alone, and Gu Jin in his arms looked at Mo Jian in confusion, and also looked at the door in the direction of Mo Duan: "What's wrong?"
Mo Duan quietly changed the subject: "Don't you want to know the past? ”
Gu Jin was stunned for a moment, and then raised his eyes to look at Mo Duan: "If you don't want to say it, you can not say it." ”
"You don't have to feel sorry for me. Mo Duan smiled and hugged Gu Jin tightly: "It's just that I left home at a young age and was abandoned by my relatives." ”
Gu Jin's heart ached, and he couldn't help but use a little strength while holding the ink robe.
"Actually, when I was very young, I felt that my parents were not loving me, but alienated and respectful, and at that time I didn't understand, and then when they sent me to the demon world, they took the reward and left, and they never looked back, and I understood that I was abandoned. ”
At that time, the elders of the Demon Realm looked at him as if they were looking at a rare treasure, but he watched his parents leave so happily, swearing that he would have nothing to do with him again, and his heart was very desolate.
When he entered the demon realm, the man just threw him a book of exercises, and then ignored him.
He had also snuck out and played with the young children of the Demon Realm, but when they found out about the color of his eyes, they would only call him a monster, and then he would be isolated and indifferent.
He will always remember that they handed him a note saying to take him out to play.
Then he was put in a cage, and countless people threw stones at him, hurled insults, and then left one by one.
At that time, he looked at the sky, but found that the world was so big, but he was the only one left.
No family, no friends, no one likes me, and I'm left alone in a small cage.
After spending a cold night, that is, from which day, he completely lost his heart, and then began to practice the exercises that the man threw over.
This exercise is very magical, he only slightly induces qi into the body, and he instantly reaches the qi training period, and later when he cultivates again, he suddenly vomits blood.
The man finally frowned, and then said that he had thought it was a good seedling, but now he is also a waste.
He was abandoned again, and no one took care of him, but there was no restriction on his movements.
Then he knew the reason in the Demon Realm's Exercise Building, and his cultivation was only at the cost of his lifespan before he could rise.
He knew all this, and suddenly thought that it would be better to do this, so that he could go home.
But no......
When the man said that he could go back if he wanted, his parents came to the Demon Realm, looked at him coldly, scolded him for being a waste, and wanted to drag them down like this.
At that moment, he only felt that the day was getting colder and colder.
Then he refused to go back, no matter how desperate he was before.
Later, he continued to practice and found a way to get the best of both worlds.
Practicing this exercise on Nuan Yu will slow down the reduction of lifespan, and he also learned in the exercise building that Nuwa Stone can change his current state.
So, the long search began.
Mo Duan looked at Gu Jin, who was scratching his robe crumpled, and his eyes warmed: "Actually...... I didn't trust you at first. ”
Gu Jin pursed her lips, and her voice was obscure: "I know." ”
Although I was asleep next to you at that time, I couldn't really be defenseless, so when you put your hand around my neck, I was betting, I bet that you wouldn't kill me.
Later, you withdrew your hand, and I knew.
You have a very soft heart, but because you have been hurt, you habitually erect hard thorns, stabbing others as well as yourself.
"But you don't have their stuttering, flattery, disgust, etc., in your eyes...... Some emotions that I can't describe, look into your eyes, and I know that maybe you won't lie to me. ”
"What's more......" Mo Duan lowered his head: "It's always the first one that makes me feel warm, and it will be different after all." ”
Because the first time someone said that he liked it, even if he knew that it might be fake, he was willing to believe it.
Because it is really lonely to be alone in a deserted place, with nothing but wind and cold.
Therefore, after hearing this sentence, I thought that I must hold on to this only warmth, even if it was burned in the end, it didn't matter.
It's a bond that overrides love.
He may like the little things in his arms, but he also knows that this is not love.
Gu Jin raised his eyes and looked at Mo Du, and said slowly: "Ah Mo, a person's life is very short, but people who cultivate immortals are different, and their lifespan is very long. ”
"Like I said before, there will always be people who really like these eyes, and I'm the first, but by no means the last. ”
"You still have a long way to go, and it won't end here. Gu Jin's eyebrows bent, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.
After her transformation, her body was originally delicate and cute, but now she smiles, just like glutinous rice dumplings, powdery, and the whole person is cute.
The smile slowly bloomed, not how beautiful it was, but the smile was full of blessings and prayers, which made her whole person look a little warmer.
"Even if one day, the whole world will abandon you, whether it is a loved one or a friend, but there is one person who will never abandon you. ”
Mo Duan looked at Gu Jin's smile, his eyes were full of emotion.
When I was a child, I never cried when I was abandoned by my loved ones.
Locked in a cage by his supposed playmates, he never cried when he watched them disgusted.
I never cried when I knew that my life would not be long, and if I cultivated, it would be a dead end.
But being looked at by these eyes, he seemed to see the lonely self in it.
Holding the cage in his small palms, he pursed his lips as the men threw the stones at him.
He was smashed to the point of bleeding, and he just watched them.
The little face was persistent and puzzled, with a hint of stubbornness, as if waiting for something.
He knew that he was waiting for them to turn back.
He even thought that he could forgive everything if they turned back.
But he didn't wait.
At this moment, he saw that little self in these eyes, and for some reason, he suddenly felt sad.
It turned out that he had never felt sorry for himself back then.