Chapter 09: Half and Half
When he is on a mission day and night, sometimes when he is free, Ah Jiu will also think about how he should live if he can choose the time of life. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Regarding this question, when he never came down the mountain again, he also asked Master. The answers given to him by the two masters made him very unexpected. He has always felt that a master like the masters should be the kind of person who absolutely does not believe in fate, but the answer given by the two masters is exactly the opposite, and it is surprisingly consistent, they say: "Everything is fate, and it is not up to anyone."
These words were like playing a sharp edge, Ah Jiu didn't understand it when he first heard it, and he didn't approve of it...... However, as he gradually experienced a lot of things, he found more and more that the masters were indeed old monsters who had lived for more than a hundred years, and these words were all right, and his initial thoughts seemed naïve and ridiculous.
Ah Jiu once believed that everything can be changed by himself, and he doesn't even need to have the ability, as long as he has a heart that wants to change and put it into action. So after five years of that life, he chose to change and came to Seoul to become a work-study college student, which he once regarded as a victory over fate.
But what happened to Krystal shattered his thoughts. made him understand a truth, that is, although he changed from one life to another, this is life, not fate. The change he made was caused by fate, and the fate that could not be changed was that no matter what kind of life he lived, he would not be able to live a normal life.
This is like the bloody episode that can often be seen in TV dramas, two boys like a girl at the same time, one is poor and the other is rich, and the girl marries a rich boy for various reasons, but in the end they are unhappy and break up, and when your poor boy turns into a successful person, he returns with a beauty...... If it's a comedy, it can end here, but if it continues, it must be a tragedy below.
People change, and the past cannot be returned. The poor boy rose up because of the 'hatred of taking his wife', became a successful person, and finally got the girl you liked. But at this time, is this relationship considered love? No, it is not anymore, their love is dead when the girl makes a choice, and what supports him is hatred, and the pleasure of expecting revenge and success, and trampling the opponent and the 'blind' woman under his feet. When he finally achieves his goal, will he love this woman? Maybe, but most likely not.
This is fate, the fate of a poor boy and a rich boy. The poor boy may end up getting everything, but what he wants is to be with the woman he loves back then, when he was a teenager, and he can't get it, and this is fate.
Ah Jiu is the same, he looks forward to his childhood family of three, teenagers and peers go to school together, and fall in love with a beautiful girl with long hair...... He missed all these times because he was a monk at that time. And now, he is twenty-eight years old, he can get everything, but can he be spoiled with his parents like a six-year-old child? can he go back to junior high school, go back to high school and fall in love...... It can't be done.
His fate is not what an ordinary person should be, so no matter how hard he tries, he can't do it, and the trajectory of fate will occasionally turn around, but in the end he will reach that predetermined destination, and nothing will change.
Ah Jiu has not struggled, he obviously feels his liking for Taeyeon, his liking for IU, and his heart for Sunny...... But he stubbornly refused to accept it, and in the end he still didn't do it. He never thought that Krystal would leave him, but eventually, he and Krystal were separated and separated. He thought that after three years, he had already left that environment and had become an ordinary person, but things would still find his head, and even caused him to lose a child. Nothing escaped, nothing could escape.
So Ah Jiu gradually changed his mentality, he is not a coward, since fate cannot be reversed, his choice must be faced. But facing it does not mean that he will accept all the women who come close. After Krystal left, his heart was like an extra layer of protection, and it was difficult to accept a new relationship. Shirley's matter was an accident, and in Ah Jiu's heart, he didn't regard Shirley as the same position as Sunny and the others, which he explained, and Shirley knew it in his heart.
Although there are many women around, there is actually no special conflict. As long as the location of this home is confirmed, it seems that there is no major problem. Ah Jiu doesn't actually know this, everything is arranged subtly by Sunny, she secretly does a lot of things, and Ah Jiu has only recently felt it...... He only realized it from the last time Krystal happened, he was with Krystal in isolation, and everything outside was hosted by Sunny, and if there was no Sunny, there would definitely be more problems.
So Sunny means far more to Ah Jiu than 'you are a woman of mine'. Sunny's position in this home is like a 'control center', and she can solve many things that Ah Jiu can't handle perfectly, and this home can't do without her presence.
That's where Sunny comes in, just right. She knows where her strengths are, and she promotes her strengths and avoids her weaknesses, so although she hasn't fought much, she deserves a lot of favor.
Ah Jiu likes to talk to Sunny very much, and even about emotional matters, he will also tell Sunny about it. Sometimes it's because no one can say it, and Sunny has a very strict mouth and tells her to be relieved, but more often, in fact, he is also purposeful, because after Sunny hears his distress, she can do it, she will solve it, and there are often surprises. Ah Jiu told Sunny about Yoona and Seo Hyun and wanted to hear her thoughts. Sunny actually doesn't want to take a stand on this kind of thing, because if there is one more sister, it will not only involve the problem of 'competing for favor', but also her 'workload' will increase a lot, but because it is Yuna and Seo Hyun, she can't prevaricate outside, so she will be very embarrassed, and she will often habitually interrupt the past, but this time Ah Jiu insisted on not letting her interrupt, and Sunny had no choice but to say what she thought.
"Yun'a is sincere, busy, half and half!" (To be continued.) )