Chapter 851: Forgiveness for others and forgiveness for oneself
readx;?“ You treat me as a pig!" Qin Yafu was annoyed by Yuan Yuan's words, she casually put down the juice cup in her hand, and reached out to hit Yuan Yuan. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"It's a pig, or a little fat pig!" Yuan Yuan's body was flexible, seeing that as soon as Qin Yafu moved, she stood up and ran, where did she have a chance to catch it?
"Hey, you're ......"
"Don't be reckless," Zuo Yan moved to support Qin Yafu, who also stood up, "You are delicate and expensive now, just sit honestly like this, your Lin Zihang is still scared, and then chase and fight, let him know that he can't eat us?"
"How can it be so serious, he is worrying about it!" Qin Yafu actually paid attention to his physical condition, but when he was said so bluntly, he still felt that he couldn't hold his face, and he couldn't help but argue hard.
"If you're worried about the sky, it's better to be careful, it's not easy to look forward to it for so many years, like me, I didn't want it at all, but now I want it, and I don't know if I can come." ”
After all, the child is not like other things, waiting for you to pick it up, but he (she) has to go through the process of starting from nothing, even if you want him (her), it is not easy to say whether he (she) is willing to come or not.
"Of course you can come!" Yuan Yuan interjected, "A good meal is not afraid of being late, do you know?" The two of you are too anxious, one obviously has five years of separation in the middle, so naturally you missed a lot of good times, but after being together again, you are pregnant in less than half a year.
Not to mention the other, it has been less than three months since the day of Zhang Luo, even if God hears your heart and wants to fulfill you, he has to give others time to brew!"
"It's too!" Zuo Dark, who has always been confident and open-minded, has never faced something like giving birth that is not under her control at all, so sometimes it is a little upset to think about it.
However, after Yuan Yuan's persuasion, Zuo Yan was quickly relieved, and she nodded, "Yes, you're right, I have to give God time to let him make me a beautiful, healthy little doll!"
"In other words, Yuan Yuan's Jialin is a perfect finished product, and Yafu's baby is also semi-finished, it seems that I have to work hard!"
As Zuo Yan spoke, she lost her shape, and she deliberately touched Qin Yafu's stomach again: "Baby, I heard that giving birth to a child hurts, if you are really pregnant with twins, just share me one by one, so that I don't have to work hard to give birth to him (her), you know, I have been addicted to alcohol for so many years, and it is so hard to quit." ”
"This joke is not funny at all," Qin Yafu gently pushed Zuo Yan away, and sighed sadly with a sad look in her eyes, "Last winter, Lin Zihang saw that I was worried about the child's affairs, and actually asked Dr. Leng Mei in the hospital to help him, wanting to raise a child that others didn't want.
Do you know that feeling? Alas, I swore at the time that even if I went to do that IVF and suffered a hundredfold or a thousand times more, I would not want other people's children to ......."
"Listen, listen, she is obviously reluctant, but she will tell you the story first!" Yuan Yuan interrupted Qin Yafu's later words, and pouted secretly towards Zuo, instead of ignoring her sadness, he quipped:
"See, she's stingy, I asked her to be Jialin's godmother, she was unwilling, and when she has a child, let alone give you one, it is estimated that even if she lets us hug her, she will be scared half to death!"
"What do you say, I didn't mean that......"
"Yes, I didn't say anything, if I don't give it, I won't give it, I don't have to count on you, you just rejected me so ruthlessly, hmph, it seems that so many years of friendship are fake!"
"Nonsense, you two are bullies, no matter how good friends are, how can you have a ...... of asking for other people's children casually"
"But I just want it, do you want to give it or not?"
"Yes, yes, if you really give birth to two, be generous!"
"You ......"
Just when Qin Yafu was fighting with Yuan Yuan and Zuo Yan, the phone she put in her bag at the door rang.
"Guess whose it is?" Zuo Yan Nunu mouthed, looking at Qin Yafu taking the opportunity to get out of the dilemma of being besieged, trotting to answer the phone, and deliberately asked Yuan Yuan loudly.
"Who else can there be?" a handsome, dashing, graceful, gentle and considerate twenty-four filial husband!" Yuan Yuan also responded loudly.
Qin Yafu unzipped the bag and reprimanded him funny: "You two are poor, don't you wait for your husband to come back!"
Picking up the phone, Qin Yafu smiled bitterly, this is called Cao Cao Cao will arrive, the caller ID is really Lin Zihang's number.
"Is it still at Yuan Yuan's house?" Lin Zihang asked immediately after Qin Yafu answered.
"In, you're ......"
"Are you sleepy, do you miss me?" Lin Zihang didn't allow Qin Yafu to continue, so he continued to ask what he was thinking.
"Why don't you ask them if they bullied me?" Qin Yafu didn't care about Yuan Yuan and Zuo Yan who were listening not far away, just "complained", "The two of them teamed up to bully me, do you know......"
Yuan Yuan and Zuo Yan sat in the small bar and laughed backwards.
Zuo secretly patted his chest to prevent himself from laughing, and couldn't help but shake his head: "We used to laugh at Lin Zitian for sticking to her, and she was so tired that she could be crooked, but now, you can see the tone in which she talks to Lin Zihang, it is clear that she is close to Zhu Zhechi!"
I guess their children are not as good as the blue, and they are as tired as them? Forget it, Tiancheng is such a child, don't want it, I really can't serve it!"
"Also, I originally planned that if she gave birth to a girl and became a child with his family, according to their performance, forget it, his little daughter, must not hook my son's soul?
Yuan Yuan shook his head and said it matterably.
"Huh, you don't say that, don't look at me and I don't raise their children, but if she gives birth to a daughter, you don't want to, you can give it to me, I'm born with a wicked mother-in-law's life, and when my son is born in the future, I will marry his daughter, and I can't take care of her, but her husband is the first to look forward, and he doesn't ......."
"Believe it or not, I'm breaking up with you?" Qin Yafu finally put down the phone, couldn't bear to pinch her waist and stood in front of these two open-mouthed women, and said with a fierce face, "Women, you are so unvirtuous, beware of your husband divorced you!"
"Okay, okay, you go and say, I'll wait!" Zuo secretly cocked Erlang's legs arrogantly, looking indifferent.
"Woman?" Yuan Yuan asked curiously, "We are women, aren't you?"
"Yes, then what are you?man?" Zuo Yan raised his eyebrows and smiled, unable to sit still any longer, jumped off the high chair, and reached out to pull Qin Yafu.
"Let go of me, my husband said, don't let me play with you anymore!" Qin Yafu withdrew her hand in anger.
"Zuo Yan, don't drag her!" Yuan Yuan was startled when he saw the two of them pulling and the other hiding, and hurriedly ran over to support Qin Yafu, and said, "This kind of pulling and pulling jokes can't be opened, and one is careless, and if you catch up with an inch, you will die." ”
"How can it be so serious?" Zuo Yan stuck out her tongue, although she had just verbally advised Qin Yafu not to move, but it was just out of fun, but she didn't really believe that Qin Yafu was so squeamish that she would fall down when she touched it, and if she fell, there would be problems.
"No way, this has nothing to do with the quality of the physique, I have a classmate, who is tall and big, and he has never even taken a cold medicine, and when he was three months pregnant, he was playing with his husband and accidentally tripped over.
It's also because of her size, her husband couldn't hold her, and as a result, she had a miscarriage directly, and then she didn't get pregnant again, and she tossed until she finally had a child by doing IVF. ”
After Yuan Yuan's words were finished, the atmosphere became dull for a while, Qin Yafu remembered her original miscarriage, although there were many reasons, and she couldn't all blame the third aunt for the slap, but the child was lost the moment she fell to the ground.
This is an indisputable fact, and it is something that has made her heart ache for many years, and she is even unwilling to face it again.
If you want to let go of the pain of the year, it can only be after Qin Yafu is pregnant again, and you don't think about it.
Yuan Yuan and Zuo Dian were naturally clear about Qin Yafu's experience over the years, seeing that her face had changed, they exchanged glances, but Yuan Yuan opened her mouth first: "Oh, what do you want? You are not bad-minded, but you are too stingy, if you want to say stingy, but it is only for yourself."
For so many years, I haven't seen you speak ill of anyone who bullied you, that is, abusing yourself. ”
Yuan Yuan's words were direct but true, Qin Yafu was indeed this problem, when she encountered something, in addition to abusing herself, she also abused a person, and as a result, that person jumped up and down in pain.
"Okay, it's all in the past, what do you think about it over and over again? It is said that experience is wealth, and if there is no previous experience, who can understand how to go in the future?"
Zuo Yan's temperament is relatively free and easy, she has always been a person who has a clear distinction between good and evil, but in fact, she can't see Qin Yafu's tolerance and forbearance towards her third aunt and Xue Jingjing.
But in the end, Zuo Yan had to admit that because of Qin Yafu's tolerance, Lin Zihang was not difficult to do in the middle, and Xue Jingjing was even more redeemed by Qin Yafu, who did not hate out of love, and did more extreme things, and even finally gained his own good fate.
Therefore, Zuo Yan is also like Yuan Yuan, on the one hand, she feels sorry for Qin Yafu's past experience, but on the other hand, she can only persuade her not to think about the past anymore, since outsiders have tolerated it, why should she not be able to get along with herself anymore?
"Well, I understand," Qin Yafu shook her head and smiled with relief, "If you want to say that you can't see it, it's over after all, and I just need to hold on to my happiness now." ”
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