After Qin Yafu put Xin Ran's family of three in a taxi. Just walked back to the door of the ward. I saw Leng Mei coming out of it with a gloomy face.

"Director Leng is working overtime again today. Qin Yafu took the initiative to say hello.

"No, I didn't. Something. Walk a little later. Leng Mei barely managed to squeeze out a smile. Coping with a sentence. Then he turned and left.

Qin Yafu was full of strangeness. Reminiscent of the little girl Li Lei. Originally in a good mood. Disturbed by the previous doubts. I feel more and more complicated things.

"Japherd, you're back. Lin Zihang, who was lying on the bed, put his hands behind his head. His face looked a little tired. The frown had not yet been fully loosened. Obviously not very happy. But after Qin Yafu entered the door. Deliberately pretending to be casual.

"Hmm. Qin Yafu was suspicious. But I don't have a clue. It stands to reason that we should be open and honest about the situation. But I feel aggrieved again. Obviously, the two of them said that they would no longer hide anything. But why did he deceive himself so blatantly. The relationship between Xin Ran and Yuan Yuan developed later than theirs. Married late. But the understanding is getting more and more tacit. Why is the relationship between them still too fragile to withstand a little twists and turns?

"Japhe. I ......"

"The next time you smash the cup, you dare to be violent. I'll ignore you. Qin Yafu quickly interrupted him. She was suddenly frightened. I'm afraid that he will say something that she can't accept. Five years of time. She thought she hadn't changed. He should be the same. But. Is that the case? After all, she didn't stay by his side. What happened was beyond her imagination.

"It's my fault to drop the cup. I was so angry. I'll admit that I'm guilty of impulsiveness again. It's okay for you to hit me a few times to get angry? ”

Lin Zihang hurriedly said good things. Once upon a time. They are not afraid of any quarrel. But one involves dropping things. Qin Yafu would immediately turn her face. There's always going to be a big fuss. Light yì refused to forgive him. That's her hidden disease. He knew that what she was most afraid of was "domestic violence". But he did do it to her once. And because of that time. It chilled her completely. It's five years to go. So. He repeatedly admonished himself. Keep your hands in check. No more scaring her.

Outcome. Today he was so angry with Li Lei. I didn't control it for a while. Finally, he threw the cup out. In fact, at the moment when the cup hits the ground. He already regretted it. Isn't that looking for trouble? Let her reminisce about her previous pain. What will be the result.

Lin Zihang was a little afraid. So. When the Xin Ran couple arrived. He watched her look carefully. While trying to express xiàn. in order to coax her. But I didn't expect that the intimacy just now was self-defeating again.

"Zihang. I just want to live with you right now. No matter how hard it is. No matter what comes across. So. Don't talk about the past. Qin Yafu walked to the side of the bed. Raise her hand to caress this face that she has not forgotten since the first time they met.

She's afraid of getting ahead. But at the same time. I also feel that my attachment to the past can't stand him. This man. for the momentary anger of his wrath was cast into evil. Thrown by her for five years. Those five years had to be separated. to him to her. It's an unspeakable pain. All the punishments have been taken. Since in the end, it is still inseparable. So. No matter what he's ever done. She shouldn't have any more complaints. What can be held in the last hand is real and reliable.

"Japhe. Thank you. Lin Zihang grabbed her hand. Put it to your lips and kiss it gently. "Thank you for believing in me. Actually, it's really nothing. I ......"

"Nothing, needless to say. Qin Yafu stopped his words again. Gritted his teeth. She made up her last word. "I choose to believe you. Then I accept all right and wrong. I am tired. Go to bed early. ”

Lin Zihang moved his mouth. In the end, he didn't say anything more.

It turned out that when Luan Li was here. Qin Yafu rented a folding bed. At night, it was placed next to Lin Zihang's bed. Then. Lin Zihang often had to grab her hand before he would fall asleep. The feeling of two people sleeping together is good. Foldable beds are uncomfortable to sleep on. Now Luan Li is gone. She could finally go to Luan Li's bed to rest.

Just the distance between the two beds is widened. made Lin Zihang feel as if he was far away from her heart again. The taste made him uncomfortable.

After Qin Yafu turned off the lights. It was dark in the room. Lin Zihang tossed and turned for a long time. Hearing her breathing didn't look like she was asleep. I simply sat up slowly. and they are going to go to the ground.

Qin Yafu immediately got up. Jumped out of bed without hesitation. I didn't even have time to put on my shoes. ran over: "Zihang." What are you doing. Why did you get up without saying a word? ”

"Me. I want to sleep with you. Lin Zihang snorted. But he also confessed his heart.

"It was a single bed. How to sleep. Don't mess around. Hurry back. The doctor can speak. Don't be together for three months. Otherwise, it will not be good for your body. Qin Yafu helped him lie down. He sighed. He has always been a thief. I don't know how important it is.

"Then you can lie here with me for a while. Lin Zihang grabbed her hand and refused to let go. With the momentum of lying down, he pulled the person down to his side.

"Then you lie flat. I'll be next to it. Say yes for a while. Otherwise, we won't both be able to sleep well. Qin Yafu knew that she couldn't earn him. It's hard to fit two adults on a narrow bed. And she had to take care of the knife in his abdomen. Can't nest in his arms. Naturally very uncomfortable. But I had to endure it.

"Japhe. I know from the time I saw Leng Mei. I should have confessed to you. But because I was embarrassed. I can't say it. I thought you and Leng Mei got along well. You can see that I don't have much in touch with her. I thought. Let's just get over it. When nothing happens. Lin Zihang went around for a long time. I am still excusing myself for not being able to explain in time

"Then don't say it. I don't even ask. You're still turning out. Qin Yafu was a little irritable. The more I heard him say that. The more awkward the heart. I don't know how much trouble this gentleman has caused for himself.

"No, I can't. Originally, I wanted to follow your thoughts. I'll talk about it later. But I found out. It's a terrible taste to hide. I can't even sleep. Lin Zihang made up his mind.

"You lie to me. Before I met Leng Mei and Li Lei. How did you sleep so peacefully. Don't sue me for saying. The between you happened before you were hospitalized. ”

Qin Yafu was indignant. He said he had worked hard to hide it. But she guessed that she wasn't tired. She admits she was scared. I am afraid that the truth will destroy the peace that has been so hard to keep. But there is a thorn in my heart. They've tasted it too many times. It's really uncomfortable.

"Of course not. Actually, I mentioned it before. I just didn't think about it that much at the time. I didn't take it seriously. Until I saw Leng Mei again. I realized how accurate that old adage is. 'I don't want people to know. Unless you do it'. Done is done. If you have to pretend that nothing happened. It's just self-deception. ”

"It's rare for you to have this realization. Qin Yafu sneered.

"Yafu ......" Lin Zihang did not rush to explain. Tilted his head unexpectedly. Buried her mouth in the socket of her neck. Gently nibble. Sighing indistinctly. "It's just because I can't leave you. will come to his senses at the critical moment of confusion......"

"You. Let me go. Qin Yafu was originally struggling with sorrow. Little did he expect him to change his strategy. And he used this trick again. Don't look at how he usually messes around, she can tolerate it. But now it's different. During the day, I heard Li Lei say that it was his old lover. At night, I saw good friends and husband and wife in love. Feel these things happening. It seemed to be stimulating her already suspicious heart. It's so uncomfortable.

The more Qin Yafu thought about it, the more unpleasant it became. Annoyed with a hard hand. Push him away. Rolled over and got off the ground.

"Lin Zihang. You won't be able to talk well. You have to force it to be interesting. You have hurt me again and again under the pretense of loving me. Until the witnesses are standing in front of them. You have no other reason. That's it. What do you want me to be willing? ”

Qin Yafu was completely annoyed. Tears fell silently: "We have known each other for eight years. You're always thinking about how to bully me. You've always used your tough, domineering way of dealing with me. Interesting. You've always had fun. Didn't you think about my pain? ”

"I ...... I don't have ...... Japhe. You are mistaken. I didn't do anything......"

"Not for the best. Let's sleep. "In the dark. Qin Yafu vented a few words. What he got was still his innocent confession. It's a little boring. It's a mess in the brain. I want to know the answer. I was disgusted with Lin Zihang's attitude. Even she didn't know what she wanted. When she asked Lin Zihang, in fact, the person she really wanted to ask was herself.

Qin Yafu went to bed again with hatred. Ignore him no more.

Lin Zihang honestly closed his mouth. He sensed that her train of thought was a little confused, too. Can't blame her. He secretly persuaded himself. It's because I have a heart to hide it from the beginning. This result is also inevitable. Let her slow down a little longer. He sighed quietly.

After a while. Qin Yafu's breathing gradually stabilized.

"Japhe. Did you listen to me? Lin Zihang persistent. He felt like he wasn't going to make things clear tonight. Neither of them will have a good time. It can't be like this. He's going to pull out the thorn.

"But I don't want to hear ......," Qin Yafu's voice brought out a crying tone. It's obvious. She wanted to know the results more. But he refused to admit it.

"Japhe. Shall I go to you? I'll tell you slowly. I promise not to touch you again. I just want to be closer to you. Lin Zihang said very pitifully.

"Don't. You're right there. Qin Yafu had the meaning of compromise. "Are you willing to say. Just say it right there. Reluctant to say. I won't listen. ”

"Okay. The old man loves to say. There is no overnight feud between husband and wife. We're not arguing like this. But. I don't want you to go to sleep with your worries. So. must sue sù you a qiē. Lin Zihang's tone was firm. She can't be disappointed in herself for the sake of someone else's gossip

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