An Ruoqiu drove Jiang Yunxuan back to the room to rest, but he pondered. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

How was she going to tell Jiang Yunxuan and Madame Jiang about her leaving?

If she really said this, Madame Jiang would definitely be very sad.

As for Jiang Yunxuan......

She felt as if she felt guilty about what she did......

After Jiang Yunxuan rested, he found that An Ruoqiu had not left the room.

Jiang Yunxuan frowned, also very worried.

Jiang Yunxuan walked to the door of An Ruoqiu's room, raised his hand and knocked on the door.

The door opened.

An Ruoqiu was wearing pajamas and looked tired.

"Did you not sleep well, or did you not sleep at all?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

An Ruoqiu didn't speak, and reached out to hold Jiang Yunxuan's hand.

Jiang Yunxuan was stunned, and the next moment she was pulled into the room and closed the door.

Jiang Yunxuan was stunned again and asked, "What's wrong?"

An Ruoqiu said, "I want to ......"

An Ruoqiu didn't know how to say that she was leaving, she was afraid to see the disappointed, sad, and sad look on Jiang Yunxuan's face.

"What do you think?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

An Ruoqiu was silent.

"What the hell is going on?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

An Ruoqiu looked up at Jiang Yunxuan, and she stood on tiptoe to hug Jiang Yunxuan's neck.

Jiang Yunxuan's body stiffened.

An Ruoqiu put her arms around his neck and slowly approached.

Jiang Yunxuan's heart was beating warmly, his breathing was already unsteady, he couldn't help but reach out and hug her waist, and lowered his head to meet her.

An Ruoqiu felt that it was extremely difficult for her to get close to him at the moment, and every step closer made her uncomfortable.

Just when Jiang Yunxuan's cheek was close at hand.

An Ruoqiu gave up, and her movements stopped.

Complexity flashed in Jiang Yunxuan's eyes.

An Ruoqiu seemed to be unable to face him, lowered her head and said with difficulty, "I'm sorry, I'm ...... Have tried their best......"

Jiang Yunxuan hugged her and didn't know how to comfort her, "It's okay." ”

An Ruoqiu heard the bitterness in his tone, and became even more distressed, "But...... I want to leave ......."

Jiang Yunxuan's body froze again.

"So...... It's been so long, and you still don't want to be with me, right?" Jiang Yunxuan held her hand tightened, but he felt the powerlessness from the depths of his soul, the person he liked was obviously in his arms, but he couldn't keep it.

"I want to go back to my home. An Ruoqiu said.

Jiang Yunxuan didn't speak.

An Ruo hugged him and said gently, "Yun Xuan...... When I first found out that you were interested in me, I was shocked, grateful, and guilty...... I rejected you because you were too good, and I couldn't give you a whole version of myself, so I was afraid, afraid of hurting you. ”

An Ruoqiu paused and said, "But in fact, maybe my appearance is destined to hurt you...... For so long I have seen your intentions, your pain, and your love for me...... I want to try to take it for you and myself......"

Jiang Yunxuan's head was buried in An Ruoqiu's neck, greedily sucking in the breath from her body, because he would soon be unable to get so close to her again.

An Ruoqiu continued, "Thank you for being kind to me, thank you for being tolerant of me, and thank you for everything you have done to me...... Thank you...... I really like you, but I feel that if I continue to drag you, it will be the biggest harm to you, since the damage has already begun...... So what I should do now is to make you understand and reject you...... I consider myself a sinner, but if I can minimize the damage you take, then I do. ”

"You are not a sinner...... Jiang Yunxuan said, "you are the one I love...... Don't say thank you to me, and don't say sorry to me...... Every time you say this, my heart hurts, I want to be nice to you, I want you to be happy...... I want you to stay with me. ”

"But I'm destined to leave. An Ruoqiu said, "Yun Xuan, you let it go." ”

"Tell me, do you like me?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

"I like it. An Ruoqiu said, "My favorite thing in this world is you, because you are the best for me...... You are the only one in this world who is the best for me...... But I can't love you. ”

"Haven't you ever loved me, even the slightest?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

"Nope. An Ruoqiu said.

"Can't you lie to me?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

"I can't lie to you. An Ruoqiu said, "If that's the case, it's the biggest harm to you." ”

Jiang Yunxuan was silent.

An Ruoqiu patted him on the back.

Jiang Yunxuan hugged An Ruoqiu tighter, "Don't go." ”

An Ruoqiu was silent and did not promise him.

Jiang Yunxuan hopes that this hug can be held forever, until the old sea is rotten.

Until Madame Chiang came up and knocked on the door.

"What are you doing?" asked Madame Chiang, "why did you tell you to go down to dinner?"

Jiang Yunxuan let go of An Ruoqiu.

An Ruoqiu is also very reluctant to Jiang Yunxuan, but what can she do? If she doesn't love, she doesn't love, she can't force it, dragging mud and water is not good for both of them, and it is the biggest harm to Jiang Yunxuan, it should be the best to cut it in two, it is good for him to be good for him, and good to him is to hurt him.

An Ruoqiu understands this truth very clearly.

An Ruoqiu opened the door.

Madame Jiang smiled at first, but when she saw that the faces of the two people were not very good, she frowned, "What's the matter? Is this a quarrel?"

Jiang Yunxuan said, "It's nothing, let's go down to eat first." ”

What else did Madame Chiang want to ask?

Jiang Yunxuan had already dragged Mrs. Jiang downstairs.

An Ruoqiu followed downstairs.

Breakfast was already ready and set up.

An Ruoqiu sat down, she didn't have the courage to take chopsticks, the Jiang family was so good to her, but she was so conscienceless to hurt them.

An Ruoqiu felt that she was not qualified to eat the Jiang family's things.

Jiang Yunxuan said gently, "Eat quickly, you haven't eaten since yesterday afternoon, aren't you hungry?"

Jiang Yunxuan didn't have any complaints or blame, and still cared about her gently as always.

An Ruoqiu blamed herself more and more, "I ......"

"If you have anything to say, I'll talk about it after eating. Jiang Yunxuan said and put the dish into her bowl.

An Ruoqiu did not move.

"Shall I feed you?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

"I'll do it myself. An Ruoqiu said and picked up the dishes and chopsticks to eat breakfast.

"You ......" Madame Chiang wanted to ask something when she saw this, because she was very worried.

"It's fine. Jiang Yunxuan said, "I'll talk about it later." ”

Madame Jiang frowned, and then also ate breakfast.

An Ruoqiu quickly finished eating, put down the dishes and chopsticks, and waited for Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yunxuan to finish eating.

Jiang Yunxuan didn't have much appetite, and when he saw her finish eating, he also put down his chopsticks.

Mrs. Jiang and Jian didn't eat either, so they didn't eat anything anymore.

"I want to say......" An Ruoqiu said.

"You go up and clean up. Jiang Yunxuan said, "I'll send you later." ”

"But......" An Ruoqiu wanted to say goodbye to Madame Jiang.

"I told my mom that it would be fine. Jiang Yunxuan said.

An Ruoqiu bit her lip and got up and went upstairs.

An Ruoqiu had nothing to clean up, except for some clothes and things to use with her, the rest were prepared for her by the Jiang family, looking at these things that were given to her but did not belong to her, she felt very warm and guilty.

An Ruoqiu packed up and went downstairs.

Mrs. Jiang lay on the sofa and cried on the armrests of the sofa, "Why is this?

An Ruoqiu felt that she was really a sinner, she hurriedly walked downstairs to Mrs. Jiang's side, squatted down and half-hugged her and said, "Mom, I'm not leaving, I'm just going back to my own house to live, I will still come to see you, you are still my mother." ”

"Since you are your mother when I am, then why did you leave me?" Mrs. Jiang looked at An Ruoqiu sadly with red eyes and tears, "I am not your own mother, so you are willing to leave me...... Otherwise, if you change your own mother, you will definitely not be like this. ”

"That's not ......" An Ruoqiu was speechless, she felt that whatever she said at the moment would be a disservice to Madame Jiang.

"No, then why are you leaving!" Mrs. Jiang said, then grabbed An Ruoqiu and said, "You are not allowed to go." ”

An Ruoqiu couldn't bear to push Mrs. Jiang away, bit her lip and said, "I'...... I'm not leaving. ”

Seeing this, Jiang Yunxuan walked over and said, "Mom, you let Ruoqiu go back, let her go back if she wants to go home to live, don't force her!"

"Who forced her?" said Madame Jiang crying, "I know that Ruoqiu actually likes to live in our house." ”

An Ruoqiu really likes to live here, she likes Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yunxuan, but some things can be done arbitrarily if you don't like them, not to mention that if you really like it, you shouldn't condone what shouldn't happen.

An Ruoqiu is like this, it is her great love for the Jiang family, she is because she loves Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yunxuan, so she wants to leave her and cut off the impossible relationship between her and Jiang Yunxuan, this kind of big love is nothing compared to her little love.

In any case, An Ruoqiu should leave.

"Mom, if you miss me, you can go to my house to see me. An Ruoqiu said.

When Madame Jiang heard this, she burst into tears again, "How can you leave me?

Seeing this, An Ruoqiu's heart also ached, "I will still come back to accompany you when I have the opportunity in the future, but there are many things that are inconvenient to live in the Jiang family, and our family's business is ......."

"You lied to me. Mrs. Jiang said, "You actually don't want to marry Yun Xuan, otherwise there is anything convenient or inconvenient, you just need to marry into the door...... Everything was easy......"

Jiang Yunxuan said, "Mom......" He shouted and pulled An Ruoqiu up and broke Mrs. Jiang's hand away, "I'll send Ruoqiu away first, and then come back." ”

"How can you bear to send her away?" Madame Chiang cried again.

Jiang Yunxuan's eyes flashed with heartache, he felt sorry for Mrs. Jiang's sadness, and he also felt sorry for the time when the short time together between him and An Ruoqiu had come to an end.

Jiang Yunxuan pulled An Ruoqiu out of the door.

The car was already ready.

Get in the car.

An Ruoqiu's eyes were also moist, and she couldn't help crying.

"You shouldn't come to live in my house again, right?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

An Ruoqiumo.

"Can you say something?" Jiang Yunxuan asked, "I...... It's uncomfortable!"

An Ruoqiu said, "There's nothing to say, and it's nonsense to say more." "If she says something to you in order to leave more traces in his heart, then she is a sin of the first degree," I have already made clear to you today. ”

Jiang Yunxuan was very sad, he took An Ruoqiu's hand and said, "Do you really bear to leave me and my mother?"

If you can't bear it, you have to bear it.

An Ruoqiu said, "Of course. ”

"How can you leave like this?" Jiang Yunxuan asked.

An Ruoqiu felt that her discomfort at the moment was no worse than Jiang Yunxuan's, she just cared about Jiang Yunxuan's thoughts, so she wanted to be more ruthless, and her own ruthlessness made his discomfort more painful, and the self-blame in her heart would gnaw the hole in her heart bigger and more painful.

Jiang Yunxuan's everything, An Ruoqiu felt that it was the wisest choice that she should completely refuse, although she would also waver, be tempted, and be unbearable, but her only choice was to leave, and there was absolutely nothing else.

An Ruoqiu said, "Then why don't I marry you?"

Jiang Yunxuan looked at her deeply and asked, "Can you stop saying such things? Can't you say it later? Do you have to finish such cruel words once today?"

An Ruoqiumo.

Jiang Yunxuan took her hand, squeezed it with his big palm, and then hugged her again, "Ruoqiu, I really can't live without you." ”

"No, it won't. An Ruoqiu patted him on the back and said softly, "You will adapt, because you will live well without me, maybe you will live better without me." ”

"No!" Jiang Yunxuan said negatively, "I have you, so I feel that I have a goal and pursuit in life, and I lose you...... I couldn't imagine what it would be like. ”

An Ruoqiu said, "That's what you think now, when this period of time passes, you won't think like this." ”

"You don't understand. Jiang Yunxuan said heavily, "You don't understand...... What you mean to me. ”

An Ruoqiumo.

Jiang Yunxuan hugged her and raised his head, looking at her, "Let's try again?"

An Ruoqiu said, "No need. ”

Jiang Yunxuan's eyes flashed with unwillingness, and the insipidity that seemed to have accumulated for a long time turned into an impulse, "Let's try." ”

An Ruoqiu refused, "No." ”

Jiang Yunxuan's eyes seemed to be stormy for a moment, and his complexion became terrifying.

An Ruoqiu frowned slightly, "Yun Xuan, don't be like this." ”

Jiang Yunxuan didn't care, his cheeks quickly approached.

"Don't!" An Ruoqiu shouted, turning her head sideways.

Jiang Yunxuan's big palm held her cheek back, and then pressed his cheek to kiss her.

An Ruoqiu wanted to struggle, but Jiang Yunxuan's strength was amazing, not a few points worse than Long Shaoxi, at least she had no way to resist.

"Yun Xuan...... You ......" An Ruoqiu kept hiding.

Jiang Yunxuan kept attacking.

Just when An Ruoqiu was a little annoyed and desperate.

Jiang Yunxuan stopped moving.

An Ruoqiu was stunned.

"I'm sorry. Jiang Yunxuan let go of her and said, "I don't want to hurt you. ”

An Ruoqiu pursed her lips, "You won't." ”